Chapter 29, sorry about the wait guys! Enjoy! (Two songs in this, hehe like the title?)
Enjoy Lee!! Hope you like it! R&R EVERYONE!


He Completes Me
Chapter 29- The Calling to Heaven


Sakura...

I still find myself in complete and utter shock, did I hear right? No. Impossible. Inconceivable!...unless...unless of course
I was wrong all along, unless we were ALL wrong about this man, this man whom we all tagged a criminal mastermind, a sick
perverted freak...a monster. Can I handle being so wrong? What...is this feeling? What ...I recognize this feeling...it's not
love, not even compassion ...it feels more like guilt? What was going on, with one simple word I had granted forgiveness to
the devil incarnate? I must being losing my mind! ...unless I was wrong all along...unless I've been wrong all this time...
I can't help but to replay the entire conversation in my willing mind, certain words seemed etched into my mind and soul...

"When Syaoran and I first met, I loved him right there...
but I was afraid he wouldn't reciprocate his feelings...in which case I probably would have lost my mind...is..is that what happened
to you Jason? Did you just..snap?"
...Will you do it then Jason? Will you save Syaoran?..."

I remember feeling my heart leeping from my chest in an attempt at happiness, could he save Syaoran? Could these new feelings of
guilt be real? Could have truly been wrong...perhaps I put Jason O Reilly on trial and convicted him too soon...perhaps
I've been too harsh, too stern, too...inhumain. What a hyprocrite I am, I've been preeching to people that to love and be loved
is the best thing, the most human thing, but if one is willing to give up life in the literal sense for another, is that not
greater than love? Perhaps that is love...could Jason feel true love afterall? Well if that was so, I would have been wrong
without a doubt...I would have been wrong....

I asked Jason once again, calmly, sweetly- would he go the distance for the one his love loves? (A/N try to say THAT 10 times fast LOL)

He places his free hand on mine...

I see the sincerity.....

He gazes deeply into me-

the compassion......

I'm laying my soul out for the world to see, what would he do with it?

perhaps the love...

Will the distant love of another save my beloved Syaoran from a heart wrenching death?

"Yes."

My eyes open wide in surprise....


...now most of all I see ...humanity


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Eriol...

I pace back and forth, what could be going on in that room? Sakura has been conversing with the almighty snake himself for
too long. Thinking aloud I say to no one in particular,

"I should go in and find out what is going on- if Jason has her in kind of headlock..or worse I am certain Syaoran would be
furious with me for allowing Jason to harm her...perhaps just a little peak-"

"Eriol, what do you think you are doing?"

I whirl around and come face to face with my Tomoyo..

"Tomoyo, you surprised me and-"

"Eriol, don't even try to pull a fast one on me! I know what you're thinking and your thoughts before you even dare to think
them! "

"Tomoyo I-"

"Uh! No excuses Eriol, none!"

Silence. Suddenly the thick icy blanket of silence is ripped apart by the silencer herself.

"You were going to see why Sakura was taking so damn long with that freak, weren't you?"

For a split second I panic. Could she truly know all my thoughts? But then I feel relief, this is Tomoyo, who better to know
me than her? Suddenly my smile faded, for Tomoyo began to tremble. I hold her affectionately within my grasp, but I fear
it is no consolation, not to the depth I was hoping for anyway.

"Oh Eriol, I'm so afraid..."

"I know..."

Suddenly I see her soul bleeding in her eyes, something is ripping her up inside, piece by piece.
She looks up at me with eyes full of tears, obviously haunted by words that have yet to fall upon my ears.
I look at her with confusion.

"Don't look at me like that Eriol, you know just as well as I do that Jason is not to be trusted, no matter what the circumstances.
and-"

She was going to try to evade the obvious questions I had yet to voice.

She sighs deeply, and nods slightly.

"What is truly haunting me is...well I overheard Sakura's conversation with the doctor not too long ago and I suppose I am
still shaking by the very thought that Jason is Syaoran's only hope for survival and-...

