Well after the entire week of reviewing & all that, chapter 17 is FINALLY up! WoohoO!
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NOTE, TO CLEAR UP ANY FEARS! SYAORAN IS NOT GONNA DIE...at least not now ...
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He Completes Me
Chapter 17- Forever!?

"Syaoran, God...what..what happened to you"
I feel tears welling up once again as I picture the pain he must be going through right now.

Suddenly, my fears are embraced by reality...A giant rumble is heard as the wind violently blows against our house. The storm extended his hand and claimed our house as it's own. All forms of electricity were no more...

"Sakura..."

"Nothing to worry about Syaoran, the storm just messing with us" I say smiling despite the darkness that bathes us. I manage to light the candles creating enough light to nurse my Syaoran back to health.

Syaoran smiles at me. Somehow in the midst of it all, he's enjoying himself!

"Your really lucky to be alive Syaoran, by statistics...your suppose to be dead..but..but thank God your not, Oh Syaoran! THANK GOD!"
Tears flow from my eyes, the pain of the thought, the very thought of losing him just makes me feel so...so lost, alone...

"Hey, please don't do that, don't cry, don't think what might have been alright? Im here now, I..promise to protect you no matter what Sakura..I swear it!"

He wraps his strong arms around me. He cringes in pain but I can tell he is trying not to show me his pain.

"Syaoran...your hurt you need to rest.."

"No, Im alright, trust me I've looked worse!" he manages to crack a smile attempting to make light of the situation.

"Syaoran..you do need a doctor despite your disaproval, please promise me you won't protest the minute we can get you to the hospital..promise me Syaoran.."

Syaoran...

I see the horrible pain in her eyes, her gorgeous eyes just filled with worry for me, filled with love and devotion. I want to stay strong for her, fill her with the hope she's lost...but I'm losing this battle. The pain surges through my body. My body aches by just laying here on this bed. My pupils I am sure are dialated...but I hope Sakura doesn't notice...I don't want her to worry... But I can't fight this urge to sleep..

"SYAORAN!"

My eyes burst open as I feel the sudden need to grab my sword and assume fighting stance. I practically leap off the bed to defend my love but I begin to wobble and begin to fall back.

"Easy..Syaoran, easy..I m sorry, I didn't mean to startle you..."

"Sakura..I thought..I thought..Ah..damn him..damn that bastard!"

Pain surges through my body, every muscle aches despite Sakura's attempts to heal my bruised and battered body.

"Syaoran, oh God, some of your wounds are bleeding again."

Sakura...

I feel instant tears flow from my eyes once again as I help Syaoran back onto the bed.

"Don't you dare die on my Syaoran!"

"Im not going to die Sakura, trust me, alright? I'm not going to leave you alone in the world with that piece of-"

"Syaoran, I love you so much....your in so much pain, I can tell.."

He smiles, but I know he's trying to make it look like he's fine and invincible, but I think I finally see, that he is not.

"Sakura, please don't, just stop it already, that face you've got on right now, just doesn't suit you! Your gorgeous face is fit only for happiness"

His hand reaches up to caress my face and wipes away my tears.

"I love you Sakura"

I feel all choked up for some reason. The way he said that just made me worry even more. He has such determination in him..I'm afraid what he will do to anyone that crosses our paths...I actually fear for Jason...for the love of God I don't know why...I do know that Jason will get his...maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow but he WILL get his! I watch Syaoran as he fidgets about in his bed, attempting to get comfortable. I fluff his pillows but all he wants is for me to sit and relax. God save me, I love Syaoran so much I can't function without him.

"Syaoran, tell me what happened..."

Syaoran...

Flashback..

I'm falling into the darkness when suddenly there is a light...a warming light that speaks to me with kind words.

"Syaoran, you are the only one that can protect her. You've been her protector for many years, do not let this maniac come between what you were born to do. My dear Syaoran, you were born to protect, to guide, to love Sakura, to love my daughter."

