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He Completes Me
Chapter 7- If I Dont Have You..

It was a rainy Saturday so Sakura had no problem resisting going outside. She wanted desperatly to speak to Syaoran but
she HAD to study for her test, and so did he.
"How can I study when your always on my mind Syaoran?"
Suddenly the phone rang, she ran to pick it up hoping it was Syaoran..
"Hello? Syaoran!?"
"Your mine Sakura, when are you going to see that?"
"..J..Jason..."
"That's right babe, I want you...I want you so bad...I want to feel you, I want to kiss you...I want us to be one Sakura,
I know you want that too!"
"STOP TELLING ME WHAT I WANT JASON I WANT SYAORAN NOTHING YOU SAY OR DO WILL EVER EVER!!! CHANGE THAT! GOT ME?...Hello?"
"I'm sorry Sakura..Im sorry you don't see what I see...I guess Im going to have to MAKE you see!"
'He hung up...he's up to something...I dont like this...'

A few hours later it was relatively peaceful at the Kinomoto residence, maybe Jason finally understood, maybe he understood
the concept of "No". Soon enough she had forgotten about the haunting phone call and started to study.
She had been studying for hours, Kero was taking a nice little nap in his drawer, Touya and her dad were not to be expected
home for hours, so that meant she was alone and would stay that way until later on in the night. Usually this fact
wouldn't bother her, in fact it was a good chance for her and Syaoran to ...catch up, but this time was different.
First of all it was pouring rain out including thunder and lightning, it was quite a storm and would not let up anytime soon. She then decided to make some pop corn (^.^ hehehe remember scream lol)
as she watched some tv. Unfortunately the micro wave wasn't working, perhaps a fuse had burned out, she thought nothing of it.
Sakura then decided to use the stove to pop the pop corn.
She returned to her seat on the couch, suddenly there was a crash of lightning and all the lights in the house turned off.
Sakura literally jumped out of her skin.
"Calm down Sakura it's just the storm...still..I wish Syaoran was here."
Suddenly the phone rang.
Sakura shrieked, what if it was Jason again...Nevertheless she stumbled over many obstacles until she reached the phone
on the 5th ring.
"H..H..Hello..owwww"
"Sakura! What happened!!!?"
"O i just stepped on a pen or something. You know Syaoran I was just thinking about you"
"Ha ha when do you NOT think of me Sakura? So what took you so long to answer? I was getting worried"
"Awww sorry, I didnt mean to worry you. All the power went ..."
"Sakura?"
"The..power went out cause of the storm...but Im surprised the phones are still up...Uh Syaoran hang on a sec."
"No Sakura Wait.."
Too late Sakura had decided to look out her windows to check if anyone else's power was out, that's when she realized...
the entire neighborhood had power...her house was the only house that had lost power...Sakura trembled in fear....did that
mean something...or someone...deliberately cut the power?
"Sakura...hellloooooo are you back yet?"
"Oh sorry Syaoran...I checked the neighbor's houses and...they still have power."
"Sakura...I'm comi.."
BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP...
"Hello?...Syaoran???? Hello????..phone is dead too...this has nothing to do with storm...someone did this...I'm not alone
afterall..."

"Sakura SAKURA! DAAMMIT!" Syaoran cursed in concern and decided to go with his original intention despite the severe storm
warnings.

Sakura...

"Listen, this is my house and I ll be damned if someone is trying to push me around!" I keep looking around ...I dont see anyone, I can barely see the room. There has to be candles or flashlights around here somewhere. I finally find a flashlight laying on the kitchen table...I dont remember putting it there, the table was clear last I checked...
There is a sudden crush of lightning, the flashlight's batteries are extremely weak. I decide to go to the basement to find
another one. On my way down the flashlight...dies out completely.
"Oh no...now what?"
Suddenly lightning strikes at my window illuminating the basement. I shriek in horror. I had seen a shadow..I knew I wasn't
alone...
I am afraid I call in the darkness, but no one answers. Lightnight strikes again...I hear music...quiet music playing...
At first I felt at ease, thinking it was Syaoran tying to seranade me...but he would not have been able to get here in such
a small time frame...
I look all around me...the music gets louder...the basement door closes shut...I pray it hasn't been locked...
The music plays on...beautiful music...but there is no power..where was the music coming from? The lightning strikes once
more, revealing a portable cd player on a near by table....

