A/N: I'm sorry for the chapters being all screwed! This is my first time,
so I'm learning on my own. So if it happens again bare with me, I'm a
newbie!! Okay back with the story.
*thoughts*
Previously: Lizzie is confused with her feelings for Gordo.
Chapter Three
***Gordo's POV***
I did it. I told Lizzie, well actually showed her. I kissed her! The kiss was so incredible, soft and passionate. I didn't want to let go of her. Her lips were so delicate and tasted like sweet honey; I wanted more. The kiss was great, but my feelings were torn. Lizzie was confused, she wanted time to straighten things out, and therefore I am spending the night in Matt's room. As I was lying on Matt's floor, I could hear him snoring and kicking in bed. Before he went to bed he asked why I wasn't sleeping in Lizzie's room. "Gordo, what brings you to my chamber? Why aren't you in Lizzie's room?" he said while stretching and yawning. "Let's just say, your sister needs some "alone" time" I told him with air quotes in the air. "Looks like you have it hard for Lizzie." I looked at him confused and asked, "What are you talking about having it hard?" "Don't try to play dumb Gordo; I see the way you look at my sister. It's gross, but Lizzie is a sweet kid, but if you hurt her..." *Whoa is Matt turning good* "Matt, I really don't know what you are talking about, but you don't have to worry I will never hurt her. Goodnight Matt." "Don't try to deny it Gordo, do something before it's too late. Night G-man" Matt got up and turned off the light. I couldn't sleep, I kept tossing and turning and thinking of what Matt just told me. It was soon erase with the image of Lizzie. I stopped and thought about our conversation earlier. I felt like my world collapsed and that I was going to lose Lizzie for good. "Gordo you are like a brother to me and I feel weird about dating my best friend I've known my entire life. I just thought if we were to get together as an item, what would happen if we split up? I don't want to damage a great friendship. Just give me time to think about what just happened, but until I can come to my senses you would have to spend the night in Matt's room." I couldn't take it anymore; I had to go see her. I have to do what Matt told me before it is too late and some lame guy tries to take her away again. *Maybe she is still awake*
I got up silently walking towards the door not waking up the little critter and turned the door knob. I made my way towards Lizzie's room and opened the door slightly to find a sleeping McGuire. I stood there watching her sleep peacefully and said in a low whisper, "I love you Lizzie McGuire." To my surprise she tossed and with sleepy eyes she looked up and stared at me. "Gordo, is that you?" she said not audible for me to understand.
"I'm sorry Lizzie I thought you were asleep." I tried explaining to her, but she got up and walked towards me.
"Gordo, we need to talk." She said by grabbing my hands and leading me to her bed.
"Gordo, what you just told right now, is it true?" she sat Indian-style looking straight at me and I sat across from her with my right foot crossed under my left thigh.
Oh crap she heard me! I thought she was asleep. I felt my face burn as my mouth become dry. I was trying my best not to stutter but I could hardly force myself to speak. I was speechless, but Matt's words echoed through my head. "Don't try to deny it Gordo, do something before it's too late." Now is the time I must tell Lizzie everything.
"Um, yeah Lizzie it's true. I mean it with all my heart. I would die for you. I love you a lot Lizzie ever since I met you. I wanted to be with you forever and grow old with you. I think about you all the time. I get jealous when you talk about Ethan everyday. I wanted you to notice me. That time when we played the murder mystery game, all I wanted was for people to notice me but I only wanted one person to notice me, and she did. I wanted to tell you how I felt. But what did I tell you? Every time I build up my confidence, I'm always interrupted. You mean everything to me. You are the reason I wake up every morning. But sometimes Lizzie you are so confusing. I feel like you only talk to me about Ethan and not anything about me. You don't ask me how my day is or how I am doing. I feel like a con. I feel you are only using me to get to Ethan. But you know what Lizzie? I let it go because what I feel for you is deep and true. I love you a whole lot. I don't ever want to lose you. I promise you if you gave me a chance I'll treat you like a princess and I promise you I will never hurt you like Ronnie. I only see myself with you and no one else. Lizzie I love you." I finally did it. I felt so free, I told her everything.
