Mwahahha, im so proud of the fluff I can dish out lol. Ok so for all you students out there, how was ur first week back at school?
*sigh* *growls at her HORRIBLE schedule!* Anyways, I figured I needed to just throw away the school stuff for a few minutes
and update this, Im soooo totally happy that I got so many reviews! Im so happy *sniffles* excuse me I need a tissue...
you will too actually this chapter is really tear jerkingly fluffy! THANK YOU SO MUCH READERS/REVIEWS! R&R PLZ! S&S ALL THE WAY WOO!

He Completes Me
Chapter 4- Shivering Under His Touch

Syaoran gave me his bed, he took the couch. I wonder why it takes disasters like this to bring people closer together.

I finally drifted to sleep...however it was anything but dreamless....

I remember having horrible dreams about Syaoran and I which were absolutely terrifying. The problem was that once I woke up
I could only remember pieces which didn't exactly provide me which a great explanation or description as to what would happen.
Yes what "would" happen, as in I was sure, 100% these were prophetic dreams...and that just left a void in my heart...
I didnt know much, but I did know...I could feel danger would soon follow us...wherever we went...this fact just scared me to death...

I remember bolting out of my sleep and nearly out of the bed in a cold sweat, I tried to be as quiet as possible as I regained
my breathing but to no avail, I heard Syaoran leap out of his bed and come running ..while still tangled in his sheets.
"SAKURA! WHAT HAPPENED ARE YOU OK?"
I just nodded trying to seem as normal as possible...but he knew me better than anyone...he knew me better than I knew myself
he knew I needed him by my side against the world..and so he heard my subconscious call to him, he heard my unspoken screams,
he saw the unshed tears, he felt the hidden trembling and so did the thing he could do that no one else could. He wrapped me
into his warm, strong, protective arms and held me closer than close, tighter than tight..he knew I needed him...he knew.
"Sakura...tell me about it..."
"Syaoran...I...can't.."
I felt him wince in pain feeling left out...but that made two of us.
"It's not that I don't want to tell you...it's just...that ..I CANT tell you...I myself...don't even know..."
He furrowed his brow in a mixture of confusion and concern.
"I can't seem to remember anything anymore..my dreams hide the future from me..."
"Your hiding the future from you Sakura..."
I look at him with a confused expression.
"I mean that maybe ...the future is so much...to handle, so stressful...so fearful that you don't want to remember so..you
block it out...it's perfectly normal , happens to the best of us babe."
"Really?"
"Ya, I bet it's about our wedding, our kids, our life together..our future and you are trying to block it out...you want to
be surprised by life..." he smiles at me hoping to make me laugh, I give him half a smile because I know he's thinking what
I am thinking....these dreams I've been having are the future...not OUR future...just THE future...something not even I,
Clow Mistress could ever change...and that worries me because what if...what if...although this is the beginning..perhaps it
may just be the beginning yes...but of the end.
"Sakura I know what your thinking, but your dreams haven't always been signs to a bad, dangerous future you know. Besides
with me next to you, your perfectly safe, Macho man Syaoran will never let anything bad come to his cherry blossom, I promise
scouts honor!"
I giggle at the sound of that, "scouts? YOU were in scouts? I didnt know that existed in Hong Kong"
"Well I had to get my awesome survival skills somewhere right?"
"Funny Syaoran....your not a very good liar..."
"Precisely why you know what I look like when Im lying now, so you can diferentiate it between what Im saying to you...listen
to me Sakura, my beautiful, innocent, sweet cherry blossom, no harm will come to you, I would die first, believe me..."
"I know Syaoran...but that's what Im afraid of...you getting hurt...or.dy.."
"DONT even say that, because we are happy, nothing is going to ruin this night, you got me?"
I smile a weak smile, and obviously he is NOT convinced. He brings me closer as he sends shivers up my spine, butterflies
in my stomache...we kiss sweetly, soon tenderly and finally passionately, we fall over onto the bed from our sitting positions
and we kiss more heavily, his hands stroking my back as we moan together in each other's mouths when suddenly he stops.
"Uhm...sorry..."
"You didnt do anything I didnt want you to start Syaoran"
"I'm sorry Sakura, it's too soon for this...but it will happen...one special night....it will mark the beginning of our
life together...tonight had enough excitement."
Sadly I agree trying not to show it, then again he is just as dissapointed as I am.
Until he speaks up softly smiling, "Wait here...don't even think about falling asleep yet"
I nod, "trust me...I wouldn't dream of it"

