Before he died everything was well.perfect as anything could be... it was
pure bliss. I miss it all. It all gone and I can feel it go away as I barf.
Every time I vomit I loose a piece of something special but gain control on
something much more, I don't know what it is yet but it feels great.
I'm going to start school soon, yeah good old Hogwarts, the place more of a home to me then my home now. Everybody's more caring. My parents right now are in Bali finding a cure to some disease while I'm here with our butler Jeffery. I had spent most of my summer vacation in my room staring at old photographs of Cedric and I. Looking through all the things we gave to each other in our short amount of time together. It brought back wonderful memories. Memories of our first kiss, memories of our first dance, memories just of his wonderful presence.
"Miss Chang, are you all right?" Jeffery said as he opened my door.
"Just fine Jeffery." I said quickly putting my pictures away.
He came over and sat on my bed, he found a picture of Cedric and sighed. "Oh Cho, I know this must be hard for you but you must move on."
I looked up and him then back down.
"Cho you have to listen to me, I too lost someone dear to me..my son, Charles, but I got over it.although there are still times when I wonder why God had taken him from me but then I realize God might have a greater plan for him."
"Jeffery, I'm so sorry about Charles, but I can't let go of Cedric. I mean I want to its just that I don't know how to." I said now filled with tears in my eyes.
"Cho, you must quickly find away so you can move on and be happy again." He said Jeffery wiping of the tears from my face, "And eat something I see that all this has made you loose your glow and you've become o skinny."
I giggled and then smiled, "Oh thank you Jeffery I don't know what I'd do without you."
"Oh Cho no one would know what to do without me especially that dreadful sister of yours." He got up and gave me a hug. "I'll see you at dinner then in 10 minutes?"
I nodded my head and he left the room.
Dinner, eating, getting fat could I or should I really go out and eat? I thought to myself a lot lately.. I guess I'm the only person my mind would let me count on and for this I've been vomiting.
A/N I know this chapter was short but like I wanted to give you guyz a little bit more cuz the first chapter was short to and now I've ran out of ideas so yeah. if you guyz hav ideas for me e-mail me at lilaznpinky525@yahoo.com and um yeah.. Me go to Washington and with no ideas you'll have to wait till probably.. Well lets just say a long time for the next chapter. And sowie for any mistakes I made! Correct me if you want.
I'm going to start school soon, yeah good old Hogwarts, the place more of a home to me then my home now. Everybody's more caring. My parents right now are in Bali finding a cure to some disease while I'm here with our butler Jeffery. I had spent most of my summer vacation in my room staring at old photographs of Cedric and I. Looking through all the things we gave to each other in our short amount of time together. It brought back wonderful memories. Memories of our first kiss, memories of our first dance, memories just of his wonderful presence.
"Miss Chang, are you all right?" Jeffery said as he opened my door.
"Just fine Jeffery." I said quickly putting my pictures away.
He came over and sat on my bed, he found a picture of Cedric and sighed. "Oh Cho, I know this must be hard for you but you must move on."
I looked up and him then back down.
"Cho you have to listen to me, I too lost someone dear to me..my son, Charles, but I got over it.although there are still times when I wonder why God had taken him from me but then I realize God might have a greater plan for him."
"Jeffery, I'm so sorry about Charles, but I can't let go of Cedric. I mean I want to its just that I don't know how to." I said now filled with tears in my eyes.
"Cho, you must quickly find away so you can move on and be happy again." He said Jeffery wiping of the tears from my face, "And eat something I see that all this has made you loose your glow and you've become o skinny."
I giggled and then smiled, "Oh thank you Jeffery I don't know what I'd do without you."
"Oh Cho no one would know what to do without me especially that dreadful sister of yours." He got up and gave me a hug. "I'll see you at dinner then in 10 minutes?"
I nodded my head and he left the room.
Dinner, eating, getting fat could I or should I really go out and eat? I thought to myself a lot lately.. I guess I'm the only person my mind would let me count on and for this I've been vomiting.
A/N I know this chapter was short but like I wanted to give you guyz a little bit more cuz the first chapter was short to and now I've ran out of ideas so yeah. if you guyz hav ideas for me e-mail me at lilaznpinky525@yahoo.com and um yeah.. Me go to Washington and with no ideas you'll have to wait till probably.. Well lets just say a long time for the next chapter. And sowie for any mistakes I made! Correct me if you want.