I looked up and saw Lizzie's eyes watery. I don't know what she is thinking right now, but I just I want her to feel the same. I want to be with her and that's all. I want to hold her for eternity. That eternity brought me back to reality when I felt my whole body fell back. Lizzie got up and hugged me. She was crying on my shoulders and that was when I noticed her pajamas. I never saw her in anything but some plaid shorts and a long t- shirt. But what I saw was amazing. She had a really nice body. Okay need to concentrate on something else like speaking!
"Lizzie?" I said her name with my voice cracking a little.
Lizzie pulled away from the hug and said with tears in her eyes, "Gordo that was the most beautiful thing I ever heard you say. I never knew you felt for me this way. I knew you liked me but not love me. When I kissed you, I thought you didn't feel the same because you never said anything. But now I know how you feel about expressing yourself. I mean I tried to tell you how I felt when I saw you dancing with Parker or going out with Brooke. I wanted to tell you but I couldn't find enough courage to open my mouth and say something. I had mixed emotions, but I tried to push my feelings aside because I didn't want to ruin such a great friendship." Lizzie said in rush with a little flush of pink in her cheeks. Could she possibly trying to say she likes me?
"Lizzie, so what are you trying to say? Do you want to give us a chance?" I said in small voice because I was too scared to hear what she had to say.
"Gordo I'm still having these weird feelings, but I'll go with my instinct for once and say yes I will give us a chance." She said with a smile.
I didn't know what came over me but I grabbed her face and pulled her in a long affectionate kiss. To my surprise she let me keep going. This time it was longer and intimate. Her lips were soft against mines. I felt her hands wrapped around my neck playing with my curls. It sent a shiver down my spine. I pulled her closer to me with my arms wrapped around her warm petite back. I felt the smoothness of her silky frog pajamas and it felt like heaven. I felt like I landed on cloud nine and there was nothing in the world that could break me free from this blissful embrace. I lingered towards the bottom of shirt and put my hands on her smooth back. As I continued to rub her back, Lizzie pulled away from the kiss and looked at me. "Gordo, I think we should take it slowly." She said while trying to fix her shirt.
"Lizzie, I'm sorry I never intended to go that far. I guess I was caught up in the moment. I'm so sorry." I felt my face turn the reddest of red.
"Gordo, no it's okay. I understand. Things were heating up a bit." She said looking at her feet in her shy little voice. "So how are the sleeping arrangements in Matt's room?" she said looking up with her radiant smile. I just love seeing her smile. It's so magical and I fall more in love with her every time she smiles. It makes me think of that song by Nine Days – Absolutely Story of a Girl, when the singer goes, "I absolutely love her, when she smiles" I do love it when she smiles. It brings out the color of her eyes. Those amber eyes were the first thing I noticed, and then it was that smile that brings her eyes out more. I couldn't help but stare at her for a long time when it just hit me that she asked about my living arrangements. "Oh, I'm sleeping on the floor as usual and Matt's snoring away." I said after five minutes of staring at the most beautiful girl sitting across from me. "Well if you want you can get your things and sleep on my floor" she asked a little nervous but hey I'm back in her room at least. "Sure, I'll be right back". I said as I got up and gave her a quick kiss on the lips that I wished it would've last forever.
I was in Matt's room packing my stuff, when I realized me and Lizzie are an item now! I wonder what we our going to tell Miranda? Should I ask her out to the movies and dinner tomorrow? So many things were running in my head, but all I know is I want to be with her and only her. A/N: well there you go, the real chapter three! I'm starting on my next chapter once I get home from swimming at my friend's house. So enjoy reading and remember to R/R. My next chapter would be in Lizzie's POV.
*thoughts*
Previously: Lizzie is confused with her feelings for Gordo.
