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Well after the entire week of modifying stuff, here's chapter 15...enjoy ;)

He Completes Me
Chapter 15- No One Can Hear You Scream!

"Hey babe hows it going?"

I gasp in shock! I knew it! I knew I wasn't crazy!

Flashback..

"Hey Sakura can you get the mail?"

"Sure Syaoran"

I walk outside to the mailbox. The sun shinning down on me, I can't help but smile. I grab the load of mail and bring them inside the house. I go through them one by one, most of which of course were junk mail. One piece of mail suddenly caught my eye, it was addressed to me! Who knew besides Tomoyo and Eriol that I was living with Syaoran?
I rip open the seal and begin to read...


Dearest Sakura,

All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me 'cause I

I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do

In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Til that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all of my heart
'Til my dying day

I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do

I will love you always and forever...

It was unsigned. The writing looked incredibly familiar. Finally it hit me!

"SYAORAN! YOUR SO SWEET!"
I ran into his arms. He looked puzzled.

"What did I do to deserve that honey?"

"For this beautiful letter! It brought tears to my eyes!"

"What letter honey?"

"This one" I show him the letter, but he doesnt react.

"I didnt write this Sakura. Looks like you've got yet another secret admirer" I could tell he was jealous. His tone went from loving to jealous.

"You sure you didnt? I mean this is just like you!"

"Really Sakura, it was'nt me... I wish I had thought of it though...Sakura..is everything alright you look a bit ghost like.."

I nod to him and smile pushing away any thoughts that may say otherwise...

"Sakura...you know you can tell me anything right?"

"Of course Syaoran, I love you with all my heart..."

"I may not have thought of sending this letter to you Sakura, but I do cherish you, with my heart, body, mind and soul."

"Im so lucky Syaoran.."

"No...Im the lucky one"
He wraps his strong arms around my body and begins to kiss me. Heavenly kisses.

"Syaoran, as much as I love your heavenly kisses, we've got unread mail to attend to..."

Suddenly my mind reverts back to the mystery letter...suddenly it clicked...perhaps my initial response had been correct...somehow he's found a way to creep his way back into my life...no..no way...Syaoran's lips were moving as he reached the pile of unread mail... He said something ...I didnt hear him. If Syaoran didn't write that letter...the only other person ... no! NO WAY! He was locked away in a billion straight jackets with maximum security! There's no WAY!...Right?

Syaoran...

I rummage through the mail wondering if she had replied. Suddenly I realize her reply has floated into my anxious hands as my fingers fumble to open the seal. Meilin DID reply back.

"Dear Syaoran,

Hey coz, it's Meilin. Listen, you've got lots of trouble! The elders are extremely P.O.ed at you! They are ordering your return to Hong Kong! They feel you are denouncing your family by staying in Japan with the card mistress. Even though Sakura and I have had multiple issues, I dont want to see either one of you hurt... Syaoran, Im afraid of what they might do to you! To her! You need to come to Hong Kong and work this out! I think you know what this will come to... you either come back to Hong Kong and live as the Li Clan leader...or you stay in Japan and hand over your right to the position... Syaoran you have to choose, Sakura or your family. I know you ll make the right decision... whatever it may be. Im rooting for you coz! By the way Ive got a boyfriend now ^.^ hehe... Anyways, Im sorry Syaoran... but if you do choose to stay with her...you both will be in serious danger.

Love,
your cousin Meilin Li

Oh no! Just as I had feared! I have to choose between the Clan and Sakura! Hate to say it but I would turn my back on my family in a heart beat if it meant leaving Sakura... I would NEVER leave her! Especially not now! Afterall, it seems that someone else may try to grab her too! No way, screw the clan, screw the family.

I decide to reply to Meilin's letter. Sakura had left me alone in the room, which was the perfect opportunity.

Dear Meilin,

Im NEVER going to leave Sakura, so much has happened to her, no way I would leave her! If they tell me to choose... you know the answer! I would turn my back on the clan, on the family in a heart beat and nothing can change my mind! If they dare try to hurt Sakura, they are stupid! I mean stupid! If they hurt her, I would spend the rest of my life hunting each member down and thrusting my sword into each one of them! You tell them I choose Sakura! Thanks Meilin for your support, and congratulations about your boyfriend, I hope that works well for you. Love you forever coz.

Love,
Syaoran

I decide to send this letter as quickly as possible.

"Hey Syaoran, going somewhere?"

"Uh ya, I've gotta run some erans I ll be back in 30 minutes or so."

"Syaoran, be careful though, they say we should be expecting a hurricane today..."

I smile my loving smile at her. I kiss her tenderly and head to the post office.

Sakura...