Her glowing smile radiates this horrible predicament as I fall deeper into an unseen pit of darkness.

"How can I protect her if I'm dead?"

"You are not to die now, no, not now. You have much to learn Syaoran, as does she, do not fret, you will find your way together. You must act swiftly however, if too much time is spent here, he will win...you mustn't allow her to be completely destroyed, do not let him finish the job he started not long ago. Please..save my daughter.."

My head perks up as I hear her heavenly voice calling to me.

"Syaoran! Syaoran, please don't leave me! Come back to me!.."

My strength minimal, but I refuse to take it lying down. I promised years ago to protect her until there is not a single breath left in my body and dammit that is just what I plan to do, I will save her, no matter what! My fears cast aside, my hope, faith, drive, all replenished as I make my journey...as I race against time to save the one person that ever gave a damn...

'Sakura...Im coming!'

End of flashback...

"The rest is kind of blurry, all I know is that I found my way, your mother guided me...she loves you Sakura, she's watching over you..."

Sakura...

"I know my love"

I smile at the mention of my mother. I truly believe that without her, we would have perished long before Syaoran and I became a team...a couple.

"Ow!" he cries.

"Oh, shuddup ya big baby!"

"Hey it hurts! Why don't you let ME nurse YOU back to health next time!"

"Oh contraire honey bun, you already got your chance the night of the dance when Jason stabbed me, n'est pas?"

Syaoran's face turns sour at the mention of the slithering snake that continues on slithering around undetected, until his next victim is found bleeding dead on the ground in agony.

"Sakura, I love you so much"

"I know...where did that come from?"

"I dunno, it's been a whole 5 minutes since I've said it.."

"I love you too, more than life itself!"

We begin to kiss again under the candlelights dancing all around us.
Our kisses become more lustful until we decide to stop simply because the hero must'nt bleed all over the place.

"OW!"

"YOUR SUCH A BABY! I thought you were all high and mighty, "Not afraid of anything Syaoran Li!"

"Actually...that statement is false..you see I am afraid of something..."

"What, the dark?" I giggle.

"No...Im serious, there is one thing that scares me beyond death..."

My smile fades as I anticipate what he is about to say..

"I am afraid of losing you Sakura, I would rather die than see you shed a tear. I would rather be tortured for all eternity than to have you feeling a single shred of pain for a split second..."

He reaches up and touches my face. I smile lovingly at him.
After a period of silence. I continue to nurse him back to health despite his desperate cries to end such torture.

I begin to bandage up his bruised, tender ribs when suddenly his hands search for mine. My eyes rise up to meet his gaze. I can't help but look him over. His built chest, his muscles... I begin to explore his chest with my hands. I am in virtual awe at such a beautiful sight before me.

"Sakura, I want you so much it hurts..."

"I know...because I want you just as bad Syaoran..trust me but something is holding us back..maybe it's not the right time...not yet.."

"Your right..I know..but I can't help this burning inside me...I want you Sakura...God help me I want you so badly.."

I smile a mischevious smile.

"Nah, you probably just got hit on the head really hard back in that squished car hon."

He shakes his head playfully as he pushes me over on my back. We laugh together wishing this moment would never end...

Syaoran...

"Over and over I look in your eyes
you are all I desire
you have captured me
I want to hold you
I want to be close to you
I never want to let go"

A few hours ago had someone told me we would be holding each other as we are at this very moment, I would have dubbed him crazy. I was sure, so sure it was all over for us in a mere matter of moments...but somehow..someway we are together...and I don't want to let her go...not ever...


"I wish that this night would never end
I need to know "

"Could I have this kiss for a lifetime
Could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night to share this night together
Could I hold you close beside me
Could I hold you for all time
Could I could I have this kiss forever
Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever.."

Sakura...