Her gaze plumets to the cold, white and mesmerizing shine of the ground, looks around as though she were reaching deep inside
herself for the words she had once heard but could barely audit. She shuts her eyes for a mere moment as if recollecting
her thoughts...
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**Flashback**

Sakura..

I wait eagerly for the doctor to come out of the O.R. I can't help but feel nervous. Was Syaoran going to keep his promise?

"Excuse me miss?"

I turn around and hold my breath.

"How is he doctor?"

"Mr. Syaoran Li needs a blood transfusion...do you have type O blood by any chance?"

I freeze. Type O. My blood is type A. Tomoyo's is type A. Eriol is AB. There is only one other person who has blood type O.

Jason.

(A/N: For the sake of this story guys Jason is the only one around with type O, especially considering the amount of time lost,
Syaoran needs to be saved ASAP, so sorry for any confusion ^.^)

I stare at the doctor in complete and utter shock, unable to move- paralyzed by this feeling of dread and sadness...
The one person who nearly killed us all, is the very man that could do the very opposite. Sheer irony
in it's harshest form.

"Miss? Do you know anyone who is in this vicinity who can possibly donate blood to save the young man's life?"

I shut my eyes, as if attempting to fall asleep and quickly awake, finding out this was all some horrible nightmare...
I open my eyes... a dream? No. If only that were the case.

"Miss? Do you know-"

"I HEARD you doctor...I heard you..." I pause for a moment and words began to escape my closed lips.

"The man responsible for putting my fiancé in this nightmare..is the one man and possible only one that can spare him from
this nightmare...if that makes any sense, please clarify this for me because I..I- I am just so disgusted with it all at the moment...
Jason O Reily..."

The doctor nods. He too looks appauled by such horrid irony, but tries desperately to hide it.

"Well then, where is this man? As inhumain as this Jason is-"
The doctor pauses for a moment and continues "Your fiancé is running out of time, this Jason creature is our best shot, otherwise..Mr. Syaoran
will ..die"

Die. My Syaoran? There must have been some mix up with fate and destiny somewhere! Jason has hurt so many people and yet
he is in better shape than the hero? It seems as though our entire predicament has been orchestrated by some writer of a
twisted thriller meets romance novel! (W/N: ^.^ hehehee)


"Excuse me Miss, did you hear what I said?"

I nod. Of course I heard him, I was just praying that I had heard wrong...

*End of flashback*
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Eriol..

"Oh Eriol, you should have seen her face, I wanted to run to her but I felt maybe it wasn't my place. I suppose I was hoping
against hope that perhaps Syaoran would magically recover and be by her lonely side in her hour of great need..but..he never
came...not on two feet anyway. I saw them roll him around from room to room. Sakura's face just kept falling farther and farther
down to rock bottom Eriol. She called to him, but her cries fell on deaf ears, for her one true love had fallen into a sort
of limbo, where the world is distorted, where nothing truly makes sense or should. He couldn't hear her Eriol. It scares me
to think that Li Syaoran could be so powerless, so..helpless...so...dead to the world."

"Tomoyo, my little descendent is a fighter, a lover as well. He will do anything and all he can to ensure that he returns to
repair Sakura's bleeding heart. I know this because...our love is much like their love- a true love remember? I know myself,
I know I would fight like hell to grab hold of something solid, something tangible to one's soul- love. I would cross heaven
and earth for you, for us, nothing and no one can come between us Tomoyo. Syaoran will fight like hell to come back!"

I'm down on my knees Lord...spare him...for Sakura...spare him for without him she would throw life at the floor in defeat.
I know he'll come back to her, I just KNOW it...at least I hope and pray that Syaoran finds his way back....

Tomoyo...

I realize Eriol is trying his best to comfort my burdened heart, but in an instant his face falls in despair, I know he wants
to truly believe in Syaoran...I too want to believe in the power of love, but what if that is not the will of God? Will Syaoran's
life be spared? Or is his fate still in the hands of the many questions still longing for answers- will Jason give blood?
Will Jason give life? Will he return the life he stole? One can only hope that Sakura can convince him without giving him
what he truly desires.

