Hey people :) Well I decided to update again cause well I owe ya for being so into this story! I had no idea this would turn out as well as it has! I decided to concentrate on this fic until it's done, putting the rest of my fics on hold, but I don't think you guys mind too much.
Now, I've received some concerned reviews regarding Syaoran's death..trust me guys, you know me too well, I can't kill characters lol it's too hard! Plus I d get lots of flames lol. So not to worry this is 100% S&S nothing more nothing less, trust me & enjoy! R&R! PLZ!
The cliffhanger isn't really a cliffhanger, sorry lol im sure your all devastated!

He Completes Me
Chapter 16- The Beauty and The Beast!

I struggle under his body as he begins to unbutton his shirt. He finds absolute pleasure in this, it's appauling! He continues to kiss me as I scream from under him.

"There's no point in resisting babe, no one can save you...no one can hear you scream!"

"GET OFF ME! SYAORAN HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"Syaoran? HA! He's long gone Sakura! He aint never coming back!"

I am horrified...no..oh God it can't be true...Syaoran..Syaoran..Syaoran..don't leave me...

"Stop pleading with God already, you know you want it bad babe so stop playing hard to get!"

His head lowers as he whispers into my ear. His whispers are nothing but the hisses of a treaturous, poisonous, venomous, cold blooded snake! He speaks in hisses as if purposely trying to taunt me, purposely waiting for me to plead with him! Oh God! What was I going to do? How the hell would I survive this one? His poisonous hissing roles on into my ears, his hands roam my body leaving goosebumps soon after. My spine curves in fear, as if hoping to curve into a tiny little ball disapearing from existance...

I hear his laughter ringing in my ears. There is so much excitement in his voice. I dare not compare such emotions to the ones of a child on christmas morning...rather I see him as a slimy, slithering snake poisoning all in his path...
'Oh Syaoran...he must have lied about you being dead...oh God I can't even fathum such a thought...oh God Syaoran..Syaoran..Syaoran if you can hear me, come back to me...I need you...I love you...'

The hissing comes to an abrupt hault. He shakes me out of my reveries claiming Syaoran is dead, that he is no more...that he will never return to me, that I will never feel his comforting embrace...

"STOP CRYING YOU BABY!"

I feel my head being forced to the side in pain. A loud smack is heard throughout the house. My face throbbing in pain is now tear stained at the very thought of Syaoran...his aura...why can't I feel it?

"DAMMIT SAKURA HE"S DEAD I KILLED HIM WITH MY BARE HANDS! GET IT THROUGH YOUR THICK SKULL!"

"No..No NO! NO NO NO!!!!!! You ..you MONSTER! My Syaoran will come..he will come for me and you know it!"

"No...that's where your wrong babe because I killed him!"

"Prove it you self righteous son of a-"

My face is thrown to the left once more as my face continues to swell with redness and pain.

"Well I ll do better than that, I ll tell you just how I did it!"

I find myself growling at his disgusting figure praying that his self absorbed ego will stall him...

'What am I waiting for...if what he says is true..and Syaoran is truly...dead...then I ll be his..despite any bit of stalling it won't do any good. I'm lying here on my very own bed. The same bed that Syaoran and I were sure we should share together, only us merged as one. I can't help but wonder that all hope is lost...'

"So basically I rammed him into oblivion..oh and you should have heard his final words about how I could never separate him from you, and that you would "long for him" once he passed and that you would love no other pullease! The guy is a psycho! And people say IM a freak! Im just a man in love who ..is about to get what he wants! He, on the other hand is a possessive freak!"

I shake my head in disbelief.

"You've stalked me my entire life, you've destroyed the Sakura people used to know and love...you took away my freedom, my privacy..and now my reason for living and you DARE...YOU HAVE THE AUDACITY! To say...that your doing all this bull shit for LOVE! NO! NO WAY! People who love have hearts, you Jason have nothing but an empty body, an empty shell who is infactuated and idolizes me! I have one last thing to say Jason- YOU ARE THE POSSESSIVE FREAK!"

