Hey everyone! Well here's chapter 14!!!! For you awesome S&S MUSHY FICS fans, this is sooo for you lol... trust me you ll love it! Sorry for the little confusing bits in the last chapter, but every mystery will be solved in the end, trust me, I dont like ending my fics with holes in em so no worries! R&R PLZ!!! THANKS!

He Completes Me
Chapter 14- How Did I Fall In Love With You?

Sakura...

I sigh to myself. I wonder where Syaoran is? He's late!
I find myself pacing back and forth uneasily. Syaoran went out to run some erans, so here I am waiting for him... Still, I can't help but worry about him, he's been gone for over an hour...

"Get a grip Sakura, so what if he's...uh..30 minutes late"

I find myself shivering...did something happen to him? I pray to God that he is alright... It's raining pretty heavily outside. I try to focus my mind on something else to calm down, but for some reason it's not helping much.

My mind begins drifting to a moment shared not too long ago after Jason was taken into custody...we were driving home- to Syaoran's home that is..

Flashback...

"Sakura, there's something you need to know"

I remember feeling a tad nervous at this statement but chose to ignore it.

"Sakura, I love you to death and there's nothing I wouldn't do for you...and"

"Syaoran...your worrying me...just spit it out already ok?"

"Sakura..I uhm...they uh...I don't know how to say this...so Im just going to say it..."

I can tell he is nervous, and somewhat afraid..
Suddenly, I try to reply his words in my head..."they"...oh no..not now...please no!

"Syaoran...they want you back don't they.."

Syaoran's face grows white, head down he nods slowly...

"Oh God! I knew it! I knew it!"

"Sakura, just breathe alright, calm down please, you've been through a lot just focus on our future everything will work out ok? Please trust me...believe me.."

"Syaoran! WHAT future? It's over for us and you know it!"

I flung the door open and exited the car in one swift movement. He was leaving me..dear God, he was leaving me alone... I began to run..not looking back..Syaoran's voice was drowned out by the sudden storm brewing.

"Oh Syaoran...I knew you would have to go..why did you make me love you! How did I fall in love with you?"


Syaoran...

I kick myself over and over again, why did I bother to tell her NOW? Especially now after all that's going on in her life! Dammit Syaoran you are So DAMN SELFISH! YOUR SUCH AN IDIOT!
I try not to cry as Sakura's running form seems to dissapear...puddles of rain replacing where she once stood...
The storm was getting worse by the minute..Sakura was completely out of view. I tried to scream for her to come back but she doesn't seem to hear me...perhaps she wants to drown me out purposely...

"Oh Sakura...I love you so much...I don't know if I will ever have the strength to leave you! DAMMIT! SAKURA!...HOW! HOW DID YOU DO THIS TO ME!...How...did I fall so deeply for you...How..did I fall in love with you? What did I say? What did you DO? How the hell did I fall in love with you!?"

Maybe these words are the words she needs to hear...
I run to my car to start it up again to catch up with her... but it won't start...

"DAMMIT! I JUST FILLED YOU UP!"

I try not to take my anger out on my relatively new car...
Suddenly an idea hits...if I know Sakura like I think I do...well then I know where she's going!..If I am right...O please let me be right!
I decided to run to my destination...to the destination that I pray is hers...I run faster, faster..and even faster driven by love, frustration, and craze...I wasn't going to let her go! NO WAY!
The wind whips my face to the right, to the left...I am soaking wet..drenched from the rain and from my own sweat... I try to quicken my pace...I only pray I'm right...

Sakura...

I can't help but cry to myself as the storm rolls forth. Any sane person would go home and bawl...but where is home? MY home? No..I don't have a home..not anymore... Then perhaps to Syaoran's? No..I can't do that, one look at that gorgeous face of his and all is right with the world...I can't let that happen.. but then again..I know he is coming after me... I know Syaoran... I know he knows me... I know he'll be here in a mere matter of moments.. Maybe that's what I'm counting on...

Syaoran...

I run faster wishing I hadn't said what I had... Why did I tell her about going back to Hong Kong? WHY?! I should have just... I dont know lie to her? NO. I can't do that..I can never do that... She reads me like a book... Oh Sakura... I love you so damn much!

I find myself drawing to a hault. There she is, on the swing... drenched from the rain. I approach her still form. I kneel before her, and lift her chin so that her eyes meet mine. Her face, tear stained but beautiful... Her eyes, pained...but mirrors to her soul...

"Oh Sakura.."

She begins to cry as I embrace her. It kills me to know that these tears are shed for me...all my fault! Dammit!

"Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone...

Her sniffles stop for a moment as the words process in her mind...
She holds on to me even tighter, never wanting to let go...I know this, for I feel the same way..
I continue to whisper into her ears as the storm progresses...
To us, there is no storm.. to us...there is no one in the world... to me, she is my world...