Everyday, girl, I wake up and pray
That you'll come back home
And don't take too long
Cuz since you've been gone
Everything's gone a bit wrong
I wish you were here
Holding me near

That song. It was Backstreet boys' "If I Don't Have You". Ideas make their ways into my mind...if not Syaoran..than..perhaps..

You know I'd go out of my mind
If you ever left my heart behind
So I'm beggin' you please (so I'm beggin', beggin' you please)
Bring you sweet love back to me (Please come back to me)

But how would he ...how did he know how to cut the power lines only resulting in my power outage..how did he know I would..
be alone!? How did he know my number? We are unlisted! ...and if Syaoran isnt the one playing the music...I know im not alone..
but who is with me...the only other person...

If I don't have you (don't have you)
To hold on to (to hold on to)
I can't go on in this world alone
Baby it's true (baby it's true if I don't have you) If you say goodbye (you say goodbye)
Girl I would die (girl I would die)
I'm a star with no light
A day with no night
If I don't have you

I start to recall the haunting phone call each word playing over in my mind...

............"Your mine Sakura, when are you going to see that?"..................................

Late at night I reach to hold you tight
But you're not there (you're just not there baby)
I know you still care (I know you still care)
And oh how I miss your soft, tender, lovely kiss
You'd give to me (to me)
So tenderly

.........................."..J..Jason..."...........................................................

We used to feel
That time would stand still
When I see you baby it will
So hurry home (so hurry, come home to me)
You know your man needs you so (oh girl you just don't know)

"That's right babe, I want you...I want you so bad...I want to feel you, I want to kiss you...I want us to be one Sakura,
I know you want that too!".............................................................................


If I don't have you (don't have you)
If I don't have you I don't know what I'd do
To hold on to (to hold on to)
I just wanna hold you
I can't go on (can't go on)
In this world alone
Baby it's true (baby it's true if I don't have you)

"STOP TELLING ME WHAT I WANT JASON I WANT SYAORAN NOTHING YOU SAY OR DO WILL EVER EVER!!! CHANGE THAT! GOT ME?...Hello?"....

If you say goodbye (you say goodbye)
If you say goodbye I would die
Oh I would die (girl I would die)
I would die if I don't have you
I'm a star with no light (no light, whoa!)
A day with no night
If I don't have you

"I'm sorry Sakura..".............................................

You know I'd go crazy without you (don't have you)
If I don't have you I don't know what I'd do
To hold on to (to hold on to)
I just wanna hold you
I can't go on (can't go on)
In this world alone (in this world alone)

Im sorry you don't see what I see.................................................

Baby it's true (baby it's true if i don't have you)
If you say goodbye (you say goodbye)
If you say goodbye I would die
Oh I would die (girl I would die)
Girl, I know I would die
I'm star with no light
A day with no night
If I don't have you

......................I guess Im going to have to MAKE you see!"....................................

I tremble at the rememberance of his harsh words....funny how the song fit his personality..."You know I d go crazy without you"
He has already GONE crazy, I have no part in that...

