Hey everyone :) Well I promised to update once more before the weekend ended, so here we go!
Thanks again to all you reviewers, especially those who enjoy this fic. Firebug, a quick note, if you
don't like this fic, don't read it.
Thanks everyone else for your encouragement, ideas and total kawaii comments hehe.
Chapter 20 will be the longest chapter, and the prom is coming up!
He Completes Me
Chapter 19- How Do I Love Thee?
Sakura...
I couldn't believe my eyes. Of all the rooms in this hospital, he was my roomate. Oh the humanity! I couldn't get far
enough from him and now I'm in the same room...my bed is inches apart from his!
"Well if it isn't my two favorite ladies in this world congregated in this very room. Who'da thunk it!"
"Jason...I..wh..a.."
"Speechless eh girls? I always have that effect on woman. Aww Sakura, aren't you wondering what happened to me pooky?"
"POOKY?"
"Tomoyo already knows, but I guess she hasnt finished the story- sorry I couldn't help but eavesdrop. Basically Eriol and I
had a showdown and he shot me! I should press charges!"
Tomoyo's face turned a morbid shade of red. I couldn't tell if she was ready to strangle him or throw up.
"You have some nerve! NURSE! NURSE! DOCTOR! GUARD! ANYONE! THERE"S A RAT IN THIS ROOM!"
"Such harsh words Tomoyo! I didn't hear you complain when we were TOGETHER!"
"Oh God..."
"What seems to be the trouble here?" A nurse questioned out of breath.
"There's a rat in that bed over there, please call the exterminator..better yet the cops!"
"Excuse me, young lady, this man was injured today, a gun shot wound, in fact he's lucky to be alive. I should hope you
would treat him with respect!"
"RESPECT! LISTEN LADY YOU GET THIS S.O.B. OUT OF THIS ROOM RIGHT NOW OR I LL DO IT FOR YOU! ONLY USING THE DAMN WINDOW!"
"Eriol! Thank God!"
"You kids today have no respect for anyone anymore!
Everyone started arguing louder and louder. I look over at Syaoran's still form who continued to sleep peacefully. He had
bandages all over the place. My poor Syaoran would walk through fire for me, one day I ll prove to him that I would do anything
for him.
"Excuse me everyone, my boyfriend is trying to rest, please take it as well as that disgusting stalker Jason O Reilly OUT
of this room this instant, or Im calling security."
They all shuffled out of the room, unfortunately neglecting to remove Jason.
"Aw, look at that Syaoran is still alive...obviously not well."
"SHUT UP!"
"Aw, Sakura I love you so much, why are you with this creep?"
"Do you hear yourself Jason?"
"Yes, Im a young man in love desperately hoping that the love of his life Sakura will get over her obsession with this Syaoran
guy and realize whom she truly loves- me!"
"Oh Syaoran, I love you so much.."
"ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME!?"
I heard him, I knew Jason's mouth was moving and words were coming out. I just refused to listen to his meaningless words.
Suddenly I felt movement shifting. Jason leapt out of his bed and onto mine in a fury. His fingers seizing my throat in
a violent act of anger. Breathing became near impossible. My windpipe crushing under his grip yet again! I pressed on the button
to summon nurses, security, anyone who would listen! No one came! All that could be heard was beeping from Syaoran's heart
monitor and my gagging noises.
Suddenly I was bathed in darkness. I blacked out.
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I watch in horor as the scene rolls on before me. I can taste the fear that surrounds me. I now stare at the oozing liquid
that claims the floor as it's own. Another step has been taken. I feel a sudden jolt as I fall backwards, into the darkness,
into the deprivational darkness that willingly consumes me whole. A sudden bright light welcomes my arrival but there is
something holding me back. I hear the chaos suddenly drift away, voices are faint whispers. I see myself growing up in a
matter a seconds before my eyes, scenes from my life
just flashing before me. This was it now, I'm floating over the many bodies that surround me, so many in so little time.
I see my friends huddled in a corner shocked and in tears. I hear them screaming my name...screaming...screaming...just
yelling "Sakura" I can no longer see them... I can no longer comfort them...and soon I will no longer be near them....
