Lost Connections
By: Milai and Aurora
Heero Yuy
Eyes burning through my skin, I could feel it deep bearing down upon my soul of which I had none until she came along. It was astonishing how close we had become, the princess and the soldier. And even yet, it was unbelievable how we grew apart just from one simple act of stupidity on my part. It froze my heart to ice, her look, her gaze displaying a bruised heart, a broken soul. At that moment, I didn't understand it, and neither did she. We had lost all connections; all meaning in our relationship, if one could even call it so.
"Go…" she told me in the darkness of the room, as I pushed the other figure that embraced me out of my arms, finally coming to a realization.
"What? Relena?" I asked softly watching, the figure next to me bend her head.
"Just go, Heero…" she turned her face away from my direction, hiding everything from me.
"But Relena, I…I didn't mean…" I looked at her apologetically.
"JUST GO!!!" Relena exclaimed releasing a stream of tears, her eyes burning into the figure witnessing the breaking bonds between them and raising an eyebrow in surprise, and hidden satisfaction.
"I'm sorry…I had no intentions of hurting you."
"You already have…a deep wound burns in my heart, and a deep scar will remain." She glared at me, her eyes two oceanic blue orbs darkening with an understanding. I didn't comprehend anything during those moments until I walked outside separating from the woman that tore my life into pieces. Music played continuously as I sat wept for the first time ever since the lost of my humanity, once within my grasp, now far out of my reach.