I suddenly feel the urge to bust into that room and commence a war path. What if Eriol's thinking is not so far off, what if
Jason is holding her against her will... or worse.

Eriol...

I watch Tomoyo like a hawk 24/7, she displays a certain look whilst she devises a plan of action. Suddenly it hits me
like a tonne of bricks. Sakura. What if she was in danger...

"Tomoyo, come on, we have to go in there! What if Sakura-"

"Eriol, you know the police have undercover policemen working 'round the clock for Sakura, should something of the sort you were
thinking happen, I am truly confident that they could-"

Suddenly Tomoyo's fingers encircled my wrist and I am wrenched from the spot upon which I stood.

"Tomoyo what-"

"Shh! Alright let's go"

"Tomoyo?" I look at her aghast, my mouth dripping with confusion.

"Eriol, that look I was portraying, the "devising a plan look" was that which you saw. There are undercover policemen all
around here, if there is reason to believe that Jason is feigning pain, do you really think they will let him give blood if
he decides to?"

"Well Tomoyo I have to say I'm surprised, you did a complete 180. I got the impression not long ago that you believed all
hell would freeze over before Jason would actually save a soul rather than hurt one."

"Well Eriol, logically speaking, if Jason saved Syaoran he would have everything to gain! Maybe even Sakura's forgiveness...or
worse, her compassion on which he would play until it was forced into love!"

"Love? No way! Sakura doesnt trust him! She won't forgive him! Hell she doesnt even LIKE the guy! Are you forgetting everything
this bastard did? He spent years stalking her, spying on her every move, hearing her every word! He tried to kill her countless
times, all of us came quiet close if you seem to recall Tomoyo! AND DAMMIT TOMOYO HE KIDNAPPED YOU AND WHO KNOWS WHAT ELSE-"

"Eriol, he never got the chance to do what you're thinking. Relax Eriol, it's ok, it will all be ok...I'm ok. We're ok."

He nods but pain and doubt still cloud his vision.

"Listen Eriol, we've talked too much, talked about action rather than actually done anything."

"What are you proposing we do Tomoyo?"

"I suggest that one of us go in there while the other waits out here, I mean the police are everywhere, so we need to be quick and efficient."

"Well I think we both know who the best candidate is to go in there."

"If you're suggesting that you go in there and beat him to a bloodly pulp, I'm saying no right now. Besides I think it would be better if I went in there, if you go in there, they'll know something is awry and-"

"Hell no! Have you forgotten everything that THING in there has done?"

"Listen, I love you, and we're wasting time out here arguing. I'll be the decoy."

"What are you going to do?"

"I'll use my charm Eriol-"

"Tomoyo you're seriously scaring me!"

"Eriol, don't worry, I have a plan you know."

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Meanwhile in Jason's hospital room...

Sakura...

He said yes. He said yes! Jason agreed to save my Syaoran! I couldn't help but leap into his arms.

"Thank you Jason, thank you!"

"I would do anything for you Sakura, especially after everything I've put you through and-"

"Jason if you truly come through Syaoran, all that will be forgotten and-"

"If I come through? What, you don't believe me?"

"I just find it hard to accept that- nevermind Jason, alright?"

"No! What the hell did you mean "if"!? I thought you were nicer than that Sakura, I've apologized and so much more and now you DOUBT ME? How could you!?"

What was I doing? I was doubting him? Oh No! I was ruining Syaoran's chances wasn't I? Dammit!

"Jason I'm sorry-"

"Ya you should be sorry Sakura, you heard me deeply, I thought we put the past behind us, you have no reason to distrust me, so if Syaoran dies it's no longer my problem! Nor is it my fault!"

Suddenly I felt like I was falling in the depths of despair, Syaoran's death would be my fault? What have I done?