Suddenly I hear what sounds like music....Blessed Union of Souls to be exact, "Hold Her Closer"

When you see love
And you don't know what it is
You might find yourself in fear
To show your heart

I now see Syaoran..in his boxers now untangled from the sheets...singing to me with the song playing in the background...

But when you feel is
And it's oh, so wonderful
You might find yourself in fear
To let it part, in fear to let it part

He reaches for my hand, I take it graciously and he pulls me to him in one swift move. He continues to sing with a beautiful
singing voice I'd never heard before this night...

So hold her closer when she cries
Hold her closer when she feels
She needs a hand to hold
Someone who'll never let her go again
And hold him closer when he tries
To hold the tears back from his eyes
Don't say goodbye

He spins me around as his the melody he sings is right into my ears. I am in complete awe as his beautiful smile adds
icing to my cake. His touch, so soft and gentle. His eyes, shinning magnificantly from the moonlight. His lips singing the
beautiful words drowning out my fears, drowning out my pain...he is my heaven...his voice is the sweet melody that makes me
melt into his arms. He was trying to relive the night, taking my mind off any other things that may be consuming me...
and he was doing a wonderful job of doing so...

When your heart decides
That it's time to let it through
There's no reason to be scared
To open up
Cause love may be blind
But all of us don't see it
So just once in your life
If you hear the knock of love
Just let it in

He sings with such glory. He sings with such conviction. I know the words were not meant for me, but he changes that, he directs
it all to me...his full undivided attention...mine and mine alone...I never want him to let me go...I pray he holds me close
like this forever...

Hold her closer when she cries
Hold her closer when you know it's time to say goodbye
You hurry back to see her smile again
And hold him closer when he's down
When his world is upside down
Turn it around

He starts to twirl me around for no reason, I begin to laugh as he dips me like they do in the movies. He whispers in my
ear and says "Your laughter is music to my ears my Cherry Blossom"
I can't help but blush as he returns to the song. He suddenly lets me go and acts as serious as possible and continues...

So hold her closer when she cries
Hold her closer when she feels
She needs a hand to hold
Someone who'll never let her go
And hold her closer when she's down
When her world is upside down
Turn it around
Hold her close...

He grabs for me again and I follow him onto our dance floor. We fit together perfectly, we get comfortable in an instant...
We sway together as the music ends, we however do not. I refuse to let him go...and I don't see him pulling away either.
We pull away for a mere second to look into each other's eyes. My heart melts as he caresses my face. What a beautiful moment...
until it was rudely interrupted by the sound of the phone ringing..

"You should get that" I tell him with a degree of sadness in his voice.
"I ll be right back, don't move an inch!"
He answers the phone to shut it up.
"Hello?..This had better be good!"
No answer.
"Hello?"
No answer.
"HELLO!"
No answer.
He slams the phone down and hangs up and returns to me, we continue despite the phone call that disrupted us.

Soon enough, the laughter and dancing drew to a close as I fell asleep in his warm embrace...well I was'nt asleep yet,
I wanted to see what he would do if I fell asleep on the "dance floor"
He held me closer and carried me to his bedroom. He lay me on his bed and brought the covers up.
"I know your still awake Sakura"
I laugh a quiet drowsy laugh.
"You know me so well Syaoran"
He kisses me on the forhead and is about the exit the room ...but I wasnt about to let him now was I?
"Syaoran, stay with me...pweaaaaaaase pwetty pwease"
"Sakura...uh.."
"I ll be good, I promise!"
"Sakura..I..uh..uhm" his face of course was redder than a tomato.
"Come on Syaoran, pleaaaaase, I dont wanna have bad dweams..come and keep me company...hold me closer Syaoran..."
I knew he wouldnt resist my baby voice...
"I pwomise Syo-chan, I ll be good...if you are" I giggle evilly, he of course can't resist me and has his arms around me
in the bed.
"Hold me Syaoran...hold me closer...even closer"
We practically molded ourselves into one because we were so close...only one way we could get closer, which he made
clear would not happen tonight...