Sakura...

I love him so much, I can't ever stay mad at him for more than a mere moment! I am so pathetic! I find life unbearable without him! Maybe that's why I don't want him to leave Japan.. I fear he will never return to me... The storm continues to rage on...it feels like we are shielded as the rain pours all around us, rather than on us.. To us, there is no storm... to us.. there is no one in the world... to me...he IS my world...

Syaoran...

"Those days are gone, and I want so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight...

I kiss away her fallen tears. My lips touch her skin so tenderly. Her scent filling my nostrils with pleasure... My arms wrap more tightly, protectively around my gorgeous treasure...

"What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?...

Sakura moans into my ears as I continue to kiss her tenderly, as I continue to hold onto her... her body now carved into mine... although we are fully clothed, I feel we are together...in ever sense of the word... She cries more tears into the midnight sky... I hold onto her more deeply, lovingly...

"I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble...
I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight..."

Sakura takes the pause as her opportunity to strike. Her lips grab mine, claiming them as her own... we deepen the kiss, our tongues molding together.. my hands roaming freely every nook and cranny of her body... she sighs, moaning into my lips... her hands playing with my hair..a moment of sheer pleasure...

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

Sakura...

I moan over and over as he gives me so much pleasure. His hands roam my body, touching me all over. His lips touch my skin and I begin to tremble in his touch. We kiss passionately, eagerly, hungrily... lustfully...
His lips still grasping mine tightly. His tongue massaging mine. His hands trembling...I can tell he is conflicted... one moment he reaches to unbutton my shirt, then his hand retracts away... He is afraid.. I would like nothing more than to be complete with him... but he is holding back... I know why...

"Syaoran..I love you... I want you...Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh yeah....I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life...."

"I want you so much Sakura... but..but not now.. not here..."

I feel a sudden pain. Rejection. He sees this in an instant and returns to kissing me hard, passionately...perfectly.

He manages to whisper words to me as we kiss over and over again..

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?...

We continue our violent kissing until we find ourselves falling out of the swing and onto the cold, wet grass. This does not stop us however... we continue our lustful journey... His hands touching me all over again and again.. he slips his hand under my shirt and drives me insane with pleasure as his controle over himself begins to fade away into the background...

I moan with pleasure over and over as chills make their way up my spine and down again. He is lying on to of me and touching me tenderly... until he abruptly stops...

"Sakura I want you more than ever..but our first time should'nt be here.."

"Syaoran... our first time would be special no matter what the place, no matter what the atmosphere..."

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew....

His eyes burn through my soul. My shirt nearly off, my bra peering through... my white shirt soaking wet.. my stomache completely uncovered my belt buckle undone...my legs spred.. his body on top of mine... his shirt nearly ripped off... his pants ready to be pulled away from his body... one of his hands resting on my chest... his other hand resting on the inside of my right thigh...his face inches from mine...our breathing is shallow...

"Sakura.. I love you.. dont get me wrong... You turn me on... you drive me wild..."

Sakura giggles looking down...
"I can see that Syaoran.."

He blushes madly, as he buttons up his shirt and pants. I frown slightly but I understand his actions.

"I ll make a deal with you Syaoran...if you can redress me the way I was before... we'll go back to your place and behave... if not.. if you can't redress me Syaoran than you make love to me here and now..."

He nods in agreement. He lifts himself off of me as I sit up... his eyes glued to the contents in my bra...

"Come on Syaoran..I dare ya!"

His hands make their way to touch the first button... his fingers trembling uncontrollably as he attempts to pull the little white button through the white hole. His continuous attemps are in vain, for he can't help but stare at my body hungrily...

"What's the matter Syaoran...maybe this will help.." I rise up from my sitting position and kneel before him... my chest inches away from his face...

"Well?"

His jaw widdened in shock...

"uh..Uhm...I uh..."

I giggle, when suddenly the forceful wind unbuttons the rest of my shirt, my chest nearly exposed in front of his face...

"I ..I..I..."

I laugh uncontrollably until Syaoran passes out...

"Sy..Syaoran? Woops hehe"

I lean over his fallen body not even bothering to button my shirt up once again..

"Syaoran honey...wake up..."

He stirs and smiles...

"Sakura...I love you like hell you know that right?"

"Yup... I love you too sweetheart..."

"Sakura...I'm not leaving Japan without a fight.."

I frown at the sudden recollection...Hong Kong..

"I wont leave YOU without a fight...even if I have to disown the Li Clan Sakura... I d do anything for you.... I love you..."

I smile softly and kiss him one last time before we get up off the ground...

"Sakura... What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?.."

