Ginny lay on the floor with her arms around her, she shivered as the
coldness of the floor overwhelmed her.
"It's so cold" she whispered to herself .
The "Dream" was still in her head as clear as if it had happened just right then.
The "dream", she thinks. the "dream" is now apart of me.
It wakes me up middle in the night; it keeps me alert during the day.
It haunts me whenever I'm with Draco and whenever I try to be near.Harry.
This was going threw her head.
.
The loneliness was frightening but yet peaceful.
Of course, there were her roommates. but she didn't like them, they were all practically brainless.
She sighed.
All I want right now is. love.
She looked out threw the window in her dormitory.
Snow.Its snowing, winter is early. she notice.
She smiled and rested her head against her bed.
It was totally dark outside and she figured out that it was probably three o'clock.
She sighed and quietly went down to the common room, because it was no idea to even try to fall asleep again.
Not after that" dream". She shivered to the memory of the dream, Draco.
They couldn't be true, she knew all too well for that.
She shook her head and settled down in a chair in front of the fire, warming herself up.
She fell in a blissful state of thoughts drifting, her thoughts mostly about Draco.
*
"Ah, Ginny. "He whispered as he got the sight of the wounarable red head.
"No sleep?" he asked her with a big smile on her face, obviously not aware that the girl tensed at the sight of him.
"No.Nightmares." she answered, trying to keep her voice steady.
"Well I should know a bit about nightmares, eh?" he laughs hard and gets an odd look from the red head.
Harry feels a bit uneasy now he noticed that she was a bit.drawn away from him.
"Want to talk about them, Ginny?" he asked with a concerned smile.
Ginny shook her head furiously and tries to cower more of her almost naked body under the blanket.
She wished that she'd taken an other night gown with her and not this almost see threw.
But he had already seen her before in it, this she just didn't know.
He had seen her before.
"Well, okay then" he said, still smiling, but this one was stranger, it had a. satisfaction hid in it.
It made her worried and sad.
"You don't mind me sitting here?" he said, it wasn't a question, more like a statement. Because he closed his eyes and leaned back against the chair and Ginny noticed after a while that he'd almost fallen asleep.
She gazed at the boy she had been madly in love with, but felt only fear now.
He had become so.different. so strange... She thought and the memory of the "dream" started to haunt her.
NO! She mentally screamed.
I mustn't think these awful things, it's not healthy. It's not. healthy. she thought weakly.
I need Draco, she thought and a pain of sadness filled her heart. I need comfort.
"Oh Harry." she whispered, but she knew that he isn't awake.
What's happened with you? She thought as tears filled her eyes. Prove me wrong! The "dream" mustn't happen!
She felt tears now slowly fell on her cheeks.
I'm loosing a friend, all because this stupid "dream" She thought filled with despair, although, she knew that the "dream" wasn't stupid.
She noticed that she was about to drift into sleep but she thought that it wouldn't be safe to fall asleep.near him. So she slowly went to her dormitory and started to do some homework.
In the morning she could meet Draco, and he would give her love.
*
What is wrong with Potter?
I've seen him stare at Ginny, and I've barely kept myself together and not letting my anger come loose. That wouldn't help Ginny.
But yet. It's so hard.
I've been following her, afraid to let her be alone.
And it scares me to see how often he is watching her, in secret of course.
But it scares me.
Ginny. the thought of her brings love in his heart but also fear.
Why am I so suspicious.? Just because she's been in love with him doesn't mean.mean that she'd.
He felt tears burning in his eyes. But he forced them back.
I'm going to have a little chat with Potter, put some sense into him.
A smile spreads on his face, making him even more handsome.
She.will.be.safe.
*
"Harry?" Ron whispered, concerned. The boy had entered their dormitory and seen Harry there, by the window. "What's wrong? He felt a sting of fear in his heart, cause he saw his eyes, they were hard and cold. This was not good he thought.
"Ron. I've come to a decision, we are threw" He said in a plain, ice cold voice without any emotion.
Ron felt nothing, he was numb. He merely stared at Harry's eyes, tries to find answerers there. But there was nothing.
The sight of that made him scared, this was not happening.
"I've noticed that I am not, as I thought, gay. No I'm plainly straight. I am sorry for any emotions I probably have stirred inside of you, Weasley. But hey, better luck next time" he sneered.
Ron now saw an emotion in Harry's eyes and started to scream, in mere chock and pain.
"You are not Harry!" he screams, not noticing that he was, indeed, screaming.
"WHO are you? Get out! Get out!" He screams for this was NOT his love this was not him at all. Those eyes. He closed his own and merely pointed at the door and tried to get as far from him as possible.
His eyes. He threw himself backward, hit his head into a lantern, fell into the floor and lost consciousness.