"I love you Sakura, whether or not you choose to believe that is your choice but just know that I do truly love you. I killed him to save you, to save you from his madness, from his macho-ness! Your better off without him! Which leads me to my next topic...Sakura..."

I feel his weight shift a little as he slides to the ground landing on one knee holding out a tiny velvet box.

"Since the beginning of time
Since it started to rain
Since I heard you laugh
Sine I felt your pain
I was too young, you were much younger
We were afraid of each other's hunger

I have always loved you
There's never been anyone else
I knew you before I knew myself
Oh my baby, I have always loved you..."

I feel sick to my stomach as he professes his love to me for the 100th time today! Such a beautiful song, such a hateful, disgusting creature destroying it's purity! I feel the need to gag!

"Since we kissed the first time
Since we slept on the beach
You were too close for comfort
You were too far out of reach
You walked away, I should have held you
Would you have stayed for me to tell you?

I have always loved you
There's never been anyone else
I knew you before I knew myself
oh my baby, I have always loved you
And when you call it makes me cry
We never made time for you and I
If I could live it all again
I'd never let it end, I'd still be with you
Oh God, I miss you.."

How is this song truly relevant? He doesnt love me! Not at all! If he did, he would want me to be happy, to be truly happy not live a life of pain and disgust with the likes of him! As I'm sure many will agree, he is truly sick! He deserves to be eliminated off the face of the earth!
I find myself crying now, uncontrollably. Oh Syaoran! You can't be dead! You can't! If only you knew what was going on! He wants me Syaoran. He wants me as a prize, he wants to play me all day, all night long! I can't get through this without a sign that your coming Syaoran! I sign dammit! A simple sign that can replenish my hopes and dreams! Oh please Syaoran! If...he has killed you...I swear he's breathed his last breath!

"I have always loved you
There's never been anyone else
I knew you before I knew myself
Oh my God, I have always loved you
Years go by in a matter of days
And though we go separate ways
I never stop dreaming of you
I have always loved you..."

He looks to me, somewhat out of breath. I feel my eyes rolling back into my head at my annoyance. I don't know whether to laugh or cry! Cry simply for the fact that my life will be over the minute he takes the one thing that he's yet to steal from me- my innocence, my purity...

"Sakura Kinomoto...will you be mine forever, will you marry me my sweet cherry blossoms, please, say yes."

Silence.

"Sakura?"

Silence. Crickets.

"SAKURA? WILL YOU MARRY ME DAMMIT?!"

"huh? Oh I'm sorry did you say something?"

I can't help but laugh inwardly to myself, his anger rises as does he from the ground. Perhaps my rude, abrupt response was a sufficient reply.

"WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME! WHAT?!!!!!!!"

He grabs my head as if attempting to insert memories of loving him in my mind. His eyes are empty. Eyes are said to be mirrors of the soul, yet his eyes are hollow...he has no soul. This man, is nothing short of a demon, the devil in disguise but I know better, I would rather die than spend a moment under his disgusting slithering body.

"I want...something you can never provide me with if what you've..said is true...I WANT SYAORAN!"

"DAMMIT SAKURA! WAKE UP!!!"

I feel his hands wrap around my neck growing tighter, tighter, even tighter. My wind pipe crushing under his grip. Good. That's fine with me. Living with him in the same world is a life not worth living! Good. Kill me. Just as I had hoped. If I would die now, Syaoran and I would be reunited forever. Our souls still dancing on that fateful day.
I crack a smile as my lips turn different shades of blue while my face goes pale. I feel my eyes rolling back into my head, I see the world in red almost at the thought of dying. I can't help but shed a tear for my so called life, he never truly knew. I never showed Syaoran how much we completed each other, and now, he would never know.

I find myself mouthing his name as my eyes begin to shut slowly. Breathing doesn't matter anymore. Not anymore. Not ever again. Perhaps this is my time. Syaoran, Im coming...

