The setting of the sun didn't seem to falter Tidus as he sat behind his desk, writing in his leather-bound journal in raven black ink. The mood of the evening subdued him into a peaceful frame of mind, powers or not he was happy. He glanced to where Squall was lying on their bed, then down at his writing.

June 11

As I look upon the sight of my lover, he lays there contented, reading an old scripture that he picked up earlier. His deep chestnut locks lay at the sides of his fair skinned face as he rests there in comfort, wearing the fine black silks that suit him so well. He spares a moment and looks up to me and smiles, it melts my very heart looking into his deep azure eyes and seeing the love he holds for me within. Yesterday was the first time we ever made love and it was wonderful, his hands on my skin drives me wild, my skin crawls just thinking of it. He has no knowledge of the fact that I write about our love, as so to preserve it, protect it. I've grown so much with Squall at my side, I cannot think to how I'd live without him or his touch. I fear I would go insane or take my own life without him, but I will not think of such things, tis only a waste of mind. I do not wish to sound dirty, but I cannot stop thinking about how we made love yesterday. To have him inside of me and to feel him come inside of me was the best sensation I believe I have ever experienced, I still cannot get over how good it felt. I look at Squall once more because a sound catches my ear and I watch timidly as he removes his shirt, telling me that he will be right back. I am alone now in this room, he's only been gone a moment and I miss his presence. I'd be greatly embarrassed if he discovered and read this entry, for this is my first since I've been in love with him.

He has returned and asks me to come to bed, he says he hasn't touched me since this afternoon and misses me. Gods how he makes me feel. I do not wish to keep him waiting, so I will complete this entry now. Perhaps I will write again tomorrow.

The Spoiled,

Tidus

Tidus dotted the 'i' in his signature and snapped the journal closed, dropping his pen into the desk drawer and closing it. Squall had slipped underneath the covers already and was hiding something under the dark blue silk sheets and the matching velvet comforter. He approached the bed and slipped out of his housecoat, the only thing that remained on his body was a loose pair of pale blue boxers. He put a hand on his hip playfully and tossed his head to the side dramatically, trying to seduce Squall as his feathery hair fell into his face.

"What are you hiding?" he purred, turning his head to look down at the man he planned to take that night. Squall grinned deviously and hid whatever it was further below the bedding.

"A present. . ." he said in a childish tone, "Why don't you come to bed and find out what it is?"

Tidus chuckled slightly and took the waistband of his boxers, sliding them down to his knees, letting them drop to his feet, and stepping out of them. He was still a little shy about Squall seeing him naked but he overlooked it and pulled the covers back, slipping underneath them.

Seeing that his partner was in bed, Squall brought his hands up on top of the blankets, a bottle in one hand. Tidus snatched it from him and turned on his bedside lamp, providing the only light in the room besides the window and the small fire in the hearth across the room by the door.

"You bought lubricant." he nodded while reading the bottle, Squall grinned and kissed his neck.

"Yeah, I thought it would be a good investment. . ." he whispered in his ear, Tidus sat up straighter and snickered.

"Yeah, a good investment for you. . ." he replied suggestively, leaving Squall with one arched brow.

"Eh?" Tidus grinned and got up onto his knees, sitting down on his heels.

"Squall, would you sit up for me?" he asked, trying to sound innocent, Squall pushed himself so he sat up with his back against the headboard.

Tidus pulled back the covers to reveal that he was also naked, but he wasn't really surprised. He crawled over and turned so he was on his hands and knees in front of him, he stood up on his knees and wrapped an arm around his shoulders, locking their lips together in a passionate kiss as his free hand traveled down his smooth body. Squall almost instinctively raised his knees and moved his feet apart as much as he could, inviting his lover closer. Tidus remained knelt down between his thighs, his own aroused member hovering over his stomach as he slipped his tongue between Squall's lips, his hand brushing across Squall's most sensitive area. The brunette pulled his lips away to murmur,

"Tidus, are you teasing me?"

Tidus snickered and shrugged, his eyes flashing suggestively.

"I might be."

That's all I have for now.. sorry, lol. I'll try to finish it, but I just started writing a novel and it's sorta important.. heh heh. Don't eat me! *cowers*