*
"Draco.?" She asked in her half slumber as she felt his warm lips on her own. A smile spread on her lips and she leaned forward in her bed, without an other thought in head besides the warm soft lips on hers. The lips moved from hers as she closed her eyes and giggled a little. Then his lips went to her Neck, cheek and all over her face. Whoa she thought as he continued. The other girls she thought and started to move away Draco from top of her.
What the..? She thought as she looked at his face and hair.
She screamed as she realised that this wasn't Draco, indeed it wasn't. But a hand was put on her mouth and he mumbled a silencing charm around her bed.
Panic was filling her heart as he moved his hand of her mouth.
Her eyes were watering and heart was filled with grief as she whispered "Harry. what are you doing?.." Her lips were trembling and she felt nauseous.
He merely laughed and moved on top on her, crushing his lips against hers.
She tasted blood in her mouth but still, reality hadn't hit.
This.was.not.happening.
He was touching her all over and she heard him laughing and mumbling compliments and insults to her but she wasn't listening.
This.was.not.happening.
When he tried to take her nightgown of she reacted and screamed.
She was hitting him furiously as panic now struck her.
But he won, he was strong, stronger then she'd expected.
Draco.she thought and when he tried to pin down her hands she kicked him in the crouch with all her might.
But he merely laughed.
What was happening? She thought and tears of pure fear sprung loose as he had her nightgown of and his lips were searching and exploring her body.
She was still hitting him but he didn't seem to notice.
"DRACO!" She screams, her hope was dripping from her heart.
His laugh was taunting her she started to cry, her heart leaking, and the "dream" passed her mind. That laugh. tears were flooding her eyes as he entered her and she screamed and cried.
Nothing would mend this wound he had opened in her heart.
She finally got relief as she passed out and there she found Draco.
*
AN/ what in gods name has gotten into me.. *sob* this wasn't supposed to happen! What shall I now do? yaiks. ( help me REVIEW I've got an idea but. it's probably a bad one. I suck. ( what's gonna happen now?? If you wanna know, REVIEW! please! anything!
I love you all (my reviewers) and I'm sooo happy that my computer is functioning.: D Thanks to you ALL who review CRITISISM is good to work with. ( Elf Maiden, you're the ideal reviewer.. lol.. BaYer04rulz, (he he I couldn't spell it so I copied it from my reviews: P I rule) blood rose. and , :D my reviewers! I thank you. And of course I thank my friend Anna who reads this every time I review... She is so kind with her words *blushing* Well enough of me for this time. I know I promised a long chapter but nobody reviewed last time :'( so I hurried with a new one. ~carshaa~
"It's so cold" she whispered to herself .
The "Dream" was still in her head as clear as if it had happened just right then.
The "dream", she thinks. the "dream" is now apart of me.
It wakes me up middle in the night; it keeps me alert during the day.
It haunts me whenever I'm with Draco and whenever I try to be near.Harry.
This was going threw her head.
.
The loneliness was frightening but yet peaceful.
Of course, there were her roommates. but she didn't like them, they were all practically brainless.
She sighed.
All I want right now is. love.
She looked out threw the window in her dormitory.
Snow.Its snowing, winter is early. she notice.
She smiled and rested her head against her bed.
It was totally dark outside and she figured out that it was probably three o'clock.
She sighed and quietly went down to the common room, because it was no idea to even try to fall asleep again.
Not after that" dream". She shivered to the memory of the dream, Draco.
They couldn't be true, she knew all too well for that.
She shook her head and settled down in a chair in front of the fire, warming herself up.
She fell in a blissful state of thoughts drifting, her thoughts mostly about Draco.
*
"Ah, Ginny. "He whispered as he got the sight of the wounarable red head.
"No sleep?" he asked her with a big smile on her face, obviously not aware that the girl tensed at the sight of him.
"No.Nightmares." she answered, trying to keep her voice steady.
"Well I should know a bit about nightmares, eh?" he laughs hard and gets an odd look from the red head.
Harry feels a bit uneasy now he noticed that she was a bit.drawn away from him.
"Want to talk about them, Ginny?" he asked with a concerned smile.
Ginny shook her head furiously and tries to cower more of her almost naked body under the blanket.
She wished that she'd taken an other night gown with her and not this almost see threw.
But he had already seen her before in it, this she just didn't know.
He had seen her before.
"Well, okay then" he said, still smiling, but this one was stranger, it had a. satisfaction hid in it.
It made her worried and sad.
"You don't mind me sitting here?" he said, it wasn't a question, more like a statement. Because he closed his eyes and leaned back against the chair and Ginny noticed after a while that he'd almost fallen asleep.
She gazed at the boy she had been madly in love with, but felt only fear now.
He had become so.different. so strange... She thought and the memory of the "dream" started to haunt her.
NO! She mentally screamed.
I mustn't think these awful things, it's not healthy. It's not. healthy. she thought weakly.
I need Draco, she thought and a pain of sadness filled her heart. I need comfort.
