Take a look on how Rowen feels for the way his dad treated him when he was younger...

A poem for my best character: Rowen...

Everything

Everything in my life is stir crazy

Everything in my life is so hazy

I want to kill myself,

But I want to live

To live in peace

But a certain word stops it for a moment

Daddy...

Why must you be so cruel,

You hurt us in so many ways,

You make us cry,

You make us starve and crave for your love

But there is nothing you can do

To restore this back to health

Everything seems black and white without you

But when you come through that door

Everything seems to ignite in flames.

You make tears flow from us.

You make fears crave inside of us.

You are so terrible, yet you are so kind

You try to put us down, then lift us back up again.

You may think that is the only way to live

But there is nothing to live for when you are so cruel.

There is no way to handle when there is such negative thoughts,

So much has happened and now you and mom want a separate moment.

Have you ever wondered how we feel about the circumstances,

The hollow we felt growing up when you weren't there.

I would like to tell you I hate you

But I can't

Because no matter how much I want too, You'll always be my daddy,

You'll always be in my heart...

Not because I love you so much,

But because I pity you...