1 "Long time since I wrote huh? Sorry."
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3 YOU CHANGE MY HEART TO DARKNESS
Sakura looked up from crying and whispered, "Tomoyo, it's all my fault."
"What do you mean Sakura?" Asked the confused girl.
"I-I mean about what happen to Syaoran. I mean if it wasn't for me, nothing would have happen to him!" Sakura exclaimed.
"Sakura, it's not your fault, I mean you don't want to leave your grandpa behind. If I were you I wouldn't have either. Beside, the past is the past, you should move on. I'm sure Syaoran want you to do that too." Tomoyo assured her.
"But if I had just get off the swing without saying anything, none of these things would have happen, none at all. It shouldn't be him it should have being me. I mean with me gone, the curse wouldn't have continued on right?"
Before Tomoyo could say anything, Sakura's father walked in.
"Wrong Sakura…even with you gone, the curse will continue forever. The curse will just go into somebody's body, the one that is very close to you. I believe it's to be enter into a female." Her father told her.
"Father! When did you come home? How come I didn't even notice?"
"I just came home about 15 minutes ago. I believe you were effectively into your mind Sakura. And please stop blaming yourself for what happen to Syaoran. It's faith he was to die soon. You can't do anything about it, so stop this alright?"
Sakura was about to protect but stooped herself. Finally she nodded.
"Good, so are you girls hungry? How about some pancake for lunch?" Asked her father smiling.
"Actually, I have to go now. My mom said to be back at 5:00pm. And well now it's 4:45pm…so I got to go. I will come tomorrow if you want me too." Tomoyo looked at Sakura waiting for an answer.
"Okay, but really Tomoyo, can't you stay a bit longer?" Sakura pleaded.
"I can't Sakura. I'm sorry, but I will be back tomorrow. Bye."
"Bye."
"Sakura, you seem very tire, why don't you go take a nap? When dinner is ready, I will call you alright?" Her father asked.
"Um okay." With that Sakura got into her bed and went to sleep.
"Sweet dream Sakura…I'm very sorry to have you put through this." Her father whispered, tiny tears rolling down. He turns the light off and went out of her bedroom.
Lighting strikes as the wolf howled in the distance, darkness covered the brightness sky. Sakura looked in frighten, appeared in front of her was a guy about her age.
"Sakura…Sakura…Sakura!" Shouted the figure.
Sakura hugged herself tightly trying to see who may this person be. Though the voice sound very similar, she couldn't figure out exactly who it was.
"No! Stop! Stop calling me! Stop!" She covered her ear wishing for the sound to stop.
"No Sakura…Sakura…listen…it's me…Syaoran."
Sakura stared in horror.
"No!! Please go away! I'm sorry, I know it's my fault that now you are gone but please! Don't hunt me…please…I'm sorry!" Sakura yelled.
"No…no Sakura…I'm not dead…I'm not. Please don't be frightened of me. I promise I won't hurt you! I promise." He whispered.
"No…just go away. Please stop hunting me." Sakura yelled, thumping her feet
"Sakura, I was beaten dead as you all thought. But you don't know that after I was bring home to China, I was in the white dove crystal for five years. I'm still in it." Syaoran whispered as gentle as he can.
"You're not dead? You're not?" Sakura asked not trusting what she just heard.
"Yes, I'm not dead."
"What is white dove crystal?"
"White dove crystal was created by my ancestor. There is only one in this world. It can save a person's life. It wasn't to be used by anybody…and was placed in this secret place where only few know where it was. My mom took the risk to steal the crystal for me. Ever since then, I was in the crystal, and slowly I'm beginning to feel more and more alive. I will be out in a few days…and it will be on April 8. At night, there will be full moon and somewhere in the distance only you will hear a wolf howl. Once he did, I want you to open your bedroom window and light up a candle there." Syaoran told her.
"Why do I have to do that and um did your mom get caught?" Asked Sakura a bit worried.
"You have to do that because it will like a signal of where you live. And my mom did get caught, actually she admits about stealing it. The elders, since knowing my mom for many years now did not do any harmful thing to her but she was kick out of the village." Eyes downcast, for leading his mom into this.
"It's all my fault, she shouldn't have done that just to have me alive again. I don't deserve to live." Syaoran start slapping himself for causing his mom to be kicked out.
"Syaoran stop! Stop slapping yourself…she done it because she loves you very much. I'm sure she would have done it anyway even if you tell her not too." Sakura ran over and hugged him.
For the first time, first time, he ever accepts a hug from anyone. Not ever before did he allow people to hug him, not even his mother.
Syaoran hugged back tightly. May his face be expressionless, in his heart, he was in pain. How glad was he that Sakura hugged him, you never know.
"Remember that date, remember to do what I told you. For now, good bye." Syaoran guessed her on the cheek before he disappeared into darkness. What is it that made him do that, he doesn't know but he sure knows Sakura blushed, as Sakura know Syaoran blushed either.
Waking up just in time to see Touya coming in.
"Hey Touya, you know I had the weirdest dream. I dream that Syaoran was alive and he is going to come here in few days." Sakura told her brother excitedly.
"Sakura you do know that Syaoran is…um never mind, glad that you are awake. Save me some trouble to wake you up and maybe even get smack by you." Touya joked.
"Haha…" Sakura said sarcastically.
On the way downstairs, Touya pulled his father into the kitchen.
"Dad, I think Sakura is coming down with a mental problem." Touya said seriously.
His father stared at him not believing what he just said.
"Touya, I believe you have a problem." He said before he went into the dining room.
"But dad-"
"Look Touya, there is nothing wrong with Sakura. I talk with her before and she was perfectly fine." His father said in tone that mean end of the conversation.