"Night Syaoran"
"Sweet dreams my angel..."
We drifted to sleep, together, there was no where else I wanted to be than in his arms...

**********************End of flashback*****************************************

So here I am now, in study hall for being late YET again...and still I couldn't be happier, thoughts of Syaoran just
dance around in my head..suddenly I hear something slice through my fantasy like a knife piercing flesh..

"Hey babe!"
I turn expecting to see my Syaoran, but I am face to face with Jason. He sends shivers up my spine, something about him scares me...sometimes I fear for my well being..as well as Syaoran's and Tomoyo's.

(flashback to 2 months ago)

I was sitting quietly at my desk in study hall when I felt someone standing over me. There stood Jason O Reilly. I practically jumped out of my skin let alone my seat.
"Jason ..what...are you doing here?"
"I came to speak with you...you see I got myself into trouble purposely to spend some time with you alone...just you..and me..."
The thought of him and I just made my skin crawl. He had this particular glare in his eyes which matched one of a serial killer! But still, I could not judge him....however....I would rather this glare of his to be directed at his reflection in the mirror...
I soon felt a hand cover mine, he thought he was so original I gathered.
"Sakura, I've loved since first grade. I always wished you would look my way and one day you did, which made my heart soar...you can't know how deep my feelings are for you! I have your pictures plastered on my walls, in my locker, under my pillow, on my desk, in my head...everywhere...even...in the shower..." His eyes had a sudden twist which scared me half to death! I tried to pull away but he held on to my hand tightly, I eventually freed myself, only to greeted with the hand that once held my hand on my wrist. His other hand wrapped tightly on my other wrist.
"Jason..stop...your..your hurting me! Please let me go!"
"Why wont you listen to me! I love you Sakura...I've never loved ANYONE the way I love you...Tomoyo meant nothing to me...but still that bitch will get hers one day..I ll see to it!"
"JASON! STOP THIS! Your crazy! Dont you even THINK of hurting Tomoyo! Or me! I swear if you don't let me go this instant, you will never be able to piss normally ever again!" I threatned, he only laughed at my fiesty attitude.
"Come on babe, I d never hurt you, or Tomoyo...But you...you dont understand Sakura...I need you...I love you...I WANT you...and deep down, under this stupid thing you have with Syaoran you feel your suppose to be with me...you know it babe, so give up." Before I knew it I tripped as I struggled with him and fell to the ground, he still clutching to me fell on top of me.
"See babe, you know you want me..." He taunted as he began to forcefully kiss me. I tried to scream but his kisses bruised my lips. His legs held mine down, one of his hands griped both of my wrists over my head. He was too strong for me, what was I going to do? He began to unbutton my blouse kissing my neck forcefully as I cried "NO, NO! GET AWAY FROM ME", he didn't seem to care. The rest of it was a mere blur. I remember Tomoyo opening the door and found him on top of me. She shouted for Eriol who eventually came to help get him off me.
"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING JASON!" Eriol shouted as he pinned him against the wall.
"She wanted it bad Eriol, it's not my problem she practically begged me for some! I guess Syaoran isnt that pleasureful." He snickered as he blew a kiss at me, I turned away in disgust. Tomoyo helped me to my feet guiding me to the bathroom to regain my composure.
I really didnt know what Eriol would do to Jason, personally I didnt care, it could have been brutal for all I cared...but if Syaoran found out he would murder the guy ten times over....

