AN/ I just got an idea and wrote it down. I felt that people would want to know why.. why Draco did it.. so here is the answer. Thanks to everyone who reads an reviews.

title: Im NOT blind, you know.

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Draco stared at the lifeless body in his embrace.

So sweet, so innocent.

Oh god, he thought. It's my fault.

Draco felt a familiar feeling go threw him, the same panic feeling he had felt when he had found Ginny, almost dead. But now. It was for real. His heart was mixed with too many feelings for him to do.anything.

He turned to Potter who was sobbing, hard beside him. The look on his eyes was plain sorrow. Draco felt regret filling him. She had seen him with Granger.

Granger. She didn't mean anything to him. Nothing.

Ginny meant everything, she was his life.

He loved her.

He thought about the times they had spent together. In secret of course.

After the..incidence.. They had been together.. He had helped her out of it.

But It was him he should've protected her from.

The secret meetings in the dungeon, once she had told him, she loved the excitement, the rush.

She had asked him to let her explore his body, asked them to discover it together. It was then he realised that he loved her. She was so frail, so woundable. He wanted to protect her. From everything.

Now... I have nothing, he thought, as emptiness filled him. It was a lonely feeling.

But still, he betrayed her. He could shake it of with a simple sentence "I'm a Malfoy"

But it wouldn't explain anything.

He would never understand why he had kissed Granger.

Maybe he had done it because he was afraid, afraid of love, he thought as the first tears started to fill his icy eyes. This is my fault, now. I don't have anything. Nothing.

She is so beautiful, so sweet. Now I've lost her.

I've killed her. He thought and a blinding pain went threw his body making him feel sick.

He only pressed her closer and prayed that she would surprise us all and just. come back.

"Please, come back." he whispered as tears now flooded his entire face. The loss was to big, it was his life going away.

He didn't even notice that Potter was now standing and his eyes were filed with pure hate and he looked like he wanted to kill him with his bare hands. Slowly and painfully.

This was going threw his head, as he looked at Malfoy.

"What DID you DO! What did you do to HER?" He screamed at Malfoy who looked up, startled.

"I... I.. Didn't tell her what... she wanted..." he whispered, filled with sorrow and looked down at the cold, pale body in his tight embrace.

"LET HER GO! Get your FILTHY, MURDEROUS hands off HER!" he screamed, eyes wide open, filled with rage. And murder.

And Malfoy didn't even notice when the first hit touched him. And not the second but then the third he noticed.

But he didn't care. Not anymore. He was an empty shell; nothing could wound him more than this loss.

He didn't care that Potter was kicking and screaming and hitting him all over.

He tasted blood in his mouth, but he kept his eyes on the beautiful person in his hands. She is so small he thought. Like a. child he finally admitted.

But there was no kind of child ness in what se had done to her self, but its entirely my fault he thought.

Why had she done this, she must've known that I loved her. I told her that. Granger didn't mean anything. Ginny! you knew that.. he pleaded in his head.

Suddenly he felt a searing pain go threw him, this he couldn't miss. He felt himself start to twitch and he screamed in pure pain. He started to cry when he dropped Ginnys lifeless body on the ground. He saw her body plainly roll over on the cold ground, and just stay in the uncomfortable pose. His eyes were still fixed on her.

The red hair, the brown eyes, the small figure, those beautiful lips.

It could've been mine.. for ever.. he thought.

He knew what Potter was doing, he had experienced this before. by his fathers wand. Oh potter he thought as his head was getting filled with the pain. For your sake, stop it. They will send you away.. His eyes were still watering, but the pain. felt. in a sadistic way... Good. He felt a warn liquid burst out from his throat and then his vision stated to fade. This is my end he thought.

I would die by the hands of Potter.

I would die watching the my love.. So beautiful.. .But dead on the cold floor.

My love he thought.

Soon.. Soon I will join you.

A smile started to appear on his bloody lips. And he felt unconsciousness embrace him. It was more then welcome.

He felt a blinding pain go right threw him and he heard Potter laugh a cruel, cold laugh. This made Malfoy go cold of fear, It was so similar. So similar.. He thought as his thoughts stated to drift...

So similar to the dark lords.

He felt himself drift away but his thoughts were now on one person, a person he would love... always.

AN/ I just wanted to say THANKS to my reviewer!!! You will always have a special place in my mind! If you liked this, or want more then REVIEW. Cause I have a good plot in mind.. bai bai