Touya sighed and shook his head.
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3 YOU CHANGE MY HEART TO DARKNESS
Sakura looked up from crying and whispered, "Tomoyo, it's all my fault."
"What do you mean Sakura?" Asked the confused girl.
"I-I mean about what happen to Syaoran. I mean if it wasn't for me, nothing would have happen to him!" Sakura exclaimed.
"Sakura, it's not your fault, I mean you don't want to leave your grandpa behind. If I were you I wouldn't have either. Beside, the past is the past, you should move on. I'm sure Syaoran want you to do that too." Tomoyo assured her.
"But if I had just get off the swing without saying anything, none of these things would have happen, none at all. It shouldn't be him it should have being me. I mean with me gone, the curse wouldn't have continued on right?"
Before Tomoyo could say anything, Sakura's father walked in.
"Wrong Sakura…even with you gone, the curse will continue forever. The curse will just go into somebody's body, the one that is very close to you. I believe it's to be enter into a female." Her father told her.
"Father! When did you come home? How come I didn't even notice?"
"I just came home about 15 minutes ago. I believe you were effectively into your mind Sakura. And please stop blaming yourself for what happen to Syaoran. It's faith he was to die soon. You can't do anything about it, so stop this alright?"
Sakura was about to protect but stooped herself. Finally she nodded.
"Good, so are you girls hungry? How about some pancake for lunch?" Asked her father smiling.
"Actually, I have to go now. My mom said to be back at 5:00pm. And well now it's 4:45pm…so I got to go. I will come tomorrow if you want me too." Tomoyo looked at Sakura waiting for an answer.
"Okay, but really Tomoyo, can't you stay a bit longer?" Sakura pleaded.
"I can't Sakura. I'm sorry, but I will be back tomorrow. Bye."
"Bye."
"Sakura, you seem very tire, why don't you go take a nap? When dinner is ready, I will call you alright?" Her father asked.
"Um okay." With that Sakura got into her bed and went to sleep.
"Sweet dream Sakura…I'm very sorry to have you put through this." Her father whispered, tiny tears rolling down. He turns the light off and went out of her bedroom.
Lighting strikes as the wolf howled in the distance, darkness covered the brightness sky. Sakura looked in frighten, appeared in front of her was a guy about her age.
"Sakura…Sakura…Sakura!" Shouted the figure.
Sakura hugged herself tightly trying to see who may this person be. Though the voice sound very similar, she couldn't figure out exactly who it was.
"No! Stop! Stop calling me! Stop!" She covered her ear wishing for the sound to stop.
"No Sakura…Sakura…listen…it's me…Syaoran."
Sakura stared in horror.
"No!! Please go away! I'm sorry, I know it's my fault that now you are gone but please! Don't hunt me…please…I'm sorry!" Sakura yelled.
"No…no Sakura…I'm not dead…I'm not. Please don't be frightened of me. I promise I won't hurt you! I promise." He whispered.
"No…just go away. Please stop hunting me." Sakura yelled, thumping her feet
"Sakura, I was beaten dead as you all thought. But you don't know that after I was bring home to China, I was in the white dove crystal for five years. I'm still in it." Syaoran whispered as gentle as he can.
"You're not dead? You're not?" Sakura asked not trusting what she just heard.
"Yes, I'm not dead."
"What is white dove crystal?"
"White dove crystal was created by my ancestor. There is only one in this world. It can save a person's life. It wasn't to be used by anybody…and was placed in this secret place where only few know where it was. My mom took the risk to steal the crystal for me. Ever since then, I was in the crystal, and slowly I'm beginning to feel more and more alive. I will be out in a few days…and it will be on April 8. At night, there will be full moon and somewhere in the distance only you will hear a wolf howl. Once he did, I want you to open your bedroom window and light up a candle there." Syaoran told her.
"Why do I have to do that and um did your mom get caught?" Asked Sakura a bit worried.
"You have to do that because it will like a signal of where you live. And my mom did get caught, actually she admits about stealing it. The elders, since knowing my mom for many years now did not do any harmful thing to her but she was kick out of the village." Eyes downcast, for leading his mom into this.
"It's all my fault, she shouldn't have done that just to have me alive again. I don't deserve to live." Syaoran start slapping himself for causing his mom to be kicked out.
"Syaoran stop! Stop slapping yourself…she done it because she loves you very much. I'm sure she would have done it anyway even if you tell her not too." Sakura ran over and hugged him.
For the first time, first time, he ever accepts a hug from anyone. Not ever before did he allow people to hug him, not even his mother.
Syaoran hugged back tightly. May his face be expressionless, in his heart, he was in pain. How glad was he that Sakura hugged him, you never know.
"Remember that date, remember to do what I told you. For now, good bye." Syaoran guessed her on the cheek before he disappeared into darkness. What is it that made him do that, he doesn't know but he sure knows Sakura blushed, as Sakura know Syaoran blushed either.
Waking up just in time to see Touya coming in.
"Hey Touya, you know I had the weirdest dream. I dream that Syaoran was alive and he is going to come here in few days." Sakura told her brother excitedly.
"Sakura you do know that Syaoran is…um never mind, glad that you are awake. Save me some trouble to wake you up and maybe even get smack by you." Touya joked.
"Haha…" Sakura said sarcastically.
On the way downstairs, Touya pulled his father into the kitchen.
"Dad, I think Sakura is coming down with a mental problem." Touya said seriously.
His father stared at him not believing what he just said.
"Touya, I believe you have a problem." He said before he went into the dining room.
"But dad-"
"Look Touya, there is nothing wrong with Sakura. I talk with her before and she was perfectly fine." His father said in tone that mean end of the conversation.
Touya sighed and shook his head.