Suddenly lightnight crashes...his face seems inches apart from mine. I shake vibrantly, afraid for my life...I am frozen
in place...and I am terrified...
He ignites a match and lights the candle. I remain stunned with fear. He just smiles. I find myself back up against the wall..
I had cornered myself...he had tricked me into trapping myself with the music, creating a diversion perhaps.
I feel his cold, loveless hands stroke my bare arms (A/N she's wearing a tank top) I shiver under his touch.
My arms infested with goosebumps...I feel so dirty now as he caresses my skin.
"So soft...beautiful..."
"Don't...touch me...leave me...ALONE!"
I turn to run away, but he grabs me. He is stronger than ever before. He practically throws me up against the wall making
my head spin. I feel dizzy, nauseated now. I find myself sprawled on the cold, hard floor of my basement. This was it...
I guess he would finally succeed. There is no one here to stop him...no one to protect me...only me, helpless weak, Sakura..
I try to get up off the floor, at least try to defend myself, but I can't...I am just...too weak...he is too strong.
He appraoches me. I try to push him away...but I cannot...He looks at me, caresses my (what feels like) bruised face...
I fear of what he is thinking...and I feel perhaps I know exactly what he is planning.
"Third time is a charm Sakura..."
I shriek as he nears me. As his hands descend from my face down to my neck. He begins to choke me, and I cannot breathe!
"Sakura, you know you want me, so why fight it!?"
He has a firm grip on my neck, I try to pry his fingers away but I cannot. I am helpless on the ground. Suddenly he searches
his pocket for something, a weapon no doubt! I tremble in his grip. I however do not beg for my life...at least if I were to
die, here and now. It would all be over. I would no longer have to live in fear. I would no longer feel watched...I wouldn't
have to feel so threatned...
"Just do it, get it over with, I d rather die than give myself willingly to you!"
"Sakura...I love you...and you love me...and I think you will change your mind once I show you something...you will never
be rid of me Sakura..I have eyes watching you everywhere you go.."
My eyes shut tightly, trying to wish him away, putting Syaoran in his place...attempting to drown out the harsh, fear inducing
words with memories of Syaoran...his gorgeous face...his loving eyes, his caress...

The hand choking me is for some reason removed...there was no weapon forced into my skin, no pain...no torture inducing
instruments...I open my eyes reluctantly and find no one before me..Jason was no longer before me ready to hurt me...
I look to the ground....I see a small velvet box...a beautiful velvet box...with a note..which read:
"Marry me like your mother would have liked....she is watching you Sakura...she loves you and she sees that I do too...
don't cast me aside, be my bride..."

I open the box with shaky hands...it was a beautiful diamond ring designed with cherry blossom designs...it was truly
beautiful. Despite his horrible deeds, I can't help but feel touched...I picked the ring out of the box placing it in
the palm of my hand. It somehow seems familiar...there seems to be initials imbedded inside..."S&J"
Still my mind will not let me get past this feeling of deja vu...
I remain seated on the cold hard ground, unable to get up, still filled with shock...why was this ring so familiar? How did
he know anything about my mother? I dont know whether to run to the police and change my name or try to figure this out
on my own...without anyone else knowing..not even Syaoran..
I try to cast such thoughts aside...the door bell seems to be ringing...I slowly get up off the ground with a splitting
head ache. I eventually find myself at the front door opening it.

There, stood Syaoran with concern plastered all over his face once lightning illuminated his features.
"Sakura!"
"Syaoran!"
I threw my arms around his neck never wanting to let go. He carried me to the couch. He was so warm so loving, I could stay in
his arms forever. I feel complete.
"I wont let anything...or anyone hurt you my cherry blossom..."

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Jason..

I went through all this trouble and who does she turn to? Syaoran! That ...that soccer guy! I mean who is he anyhow?
So what if he's got muscles and abs and all that...of course she would want him! Maybe...maybe there's a way to
change that...why do I have to always get screwed!? I ve made up my mind...Sakura will fall for me quicker than she
can say "Syaoran Li"...

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Tomoyo...

I'm taking my sweet time walking to Sakura's, Im sure Syaoran is there to comfort her in this storm. All I need is just a few
hot shots of them sleeping in each other's arms to conclude my end of the year video...
Just then I see a sudden movement in the bushes, the rain has decreased to a mere drizzle, the thunder a mere snare drum
and the lightning, harmless to Tomoeda now...Things have calmed down considerably, even the winds have died down to
practically nothing...there is something..or perhaps someone in the bushes...
I exit my limo and instruct my bodyguards to head home while I stay over at Sakura's for the night...unless she and Syaoran
are in..well a compromising situation if you will.
I see the bushes move and try to convince myself it is a mere squirel or a racoon, nothing to worry about, but my senses tell me more than that...I feel as though I am no longer alone in the darkness of the night. I move closer to the bushes ever so slowly, ever so quietly...I am 10 feet away and pause in my tracks, what was that sound?
*click click click* more sounds that I know for a fact come from a camera! A mini camera...a...SPY camera!
My eyes widen in astonishment, someone was spying on Sakura!
I pounce on this chance and dare to approach yet again...

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Jason...

