AN/ the Ron and Harry relationship thing is just a part of the plot. you'll
see. I promise.
So here's the new chapter.
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Are things as they seem to be?
Are we happy? Or are we living a lie?
His eyes are always expressionless so I can't see his inner feelings threw them.
They're not like mine.
.
Mine are always filled with emotions that are hard to suppress
Why can't he tell me he is feelings?
He can't deny that I've opened my entire soul to him, and his is still as closed as a door.
It hurts me more then anything, it hurts more then that dream.
.
I can't stop thinking about it.
It's constantly in my mind, driving me nuts.
.
Betrayal, death and sorrow.
The three main factors of that "dream"
It's been now a week since I had that dream, that horrid dream.
It still sends shivers up my spine when I think about it.
.
Pain.
I still feel pain when I think of the betrayal.
Horror.
I still feel horror when I think about the murder, the insanity.
It's not possible! My imagination couldn't create such an insane fantasy or vivid dream about Harry.
It was true.It was evil... I saw in his eyes...
.
Much like the one I saw and experienced in the chamber of secrets...
Tears are filling my eyes again, the memory of the chamber of secrets are still fresh.
And they would always be as such.
I'm so weak.
.
What was that dream? What ever it was I will never trust Harry anymore. Not until I solve this.
And as for Draco... I still love him, I feel a faint smile spread on my lips, he is so caring and so strong.
But something is wrong, and it grips my heart with a cold hand.
Why can't he open his heart and let me know.everything.
.
Will I ever experience the love I've been searching for all my life?
Or will it all end in the same way as int that "dream"?
*
There she sits again, in her favourite place in the library, clutching in the corner.
I've seen her here many, oh so many times.
Watching. Waiting.
Thoughts fill my head, thoughts that my subconscious, would rather didn't exist.
But they are there, as I watch her.
She really is beautiful and weak.
I understand that he is attracted to her, who wouldn't.
So weak.
A smile spreads on my lips and I walk away, whistling, with a beautiful idea in my head.
AN/ a very short one but next one will be long CAUSE I wont have access to my computer for a week *Sniff* And as for elf maiden I will do a chapter for I tried but you didn't care, and I will have your ideas in mind, I thank you for them. And I hope I won't loose any reviewers after this, love you all! *big hugs* ~carshaa~
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Are things as they seem to be?
Are we happy? Or are we living a lie?
His eyes are always expressionless so I can't see his inner feelings threw them.
They're not like mine.
.
Mine are always filled with emotions that are hard to suppress
Why can't he tell me he is feelings?
He can't deny that I've opened my entire soul to him, and his is still as closed as a door.
It hurts me more then anything, it hurts more then that dream.
.
I can't stop thinking about it.
It's constantly in my mind, driving me nuts.
.
Betrayal, death and sorrow.
The three main factors of that "dream"
It's been now a week since I had that dream, that horrid dream.
It still sends shivers up my spine when I think about it.
.
Pain.
I still feel pain when I think of the betrayal.
Horror.
I still feel horror when I think about the murder, the insanity.
It's not possible! My imagination couldn't create such an insane fantasy or vivid dream about Harry.
It was true.It was evil... I saw in his eyes...
.
Much like the one I saw and experienced in the chamber of secrets...
Tears are filling my eyes again, the memory of the chamber of secrets are still fresh.
And they would always be as such.
I'm so weak.
.
What was that dream? What ever it was I will never trust Harry anymore. Not until I solve this.
And as for Draco... I still love him, I feel a faint smile spread on my lips, he is so caring and so strong.
But something is wrong, and it grips my heart with a cold hand.
Why can't he open his heart and let me know.everything.
.
Will I ever experience the love I've been searching for all my life?
Or will it all end in the same way as int that "dream"?
*
There she sits again, in her favourite place in the library, clutching in the corner.
I've seen her here many, oh so many times.
Watching. Waiting.
Thoughts fill my head, thoughts that my subconscious, would rather didn't exist.
But they are there, as I watch her.
She really is beautiful and weak.
I understand that he is attracted to her, who wouldn't.
So weak.
A smile spreads on my lips and I walk away, whistling, with a beautiful idea in my head.
AN/ a very short one but next one will be long CAUSE I wont have access to my computer for a week *Sniff* And as for elf maiden I will do a chapter for I tried but you didn't care, and I will have your ideas in mind, I thank you for them. And I hope I won't loose any reviewers after this, love you all! *big hugs* ~carshaa~