Hi!!! I am JKR!!!!!! * North Warren people come and take me away* ** I am
now writing in Pennsylvania's mental hospital **
A/n I know I said I wasn't gonna update till the 31 because I have Rollercoaster Riding Syndrome and can't wait till Courtney and I ride the new rollercoaster at Cedar Point. I didn't think you wanted Remus riding a rollercoaster. This is funny my stupid little thing on Microsoft Word says you can hurt yourself if you run with scissors. SCREW HIM!!!!! It's fun to run with scissors. Lol
A/n I know my last chapter was stupid but I couldn't write what I wanted to say because it didn't correspond with that chapter or the story in general at that point. Did I loose anyone?? Yes? Ok, it didn't make sense to what happened. OH!! Thanks to all the reviewers! I wrote a couple other stories and know one loved me. R/R
Prof. Lupin looked around as the class entered in to his room. It's good to be back he thought, and then his eyes fell on a boy with jet black hair and green eyes. He knew that was why he was back. Harry needed someone who would be there like S-Padfoot. Remus forced himself to look elsewhere well more like at a spot of ink on the ceiling. 7th year James, Sirius, fat little, no just call him Peter, and me. He chuckled out loud and then he remembered why he was looking at that ink dot. "Sorry" he apologized to the class
"What's so funny Professor?" asked Seamus
"Just reminiscing," the reply that came sounded like a muffled sob. It still hurt to think about Sirius and now it hurt to think about James. Come on Moony wake up their dead first Prongs and now Padfoot. Damn it! Why am I the last one? Oh wait I am a teacher, and I am supposed to teach DADA. He decided that he should teach about werewolves, even though he was not keen on the subject.
"Professor what were you reminiscing about?" asked Lavender
"When I was young," He looked up. "Open your books to page..." he flipped threw the book until he had the right page "41. Harry would you like to read about werewolves?"
"Sure" Harry said "The werewolf is found world wide, though it is believed to have originated in northern Europe. Humans turn into werewolves only when bitten. There is no known cure, though recent developments in potion- making have to a great extent alleviated the worst symptoms. Once a month, at the full moon, the otherwise sane and normal wizard or Muggle afflicted transforms into a murderous beast. Almost uniquely among fantastic creatures, the werewolf actively seeks humans in preference to any other kind of pray."
"Thank you Harry. You see being a werewolf means that I am not human to most people because of the human pray thing. But I have never bitten anyone... yet. You see even though there is no cure and the potion just makes me safe but the pain of my transformations still comes every month. It hurts like... hell." Remus took of his shabby robes and shirt and revel a heavily scared chest and arms.
"Professor?" the whole class was at lost for words.
"The wolf is always present, like around the full moon all I eat is meat. When I get angry the wolf almost always overpowers me. And when someone I care about gets killed or hurt the pack instinct comes full blast. And I do more damage to myself. After James and Lily Potter were killed, Sirius Black imprisoned, and Peter Pettigrew was supposed to be dead. I almost killed myself. The wolf knew his pack was gone and it hurt. He knew that Padfoot wasn't gonna be there to howl with him, or Prongs wasn't gonna stomp his feat impatiently, and Wormtail wasn't gonna be there to have Prongs and Padfoot save him from Moony's hungry mouth. I knew that and the wolf knew that. I really didn't want to live alone, I missed my friends, and I needed them. They always were there and then suddenly they weren't there for me. It was just me." He took a deep breath. At some point he had gotten off track, he wanted to stop it all the unreachable hopes and dreams, but most of all the pain of being alone. That pain he had once felt so strong, after Lily and James had died and his world torn apart was back. He didn't want to feel that way; he didn't want to live. "I want to die." Remus knew he said that out loud because there was a sharp intake of breath. "I'm alone; a werewolf facing the world when I know no one really cares. My life was over fifteen years ago. I didn't know that one night we would all be sitting around talking like we had forever to talk then 24 hours later The Marauders would either be dead, imprisoned, alone wondering why he was left, or a traitor, who still goes by the nickname his 3 friends gave him, Wormtail. Who laughed with us, pulled pranks with us; he called us his friends. The wolf should have picked up on the sent of a traitor. I should have known. I can smell fear on people. I know when people lie." At this he broke down.