Just then I hear someone yell to me! Syaoran, I know it is, it has to be, his melodic voice ringing in my ears unwilling
to leave him, the only one that will ever complete me, the only man I will ever love...its all over now... The whispering in
my ear, words of encouragement he yells to me soon stop...I am left in darkness yet again...I am alone...Perhaps I am dead...
this is it...I will die incomplete...I never gave myself to him...I lived incomplete...I die...an incomplete soul and soon
I find myself fading into the background, I no longer exist....I am incomplete...because he completes me...and I never said
so...I never showed him....
'Syaoran...'
I hear screams, screams and more screams...yelling louder louder...
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Tomoyo...
I watch Eriol's fury rise as he screamed at the nurses and doctors threatning them to ensure they rid themselves of Jason
before he did the honors. Eventually his point came across and the nurses went to remove Jason from Sakura's and Syaoran's
room only to find Jason attacking Sakura! I screamed in fright! Security seized him, taking him far away from the room.
The doctors ran to make sure Sakura was alright. Her lips were blue and her pulse was incredibly weak.
"Eriol! How could they have been so stupid to allow him to be in the same room! If she..if she dies-"
"She won't die, she's going to be ok."
I felt Eriol's arms encircle my body as we starred into the open room praying for our friends.
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The next day...
Sakura...
I watch him as his chest rises and falls. His eyes still closed, making him look angelic. My little wolf. If only Jason
had never existed we would not have fallen into this mess!
"Oh Syaoran, it's all my fault. All of it is my fault! Oh Syaoran!"
I can't help but cry. The guilt continues to swell up inside me.
"Sakura...what's your fault?"
I gasp in surprise. Syaoran was awake!
"SYAORAN!"
I wrap my arms around him thanking God.
"What, don't tell me you were worried about me?"
"Who, lil ol me? Never!"
We smile, until the fade.
"Sakura, are you ok? I mean your mother..she..uhm.."
"She's watching over me, I've accepted that..."
"Sakura, I just wish I could take it all away! No more pain. No more of it.."
"Oh Syaoran! Your too good to me you know!"
"Nonsense!"
We laugh until my tears are released with my guilty confession.
"Syaoran! This is all my faul! ALL of it! Oh Im so sorry!"
"What are you talking about Sakura? Nothing is your fault, Jason was born a psycho, it isnt your fault!"
"It is my fault Syaoran...really...I..I..I.."
"What..is it?"
"Before the car incident..before we talked over the phone...I..I had a vision."
Syaoran's eyes widen in curiosity.
"What about?"
"You. I saw you driving in the storm...you were thinking about me when suddenly a car began to follow you... Jason. He called
your car phone and began to taunt you with horrible thoughtless words, saying how much I loved him and not you... He said
he wanted you dead...He began to ram into you over and over again. You were injured...oh God blood was everwhere in the
car...the windows had shattered all over the road and some had inserted themselves into your body. You tried
to hit the breaks numerous times but...but they were preiously cut presumably by Jason...Scratches and bruises
covered your entire body and still he continued his treacherous abuse until your car ended up on the side of the road...
You attempted to exit the car, but your seat belt buckle had jammed in and you couldn't escape it's death grip... you struggled
and then you began to say horrible things to yourself..that you...you had failed me and that you would die ...and that he would
take me... Soon enough he ramed into you one last time and you fell off the road, plumeting into the dark abyss never to be
seen or heard from again... Oh Syaoran! I was so upset, I prayed that it wouldn't happen...so I pretende I didn't have the vision..
hoping that if I denied it..it wouldn't happen...It was all my fault! When I asked you what had happened, I was petrified you
would say what I already knew...Oh Syaoran! Im so afraid...all my visions have been coming true!... What if...what if that vision
I had so often happens...what if...that is the end of me..."