"Oh Sakura, ..My innocent cherry blossom will no longer be innocent after what I'm planning...
I wish I didn't have to do this ...why must I force it upon her? Why hasnt she come to the conclusions that she and I
are destined for one another!? Why is she still with that Syaoran character? She loves me, I know she does,
she will always love me, no matter what happens, there will always be a piece of her heart that will always belong to
me, Jason O Reilly...she will be mine..o yes she will be mine...all of her...Oh Sakura...her name rolls off my tongue
she is mine...I want her...
and I WILL get her...she completes me...she knows it once she figures out the significance of that ring..."

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Tomoyo....
I can't believe what I am overhearing!!! Jason is obsessed with Sakura! He wants her...he doesnt LOVE her! I 've got to
warn her! I start to move away from my current spot and I turn my back to the bushes trying to devise a plan to save
my best friend, when I suddenly feel the ground nearing ...I feel so dizzy......
The last words I recall saying are...
"S..akura....gotta...save..her.."
The last thing I saw was a comforting blinking bright light....it would soon be over

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Syaoran...

I can't sleep anymore, I have no idea what time it is...I know the sun has yet to rise but I can no longer rest.
I look down to the beautiful angel laying peacefully in my arms. I can't help but watch her as she dreams of pleasant
things.
Such a beautiful angel, yet she has encountered so much heart ache and so little peace. She never had the many luxeries
most
young teen girls had at her age. Most other girls worry about how their hair looks or what to wear or which boy is
hotter than another boy.
But not Sakura, her smallest worry was the weight of world- carrying it all by herself on her shoulders. I tell myself
I've done my best to protect her,
I spend so much time convincing myself that it was fate, she had no controle over it and that she has no regrets. I now
peer into her soul, I will always see
that speck of hope yes, but that hope will always be neck and neck with fear, for Sakura, this innocent yet strong
cherry blossom, life has never been easy.
So many think, such a pretty face, nothing to worry about but which color of lipstick going with which outfit and shoes
to match. I guess that was true beauty,
it cannot be fabricated I suppose you either have it or you don't, this girl, my friend, the love of my life has it all,
beauty, brains and she has a captivating
personality with a heart made of gold. No wonder so many have tried to be with her, however all have failed, why I ask
myself ...what had I ever done to possibly deserve
this angel at my side, waiting on me hand and foot, loving me faults and all...Such a beautiful person, I promise to live
the rest of my life for her, I will do nothing
but live to make her life just a bit more pleasurable because this girl...this girl has captured more than magical cards,
this girl, Sakura...has captured my heart, my soul,
my entire being, and nothing , NOTHING will ever change that fact...
"I love you Sakura", I whisper into her ear hoping she only dreams sweet dreams.

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Sakura...

"Syaoran...I love you too but ..I can't hold on any longer..." I feel so much pain. I am afraid of what will become of us
all.
He was pushed to his limite, he will stop at nothing now...not even I can get through to him...
I hear cracks of thunder slice the silence in the cafeteria. So much pain...I know he feels it too...
I suddenly hear screams of pain, I vaguely hear words of encouragement, but they are soon drowned out by pain, so much
pain...
I think this is it...scenes of my life flash before my eyes....this was the end....
I hear Syaoran's desperate cries for me to hang on, but he knows as well as I do that I do not possess the strength,
I would soon perish,
and would be forgotten. Syaoran would find another to love...he would never know...I will never be able to tell him...
I will die incomplete...I will die a horrible senseless death, only to be trapped in regrets and pain for the rest of
eternity. I am incomplete...
I lived my life, and now it has ended...I lived incompleted and now I die incompleted...alone, in the darkness...I try
to reach any signs of hope and light, but
there is nothing to hold on to. Suddenly red covers the walls of darkness, the barriers of darkness prevent me from
returning to him, and now the room is covered in red,
the walls dripping with this liquid, this warm sticky liquid that I know very well...I am dying...I am dead...I am
incompleted...

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Eriol...

