Hey, chapter 4 is comin' your way! Thank you all for reviewing, they
are so nice ^_^ And I want to explain something I said at the end of
my former chapter. When I said I disliked Mariah cause she had pink
hair..i dont mind the color pink that much. I meant that because pink
is a stereotypical girl color and of course the one girl that has
remotely any role at all in the show (besides emily) has pink hair. I
just find it annoying..sorry to offend anyone who likes the color
pink. Well now that its all sorted out. more fic!
Disclaimer...you get the point....
"Speaking"
I sit on the bus seat huddled up next to the window. I watch the world whiz by me in a sweep of colors. The rain pelts the glass in a steady rythem. There is a murmur of voices and a soft snoring sound coming from all around me. I pull the hood of my rain coat up over my head and fidget with the handle on my suitcase.
I can't believe I finally left! This is it..this is the test to show how independent and capable I am. I can surpass anything with the thought of you, Rei. I can live out on my own. I can find you, and live happily.
The bus stops as more passengers board. I look around outside and find it is no longer familiar. A nearby sign tells me the airport is 30 miles away. I breathe a sigh of relief as the bus lurches forward again.
Rei I'm coming to find you. I will show up on the night of your birthday and surprise you. Remember when we were kids? The fun parties we had in the village? You loved to beyblade at your parties..it was your time to truly shine.
But you always shown around me. You were my light, my salvation. My best friend, my love. Who can ask for more? I've found what people spend a life time searching for. True Love..there is only one and I am not going to let it escape.
The bus pulls to the side of the airport and passengers stand up to get off. I clutch my suitcase and follow the file of people off the bus.
I admit that I am scared. I am not used to being on my own. I don't know where I am going. All that I know is that you are somewhere in America. How am I going to find you? I don't even know yet...
I walk through the crowded airport. People of all different nationalities, races, are everywhere. Foreign languages enter my ears and I stop to listen. I can't understand what they are saying but some sound sad, others happy..some even relieved.
I have learned that emotion is something universal that we all share and understand. I don't need to understand what they say. As long as I am open to how they feel. This idea is a comfort, and I feel that some of my fear is melting away.
I walk up to the counter and stand in line. Alot of people must be wanting a ticket today..I wonder where they are all going.
I watch people greet friends, families, loved ones and strangers. They embrace, tears of happiness stream down their faces. Rei, that will be us soon. We can rekindle our friendship, and start anew.
My turn comes and I reach into my pocket to pull my hard earned money. "One ticket to America please" I request. The lady smiles and punches a few keys on her computer.
"What airline would you like...we have Cathay airlines, Air China, Asiana Airlines-"
"I'll take the cheapest.." I say. I really don't care, I mean it gets me to the same place.
She smiles kindly and I look away. I think that was a smile full of pity. She must pity me..but I don't want it.
"Well, the cheapest will get you to California. It's leaving in a half an hour at Boarding gate C. Your seat number is printed on the stub of this ticket. Enjoy your flight"
She flashes me another smile and I give her a fake smile in return. Truth to be told, I just want to get out of here. I don't like planes but Rei, I am doing this for you.
I drag my suitcase behind me and I wander the airport in search for something to do. I come across a small giftshop and push my way past the people inside.
I walk over to the magazine section, and just my luck..they have a magazine with your team on the cover. Your really becoming famous and sometimes I don't like the idea. I don't want to put up with millions of people liking you the way I do. That would mean my chance is slimmer.
A girl about my age walks over and stands next to me. She squels and picks up the magazine with you on the cover. "Look sis! It's that hot blader! Oh my god, isn't he to die for! Look at that hair and eyes!" She says turning to the girl next to her.
I growl with jealousy. I admit it, I am jealous. I don't want to share you.
I grab the magazine and push myself up to the cashregister.
The boy behind the counter rings it up and I hand him the money. I grab it out of his hands and scurry out of that shop quickly.
I wander to gate C and put my suitcase through the smaller detecter. I walk through the other detecter and grab my suitcase quickly, trying to get away from the crowds.
I look at the electronical clock and realize I have 20 minutes left. I sit down in those uncomfortable chairs and pull out the magazine. I turn to the first page, and there you are standing next to your team, posing.
How beautiful you look. That hair pulled back and wrapped and thrown carelessly over your shoulder. That smile, those fangs. Those lips..the ones I wish I could feel against mine. Your lean muscualr body, those arms..the ones I wish you would hold me with. And lastly, those eyes. You have the most beautiful eyes in the world Rei. I could spend hours looking into those golden depths.
I get so caught up in looking at your picture that I almost don't hear the loud speaker announce that my plane is ready to be boarded.
I shove the rolled up magazine into my suitcase and rush up to the gate. This is really it. My nervousness and fear simmer down a bit, but I can't ignore the pit in my stomach.
I walk down that hall that feels like an enternity to just get to the end.
I walk onto the plane and the young captain smiles at me. His blue eyes flicker across my body and then return to my face. The look of aproval shows clearly on his face and his smile grows wider.
I walk past with my head held up high and I pay no attention to him. Sometimes I hate people.
In fact, I hate almost everyone but you Rei.