"Sakura! Don't even think that! First of all, none of it as your fault! I don't blame you for trying to push that horrible
vision out of your mind...I truly don't, and I don't blame you for any of what happened. I love you forever and always. As for
the vision that kept recurring over and over in your mind .. it isnt going to happen-"
"It WILL happen Syaoran! Just because you don't want something to happen doesn't mean it won't happen! Trust..me..I learned
that lesson the hard way..the very hard way...I almost lost you ..."
"Sakura...listen to me that vision won't come true because I won't let it happen! I love you more than life itself, it
won't happen...it'll have to go through ME first...and I AM INVINSABLE MWAHAHAHA!"
"Ha Ha Syaoran! Mr. Macho Man! You better be right or-"
"Of course I'm right..."
Suddenly the door flung open.
"Sakura! Syaoran! How are you both feeling?"
"We're ok Tomoyo really..."
"Oh Sakura! How's your neck! That jerk Jason...I swear he will pay! It's only a matter of time.."
"Tomoyo! Don't even think about it! He may be evil but if you hurt him you'll be just as evil!"
"So be it! He deserves to get thrown off a cliff and into the merky shark-infested sea!" (A/N: ^.^ mwahaha)
"Rewind Tomoyo, what did I miss that Sakura failed to mention, what about her neck?"
"Well..uhm...you see, Jason came to my house with a gun and tried to kill me, but Eriol saved me. He and Jason struggled
with the gun and it just went off, wounding Jason. Unfortunately he is still alive. The stupid nurses put Jason in this
very room with you and Sakura. The minute Eriol, the nurses and I went in the hall to talk, Jason attacked Sakura and nearly
strangled her! Thank goodness she's alright!"
"Tomoyo..."
"..oh..I wasnt..suppose to have told him huh? Sorry..."
"No, no thank you very much Tomoyo...do you mind if Sakura and I talk in private!?"
I didn't like that litle glimmer in his eyes. He was angry with me for not telling him about the Jason encounter. I couldnt
tell. But I know he is just so incredibly worried because he loves me so much. I suppose I can relate.
"Sakura..why didn't you tell me! Dammit! I'm such a baka! I was sleeping the entire time! YOU NEARLY DIED AND I WAS SLEEPING"
"Syaoran don't even think of blaming yourself, you've always protected me, your allowed to sleep for crying out loud!"
"Sakura..it's just.."
"I know...I know.."
I sit back down holding his hand in mine.
"Sakura... I love you so much..."
"Oh ya? How much do ya love me"
I see that he is pondering the question, knowing that his answer will determine if he gets a hug, a kiss or a slap in the face...
"How do I love thee ? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints,--I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life !--and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death. (A/N: Elizabeth Barrett Browning's How do I love Thee)
I can't help but cry as the beautiful words echo in my head over and over again. I am shocked that Mr. Macho Man Syaoran,
knew such a beautiful poem. He never seizes to amaze me that was certainly for sure.
"Oh Syaoran, that was gorgeous..."
"Does that answer your question?"
"Definately!" I reach down and kiss him tenderly on the lips. "I shall but love thee better after death, Syaoran."
Tomoyo...
"Oh Eriol! That was so kawaii! How could you don't recite poetry to me!?"
"Sorry sweety, I ll make it up to you" (A/N: ^.^)
I giggle at his suggestions which he whispers into my ears.
"Well then what are we waiting for?"
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Jason...
I find myself trapped in the white padded room yet again. All they want to do is feed me some drugs and keep me locked up
day and night!
"This is all your doing you know Jason!?"
"SHUT UP JASON!"
"YOU SHUT UP JASON!"
"Jason? Honey, is everything alright in there?"
"Yes Lisa, everything is great...but I was wondering if you could do me a few more favors."
"Jason, I've done so many for you! One more and I'll surely loose my job! Besides everytime you've been out there you've caused
some more trouble!"
"NO! NO IT WASN"T ME! I SWEAR! Listen, sweety pie, I need you to get me out of here. Please honey, I need you like I've
never needed anyone..."
Lisa smiles at me, I know I have her in the palm of my hand but still she has some doubts. Time for the O Reilly charm..