I can't help but shiver at the very thought that maybe, somehow ...maybe somehow, someway Jason stalks me from the shadows... I pray Im wrong..

End of flashback..

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Flashback...

Syaoran...

I find myself driving home from the post office when the storm begins to kick up. It has been exactly 30 minutes, I bet Sakura will be calling anytime now...

'No worries Syaoran..you'll be home with Sakura before you know it'

A smile tugs onto my lips. Her scent fills the air, her gorgeous body illuminates the dark sky...I sigh as I feel her luscious lips on mine as we embrace each other with all the love in the world. A rumbling crash of thunder and a flash of lightning signify that the storm seems to be advancing to where I now was. Suddenly the car phone rings loudly. I manage to put the phone on speaker phone..
"Syaoran? Where are you?"

Suddenly the storm hits full force. The street before me covered with shots of rain pouring..beating down on the ground. The car is swirving back and forth, back and forth. I find it incredibly hard to regain controle of the vehicle.
"Syaoran?"

"Oh sorry honey. Hi Sakura, everything alright?" I try to sound as calm as humanly possible in this sort of predicament.

"Syaoran, everything is alright here ..but..it sounds like the storm is getting violent out there..please hurry and come home to me..."

Suddenly the car swirvs violently to the left, and then to the right.

"I m..on my way, the storm is a little rough but-"

"Rough? SYAORAN ARE YOU OK?"

"Calm down Sakura, Im just great alright? I ll be home as soon...as possible. I love you Sakura...I love you so much...

"Syaoran...your scaring me! Are you sure-"

"Yes Sakura everything is fine alright? Trust me on this one."

"Syaoran...I...I love you so much...I..I.."

"Sa..Sakura are you crying...why are you sobbing?"

"I..don't know..I can't help but feel...uh..uhm.."

"What? Sakura what's wrong?"

"Uh..Nothing..you just ensure you come home...soon..I miss you my love."

I crack a smile as I picture her glowing face shining next to mine.

"I miss you too honey...I love you...bye"

end of flashback...

A crash of thunder brings me back to reality. It has been quite a while since I left Sakura to go to the post office. The storm continues to hit, but I try to remain calm despite it all.
I wonder why Sakura broke down like that? I can't help but wonder- her dreams...her prophetic dreams...maybe..no..no she would have told me...right? Nah. No way. Suddenly the storm doesn't look so bad...
The phone begins to ring yet again.

"Hello?"

"Syaoran...you should really slow down..you wouldn't want to get into an accident now would you?"

"What...who is this?"

"Your worst nightmare Li.."

I suddenly feel a giant force pushing me forward ramming into me..

"Oops was that YOU?"

I feel the world spin around me as my car continues to drive.

"Now, if you can't recognize my voice after all this time, I don't know what is wrong with you! Oh I know...maybe this will knock some sense into you!"

I feel him ram his car into mine again and again. My body being thrusted forward, feeling crushed, and bruised unable to breathe practically. I find myself swirve with the car back and forth yet again only in a more intense battle..

"Hm, once your gone nothing will stand in our way! Sakura will marry me! She will ..."

"She...wants...me...not..you..."

"Oh please...she'll forget you...she'll love another..more specifically she will LOVE ME! ONLY ME! OUR SOULS WILL BE JOINED INTO ONE! YOU...you will cease to exist my friend..."

"She will never ...love...you Jason...never...long after Im gone..she will cry for me...she will long for me...she will forever be connected with me...you can never separate us Jason...never..."

"Ok, buh bye!"

I am whisked to side A to side B, pain surging through my every whim. The pain is unbearable but I refuse to give up. Suddenly I feel the comforting pedal under my foot. I ram the breaks but...I don't feel the sudden, abrupt hault...Realization slices through me, the breaks were cut. I ram hard on the breaks again and again but to no avail. I ease the pressure on the gas pedal to slow down, but it doesnt help matters much...

"Slowing down won't save you my friend..now..rest in peace forever!"

I swirve to the left, the right, to the left again...until I crash into a nearby tree. Pain surges through my body...the pain..the unbearable pain...I feel broken...beaten, bruised....pain all over. I feel blood trickle down my face from an open gash on my head among many others...My vision is incredibly blury...I hear honking...people calling out to me urging me to speak.

'Oh God...this just might be the end of it all! Sakura! Oh God Sakura! I have to protect her from that psycho!'

Suddenly I see Sakura gasp in shock. He kicks the door open. He's soaking wet from the rain... he has a horrible evil grin plastered on his disgusting face. His face... Scratches are all over his face. He begins to talk about how much he's missed Sakura from his hell hole. She tells him to go away...and that I will be there soon... he tells her that ..he tells her I m not coming back! She thinks Im dead! She screams in horror! He then speaks of how he violated Tomoyo, her best friend, and how he wished it had been Sakura. He begins to approach her..she turns to run...but it's too late!

