Hey everyone! Well change of plans! There will be a few more chapters because I decided to change a lot of things around, which is why I took so long to update! To make up for it, I'm doing a double update!!! Hopefully they'll sustain you all for a bit. This series is however almost done tears tears! Im sure your gonna miss it, but don't worry there will be more! Thanks to everyone for all your comments, suggestions and even flames lol. Thanks Rini for the lyrics too! Lea I hope you enjoy!!! I know you've been dying for it! Ta ta everyone and enjoy! S&S FOREVER!!!

He Completes Me
Chapter 23 - My All


Eriol...

I watch the panicked medics hoist my fiance into the nearest ambulance. I could hear bits and pieces of what they were saying,
but nothing that really made sense to me. I hopped into the ambulance and did the very first thing that came into my mind.
I prayed. I prayed that Tomoyo would live through this and bring our child safely into this world soon after we got married,
during the "Happily Ever After". I couldn't help the tears that began to fall when I suddenly realized that this "Happily Ever
After" which everyone dedicates so much to finally obtaining.. I suppose I realized that in a quick instant it can all just
disappear, you can't controle everything and I suppose thinking this makes me feel powerless.

Suddenly her eyes open like tiny little slits, revealing her beautiful eyes to me. I hold my breath for I know what she is
about to say.

"E..riol...I..lo-..love..you...for-ever...and..and always..."

"I know my love...please Tomoyo fight! FIGHT FOR ME! FIGHT FOR US!"

"I...E..Er...I..."

Tomoyo...

I see so much pain in his eyes. I can't bare to see his eyes welled up with tears. I know he knows how much I love him, I
would die for him...there is no better way to go than to die for the one you love..but..still if only things turned out
differently. I close my eyes and dream of a beautiful place, far away...where only peace is found. Eriol and I are together,
and everything is perfect...sheer bliss...my heaven...

Eriol...

I watch her struggle between life and death. I can tell she is trying to choose the best choice, but I suppose she too is
beginning to feel powerless..who wouldn't? I peer into her soul one last time...before the appauling line makes it's horrifying
sound...before the endless line continues it's endless voyage across the monitor..indicating that the love of my life was
gone and would never come back...I would never be able to see her sweet smile again..not in this life anyway..and so i break
down and cry...praying that the Lord would take me along with her and ..OUR child..

This morning my love was so full of life, but right now...now she was full of death and I was alone..so very alone...

"Tomoyo...come..come back...it's not suppose to end like this...Tomoyo..."

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Syaoran...

We continue to drive and drive some more. I cry uncontrollably...I need her in my life... I reach into my jacket pocket...
I feel the comfort of the cards...I know I can't controle them...

I pause, Sakura's lips were moving...

"Yes"

Yes?...The answer! Marriage.

Suddenly Sakura's heart monitor...becomes monotone...her face white as a ghost... her pulse..non-existent..

"Begin compressions..."

The medics tried to revive her with their equipment..but to no avail..Sakura, my one and only...was gone..

"SAKURA!!!!!! DONT LEAVE ME!"

"I'm sorry sir...we did all we could..she's gone.."

"No...no this can't be happening...no..."

The ambulance stops, the medic begins to cover my Sakura...my beautiful Sakura was really gone...no..no no!

"SHE's NOT DEAD! SHE WOULDN"T LEAVE ME ALONE LIKE THIS! NOT MY SAKURA! GET AWAY! GET BACK!"

Suddenly I truly find myself alone. The medics left us in the back of the ambulance alone. How? How did I let this happen?
I couldn't answer this question..the pain was just so intense...how could it not be real?

"Oh Sakura..my sweet Sakura..."

I wiped the blood surrounding her mouth with my fingers in hopes that with this small gesture, she would return to me. I knew
that this could not happen, because she truly was gone. Her vibrant eyes would never shine their light upon me. Her sweetness
would never grace this world again. Her smile would never be seen again. All the love she had yet to give would never be expressed,
never, for she was gone. Never to return again. Death. It was so final. So everlasting. So painful for those who were still alive.

"Sakura...how can I live without you? I dont think it's possible...I don't know how every other guy survives without you...
maybe that's what drove Jason off the edge...that maniac...all I want is to snap his neck Sakura! I want his blood on my hands..
in exchange for yours i guess...I need you dammit! SAKURA! OPEN YOUR EYES AND TALK TO ME! LOOK AT ME! HIT ME! SCREAM AT ME
JUST DO SOMETHING! ANYTHING!!!!!"
(A/N: "My All" Mariah Carrey is the song used just to let you know, thanks Rini for giving me the lyrics ;)

Eriol...

Tomoyo...if only this night never happened..if only I could go back in time, I would change everything...I would save us all.
I'm sure Syaoran is saying the same thing, if only our hearts' wishes would come true...I can't pull through this without you
Tomoyo...I need you by my side.......I am thinking of you...in my sleepless solitude tonight..if it's wrong to lov eyou...then
my heart just won't let me be right...

Syaoran...

"Sakura how could you? How could you make me fall for you so deeply and leave me alone? All alone? I can't do this alone..
I can't bare this everlasting distance between us...I need you..oh God I need you..WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DIE?!!!! WHY?!!
Cause I've drowned in you and I won't pull through without you by my side..oh God Sakura..I'd give my all, to have, just
one more night with you..."

Eriol...

"Tomoyo..I'd risk my life, to feel, your body next to mine, cause I can't go on! Living in the memory of our song..I need you
so badly Tomoyo..if only you could hear me..if only.."
It's been a mere matter of moments and I already feel myself dying inside, yet my organs deceive me, and I still live on,
without you...

Tomoyo...

"Oh Eriol..I do hear you..I hear you good and well...you my love cannot hear me...I'd give my all for you love...tonight.."
Oh Eriol..I see your pain, I feel your pain...Here I am my love. Above you, watching over your broken heart. It tears me up
inside...my soul aches because you do...

Sakura...

"Oh Syaoran...I watch you..and my heart breaks to see this...my love you should be happy...I want you to live on..even if it
means without me...baby, can you feel me? Imagining I'm looking in your eyes..I can see you clearly.."
If only Syaoran..if only I could hold you one last time...one very last second where I could tell you I love you..just one
last time..

Syaoran..

"Vividly..emblazoned in my mind....and yet...you're so far from me Sakura..so very far...like a ..distant star I'm wishing
on tonight..." I look out the ambulance window and see stars..but wishing on them all does nothing...not a single thing to
save you... Sakura...can you hear me? Damn this world.

Eriol...

"Tomoyo...I'd give my all, to have just one more night with you, I'd risk my life...to feel..."

Tomoyo...

"Your body next to mine..."

Syaoran...

"Cause I can't go on..living in the memory of our song..."

Sakura...

"I'd give my all, for your love tonight.."

Tomoyo...

"I'd give my all, to have...just one more night with you..I'd risk my life to feel your body next to mine.."

Eriol...

"Cause I can't go on living in the memory of our song, Id give my all..for your love tonight.."

Syaoran..

"I'd give my all for your love..."


~All~

"Tonight..."

Syaoran...

If only I could change time...

Eriol...

If only I could go back in time, make things right...

Syaoran..

If I only I posessed true magic..I could save us all...I'm sorry Sakura I have failed you..

"Clow Cards if you can hear me....please...PLEASE...please fix this...for your Mistress Sakura, for her sake, fix this..."

There was a bright blinding light at first, then followed by relief...I heard a heavenly voice speaking,

"Good luck Master Syaoran, save Mistress Sakura..."

I felt myself smile, for it all would change...I would save her no matter what.

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