"First time I saw you girl,
You turn me upside down
I can't stop thinking bout you
My head is spinning round
I got to find away to get with you somehow
Girl I'm so crazy for you
You know I want you now
And everyminute of every single day
I'm dreaming of how it could be
And everynight before I go to sleep
I'm praying that soon you'll be here with me
Lisa...
I can't believe him, I think I've fallen in love with him! Lisa O Reilly, that has a wonderous ring to it! I wonder if he
will propose to me! Oh Jason your so sweet...
[Chorus]
Heaven, heaven oh heaven can't you help
I looked in her eyes now she's all I see
Heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm down on my knees please help me
Cant fall alseep tonight
I don't know what to do
I hold my pillow but I wanna be holding you
And when close my eyes I always see your face
I know my happiness is only kiss away
And every hour here in the dark
Everyday of my lonely heart
Tells me that I need to be with you
Heaven oh heaven what can I do
He seems so sincere, how could I have doubted him. He isnt the psycho he has been put out to be, no, Sakura, that Sakura is
the crazy one! She'll get what's coming to her! My poor Jason...
[Chorus]
Heaven, heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm giving my love for eternity
Heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm down on my knees help me
[Instrumental]
Girl I'd give anything if you were here with me
Give anything you want and anything you need
I never thought that I could feel the way I do
But now I wanna spend the rest of my with you
And every day that we are apart
I'm shedding this love here in my heart
And everynight before I go to sleep
I'm praying that soon you'll be here with me
[Chorus]
Heaven, heaven oh heaven cant you help me
I looked in her eyes now shes all I see
Heaven oh heaven cant you help me
I'm down on my knees please, heaven
Heaven...
"So you see Lisa, I need you, I love you and one day I play to marry you."
He places my hand in his and kisses it sweetly. My heart i screaming so loudly to do whatever he wants.
"Oh Jason, she's put you through hell hasn't she? Don't worry..we'll make her pay!"
"We? Your going to help me afterall?"
"Yes, anything for you Jason, anything to get rid of her tirrany. You poor tortured soul, she will never hurt you again,
not ever again, I ll see to that..."
end of chapter 19
Hehe, oky doky, R&R plz! I love the feedback :)
Thanks again to all you reviewers, especially those who enjoy this fic. Firebug, a quick note, if you
don't like this fic, don't read it.
Thanks everyone else for your encouragement, ideas and total kawaii comments hehe.
Chapter 20 will be the longest chapter, and the prom is coming up!
He Completes Me
Chapter 19- How Do I Love Thee?
Sakura...
I couldn't believe my eyes. Of all the rooms in this hospital, he was my roomate. Oh the humanity! I couldn't get far
enough from him and now I'm in the same room...my bed is inches apart from his!
"Well if it isn't my two favorite ladies in this world congregated in this very room. Who'da thunk it!"
"Jason...I..wh..a.."
"Speechless eh girls? I always have that effect on woman. Aww Sakura, aren't you wondering what happened to me pooky?"
"POOKY?"
"Tomoyo already knows, but I guess she hasnt finished the story- sorry I couldn't help but eavesdrop. Basically Eriol and I
had a showdown and he shot me! I should press charges!"
Tomoyo's face turned a morbid shade of red. I couldn't tell if she was ready to strangle him or throw up.
"You have some nerve! NURSE! NURSE! DOCTOR! GUARD! ANYONE! THERE"S A RAT IN THIS ROOM!"
"Such harsh words Tomoyo! I didn't hear you complain when we were TOGETHER!"
"Oh God..."
"What seems to be the trouble here?" A nurse questioned out of breath.
"There's a rat in that bed over there, please call the exterminator..better yet the cops!"
"Excuse me, young lady, this man was injured today, a gun shot wound, in fact he's lucky to be alive. I should hope you
would treat him with respect!"
"RESPECT! LISTEN LADY YOU GET THIS S.O.B. OUT OF THIS ROOM RIGHT NOW OR I LL DO IT FOR YOU! ONLY USING THE DAMN WINDOW!"
"Eriol! Thank God!"
"You kids today have no respect for anyone anymore!
