Disclaimer: Gravi isn't Yui's. It's Maki Murakami-sama's. All poems are mine (like temptation in the last chapter). ^^v
Wrapped around your finger
By miyamoto yui
/How can I reach for you…
when you're reaching for someone else?/
Chapter 3 – In the dark.
"No…No, no, no…"
Tight squeeze.
I could feel warmness somewhere in this dark abyss that surrounded me. I could see nothing but black.
I wasn't even a being.
What I meant was that I knew I was there, but then it also seemed like I couldn't be.
I kept on hearing a voice.
A soft one that almost hesitated to cry.
Shuichi?
Was that you?
What's happening here?
I know I was looking around, but then I couldn't really see anything. I couldn't touch anything tangible.
It disturbed me.
My calmness was leaving me unsteadily like drips of water from a leaky faucet.
"Hiroshi…you have to survive," the voice said seriously while sobbing a bit.
That voice isn't Shuichi's…
It's Suguru.
Suguru? Why are you crying?
And why…
Dammit why can't I see anything?!
But I can feel your warmth from somewhere and it's comforting me.
Now, just where are you? I can hear you clearly, but where are you?!
"I know this isn't the place or the time, but…please…"
He's squeezing my hand…
What happened to me?!
I was so confused.
And all I could do was listen.
"I wasn't supposed to stay here. I'm glad the nurse was kind enough to let me spend the night here."
Here?
"I wanted to be near you."
Why?
"It's nice to have it quiet sometimes. To make yourself think more clearly. But I just can't stand it sitting here knowing you might not be here the next day."
WHAT THE HELL?
"I don't pray at all. My cousin had always told me to make my own luck…but I'm praying for you to survive, Hiro. And when you do, I won't ask for anything else ever again."
How can I respond back to you?
I want to tell you something to comfort you and tell you that I'm here.
Alive…somewhere.
"Even though I know you hide your love Shuichi…"
Eh?
Was I that obvious?
"…I couldn't help it Hiro."
Help it…
Sobbing.
Squeeze.
"I know it's not the time or the place, but I had to tell you before I drive myself crazy with worry. That I'm going to regret never telling you anything."
Pat, pat…
I felt that…
He's touching my head…
And stroking my hair…
"Please come back, Hiro. I know you can hear me."
Then, I began to open my eyes with a blurry sight before me.
His green hair…
Suguru then hugged me. Warmly, he whispered to my ear,
"I love you, Hiro."
You do?
My eyes opened a little but everything was still so blurry.
And I became incredibly sleepy again.
Before I went back into unconsciousness, I wanted to put my hand over his back.
But I couldn't.
Have I been that blind for you, Shuichi?
I know I have been…
And even if I could respond…
What would…or could I do for you, Suguru?
I wouldn't know how to answer you.
Until all became silent once more,
All I could do was listen carefully and painfully.
Tsuzuku.
--
Author's note: Ooh. Omoshiroi!
How very interesting isn't it? I know I'm being cruel…but I really wanted to see how the balance of Gravi breaks. And does it mend itself justly?
Wrapped around your finger
By miyamoto yui
/How can I reach for you…
when you're reaching for someone else?/
Chapter 3 – In the dark.
"No…No, no, no…"
Tight squeeze.
I could feel warmness somewhere in this dark abyss that surrounded me. I could see nothing but black.
I wasn't even a being.
What I meant was that I knew I was there, but then it also seemed like I couldn't be.
I kept on hearing a voice.
A soft one that almost hesitated to cry.
Shuichi?
Was that you?
What's happening here?
I know I was looking around, but then I couldn't really see anything. I couldn't touch anything tangible.
It disturbed me.
My calmness was leaving me unsteadily like drips of water from a leaky faucet.
"Hiroshi…you have to survive," the voice said seriously while sobbing a bit.
That voice isn't Shuichi's…
It's Suguru.
Suguru? Why are you crying?
And why…
Dammit why can't I see anything?!
But I can feel your warmth from somewhere and it's comforting me.
Now, just where are you? I can hear you clearly, but where are you?!
"I know this isn't the place or the time, but…please…"
He's squeezing my hand…
What happened to me?!
I was so confused.
And all I could do was listen.
"I wasn't supposed to stay here. I'm glad the nurse was kind enough to let me spend the night here."
Here?
"I wanted to be near you."
Why?
"It's nice to have it quiet sometimes. To make yourself think more clearly. But I just can't stand it sitting here knowing you might not be here the next day."
WHAT THE HELL?
"I don't pray at all. My cousin had always told me to make my own luck…but I'm praying for you to survive, Hiro. And when you do, I won't ask for anything else ever again."
How can I respond back to you?
I want to tell you something to comfort you and tell you that I'm here.
Alive…somewhere.
"Even though I know you hide your love Shuichi…"
Eh?
Was I that obvious?
"…I couldn't help it Hiro."
Help it…
Sobbing.
Squeeze.
"I know it's not the time or the place, but I had to tell you before I drive myself crazy with worry. That I'm going to regret never telling you anything."
Pat, pat…
I felt that…
He's touching my head…
And stroking my hair…
"Please come back, Hiro. I know you can hear me."
Then, I began to open my eyes with a blurry sight before me.
His green hair…
Suguru then hugged me. Warmly, he whispered to my ear,
"I love you, Hiro."
You do?
My eyes opened a little but everything was still so blurry.
And I became incredibly sleepy again.
Before I went back into unconsciousness, I wanted to put my hand over his back.
But I couldn't.
Have I been that blind for you, Shuichi?
I know I have been…
And even if I could respond…
What would…or could I do for you, Suguru?
I wouldn't know how to answer you.
Until all became silent once more,
All I could do was listen carefully and painfully.
Tsuzuku.
--
Author's note: Ooh. Omoshiroi!
How very interesting isn't it? I know I'm being cruel…but I really wanted to see how the balance of Gravi breaks. And does it mend itself justly?