"Destiny" Chapter 2
Wufei sat on a
rock under a large dead tree, his lets pulled close to his chest to
keep his bare feet from touching the wet snowy ground. Resting his
chin on his knees his mind began to wonder. Ever since that day he'd
been with the group, he felt an odd connection to these people even
only after a month. Treize had kept his words when guards had found
the encampment and asked about Wufei. He had hid the boy and told the
guards they hadn't seen anyone for some time. He had risked his life
to protect Wufei's. What Wufei didn't understand was why the older
man had done it.
He was startled
when the hood of the cape he'd been give was flipped up over his
head. Looking up his dark eyes met smiling violet. "Do you just
disappear and reappear? If so, please disappear again."
"Hey I'm
only here to help," Duo replied with a fake look of hurt.
"Help with
what?" Wufei asked pushing the hood back down.
"Why
you're so distant from us. Or better yet why you try so hard to keep
yourself so distant from Treize," Duo clarified.
"What the
hell are you talking about? Just leave me alone!" Wufei said
burying his head against his knees.
"Don't be
afraid. Why do you think he does what he does for you?" Duo said
causing Wufei's head to snap back up, only the young man was gone.
Wufei sighed
knowing he should be used to that by now. What had Duo been trying to
imply by saying all of that? Shifting, his foot slipped from the rock
to be buried in the cold wet snow sending a shiver through him.
"Wufei?"
Treize's voice called through the trees startling the youth. The
older man appeared a frown etched on his features. "Why didn't
you wear the slippers I left you?"
"I..."
Wufei stammered surprised by the question.
"How do
you plan to get back without freezing your toes off?"
"I made it
out here just fine," Wufei countered angry.
"You're
going to get sick if you keep going bare foot."
"Why do
you care!?" Wufei demanded moving to stand up only to have
Treize scoop him up from the rock. "Put me down!"
"I don't
know why and no I won't, at least not until I find some where warmer
and dryer," Treize said turning toward the encampment.
"Put me
down!" Wufei fought to break the older man's hold. "Please..."
"No,"
Treize denied as they entered the busy encampment.
"What's
going on?" Wufei asked never seeing as much activity as he did then.
"Our spy
has returned with news," Treize answered going into his hut. He
dropped Wufei on a pile of pillows in the main room, drawing a squeak
from the startled young man.
Before either
could say anything two bodies entered the hut. Wufei's eyes gave Duo
a passing glance before looking at the person with him. His heart
jumped in his throat as he stared at eyes he would never forget. He
scrambled to his feet, running into the inner room his breathing
heavy and rapid.
"Wufei?"
Treize called a hint of concern in his voice.
His body shook
as he tried anything to get as far from that room and the man in it.
Those crystal blue eyes were forever burned in his memory, along with
the pain and terror. He didn't realize he'd bumped into the small
table until the small singe framed painting it held fell to the floor.
Treize entered
the inner room leave the curtain closed. He became even more worried
when he saw the terror in Wufei's dark eyes, the small body shaking
uncontrollably. "Wufei what's wrong?"
The dark eyes
turned to him but they didn't seem to focus on anything.
"No!" The youth shouted before his body collapsed into
unconsciousness on the floor.
Treize
collected him from the floor and settled him in his bed, unsure of
just what had happened. It was like when he saw... He stormed back
into the outer room his eyes falling on the two men still standing there.
"Is he all
right?" Duo asked. "I thought you'd want to hear Heero's
report but it can wait."
"Wait,"
Treize said stopping the two who were about to leave. "Heero
did you recognize that teen?"
Heero turned
back his eyes meeting Treize's. "Yes and I guess he remembered
me as well."
Duo looked at
Heero, questions filling his violet eyes. "But why would he
react like that?"
"Because
of what I had been ordered to do," Heero answered his voice even
and monotone. "To gain his trust I had to watch him harm that
young man."
"What are
you saying? You just stood there watching while he did God knows what
to an innocent youthful soul?" Duo asked his emotions taking the
better of him.
"Duo..."
Treize said stepping in. "I know you did what you had to. And
you might be the only one who can help me get all the pieces put together."
"Treize
you can't seriously be asking what he saw?" Duo asked
incredulously. "If Wufei had wanted you to know he would have
told you. Don't learn about his ordeal and him this way, it isn't right."