Everyone started arguing louder and louder. I look over at Syaoran's still form who continued to sleep peacefully. He had
bandages all over the place. My poor Syaoran would walk through fire for me, one day I ll prove to him that I would do anything
for him.
"Excuse me everyone, my boyfriend is trying to rest, please take it as well as that disgusting stalker Jason O Reilly OUT
of this room this instant, or Im calling security."
They all shuffled out of the room, unfortunately neglecting to remove Jason.
"Aw, look at that Syaoran is still alive...obviously not well."
"SHUT UP!"
"Aw, Sakura I love you so much, why are you with this creep?"
"Do you hear yourself Jason?"
"Yes, Im a young man in love desperately hoping that the love of his life Sakura will get over her obsession with this Syaoran
guy and realize whom she truly loves- me!"
"Oh Syaoran, I love you so much.."
"ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME!?"
I heard him, I knew Jason's mouth was moving and words were coming out. I just refused to listen to his meaningless words.
Suddenly I felt movement shifting. Jason leapt out of his bed and onto mine in a fury. His fingers seizing my throat in
a violent act of anger. Breathing became near impossible. My windpipe crushing under his grip yet again! I pressed on the button
to summon nurses, security, anyone who would listen! No one came! All that could be heard was beeping from Syaoran's heart
monitor and my gagging noises.
Suddenly I was bathed in darkness. I blacked out.
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I watch in horor as the scene rolls on before me. I can taste the fear that surrounds me. I now stare at the oozing liquid
that claims the floor as it's own. Another step has been taken. I feel a sudden jolt as I fall backwards, into the darkness,
into the deprivational darkness that willingly consumes me whole. A sudden bright light welcomes my arrival but there is
something holding me back. I hear the chaos suddenly drift away, voices are faint whispers. I see myself growing up in a
matter a seconds before my eyes, scenes from my life
just flashing before me. This was it now, I'm floating over the many bodies that surround me, so many in so little time.
I see my friends huddled in a corner shocked and in tears. I hear them screaming my name...screaming...screaming...just
yelling "Sakura" I can no longer see them... I can no longer comfort them...and soon I will no longer be near them....
Just then I hear someone yell to me! Syaoran, I know it is, it has to be, his melodic voice ringing in my ears unwilling
to leave him, the only one that will ever complete me, the only man I will ever love...its all over now... The whispering in
my ear, words of encouragement he yells to me soon stop...I am left in darkness yet again...I am alone...Perhaps I am dead...
this is it...I will die incomplete...I never gave myself to him...I lived incomplete...I die...an incomplete soul and soon
I find myself fading into the background, I no longer exist....I am incomplete...because he completes me...and I never said
so...I never showed him....
'Syaoran...'
I hear screams, screams and more screams...yelling louder louder...
**************************************************************************
Tomoyo...
I watch Eriol's fury rise as he screamed at the nurses and doctors threatning them to ensure they rid themselves of Jason
before he did the honors. Eventually his point came across and the nurses went to remove Jason from Sakura's and Syaoran's
room only to find Jason attacking Sakura! I screamed in fright! Security seized him, taking him far away from the room.
The doctors ran to make sure Sakura was alright. Her lips were blue and her pulse was incredibly weak.
"Eriol! How could they have been so stupid to allow him to be in the same room! If she..if she dies-"
"She won't die, she's going to be ok."
I felt Eriol's arms encircle my body as we starred into the open room praying for our friends.
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The next day...
Sakura...
I watch him as his chest rises and falls. His eyes still closed, making him look angelic. My little wolf. If only Jason
had never existed we would not have fallen into this mess!
"Oh Syaoran, it's all my fault. All of it is my fault! Oh Syaoran!"
I can't help but cry. The guilt continues to swell up inside me.
"Sakura...what's your fault?"
I gasp in surprise. Syaoran was awake!
"SYAORAN!"
I wrap my arms around him thanking God.
"What, don't tell me you were worried about me?"
"Who, lil ol me? Never!"
We smile, until the fade.
"Sakura, are you ok? I mean your mother..she..uhm.."
"She's watching over me, I've accepted that..."