I smile at him as we embrace each other in an innocent hug...

"I don't know Syaoran... but maybe you can answer me this...How did I...
fall in love with you?...

He smiles. Next thing I know, Im 10 feet off the ground...

"All I know is Sakura, that your all I want in this world... I fell in love with you the moment we met, and I will spend the rest of my life giving you pleasure every minute, every second of the day...trust me... this...this was nothing... there's a lot more where that came from babe... lots more!"

Babe. I tremble in fear. Oh God! Jason was my carrier. I scream in fright. I leap from his embrace in shock and confusion.

"Sakura? Sakura what's wrong! It's me!"

I blink once. I blink twice. It was Syaoran... so why did I think it wasn't?

"Oh God..Sakura, HE calls you babe doesnt he? Im so sorry!"

"No, no Syaoran, it's ok, really... he's locked away..he can't hurt me anymore..."

"That's right... I d rather die than let him touch you ever again..."

I smile uneasily. Syaoran approaches my now shivering form.

"Sakura, your shivering...Im so stupid ...you could catch pneumonia!"

"No...I'm ok really! It was my stupid fault anyway...besides I was the one that..ran away from you..I m so sorry I over reacted.."

"No, you had ever right to do that...I dont blame you...come on my love, let's get you home..."

He takes retrieves his jacket which had found it's way under a near by tree and wrapped me up tightly.

"Thanks Syaoran.."

"Anytime my cherry blossom..."

Suddenly, I gasp in surprise...

"Syaoran MY NECKLACE! OH NO HAVE YOU SEEN IT?!!!!MY CHERRY BLOSSOM NECKLACE THAT YOU GAVE ME! SYAORAN! OH NO!"

"Sakura, it's ok, I ll get you another one really it's no big deal.."

"It IS a big deal! Im so horrible! O GOD!"

I search crazily for my necklace. I remember so vividly when Syaoran gave it to me not too long ago...

*FLASHBACK IN THE FLASHBACK* (Chapter 6)

"Syaoran? Something wrong?"
"No, everything is right my love. I have something for you."
I love surprises, I watch him open his drawer which is near by and pull out a rectangular velvet box. I open it and gasp
in amazement at the gorgeous piece of jewlery.
"It's beautiful Syaoran"
"At the risk of sounding like your tradition cliché...jewlery can never compare to your beauty Sakura"
I feel tears blur my vision as he takes the gorgeous cherry blossom necklace out of it. It was sheer beauty. He closes
the clasp and admires my face. I smile and kiss him passionately.
"Thank you Syaoran, I love it...and I love you"
We embrace in a warm hug and fall onto the bed once again.
We eventually fall victim to sleep...a peaceful night's rest in his loving embrace... what more could I girl want?

*End of Flashback in the Flashback...*

"Found it!"

"Oh thank you so much Syaoran!" I kiss him passionately...

"It must have fallen when we were uhm...uh..."

"Hehe, ya...I guess so.."

"Come on Sakura, we'd better get home...the storm isnt going to let up for a while...and uh..."

Suddenly I realized that my shirt was completely unbuttoned and my lacy bra revealed a lot... I blush slightly, and smile... I button my shirt up.

end of Flashback...

A crack of thunder interrupts my thoughts.
"Oh Syaoran...where are you?"

I try to find something to get my mind off of Syaoran for a while, trying not to let my imagination run wild..but still I have a bad feeling...
I decide to check the mail. Most of it of course was junk mail. Suddenly a letter fell to the ground addressed to Syaoran...it was already opened! I decide to read it...

"Dear Syaoran,

Hey coz, it's Meilin. Listen, you've got lots of trouble! The elders are extremely P.O.ed at you! They are ordering your return to Hong Kong! They feel you are denouncing your family by staying in Japan with the card mistress. Even though Sakura and I have had multiple issues, I dont want to see either one of you hurt... Syaoran, Im afraid of what they might do to you! To her! You need to come to Hong Kong and work this out! I think you know what this will come to... you either come back to Hong Kong and live as the Li Clan leader...or you stay in Japan and hand over your right to the position... Syaoran you have to choose, Sakura or your family. I know you ll make the right decision... whatever it may be. Im rooting for you coz! By the way Ive got a boyfriend now ^.^ hehe... Anyways, Im sorry Syaoran... but if you do choose to stay with her...you both will be in serious danger.

Love,
your cousin Meilin Li

Oh no! Syaoran will choose me! I know it! I can't let him throw away his family! No! No way!..but what can I do?

Suddenly the door flings open..
"Syaoran! What took you so long I was so incredibly worried about you!?"

"Hey babe...hows it going!?"

I gasp in shock.

end of chapter 14

Uh oh lol, Yes yes another cliff hanger! R&R PLZ!