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A/n I know I said I wasn't gonna update till the 31 because I have Rollercoaster Riding Syndrome and can't wait till Courtney and I ride the new rollercoaster at Cedar Point. I didn't think you wanted Remus riding a rollercoaster. This is funny my stupid little thing on Microsoft Word says you can hurt yourself if you run with scissors. SCREW HIM!!!!! It's fun to run with scissors. Lol
A/n I know my last chapter was stupid but I couldn't write what I wanted to say because it didn't correspond with that chapter or the story in general at that point. Did I loose anyone?? Yes? Ok, it didn't make sense to what happened. OH!! Thanks to all the reviewers! I wrote a couple other stories and know one loved me. R/R
Prof. Lupin looked around as the class entered in to his room. It's good to be back he thought, and then his eyes fell on a boy with jet black hair and green eyes. He knew that was why he was back. Harry needed someone who would be there like S-Padfoot. Remus forced himself to look elsewhere well more like at a spot of ink on the ceiling. 7th year James, Sirius, fat little, no just call him Peter, and me. He chuckled out loud and then he remembered why he was looking at that ink dot. "Sorry" he apologized to the class
"What's so funny Professor?" asked Seamus
"Just reminiscing," the reply that came sounded like a muffled sob. It still hurt to think about Sirius and now it hurt to think about James. Come on Moony wake up their dead first Prongs and now Padfoot. Damn it! Why am I the last one? Oh wait I am a teacher, and I am supposed to teach DADA. He decided that he should teach about werewolves, even though he was not keen on the subject.
"Professor what were you reminiscing about?" asked Lavender
"When I was young," He looked up. "Open your books to page..." he flipped threw the book until he had the right page "41. Harry would you like to read about werewolves?"
"Sure" Harry said "The werewolf is found world wide, though it is believed to have originated in northern Europe. Humans turn into werewolves only when bitten. There is no known cure, though recent developments in potion- making have to a great extent alleviated the worst symptoms. Once a month, at the full moon, the otherwise sane and normal wizard or Muggle afflicted transforms into a murderous beast. Almost uniquely among fantastic creatures, the werewolf actively seeks humans in preference to any other kind of pray."
"Thank you Harry. You see being a werewolf means that I am not human to most people because of the human pray thing. But I have never bitten anyone... yet. You see even though there is no cure and the potion just makes me safe but the pain of my transformations still comes every month. It hurts like... hell." Remus took of his shabby robes and shirt and revel a heavily scared chest and arms.
"Professor?" the whole class was at lost for words.
"The wolf is always present, like around the full moon all I eat is meat. When I get angry the wolf almost always overpowers me. And when someone I care about gets killed or hurt the pack instinct comes full blast. And I do more damage to myself. After James and Lily Potter were killed, Sirius Black imprisoned, and Peter Pettigrew was supposed to be dead. I almost killed myself. The wolf knew his pack was gone and it hurt. He knew that Padfoot wasn't gonna be there to howl with him, or Prongs wasn't gonna stomp his feat impatiently, and Wormtail wasn't gonna be there to have Prongs and Padfoot save him from Moony's hungry mouth. I knew that and the wolf knew that. I really didn't want to live alone, I missed my friends, and I needed them. They always were there and then suddenly they weren't there for me. It was just me." He took a deep breath. At some point he had gotten off track, he wanted to stop it all the unreachable hopes and dreams, but most of all the pain of being alone. That pain he had once felt so strong, after Lily and James had died and his world torn apart was back. He didn't want to feel that way; he didn't want to live. "I want to die." Remus knew he said that out loud because there was a sharp intake of breath. "I'm alone; a werewolf facing the world when I know no one really cares. My life was over fifteen years ago. I didn't know that one night we would all be sitting around talking like we had forever to talk then 24 hours later The Marauders would either be dead, imprisoned, alone wondering why he was left, or a traitor, who still goes by the nickname his 3 friends gave him, Wormtail. Who laughed with us, pulled pranks with us; he called us his friends. The wolf should have picked up on the sent of a traitor. I should have known. I can smell fear on people. I know when people lie." At this he broke down.
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