"Sakura, I just wish I could take it all away! No more pain. No more of it.."
"Oh Syaoran! Your too good to me you know!"
"Nonsense!"
We laugh until my tears are released with my guilty confession.
"Syaoran! This is all my faul! ALL of it! Oh Im so sorry!"
"What are you talking about Sakura? Nothing is your fault, Jason was born a psycho, it isnt your fault!"
"It is my fault Syaoran...really...I..I..I.."
"What..is it?"
"Before the car incident..before we talked over the phone...I..I had a vision."
Syaoran's eyes widen in curiosity.
"What about?"
"You. I saw you driving in the storm...you were thinking about me when suddenly a car began to follow you... Jason. He called
your car phone and began to taunt you with horrible thoughtless words, saying how much I loved him and not you... He said
he wanted you dead...He began to ram into you over and over again. You were injured...oh God blood was everwhere in the
car...the windows had shattered all over the road and some had inserted themselves into your body. You tried
to hit the breaks numerous times but...but they were preiously cut presumably by Jason...Scratches and bruises
covered your entire body and still he continued his treacherous abuse until your car ended up on the side of the road...
You attempted to exit the car, but your seat belt buckle had jammed in and you couldn't escape it's death grip... you struggled
and then you began to say horrible things to yourself..that you...you had failed me and that you would die ...and that he would
take me... Soon enough he ramed into you one last time and you fell off the road, plumeting into the dark abyss never to be
seen or heard from again... Oh Syaoran! I was so upset, I prayed that it wouldn't happen...so I pretende I didn't have the vision..
hoping that if I denied it..it wouldn't happen...It was all my fault! When I asked you what had happened, I was petrified you
would say what I already knew...Oh Syaoran! Im so afraid...all my visions have been coming true!... What if...what if that vision
I had so often happens...what if...that is the end of me..."
"Sakura! Don't even think that! First of all, none of it as your fault! I don't blame you for trying to push that horrible
vision out of your mind...I truly don't, and I don't blame you for any of what happened. I love you forever and always. As for
the vision that kept recurring over and over in your mind .. it isnt going to happen-"
"It WILL happen Syaoran! Just because you don't want something to happen doesn't mean it won't happen! Trust..me..I learned
that lesson the hard way..the very hard way...I almost lost you ..."
"Sakura...listen to me that vision won't come true because I won't let it happen! I love you more than life itself, it
won't happen...it'll have to go through ME first...and I AM INVINSABLE MWAHAHAHA!"
"Ha Ha Syaoran! Mr. Macho Man! You better be right or-"
"Of course I'm right..."
Suddenly the door flung open.
"Sakura! Syaoran! How are you both feeling?"
"We're ok Tomoyo really..."
"Oh Sakura! How's your neck! That jerk Jason...I swear he will pay! It's only a matter of time.."
"Tomoyo! Don't even think about it! He may be evil but if you hurt him you'll be just as evil!"
"So be it! He deserves to get thrown off a cliff and into the merky shark-infested sea!" (A/N: ^.^ mwahaha)
"Rewind Tomoyo, what did I miss that Sakura failed to mention, what about her neck?"
"Well..uhm...you see, Jason came to my house with a gun and tried to kill me, but Eriol saved me. He and Jason struggled
with the gun and it just went off, wounding Jason. Unfortunately he is still alive. The stupid nurses put Jason in this
very room with you and Sakura. The minute Eriol, the nurses and I went in the hall to talk, Jason attacked Sakura and nearly
strangled her! Thank goodness she's alright!"
"Tomoyo..."
"..oh..I wasnt..suppose to have told him huh? Sorry..."
"No, no thank you very much Tomoyo...do you mind if Sakura and I talk in private!?"
I didn't like that litle glimmer in his eyes. He was angry with me for not telling him about the Jason encounter. I couldnt
tell. But I know he is just so incredibly worried because he loves me so much. I suppose I can relate.
"Sakura..why didn't you tell me! Dammit! I'm such a baka! I was sleeping the entire time! YOU NEARLY DIED AND I WAS SLEEPING"
"Syaoran don't even think of blaming yourself, you've always protected me, your allowed to sleep for crying out loud!"