Not long ago I was faced with a situation in which I welcomed death..willingly wishing death upon myself...had someone told me this would be the outcome of such a horrid night, I would haved dubbed him crazy... Now I lay here with my love, innocently holding each other never wanting to let go... I want this moment forever.. I want this kiss to last forever...

"Over and over I've dreamed of this night
Now you're here by my side
You are next to me
I want to hold you and touch you taste you
And make you want no one but me
I wish that this kiss could never end
oh baby please......."

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Jason...

I recall in disgust the recent events ... How could he have survived my death trap the way he did? I can't seem to do anything right!

"WHY CANT YOU JUST DIE SYAORAN LI! JUST DIE AND STAY DEAD!"

"JASON YOUR AN IDIOT STOP YELLING!"

"JASON SHUT UP!"

"NO JASON YOU SHUT UP!"

"JASON CALM YOURSELF!"

"JASON SHUT YOUR STUPID TRAP I DONT WANNA HEAR IT!"

"SHUT UP JASON I VE HAD IT WITH YOUR NEGATIVITY IT'S YOUR FAULT HE ESCAPED AND THAT HE"S STILL BREATHING!"

"Not..for long Jasons...no...let them have their stupid kisses...let them have their "forever" bull shit, it won't last...no...no way, because I'm back and I won't stand down...I won't lose again...I won't go on without her... She will be mine...Forever....

"SAKURA YOU WILL BE MINE FOREVER!"

"FOREVER!"

"FOREVER!"

"FOREVER!"

"FOREVER!"

"...forever..."

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Eriol...

The anger rises and falls with me lately. I try not to speak of my thoughts to Tomoyo...simply because I do not want her thinking I want to break up..quite the opposite I want nothing but her in my life! A baby, is an added bonus...I just wish...

"You wish it was yours...Eriol...I know.."

"Tomoyo! I..I..uh I thought you were taking a nap..."

"I couldn't sleep...Eriol I need to know...are you ok with this? I mean really ok?"

"Tomoyo, I love you, yes I ll admit it will be hard to get used to the idea of raising another man's child-"

"But this child Eriol, is yours in every sense of the word! YOURS! You will be the father..you will care for this child as if it were your own...I know you, you would never turn your back on me...on us because you love us so deeply...and that's why I know it's killing you to see me ...willing to give birth to another's child... Eriol, you know abortion is certainly not an option..and adoption...I couldnt bear it...we can survive this Eriol...we can"

"Your right, we can...because I promised the day I met you that I would love you...and I will continue to love you...from now until forever and a day Tomoyo..."

"I love you Eriol...nothing will ever come between us...Forever and a day...

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Sakura...

My heart bleeds love for this man. My soul's pain rectified in an instant because of him. My heart flutters when he walks in the room...my all...is his...from now until forever...

"Could I hold you for a lifetime
Could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night to share this night together
Could I hold you close beside me
Could I hold you for all time
Could I could I have this kiss forever
Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever....."

Syaoran...

My heart bleeds love for this woman. My soul's pain rectified in an instant because of her. My heart flutters when she walks in the room...my all...is hers...from now until forever...

"I don't want any night to go by
Without you by my side
I just want all my days
Spent being next to you
Lived for just loving you
And baby, oh by the way..."

"Could I hold you for a lifetime
Could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night to share this night together
Could I hold you close beside me
Could I hold you for all time
Could I have this kiss forever
Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever..."

"I love you so much Syaoran it hurts to be without you for an instant in time! To think that I almost lost you...to think that ..."

"Don't think like that Sakura, simply because that's all in the past, we can start our lives together, forever...this kiss as far as Im concerned seals our pact...forever Sakura..."

"Forever Syaoran..."

end of chapter 17

*sniffles* I had to put mushyness in for the many people mailing me asking me to do so.
So no worries, JASON WILL GET HIS PEOPLE!!!!!
Although I would like ideas of how to kill him lol, just wondering, i havent figured out how to kill the guy!
So gimme feedback! Thanks :)