But I know that is not true. I don't hate everyone..I hate how I can't have my way. I hate that nothing ever goes smoothly.
I find the seat that matches the number on my ticket. I sit next to the window and tuck my suitcase underneath my seat.
The plane takes forever to start up. This is utter chaos and sometimes it's pathetic to see how people can react in a certain situation. Passengers take their time finding their seats and putting away their luggage. Don't they understand we all have somewhere to be!?
A little boy climbs into the seat next to me. He smiles with a goofy grin, innocence seeping from his eyes.
He would be a lot more cuter if I had the patience. But I'm so nervous and anxious that all I can manage is a mere smile back and turn away. I realize how lucky this little boy is. He probably has never felt the pain of love. The dissapoinment, the effort, the commitment.
Yet, love isn't all that bad. It gives me a reason to live, a reason to smile, a reason to laugh, a reason to be who I am.
The plane takes off and I grip the arm rests. I grip it so hard that my knuckles turn white. I shut my eyes tightly and ignore the queasy feeling in my stomach.
The plane reaches the highest point and flatens out evenly. I breathe a sigh and relax. I look out and see clouds tumbling over eachother and the bluest sky imaginable.
I can't see any signs of land anymore, but I know China is beneath us. I wonder how long it will take to reach America. To reach you...
A flight attendant comes by and asks me if I want a drink. I smile but shake my head. I just want to sleep and then wake up next to you. That's all I ever wanted.
I lean back and close my eyes. Sleep grips me and throws me violently into a dream. I am sitting next to you and you have taken my hand. Dark surrounds us but seeing you lights up my life. You kiss my cheek and tell me you have loved me. You always had, and always will. I feel myself burst with ectasy and hug your chest, your shirt soaking my tears.
The captain brutaly awakes me from my dream. "Fasten your seatbelts. We are going to be landing. It has been a pleasure to help you reach your detination. I hope you enjoyed your flight and will be traveling again with us soon."
The seatbelt sign above me flashes on and I lean back into my seat. The pit in my stomach forms again as I feel the plane begin to come down.
The boy next to me laughs in amusmant as the plane continues to soar downwards.
I close my eyes and think about how you will react when I show up at your doorstep. How you will smile and tell me how long it has been.
I feel the runway beneath me as the plane skids to a stop. I feel my breath return and I sink into my seat.
I look out the window and am overwhelmed by what I see. I see a city far off in the distance, lights twinkling against the star studded sky. Maybe you are in that city..
Hello America.. Hello Rei.... Hello happiness..
There we go! A new chapter, and I will be posting chapter 28 for Passion soon! Please tell me how you are liking this so far! I will probably update this again tomorrow, and I can't wait tell this gets into the best parts! hehe. Well now, tootles till tomorrow and please review!-
~Kuro Sora~
Disclaimer...you get the point....
"Speaking"
I sit on the bus seat huddled up next to the window. I watch the world whiz by me in a sweep of colors. The rain pelts the glass in a steady rythem. There is a murmur of voices and a soft snoring sound coming from all around me. I pull the hood of my rain coat up over my head and fidget with the handle on my suitcase.
I can't believe I finally left! This is it..this is the test to show how independent and capable I am. I can surpass anything with the thought of you, Rei. I can live out on my own. I can find you, and live happily.
The bus stops as more passengers board. I look around outside and find it is no longer familiar. A nearby sign tells me the airport is 30 miles away. I breathe a sigh of relief as the bus lurches forward again.
Rei I'm coming to find you. I will show up on the night of your birthday and surprise you. Remember when we were kids? The fun parties we had in the village? You loved to beyblade at your parties..it was your time to truly shine.
But you always shown around me. You were my light, my salvation. My best friend, my love. Who can ask for more? I've found what people spend a life time searching for. True Love..there is only one and I am not going to let it escape.
The bus pulls to the side of the airport and passengers stand up to get off. I clutch my suitcase and follow the file of people off the bus.
I admit that I am scared. I am not used to being on my own. I don't know where I am going. All that I know is that you are somewhere in America. How am I going to find you? I don't even know yet...
I walk through the crowded airport. People of all different nationalities, races, are everywhere. Foreign languages enter my ears and I stop to listen. I can't understand what they are saying but some sound sad, others happy..some even relieved.
I have learned that emotion is something universal that we all share and understand. I don't need to understand what they say. As long as I am open to how they feel. This idea is a comfort, and I feel that some of my fear is melting away.
I walk up to the counter and stand in line. Alot of people must be wanting a ticket today..I wonder where they are all going.
I watch people greet friends, families, loved ones and strangers. They embrace, tears of happiness stream down their faces. Rei, that will be us soon. We can rekindle our friendship, and start anew.
My turn comes and I reach into my pocket to pull my hard earned money. "One ticket to America please" I request. The lady smiles and punches a few keys on her computer.
"What airline would you like...we have Cathay airlines, Air China, Asiana Airlines-"
"I'll take the cheapest.." I say. I really don't care, I mean it gets me to the same place.
She smiles kindly and I look away. I think that was a smile full of pity. She must pity me..but I don't want it.