"Sakura..it's just.."
"I know...I know.."
I sit back down holding his hand in mine.
"Sakura... I love you so much..."
"Oh ya? How much do ya love me"
I see that he is pondering the question, knowing that his answer will determine if he gets a hug, a kiss or a slap in the face...
"How do I love thee ? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints,--I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life !--and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death. (A/N: Elizabeth Barrett Browning's How do I love Thee)
I can't help but cry as the beautiful words echo in my head over and over again. I am shocked that Mr. Macho Man Syaoran,
knew such a beautiful poem. He never seizes to amaze me that was certainly for sure.
"Oh Syaoran, that was gorgeous..."
"Does that answer your question?"
"Definately!" I reach down and kiss him tenderly on the lips. "I shall but love thee better after death, Syaoran."
Tomoyo...
"Oh Eriol! That was so kawaii! How could you don't recite poetry to me!?"
"Sorry sweety, I ll make it up to you" (A/N: ^.^)
I giggle at his suggestions which he whispers into my ears.
"Well then what are we waiting for?"
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Jason...
I find myself trapped in the white padded room yet again. All they want to do is feed me some drugs and keep me locked up
day and night!
"This is all your doing you know Jason!?"
"SHUT UP JASON!"
"YOU SHUT UP JASON!"
"Jason? Honey, is everything alright in there?"
"Yes Lisa, everything is great...but I was wondering if you could do me a few more favors."
"Jason, I've done so many for you! One more and I'll surely loose my job! Besides everytime you've been out there you've caused
some more trouble!"
"NO! NO IT WASN"T ME! I SWEAR! Listen, sweety pie, I need you to get me out of here. Please honey, I need you like I've
never needed anyone..."
Lisa smiles at me, I know I have her in the palm of my hand but still she has some doubts. Time for the O Reilly charm..
"First time I saw you girl,
You turn me upside down
I can't stop thinking bout you
My head is spinning round
I got to find away to get with you somehow
Girl I'm so crazy for you
You know I want you now
And everyminute of every single day
I'm dreaming of how it could be
And everynight before I go to sleep
I'm praying that soon you'll be here with me
Lisa...
I can't believe him, I think I've fallen in love with him! Lisa O Reilly, that has a wonderous ring to it! I wonder if he
will propose to me! Oh Jason your so sweet...
[Chorus]
Heaven, heaven oh heaven can't you help
I looked in her eyes now she's all I see
Heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm down on my knees please help me
Cant fall alseep tonight
I don't know what to do
I hold my pillow but I wanna be holding you
And when close my eyes I always see your face
I know my happiness is only kiss away
And every hour here in the dark
Everyday of my lonely heart
Tells me that I need to be with you
Heaven oh heaven what can I do
He seems so sincere, how could I have doubted him. He isnt the psycho he has been put out to be, no, Sakura, that Sakura is
the crazy one! She'll get what's coming to her! My poor Jason...
[Chorus]
Heaven, heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm giving my love for eternity
Heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm down on my knees help me
[Instrumental]
Girl I'd give anything if you were here with me
Give anything you want and anything you need
I never thought that I could feel the way I do
But now I wanna spend the rest of my with you
And every day that we are apart
I'm shedding this love here in my heart
And everynight before I go to sleep
I'm praying that soon you'll be here with me
[Chorus]
Heaven, heaven oh heaven cant you help me
I looked in her eyes now shes all I see
Heaven oh heaven cant you help me
I'm down on my knees please, heaven
Heaven...
"So you see Lisa, I need you, I love you and one day I play to marry you."
He places my hand in his and kisses it sweetly. My heart i screaming so loudly to do whatever he wants.
"Oh Jason, she's put you through hell hasn't she? Don't worry..we'll make her pay!"
"We? Your going to help me afterall?"
"Yes, anything for you Jason, anything to get rid of her tirrany. You poor tortured soul, she will never hurt you again,
not ever again, I ll see to that..."
end of chapter 19
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