"Hey wait a minute, not your fault? NOT YOUR FAULT! YOU PUT HIM IN THAT BED JASON! IT IS ALL YOUR FAULT! I dont know what I was thinking! That maybe, just MAYBE I was wrong about you all along, that I judged you too soon! But that's a load of bull and you know it! You're full of it aren't you? It was all some hair brain scheme of yours wasn't it!? WASN'T IT!? Tell me why Jason, WHY!?"

He said nothing. Just stared at me as if I was speaking in another language.

"Wait a minute, I know why...I know EXACTLY why you wanted to play all nice! You wanted me to fall for you! You wanted me to fall in love with this nice facade you started! DIDN"T YOU! There is a word for people like you, people who take advantage of situations for their own personal gain...actually there are many words to describe YOU, none of which are pleasant let me assure you! You are low! You are the scum of the earth! No! YOU'RE LOWER than the lowest scum of the earth Jason! You're a fake, a selfish, manipulative opportunist who cares nothing for no one! I thought you were really misunderstood and that perhaps even love was to blame but you know I have a tendency of being wrong when it comes to you! I was wrong to think that I was wrong about you! Damn it Jason! Damn you!"

Reality finally set in. Jason was probably never going to save Syaoran regardless of what I had to say. He was just toying with me. And now...now Syaoran would pay the ultimate price.

Suddenly the door flew open.

"Sakura! Are you alright?"

It was Eriol. He had literally burst in here.

"I heard screaming!"

"It's alright Eriol- hey wait where are the guards?"

"WHY DO WE NEED THEM? WHAT DID HE DO?! DAMMIT JASON YOU-"

"Forget it Eriol, he's not worth it. He's worth nothing at all, plain and simple. We're on our own Eriol. He's not going to
help us save Syaoran. Jason is too self-absorbed to care."

"Sakura I-"

"I don't want to hear anything that comes out of your mouth, not a single word. I'm dead to you Jason because you killed me,
the second hot lead penetrated my Syaoran's skin. You killed me. You killed any shred of humanity I saw in the world. You
disappoint me Jason...I give you credit for one thing and one thing only-"

I saw his eyes fill with hope...

"Yes Sakura? What one thing do you give me credit for?"

I repair my posture, hold my head up high and open my mouth to speak my final words,

"You're consistent."

All hope drained from his once lit eyes. I had destroyed his hope for love, his need for compassion, as he had done to both
me and Syaoran.

Eriol's mouth dropped in surprise, perhaps he thought I was all out of things to say but I had one last remark to make in hopes
that each letter would remain etched in Jason's stone-cold heart.

"I won't be seeing you Jason, because hell is the opposite direction to where Syaoran and I will be going."

Jason was aghast, and that was the last thing I saw before I walked out of the room, tears spilling over.

"I'm sorry Syaoran, I failed."


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The end!

NOT!!! I'm not that mean! This is like the half way point LOL. Ok back to the story...


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*Back in Jason's Room*

Eriol..

He just sat there. He listened and processed every word Sakura threw at him. He looks paler than pale and deader than death
itself. I find myself relishing in happiness and contentment briefly for the realization of death truly hit me. Syaoran would
die without Jason's blood. Syaoran was slipping farther and farther away. Damn this predicament we found ourselves in. Damn
Jason!

"What the HELL did you do to her Jason!? Sakura has never said a mean thing in her life to anyone her entire life until you
came along!"

He just stared blankly at me. He had no wheels turning in that head of his. I decided that maybe I would use this silence to
my advantage.

"Look Jason, I understand how you must feel-"

"Do you? Do you really? You have Tomoyo, you have her love and she has yours. I have nothing! I have no one!"

"All the more reason to save Syaoran Jason, all the more reason! If you save him, you'll be free. You'll have truth on your
side once you confess to everything, you'll have a reduced punishment I'm sure! You'll have virtually no pain-"

"No Pain? THIS is pain Eriol. Living...living is painful."

"No, not living is painful. Not being able to move. Not being able to breathe. Not being able to relish in day to day things
that we all take for granted. We really don't know what we have until it's gone. In some twisted way I have to thank YOU
for that."

