Here's the next chapter, and I haven't decided whom to put Sara with:

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Sara drove, she didn't know where she was going yet. If she went back to the lab Nick

would make her explain everything, she couldn't go back to the hospital... or could she.

She pulled her diamond wedding set fro her purse.

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*I have a smile

stretched from ear to ear

to see you walking down the road



We meet at the lights

I stare for a while

the world around us disappears



it's Just you and me

on my island of hope

a breath between us could be miles

Let me surround you

my sea to your shore

let me be the calm you seek*

Sara sat beside Michaels bed. Taking a deep breath she spoke:

"I don't know where to begin there's so much to say, but I should begin with saying I

don't doubt that I loved you, that was something I Didn't ever doubt, huh, before you I

never had any doubts. I knew my life was insane, dangerous, wild and that's how I liked

it. I lived every moment surviving so could make it to the next day, that was until I met

you. You taught me that surviving wasn't enough, I needed to live, I started doubting

everything about my life up to then.

*Oh but every time I'm close to you

there's too much I can't say

and you just walk away



And I forgot

to tell you

I love you

and the night's

too long

and cold here

without you

I grieve in my condition

for I cannot find the words to say I need you so*



I guess what I'm trying to say is thank you. I tried to say that the day I left, on the

rooftop, but I couldn't find the words. I need you to understand I didn't go there with all

of what happened in mind, but that's the way it played out. I realized something up there;

there was so much about me I still had to know.

*Oh but every time I'm close to you

there's too much I can't say

and you just walk away



And I forgot

to tell you

I love you

and the night's

too long

and cold here

without you*

I had risked my life before but never for something I cared so much about, I realized just

how wrong that was. You once said to me 'you know what scares the hell out of me?

From the first moment I laid eyes on you, I could never see the end.'

(smiling) What scares me is I always could. I was scared I was a spy, that's all I knew; I

didn't know how to be normal. I realized I wasn't worthy of you and I couldn't be with

you until I was, it wasn't fair to you or me. But I have to say, I never stopped loving

you," she tilted her head down, tears streamed from her face.

"you were always worthy Izzy" a voice said.

Sara's head snapped up "Michael" she said shocked

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O.k. I got the quote 'you know what scares the hell out of me? From the first moment I

laid eyes on you, I could never see the end. What scares me is I always could' from

Farscape. Loved it and I thought it was perfect. So I don't own that. Please R and R.

I need help on deciding who to put Sara with, vote with your reviews.