Treize looked
at Duo but before he could speak a noise on the other side of the
curtain had his attention immediately. He entered to see Wufei
crouched in a corner trying to make himself as small as possible.
Treize stepped toward the teen his movements slow and deliberate as
not to scare Wufei any more than he already was.
Wufei whimpered
as Treize neared him. "Please no... no more..." his voice
sobbed at a whisper.
"Wufei it
is okay," Treize soothed his voice low and soft. "You're
safe here, no one is going to hurt you."
Suddenly the
youth bolted from the floor past Treize before the man could react.
As he entered the outer chamber his eyes instantly locked with
Heero's. He collapsed to the floor in a boneless heap.
"Wufei,"
Duo called his voice soft as velvet. "This isn't the same man
you knew at your captors. His name is Heero; he's a spy for us. He
had to... or he would have been caught."
Wufei's dark
eyes were empty as they finally broke away to look at Duo, but he
didn't try and run.
"He had
wished to step in and kill that man, but he couldn't. Wufei don't be
afraid, he's actually very gentle and stubborn. Do you trust me?
Because I trust him with my life and heart."
Wufei blinked
his eyes becoming more focused. "Never forget... they watched
emotionless as... every time..." Wufei whispered brokenly.
"Wufei
will you show me? Will you let me see?" Duo asked hoping to be
able to calm the young man. Wufei stared at him frozen. Duo needed to
reassure him. "Only me, no one else will know what I see."
Wufei slowly
nodded, only he jumped as Duo's hands enfolded around his. Duo felt
them connect quickly realizing Wufei has a special spirit which had
been weakened. Images flooded his mind, most of them vulgar and
intensely painful. Heero was in the background of most of the images,
except he only watched when he himself was being watched. Whenever
that pig had his back to Heero, the spy looked away disgusted. Wufei
never saw such things as he tried to fight and lost. He cut their
connection pulling himself back and away from the teen.
"You never
saw it," Duo said softly. "But he only watched when he had
to... only when that bastard gave him no other choice. Wufei?"
The young man
stared at him his eyes blank and empty. Duo knew only one way to draw
his now closed off spirit back. "Treize you must stay with him.
Make him feel loved and comfortable, or he is just going to become an
empty shell. His experiences and trauma from before are tearing him
apart inside."
Treize looked
at Duo then Wufei, a strange worry eating at him. "All
right," the older man agreed. "Make your report later and
leave us."
Duo nodded
before standing up and taking Heero's hand. They silently left the
hut, leaving Treize alone with Wufei. The old man sat down beside the
teen his fingers interlacing with Wufei's small still ones.
Treize stayed
with him from sunrise to moonset, some kind of contact always there.
He didn't know what else to do; he feared speaking might do more harm.
"The
moment I had arrived he force me into his bed," Wufei's voice
startled Treize, breaking the silence that had settled around them
from the last two weeks. Treize remained quiet not wanting to spook
the teen. "He used me constantly the first few days. I wasn't
allowed to leave the bed as he chained me there. He raped me any
chance he could, it always hurt. I tried to fight back but could
never make him stop. He became tired of my constant crying and threw
me in one of the dungeons. I only stayed there maybe four sunrises
before he forced me back in his bed, threatening the life of my
village for my cooperation. He killed them all anyway. Those cold
blue eyes watched, watched him rape me and beat me. The day I learned
that he had my village destroyed, I told him he would never touch me
again and I ran."
Treize could
feel Wufei's tears soak into his shirt as they lay in the bed,
Wufei's frame being supported by Treize's larger one. He wanted
nothing more than to kill that son of a bitch for doing this to such
a strong and beautiful youth. "Wufei I'm sorry. I wish Heero had
killed him but he couldn't do anything or he would have been discovered."
"I realize
that, I do," Wufei said sounding surprisingly gently. "Yet
I can never forgive him or forget those eyes."
"Don't say
never, that is a long time," Treize replied running gentle
fingers through the teen's dark hair.
"Do you
want me?" Wufei asked surprising Treize.
"What do
you mean?"
"Do you
want to..." Wufei blushed unable to finish his question.
"No,"
Treize answered sliding out from under the youth to get up.
Wufei grabbed
his arm, his hands trembling. "Then what do you want? Why did
you help me?"
"Because
no one should suffer," Treize said pulling free and putting on
his robe. "And I don't want anything from you."
"Treize
don't lie so blatantly to the boy," a female voice came from the
other side of the curtain.