Jason was listening intently and attentively. I couldn't help but feel an ounce of pity. Could evil take on human form? If
each human has good within himself then this cannot be true. Evil cannot truly exist without good. Jason was not evil, no, perhaps
just misunderstood, perhaps lost and lonely. But evil he could not be.

"Jason ironically you helped me in a way that boggles the mind I suppose. When you took Tomoyo away from me, my world fell
upside down. I thought I'd lost her to an evil like no other. My mind showed me the unspeakable time and time again and my heart..
my heart broke every second. Now that she's back, safe and happy. I vow to keep her happy and safe forever. I vow to cherish
her and I will never even think of letting her go."

"Well that's certainly ironic Eriol...I hate to say it but my intensions weren't as noble as you make them out to be"

"Jason, man to man, I need to know...did you uhm"

"No, Eriol I did not do that, I couldn't, I wouldn't...I may be a little out of my mind..ok really out of my mind considering
I talk to myself but...no I couldn't do that, besides thankfully I didn't have the chance."

"Thankfully? If I didn't know any better Jason I'd say you are rehabilitating...but I know better"

We began to snicker. Immediately I felt guilt ride up in me, here I was making nice with the enemy while Syaoran fought profusely
for his life.

"Look Jason, you can be exhonnerated from it all...will you save Syaoran?"

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Sakura...

I can't believe I failed Syaoran! I just gave up! I should have stuck around and bothered Jason ...but...I just felt this
incredible need to see him. To touch him. To prove to myself that it wasn't too late. I couldn't help but wonder, is it
too late? Have I lost my Syaoran before I truly and completely had him?

"Oh Syaoran.."

I find myself clutching onto hand as though I were clutching onto his life which was literally hanging by a mere thread that
could snap at any given moment.

"Sakura..."

"Tomoyo?"

"Yes it's me. Sakura, is everything alright..."

Silence.

"I'm sorry Sakura, stupid question."

"No, no Tomoyo, not a stupid question. A valid question...which requires a valid answer."

Silence.

"I'm not alright Tomoyo. Nothing is alright! AND IF SYAORAN LEAVES ME ALL ALONE Nothing...nothing will ever be alright again.
Oh God Tomoyo, what if...what if I lose him? What if this time I really lose him?"

"Oh Sakura! No! Don't think like that! For one thing you could never lose the man you love. He'll always be there with you
whenever you need him...even when you don't need him."

"Tomoyo...I-"

"I know Sakura. Eriol is trying to save Syaoran as we speak. After my decoy op. I managed an escape to see if he was making
any progress and-"

"Tomoyo? What op? Decoy? You lost me"

"Oh"

Tomoyo giggled for a split second but was overcome with guilt.

"It's ok Tomoyo, you can giggle. It isn't a crime. How bout we share a laugh or two, who knows maybe Syaoran will burst out
laughing like he always does."

We exchange smiles until Tomoyo began explaining Operation Decoy....

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Tomoyo...

"Well basically what happened was that Eriol and I were trying to figure out the best way to help get you out of Jason's room.
We were worried about what was going on. You were in there quite a while so we decided it best to see for ourselves."

*Flashback*

"Listen Eriol, we've talked too much, talked about action rather than actually done anything."

"What are you proposing we do Tomoyo?"

"I suggest that one of us go in there while the other waits out here, I mean the police are everywhere, so we need to be quick and efficient."

"Well I think we both know who the best candidate is to go in there."

"If you're suggesting that you go in there and beat him to a bloodly pulp, I'm saying no right now. Besides I think it would be better if I went in there, if you go in there, they'll know something is awry and-"

"Hell no! Have you forgotten everything that THING in there has done?"

"Listen, I love you, and we're wasting time out here arguing. I'll be the decoy."

"What are you going to do?"

"I'll use my charm Eriol-"

"Tomoyo you're seriously scaring me!"

"Eriol, don't worry, I have a plan you know."

"Could you maybe fill ME in?"

"Don't worry about it, just get in there and help Sakura!"

"But-"

"GO!"

So he left and my plan began.