"Well, the cheapest will get you to California. It's leaving in a half an hour at Boarding gate C. Your seat number is printed on the stub of this ticket. Enjoy your flight"
She flashes me another smile and I give her a fake smile in return. Truth to be told, I just want to get out of here. I don't like planes but Rei, I am doing this for you.
I drag my suitcase behind me and I wander the airport in search for something to do. I come across a small giftshop and push my way past the people inside.
I walk over to the magazine section, and just my luck..they have a magazine with your team on the cover. Your really becoming famous and sometimes I don't like the idea. I don't want to put up with millions of people liking you the way I do. That would mean my chance is slimmer.
A girl about my age walks over and stands next to me. She squels and picks up the magazine with you on the cover. "Look sis! It's that hot blader! Oh my god, isn't he to die for! Look at that hair and eyes!" She says turning to the girl next to her.
I growl with jealousy. I admit it, I am jealous. I don't want to share you.
I grab the magazine and push myself up to the cashregister.
The boy behind the counter rings it up and I hand him the money. I grab it out of his hands and scurry out of that shop quickly.
I wander to gate C and put my suitcase through the smaller detecter. I walk through the other detecter and grab my suitcase quickly, trying to get away from the crowds.
I look at the electronical clock and realize I have 20 minutes left. I sit down in those uncomfortable chairs and pull out the magazine. I turn to the first page, and there you are standing next to your team, posing.
How beautiful you look. That hair pulled back and wrapped and thrown carelessly over your shoulder. That smile, those fangs. Those lips..the ones I wish I could feel against mine. Your lean muscualr body, those arms..the ones I wish you would hold me with. And lastly, those eyes. You have the most beautiful eyes in the world Rei. I could spend hours looking into those golden depths.
I get so caught up in looking at your picture that I almost don't hear the loud speaker announce that my plane is ready to be boarded.
I shove the rolled up magazine into my suitcase and rush up to the gate. This is really it. My nervousness and fear simmer down a bit, but I can't ignore the pit in my stomach.
I walk down that hall that feels like an enternity to just get to the end.
I walk onto the plane and the young captain smiles at me. His blue eyes flicker across my body and then return to my face. The look of aproval shows clearly on his face and his smile grows wider.
I walk past with my head held up high and I pay no attention to him. Sometimes I hate people.
In fact, I hate almost everyone but you Rei.
But I know that is not true. I don't hate everyone..I hate how I can't have my way. I hate that nothing ever goes smoothly.
I find the seat that matches the number on my ticket. I sit next to the window and tuck my suitcase underneath my seat.
The plane takes forever to start up. This is utter chaos and sometimes it's pathetic to see how people can react in a certain situation. Passengers take their time finding their seats and putting away their luggage. Don't they understand we all have somewhere to be!?
A little boy climbs into the seat next to me. He smiles with a goofy grin, innocence seeping from his eyes.
He would be a lot more cuter if I had the patience. But I'm so nervous and anxious that all I can manage is a mere smile back and turn away. I realize how lucky this little boy is. He probably has never felt the pain of love. The dissapoinment, the effort, the commitment.
Yet, love isn't all that bad. It gives me a reason to live, a reason to smile, a reason to laugh, a reason to be who I am.
The plane takes off and I grip the arm rests. I grip it so hard that my knuckles turn white. I shut my eyes tightly and ignore the queasy feeling in my stomach.
The plane reaches the highest point and flatens out evenly. I breathe a sigh and relax. I look out and see clouds tumbling over eachother and the bluest sky imaginable.
I can't see any signs of land anymore, but I know China is beneath us. I wonder how long it will take to reach America. To reach you...
A flight attendant comes by and asks me if I want a drink. I smile but shake my head. I just want to sleep and then wake up next to you. That's all I ever wanted.
I lean back and close my eyes. Sleep grips me and throws me violently into a dream. I am sitting next to you and you have taken my hand. Dark surrounds us but seeing you lights up my life. You kiss my cheek and tell me you have loved me. You always had, and always will. I feel myself burst with ectasy and hug your chest, your shirt soaking my tears.
The captain brutaly awakes me from my dream. "Fasten your seatbelts. We are going to be landing. It has been a pleasure to help you reach your detination. I hope you enjoyed your flight and will be traveling again with us soon."
The seatbelt sign above me flashes on and I lean back into my seat. The pit in my stomach forms again as I feel the plane begin to come down.
The boy next to me laughs in amusmant as the plane continues to soar downwards.
I close my eyes and think about how you will react when I show up at your doorstep. How you will smile and tell me how long it has been.
I feel the runway beneath me as the plane skids to a stop. I feel my breath return and I sink into my seat.
I look out the window and am overwhelmed by what I see. I see a city far off in the distance, lights twinkling against the star studded sky. Maybe you are in that city..
Hello America.. Hello Rei.... Hello happiness..
There we go! A new chapter, and I will be posting chapter 28 for Passion soon! Please tell me how you are liking this so far! I will probably update this again tomorrow, and I can't wait tell this gets into the best parts! hehe. Well now, tootles till tomorrow and please review!-
~Kuro Sora~