"Come on Tomoyo...where are you? You were suppose to be here hours ago...where could you be? At Sakura's maybe? No, no
she would have called and told me...
but still...I can't shake this horrible feeling that something is wrong...and things are only going to get worse....
I only pray my love is alright.."
I keep pacing back and forth, one minute staring at the clock on my wall, the next minute staring at my watch, tic toc tic
toc...
I hear the soft yet assertive sounds all around me...tic toc tic toc...Where can she be? it's 3am! Perhaps I have done
something to upset her...
Maybe I should check Sakura's place...something just doesn't feel right...not right at all...

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Syaoran..

My reveries of Sakura as abrupty interrupted, I heard something, a sudden thump...as if something had fallen...the sound
was distant
proving it's existance outside. I decide to go outside to check things out. I steal one last glance at the sleeping angel
and exit the house
quietly but with haste. I look around surveying my surroundings, nothing seems out of the ordinary, but something does not
feel quite right...
I take one last look around before something resembling a black box catches my eye. There is a sudden reflection on the
object from the moonlight,
I then take a closer look and I am able to make my assumptions....

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Eriol...

I guiltily phone Sakura's number yet no one seems to be answering. After 5 rings I hear a groggy voice through the
receiever.
"Hey Sakura, I am very sorry to wake you.."
"No No..don't be silly Eriol, Im wide awak *yawn* awake"
"Uh huh...sorry again Sakura, but I was wondering is Tomoyo there?"
"Tomoyo? No, she was suppose to swing by to pick something up so she said, probably wanted to get a few more exclusive
footage of the
Sakura/Syaoran film for the end of the year movie."
"Oh...so she..never showed?"
"Nu uh...not that I know of...but I did fall asleep, I ll ask Syaoran for you though.."
"Syaoran? HE"S there???? Sakura! I'm shocked at you!"
"No NO! We didnt DO anything, we just kinda gave each other some company after all that's been up at my house.."
"Why what has been going down at your place?" I ask in concern for my friend, but still not forgetting the love of my
life who
at this moment in time seems to have dissapeared off the face of the earth, such a thought scares me to near death.
"Oh don't worry about that, we need to figure out where Tomoyo could be..it's...3 am and no one has heard from her? Oh
hold on a sec.
Syaoran just came in.."

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Syaoran...

I close the door and am greeted with Sakura's beautiful angelic smile, yet she seemed troubled, she was speaking on the
phone...
if it was Jason he wouldn't live to see daylight ever again...I suddenly realize that the object in my arms has become
clear, and my heart
leaped into my throat.
"Syaoran hon, have you seen Tomoyo, Eriol is on the phone and has been worried sick...we're afraid she may be missing...
My jaw drops to the floor...my suspiscions were ultimately correct, now the hard part how would I explain this to her..
"What have you got in your hand Sy..that's Tomoyo's camera!"
"It..It could be an old model, lets check..." I open the camera to fetch out the cassett which read "A blossomed Romance"
"Syaoran...that's Tomoyo's camera and her video inside...she was here...I know it.."

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Eriol...

"Her camera is there, but she is not! Sakura what is going on? I'm afraid something horrible has happened to Tomoyo..."
"Calm down Eriol-san, there is a perfectly logical explanation for this I'm sure of it, just don't panic."
Sakura tells me to calm down, not to panic but in reality she is terrified, petrified of what could have happened right
in her own
front yard. I can sense the concern oozing from her voice, each pronounced sylable just confirms my suspiscions...Sakura
senses
that Tomoyo is in danger, but is trying to stay positive for my sake...I need to get over there...Tomoyo's camera is there
now,
Tomoyo was there recently...but she is nowhere to be found...and so I must find her..

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Sakura...

"Eriol-kun come over right away the record button is blinking...which means..."
"Which means, it may tell us..."
"What happened to Tomoyo...", Eriol breathed out a sigh of frustration filled with pain...he was worried about her best
friend,
and frankly so was she. Tomoyo would never give up the opportunity to invade their privacy, and she would never carelessly
leave her
new 2000 dollar camera behind along with her work...something must have happened...

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Syaoran...

Tomoyo is in trouble...

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Sakura...

Lots of trouble...

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Eriol...

I will find you Tomoyo..I promise..no harm will come to you...if such a thing happens, I will kill the culprit with my own
bare hands...don't fret my love, I will find you...sooner or later...I WILL find you...

end of chapter 7

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