"Sakura...are you ok? That jerk! Im going to tell Syaoran you stay here."
"NO! Tomoyo chan you mustn't tell him, he will just blow it way out of proportion!"
"What? Hello!!!! SAKURA! Jason nearly raped you and your willing to let it go?"
"I just don't want him anywhere near me Tomoyo chan..."
"What if he does this on another girl? We need to stop him..."
"Tomoyo...I...ok...alright...but let me tell Syaoran...I WILL tell him alright?"
Tomoyo nodded and lead me to my next class, all I wanted to do was to have someone hold me...preferably Syaoran.

Later that night, Syaoran and I went out for dinner, a movie and a walk in the park. He of course noticed something was wrong in an instant, he kept furrowing his brow in concern until I repeatedly told him it was nothing and urged him to shrug it off, but there was no fooling him...no...i could never fool Syaoran.
We sat down on a bench and held onto my hand, I winced in pain and drew my hand back. He looked at me confused and concerned. I knew I needed to tell him...Before I could he took my hand gently into his own, took off my watch and saw bruises all over my wrist. He took my other hand and lifted my bracelets and found more bruises...
"Sakura...." he said as calmy as he could knowing someone had touched her.
"What...happened...and dont DARE say nothing....what happened?"

After I told him what happened, I saw fire in his eyes, he was so angry, so filled with fury, he would strangle the first guy he saw claiming he was justified because his girlfriend was nearly rapped.
"Syaoran...calm down...I'm alright, really I am..." I smiled weakly.
"Who...was it Sakura...who did this ..to you!?"
"...Jason...O Reilly..."
Syaoran anger rose to it's peak nothing could get through to him now.
"Syaoran wait, listen to me, please don't be angry I know I should have told you sooner...Im sorry..I.."
"So that's why he was wearing glasses all day...Eriol beat the shit out of him...remind me to thank him...it's my turn.."
"NO! SYAORAN! LISTEN TO ME!"
Syaoran redirected his attention to me and sat down attempted to be calm really only waiting for the opportunity to send Jason 6 feet under no question.
"Please Syaoran, Im sorry...I.."
"Sakura...dont apologize you didn't do anything..." his voice calm ...his anger subsiding momentarily.
"I m not angry with you my love...Im ANGRY that someone tried to...that he tried to...hurt you...Your an angel Sakura, you deserve nothing but happiness, peace, complete adoration and love...you deserve perfection Sakura...I understand why you didnt feel you could tell me right away...I guess I can be a hot head sometimes but you can understand why right? I mean I live to protect you...I was born to love you remember? I m just so..so...SOOOO angry that I wasnt there...that I wasnt there to protect you...to hold you...to tell you everything would be alright.."
"It's ok Syaoran...it's ok..."
I remember holding him, comforting him while he comforted me...we were one...
I made him promise not to hurt Jason, one punch from Syaoran and Jason would have had brain damage for the rest of his life. I took pity on him I guess..I dont know what I would do if I were in his shoes, loving someone only not to receive their love in return. I said these words to Tomoyo and Eriol the next day, they both thought I had too good of a heart not to want Syaoran to punch his lights out...
"Sakura, are you sure your ok? I mean ...uh.." Eriol's face went pretty white talking about THAT kind of stuff with her...
"Yes Eriol, Im find, thank you for your help."
"Don't mention it, what are friends for?"
Tomoyo and Eriol hurried off to class reluctantly leaving me at my locker. Little did I know I was being watched...I could have sworn I felt someone's eyes on me...The bell had rung, I was obviously late but that was the last thing on my mind...I was alone in the hallway, seeing no one I scurried off to class, but I knew I was still being followed...
Suddenly I felt someone reach for my arm and tug on it I was pulled to turn around and shocked at who I saw...

end of chapter 4

yes yes I know a cliffhanger, how incredibly cliché of me but *shrugs* I had to recouperate after this, gotta save some more
fluff for the next couple of chapters...just so you all know, Jason will prove to be quite a freaky stalker so dont hit me
when it gets to the climax (always remember S&S ALWAYS WINS IN THE END MWAHAHAHAHAHA at least in my fics! *winks*)
Oh for those of you who read my oneshot, come with me, chances are when i get the chance I ll create a sequel! R&R!!! thanks!