Right now, even in Remus's arms, I only felt one emotion. Sadness. Sirius
was gone and none of us wanted to face it and Via would feel more sadness
and sorrow than any one of us. I won't be able to comfort her and neither
will Remus. Besides Remus, I bet Via was Sirius's next best friend. After I
told Remus that I had sent an owl to Via about Him, he offered to have some
tea with him.
Usually in this case I would be embarrassed to even say anything but I gave him a polite nod in response. My ears were still cold from coming here but the sunset-colored flames from Remus's fireplace, warmed me up. When Remus brought us the tea, I smiled softly even though my feelings for our loss was still on my face.
He was telling me how fun it was with Sirius around and I agree. After those few sentences the room was swallowed in silence as I looked in my cup of tea and followed Remus's eyes to the fireplace. Sirius had died for a loved one, that part I understand, but why did he have to die was the question. I imagined his face at that moment, when the spell hit him right in the chest.
His face would be smirking at his cousin and even when he felt the pain flow through his body, I bet he'd still be smiling. I just wish…I just wish that he didn't have to die. Remus then noticed, that even in my hands, my cup was shaking.
Remus put his cup down and came over to me, telling me it was alright to feel any emotions. I felt…I felt so horrible! I put down the cup on his glass table and my hand immediately clapped to my face. I felt my hands get drenched with my tears. How could we have been at Hogwarts while Sirius was, was sacrificing himself for Harry. I just felt so bad.
Remus let me cry into him again and I felt his gentle hand brush though my hair, repeatedly saying it'll be all right. I knew he was unsure. Suddenly I felt something hit my hand. It was warm and then I felt it slide down my wrist. I looked up to see a few tears in Remus's amber eyes. I've never seen Remus cry, and I shouldn't have either.
For as soon as I saw him, trying to hold back his tears, I seemed to cry more. As I slowly closed my eyes I thought, fate seemed to hate the four of us. Remus has the curse of a werewolf, I lost my parents, Via was beaten when she was a child and Sirius was committed of murder and sent to Azkaban. Our lives were so twisted and torn until we all met at Hogwarts. We were all chosen to the Gryffindor House. Via and I knew each other as Remus and Sirius.
We all met one day when we had to get some special shot so we don't get magical diseases. Via was next and I was after her. As we waited, we heard a boy scream and clattering and such. Via pulled back the plastic curtain and saw a brown haired boy, struggling to get away from the nurse, who had a shot in one of her hands.
As the nurse pinned him down and gave him the shot, he muttered and once tried to bite her. After she put him down, Via walked over to him and called him a wimp. They got into a little fight and were escorted back to the dorms. After I got a shot, I heard a howl behind me, like a wolf. I suddenly turned around and saw a light brown haired boy howl as he was given the shot. I had walked over to him and we soon got to know each other.
He told me his name was Remus. Remus Lupin.
Suddenly my eyes opened. I looked to see Remus, in the other maroon colored chair and a blanket over me. Then I noticed the fire was out too. I smiled silently to myself. I must have fallen asleep and he gave me a blanket. I got up and put the blanket on top of him and spread out some navy blue curtains to let some light come in. It was morning. I thought about last night and how we all had met. Suddenly the thought of childhood days disappeared. Via! I forgot about her letter! I was about to leave but Remus would be worried so I stayed. I'll go home later and see if the letter was send.
Usually in this case I would be embarrassed to even say anything but I gave him a polite nod in response. My ears were still cold from coming here but the sunset-colored flames from Remus's fireplace, warmed me up. When Remus brought us the tea, I smiled softly even though my feelings for our loss was still on my face.
He was telling me how fun it was with Sirius around and I agree. After those few sentences the room was swallowed in silence as I looked in my cup of tea and followed Remus's eyes to the fireplace. Sirius had died for a loved one, that part I understand, but why did he have to die was the question. I imagined his face at that moment, when the spell hit him right in the chest.
His face would be smirking at his cousin and even when he felt the pain flow through his body, I bet he'd still be smiling. I just wish…I just wish that he didn't have to die. Remus then noticed, that even in my hands, my cup was shaking.
Remus put his cup down and came over to me, telling me it was alright to feel any emotions. I felt…I felt so horrible! I put down the cup on his glass table and my hand immediately clapped to my face. I felt my hands get drenched with my tears. How could we have been at Hogwarts while Sirius was, was sacrificing himself for Harry. I just felt so bad.
Remus let me cry into him again and I felt his gentle hand brush though my hair, repeatedly saying it'll be all right. I knew he was unsure. Suddenly I felt something hit my hand. It was warm and then I felt it slide down my wrist. I looked up to see a few tears in Remus's amber eyes. I've never seen Remus cry, and I shouldn't have either.
For as soon as I saw him, trying to hold back his tears, I seemed to cry more. As I slowly closed my eyes I thought, fate seemed to hate the four of us. Remus has the curse of a werewolf, I lost my parents, Via was beaten when she was a child and Sirius was committed of murder and sent to Azkaban. Our lives were so twisted and torn until we all met at Hogwarts. We were all chosen to the Gryffindor House. Via and I knew each other as Remus and Sirius.
We all met one day when we had to get some special shot so we don't get magical diseases. Via was next and I was after her. As we waited, we heard a boy scream and clattering and such. Via pulled back the plastic curtain and saw a brown haired boy, struggling to get away from the nurse, who had a shot in one of her hands.
As the nurse pinned him down and gave him the shot, he muttered and once tried to bite her. After she put him down, Via walked over to him and called him a wimp. They got into a little fight and were escorted back to the dorms. After I got a shot, I heard a howl behind me, like a wolf. I suddenly turned around and saw a light brown haired boy howl as he was given the shot. I had walked over to him and we soon got to know each other.
He told me his name was Remus. Remus Lupin.
Suddenly my eyes opened. I looked to see Remus, in the other maroon colored chair and a blanket over me. Then I noticed the fire was out too. I smiled silently to myself. I must have fallen asleep and he gave me a blanket. I got up and put the blanket on top of him and spread out some navy blue curtains to let some light come in. It was morning. I thought about last night and how we all had met. Suddenly the thought of childhood days disappeared. Via! I forgot about her letter! I was about to leave but Remus would be worried so I stayed. I'll go home later and see if the letter was send.