"Oh Harry." she whispered, but she knew that he isn't awake.
What's happened with you? She thought as tears filled her eyes. Prove me wrong! The "dream" mustn't happen!
She felt tears now slowly fell on her cheeks.
I'm loosing a friend, all because this stupid "dream" She thought filled with despair, although, she knew that the "dream" wasn't stupid.
She noticed that she was about to drift into sleep but she thought that it wouldn't be safe to fall asleep.near him. So she slowly went to her dormitory and started to do some homework.
In the morning she could meet Draco, and he would give her love.
*
What is wrong with Potter?
I've seen him stare at Ginny, and I've barely kept myself together and not letting my anger come loose. That wouldn't help Ginny.
But yet. It's so hard.
I've been following her, afraid to let her be alone.
And it scares me to see how often he is watching her, in secret of course.
But it scares me.
Ginny. the thought of her brings love in his heart but also fear.
Why am I so suspicious.? Just because she's been in love with him doesn't mean.mean that she'd.
He felt tears burning in his eyes. But he forced them back.
I'm going to have a little chat with Potter, put some sense into him.
A smile spreads on his face, making him even more handsome.
She.will.be.safe.
*
"Harry?" Ron whispered, concerned. The boy had entered their dormitory and seen Harry there, by the window. "What's wrong? He felt a sting of fear in his heart, cause he saw his eyes, they were hard and cold. This was not good he thought.
"Ron. I've come to a decision, we are threw" He said in a plain, ice cold voice without any emotion.
Ron felt nothing, he was numb. He merely stared at Harry's eyes, tries to find answerers there. But there was nothing.
The sight of that made him scared, this was not happening.
"I've noticed that I am not, as I thought, gay. No I'm plainly straight. I am sorry for any emotions I probably have stirred inside of you, Weasley. But hey, better luck next time" he sneered.
Ron now saw an emotion in Harry's eyes and started to scream, in mere chock and pain.
"You are not Harry!" he screams, not noticing that he was, indeed, screaming.
"WHO are you? Get out! Get out!" He screams for this was NOT his love this was not him at all. Those eyes. He closed his own and merely pointed at the door and tried to get as far from him as possible.
His eyes. He threw himself backward, hit his head into a lantern, fell into the floor and lost consciousness.
*
"Draco.?" She asked in her half slumber as she felt his warm lips on her own. A smile spread on her lips and she leaned forward in her bed, without an other thought in head besides the warm soft lips on hers. The lips moved from hers as she closed her eyes and giggled a little. Then his lips went to her Neck, cheek and all over her face. Whoa she thought as he continued. The other girls she thought and started to move away Draco from top of her.
What the..? She thought as she looked at his face and hair.
She screamed as she realised that this wasn't Draco, indeed it wasn't. But a hand was put on her mouth and he mumbled a silencing charm around her bed.
Panic was filling her heart as he moved his hand of her mouth.
Her eyes were watering and heart was filled with grief as she whispered "Harry. what are you doing?.." Her lips were trembling and she felt nauseous.
He merely laughed and moved on top on her, crushing his lips against hers.
She tasted blood in her mouth but still, reality hadn't hit.
This.was.not.happening.
He was touching her all over and she heard him laughing and mumbling compliments and insults to her but she wasn't listening.
This.was.not.happening.
When he tried to take her nightgown of she reacted and screamed.
She was hitting him furiously as panic now struck her.
But he won, he was strong, stronger then she'd expected.
Draco.she thought and when he tried to pin down her hands she kicked him in the crouch with all her might.
But he merely laughed.
What was happening? She thought and tears of pure fear sprung loose as he had her nightgown of and his lips were searching and exploring her body.
She was still hitting him but he didn't seem to notice.
"DRACO!" She screams, her hope was dripping from her heart.
His laugh was taunting her she started to cry, her heart leaking, and the "dream" passed her mind. That laugh. tears were flooding her eyes as he entered her and she screamed and cried.
Nothing would mend this wound he had opened in her heart.
She finally got relief as she passed out and there she found Draco.
*
AN/ what in gods name has gotten into me.. *sob* this wasn't supposed to happen! What shall I now do? yaiks. ( help me REVIEW I've got an idea but. it's probably a bad one. I suck. ( what's gonna happen now?? If you wanna know, REVIEW! please! anything!
I love you all (my reviewers) and I'm sooo happy that my computer is functioning.: D Thanks to you ALL who review CRITISISM is good to work with. ( Elf Maiden, you're the ideal reviewer.. lol.. BaYer04rulz, (he he I couldn't spell it so I copied it from my reviews: P I rule) blood rose. and , :D my reviewers! I thank you. And of course I thank my friend Anna who reads this every time I review... She is so kind with her words *blushing* Well enough of me for this time. I know I promised a long chapter but nobody reviewed last time :'( so I hurried with a new one. ~carshaa~