"Oh I feel so faint" I said out very LOUD and clear. Then I faked passing out. Eriol was at Jason's door and what he saw
really must have freaked him out because he had a mixture of confusion and awe in his gaze. I however could not tell because
every nurse, doctor, patient and guest who was near ran to my aid. Luckily I am I good actress Sakura. Eriol soon turned to
come over to me in a rapid run but before he had the chance, he must have heard something to draw him back to Jason's room
and he burst in...and funny enough that's all I seem to recall."

*End of Flashback*
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Tomoyo..

"So you don't know what happened after the so called faint?"

"No it was the weirdest thing Sakura, it's like I actually passed out after I faked passing out!"

"Maybe you did Tomoyo? Do you feel alright?"

"Well yes but I've felt sick quite a few times over the passed couple of days, could be anxiety I guess. Sakura by the way,
why did you take so long with Jason in his room?"

"Well Jason and I were having a real conversation."

I was shocked to say the least.

"We had even had a mutual understanding that Syaoran was everything to me. Jason even sang me a song to explain how he felt."

"Well if he wasn't such a psychological sociopathic asshole I'd actually say that was kawaii. Sorry, go on."

"He and I had come to terms I suppose for a moment with all that had happened and he agreed to save Syaoran."

"He did? Oh thank GOD! He's saved! You hear that Syaoran? Don't give up fighting reinforcements are on the-"

"No Tomoyo, they're not on the way."

"What?"

"Oh Tomoyo! It's all my fault! I said the wrong thing! I implied that Jason wasn't trustworthy and that I doubted his loyalty
and his integrity as well as his word. I destroyed Syaoran's chance Tomoyo! I did!"

"No, Sakura you did nothing wrong. I can't believe you actually spoke to that jerk! You have more strength and determination
than anyone in the entire world Sakura. You did nothing wrong. You made nice with a criminal. With a heartless criminal"

"That's the thing though Tomoyo, for a brief moment, he was something more than that. He seemed genuine. But all that changed
the minute I walked out his door. It's over. It's all over Tomoyo. What am I going to do?"

Suddenly I couldn't help but notice Sakura turn her attention from me to Syaoran. She looked back to me and I knew what was
happening. Syaoran was waking up. The problem however was written all over both our faces, this could be the very last time
they spoke. The end of Li Syaoran? This couldn't be! It couldn't happen! ..Could it?

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Syaoran...

Everything seems so lost and distant to me now. It's like I'm nowhere- I'm here...I'm right here, but I'm no place at all.
It's just a long deep tunnel, one end shines light like there is no tomorrow....perhaps if I went in that direction there would
be no tomorrow... the other opening is a life of questions, a life of wondering, the life of the living. Sakura. She was there.
The life of the living. Here I am faced with Heaven or Sakura. I'll make this decision and I won't turn back.


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Jason...

Well this is an interesting position I'm in, yet again. To save him or not to save him. Eriol is in here now yacking away
about something. Probably begging me to save his friend. I don't quite know what to do though. So I do the one thing I know
how to do.

"Eriol, thanks for this pep talk, but would you mind if I had some time to think?"

"Jason..Syaoran is-"

"Don't worry Eriol, if Syaoran's love for Sakura is as strong as he makes it out to be, he'll use his mumbo jumbo talk to
persuade God to let him live, he's got time."

Eriol nodded and left the room, obviously nervous. I can tell he's waiting outside for my answer. What do I tell him?

"Alright Jason, what do YOU think Jason?"

"I don't really know Jason! It's a tough call Jase!"

"Yeah, that's true. On the one hand I can save Syaoran, but on the other hand-"

"I can maybe yank Sakura away from him forever!"

"But she hates us!"

"Jason shut up!"

"Jason, YOU shut up! I'm sick of your shit!"

'MY shit? Your OWN shit cause i'm you, idiot!"

"HEY! Be nice Jasons!"

"Jason is right!"

"Which Jason, me?"

"NO, not YOU, THAT Jason!"