Suddenly the grip is loosened. My lungs begin to fill with air once more as I cough in pain. My eyes fly open as I attempt to recall the events. Jason. His grip was so strong, crushing my life force...but now his body is nowhere near mine. I look profusely around the room until I see two shadows struggling with what looks like a gun! I gasp in fright! Syaoran? The gun is fired once, twice, three times followed by clicking sounds. One shadow is struck and falls down the many stairs. I pray to God that Jason was this shadow, falling to his doom. I dare not breathe a sigh of relief as the other shadow nears the room limping, grabbing hold of his shoulder as he runs into the room.

"SAKURA!"

"SYAORAN!

I cry tears of joy, he was alive, he was standing right there. He desperately fumbles with my restraints but eventually succeeds.

"Sakura! Oh God! Did he hurt you!? Please tell me your alright! Please Sakura, TELL ME YOUR ALRIGHT!"

He panics as he inspects my form laying on the bed.
I try to search for the words to explain the joy, the relief and the awe I feel as of now. The best I can do is wrap my arms around his body and never let go.

"Syaoran, your alive!"

I cry like a lost little child who has been found after years of loneliness.

"Of course I am! Now tell me, are you ok? I mean really? What did he do? Did he hurt you! I swear to God if he touched you I'll-"

"Syaoran, you saved me, end of story. My prince charming came to rescue me, I couldn't be happier"

I see unshed tears twinkle in his eyes. He of course would never admit to such a thing. He continues to look me over ensuring I was alright. I soon feel his wonderous lips embrace mine. We kiss sweetly at first, growing more deeply, hungrily...wanting more, much, much more. We fall backwards onto the bed as his kisses grow more forceful, more violent, more passionate as his lips begin to make their way from my lips, down my neck ... I moan into his lips in pleasure. It felt so good to be in his arms. It felt so good to have his glorious figure over mine. Our shirts fall loosely to the ground when suddenly there is a noise downstairs. In all our excitment, we had forgotten that Jason was still in the house at the bottom of the stairs! I wished to God he was dead, laying there covered in his own blood, but no such luck. Syaoran took off from the room, (shirtless ^.^) ready to strike when his suspisions were proven correct, Jason had escaped, again. He sighs angrily in frustration. It is then when I realize his wounds! Gashes on his forhead, arms, hands...deep cuts all over his back and shoulder blades whcih were yet to be cleaned. He looked somewhat pale. I instantly felt guilty! There we were inches from taking the next step... I was so emotionally needy... I completely forgot about him! My poor little wolf must be in so much pain!

"SYAORAN!"

He turns to me in response.

"What happened to you! Your bleeding all over the place!"

"No, no, no Im fine really I just-"

Suddenly Syaoran begins to waver on his feet and nearly falls over the railing. I leap to his side and pull him towards myself, away from the railing.

"SYAORAN! Oh..God, you need a doctor!"

"No..no doc..tor..."

"Syaoran! We need to get you to the hospital pronto!"

"No I'm alright I-"

Syaoran begins to collapse as we make our way back to our room.

"Syaoran, Im calling 911, you stay here!"

I run with intense speed to the phone only to be greeted with silence. The phones were dead. I hear the storm rumbling outside my door as if laughing at our unfortunate predicament. Suddenly the lights begin to flicker as the storm roars outside. I decide to grab for the flashlights and candles in case of a blackout. I decide to grab some bandages and ointments as well to prevent against infections. I run back to Syaoran who is practically covered in blood. His eyes are half closed. To the unseeing eye, he was dead!

I go to his side with haste as I help him sit up.

"Syaoran, God...what..what happened to you"
I feel tears welling up once again as I picture the pain he must be going through right now.

Suddenly, my fears are embraced by reality...A giant rumble is heard as the wind violently blows against our house. The storm extended his hand and claimed our house as it's own. All forms of electricity were no more...

end of chapter 16

How was that? Sadly there isnt THAT much of a cliffhanger, but there is one somewhat, I suppose I decided to give you all a tiny break. I scared a lot of you with chapter 15, Syaoran almost dying and all lol. So R&R plz! Still LOTZ more to come, recall-Sakura's dreeaaaams!!!! mwahahahahaha