"SAKURA! DAMN THIS STORM!"

Suddenly I see head lights of another car, I recognize the evil feel to it..I try to strip myself of the death grip seat belt, but I can't! I struggle against my restraints once again.

Next thing I know I 'm rammed off the road and falling... falling over the side of the unfinished road...The last thing I remember... the vision...

"Sakura..."

I fall into the darkness of no return...I've failed her once again...

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"I missed you a lot sweety"

"JASON! What the hell!? How..HOW DID YOU GET HERE!?"

"It doesnt matter Sakura.. I missed you...I missed you very, very much..
You got my letter I'm sure... Oh Sakura... I cherish you... I do."

"SHUT UP! JUST SHUT UP! SYAORAN WILL BE HERE ANY SECOND AND KICK YOUR ASS!"

Jason smiled evilly.

"I dont think so honey. You know, a hurricane is going on out there...what makes you think Syaoran can save you in time... Besides he won't be able to save anyone in his condition!"

I gasp in horror.

"WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO HIM! IF YOU HURT HIM I SWEAR TO GOD I'LL.."

"You'll WHAT? Use your cards on me? I dont think so. In case you forgot, they are still in the clow book which you failed to take from you house."

The realization hit me like a ton of bricks. He was right. I don't have a single line of defense. It's all over for me now. Oh God, it's all over!

"Come on baby, stop fighting me! You have to realize I'm your shadow! I go where you go! I breathe right next to you, my hands will always be touching you. My body will soon be merged with yours and there's not a damn thing you can do about it! There is no one to save you now!"

"Tell me something you sick ass freak! Did you.."

"Rape Tomoyo? No of course not. I didnt rape her, she wanted it! She wanted it so bad baby, the same way you want it! Aww does that hurt? Im sorry sweety, if it makes you feel any better, I was thinking of you the entire time, she wasn't much fun anyway. She was moaning sure, but I bet you can make earth shattering moans! Oh I can feel you right now. Just picture me on top of you honey, in and out! You know you want it. You know you want me badly! I ll make you forget all about Syaoran!" Jason laughed evilly.

"Stay away from me! STAY AWAY!" I turn to run when suddenly he throws something at me, stabbing me in the back of my neck. I scream as I fall to the ground paralyzed. I feel like I'm falling...falling into a dark pit, never to return again..

"Sy...Syaoran.."

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Tomoyo...

Things have been pretty weird since I told him I was late..

Flashback..

"No matter what Tomoyo, Im going to marry you!"

"No matter..what? Well Eriol.. Im late."

Shock was all I could read on his face. His lips soon broke into a smile.

"Tomoyo! I love you so much!" He wrapped his strong arms around me happily."

"Eriol...I ..."

Suddenly realization hit him.

"It's not mine.."

I cry uncontrollably and shake my head.

"I ..Oh Eriol, Im so sorry!"

"No..no it's..ok..it wasn't your fault Tomoyo..."

I see the pain in his eyes. He sees the same pain in mine and holds me tighter...

"Tomoyo... I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do..."

I manage to smile at the man I love, but still...if my suspisions are correct Jason...is the father!

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Sakura...

I feel extremely dizzy. I look around. I know this place. It's..mine and Syaoran's room! I suddenly realize that my hands are restrained to the bed posts with rope.

"So your finally awake huh? Hope you had a pleasant nap?"

I growl at the disgusting figure that stands before me.

"Now now, no need to be hostile, Im sure your anxious to get started- as am I!"

"Your dispicable Jason O Reilly! Truly DISGUSTING!"

"Thanks babe, now enough stalling, start stripping!"

He laughs evilly as he approaches the bed. He leaps on top of me and begins to kiss me. I cry out but no one can hear me. My agony will go unoticed to the world...no one can hear me scream...

I struggle under his body as he begins to unbutton his shirt. He finds absolute pleasure in this, it's appauling! He continues to kiss me as I scream from under him.

"There's no point in resisting babe, no one can save you...no one can hear you scream!"

"GET OFF ME! SYAORAN HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"Syaoran? HA! He's long gone Sakura! He aint never coming back!"

I am horrified...no..oh God it can't be true...Syaoran..Syaoran..Syaoran..don't leave me...

end of chapter 15
I know Im so predictable at times with the whole cliffhanger bits aint I? heheheheheheh Im so very proud! Not to worry I ll update again during the weekend! I love the weekend woohoo! Oky doky, R&R PLZ!