"Huh? Right about what, I wasn't saying anything"

"Forget it. Jasons listen up, do we save the guy?"

"Hm."

"Yes, No, Maybe so, haha"

"Jason, this is NO time for games!"

"Sorry."

"This is a tough call."

"NO shit Sherlock!"

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Outside Jason's Room..

Eriol..

I don't have a clue as to what is going on in there! I hear talking..but only Jason is talking. He's lost his mind! HE's gonna
save Syaoran? He may not...dammit.

"Eriol"

"Tomoyo? Hey sweety! are you alright?"

"Yes I'm fine sweetheart"

"You sure, you looked really dazed when I was over here before"

"Aww sweety, I was only acting"

"Tomoyo..I've seen you act, it started out as an act, I think the doctor's knew that, but not long after you looked like you were passing out...that's why I was getting ready to run to you, but you pretty well told me not to. So I went in Jason's room to find out why I heard screaming".

"Yeah I know I talked to Sakura about it"

"You did?"

"Well sort of, I didn't get all the gory details, but I know enough, she's in with Syaoran right now. He's waking up but I'm afraid that..."

"He'll make it Tomoyo. Believe in him. Believe in them."

We decide to go and see Jason, in hopes that he will agree to save Syaoran, otherwise...maybe this time love isn't all they need.


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Sakura...

Syaoran is waking up, slowly but surely. His eyes look so beautiful, even now. In the depths of despair he is, yet he shows
only love and devotion to me with his eyes.

"Hey" He says weakly.

"Hi" I say just as quietly.

"Sakura, ...I don't know how...long i've got to talk..so i'm going to say all I need to say in case..in case..I can't find
my way back.."

"Syaoran.."

Tears well up in my eyes, was he saying goodbye? I couldn't handle that. I wouldn't!

"This isn't goodbye Sakura, just...just a discussion."

"Just..don't give up on me...on us..."

"I wouldn't dream of it Sakura. I'd choose you over death any day."

"Oh Syaoran..."

"Sakura..."

"Yes?"

"How do I say this.."

"Easy. Whatever it is, just say it, can't be harder than asking me out or proposing right?"

He smiles and continues.


"So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

[Chorus:]
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

[Chorus]

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

[Chorus]

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go ..."

(A/N: Wherever You Will Go, The Calling)


"Sy..Syaoran that sounded like-"

"No, not goodbye alright, just..see you around..."

"Syaoran.."

"Sakura..."

"Goodnight Sakura..sweet dreams.."

"..ya..sweet dreams"


Sakura...


Tears fall effortlessly down my cheeks replacing the ones which had previously fallen not long ago. Is he giving up? Heaven
help me if that is so...if he goes, I will soon follow...


Silence. Only the mere sounds of Syaoran's heart monitor. I can't bare these thoughts. I can't stand these sights. God, grant
me the strength carry on ...without out if need be...but...NO..NO DAMMIT!

"Syaoran I love you, so hang in there..for me..for us...here..I'll put some music on...

A great song, for a horrible time.

(A/N: Heaven Coming Down, Tea Party)

"With these words Syaoran..you'll understand."

So I decided to sing along, tears and all...

"With nothing to lose you'd waste away
obscure in exile
they've witnessed the times
you've gone astray
whose fault? now you're thinking...

theres's nothing to prove
a message from the crowd
to the shore...

and it feels now
just like heaven's coming down
your soul shakes free
as its conscience hits the ground

so strange are the ways,
they all have changed
still life it stays the same
a break from the past
could make it last
maybe just a little longer

there's nothing to prove
a message from the crowd
to the shore...

you surrender
love under will
rest assured you're adored

and it feels now
just lie heaven's coming down
your soul shakes free
as its conscience hits the ground
this time, no tears,
just one last chance to see you prove
stay strong, no fears
there is a change that's
coming through
hold on my love
hold on..."

"Hold on Syaoran...hold on"

The door flew open revealing Eriol and Tomoyo.


The End ...of chapter 29 lol, still more to come guys, sit tight!



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