Chapter Three
***Gordo's POV***
I did it. I told Lizzie, well actually showed her. I kissed her! The kiss was so incredible, soft and passionate. I didn't want to let go of her. Her lips were so delicate and tasted like sweet honey; I wanted more. The kiss was great, but my feelings were torn. Lizzie was confused, she wanted time to straighten things out, and therefore I am spending the night in Matt's room. As I was lying on Matt's floor, I could hear him snoring and kicking in bed. Before he went to bed he asked why I wasn't sleeping in Lizzie's room. "Gordo, what brings you to my chamber? Why aren't you in Lizzie's room?" he said while stretching and yawning. "Let's just say, your sister needs some "alone" time" I told him with air quotes in the air. "Looks like you have it hard for Lizzie." I looked at him confused and asked, "What are you talking about having it hard?" "Don't try to play dumb Gordo; I see the way you look at my sister. It's gross, but Lizzie is a sweet kid, but if you hurt her..." *Whoa is Matt turning good* "Matt, I really don't know what you are talking about, but you don't have to worry I will never hurt her. Goodnight Matt." "Don't try to deny it Gordo, do something before it's too late. Night G-man" Matt got up and turned off the light. I couldn't sleep, I kept tossing and turning and thinking of what Matt just told me. It was soon erase with the image of Lizzie. I stopped and thought about our conversation earlier. I felt like my world collapsed and that I was going to lose Lizzie for good. "Gordo you are like a brother to me and I feel weird about dating my best friend I've known my entire life. I just thought if we were to get together as an item, what would happen if we split up? I don't want to damage a great friendship. Just give me time to think about what just happened, but until I can come to my senses you would have to spend the night in Matt's room." I couldn't take it anymore; I had to go see her. I have to do what Matt told me before it is too late and some lame guy tries to take her away again. *Maybe she is still awake*
I got up silently walking towards the door not waking up the little critter and turned the door knob. I made my way towards Lizzie's room and opened the door slightly to find a sleeping McGuire. I stood there watching her sleep peacefully and said in a low whisper, "I love you Lizzie McGuire." To my surprise she tossed and with sleepy eyes she looked up and stared at me. "Gordo, is that you?" she said not audible for me to understand.
"I'm sorry Lizzie I thought you were asleep." I tried explaining to her, but she got up and walked towards me.
"Gordo, we need to talk." She said by grabbing my hands and leading me to her bed.
"Gordo, what you just told right now, is it true?" she sat Indian-style looking straight at me and I sat across from her with my right foot crossed under my left thigh.
Oh crap she heard me! I thought she was asleep. I felt my face burn as my mouth become dry. I was trying my best not to stutter but I could hardly force myself to speak. I was speechless, but Matt's words echoed through my head. "Don't try to deny it Gordo, do something before it's too late." Now is the time I must tell Lizzie everything.
"Um, yeah Lizzie it's true. I mean it with all my heart. I would die for you. I love you a lot Lizzie ever since I met you. I wanted to be with you forever and grow old with you. I think about you all the time. I get jealous when you talk about Ethan everyday. I wanted you to notice me. That time when we played the murder mystery game, all I wanted was for people to notice me but I only wanted one person to notice me, and she did. I wanted to tell you how I felt. But what did I tell you? Every time I build up my confidence, I'm always interrupted. You mean everything to me. You are the reason I wake up every morning. But sometimes Lizzie you are so confusing. I feel like you only talk to me about Ethan and not anything about me. You don't ask me how my day is or how I am doing. I feel like a con. I feel you are only using me to get to Ethan. But you know what Lizzie? I let it go because what I feel for you is deep and true. I love you a whole lot. I don't ever want to lose you. I promise you if you gave me a chance I'll treat you like a princess and I promise you I will never hurt you like Ronnie. I only see myself with you and no one else. Lizzie I love you." I finally did it. I felt so free, I told her everything.
I looked up and saw Lizzie's eyes watery. I don't know what she is thinking right now, but I just I want her to feel the same. I want to be with her and that's all. I want to hold her for eternity. That eternity brought me back to reality when I felt my whole body fell back. Lizzie got up and hugged me. She was crying on my shoulders and that was when I noticed her pajamas. I never saw her in anything but some plaid shorts and a long t- shirt. But what I saw was amazing. She had a really nice body. Okay need to concentrate on something else like speaking!
"Lizzie?" I said her name with my voice cracking a little.
Lizzie pulled away from the hug and said with tears in her eyes, "Gordo that was the most beautiful thing I ever heard you say. I never knew you felt for me this way. I knew you liked me but not love me. When I kissed you, I thought you didn't feel the same because you never said anything. But now I know how you feel about expressing yourself. I mean I tried to tell you how I felt when I saw you dancing with Parker or going out with Brooke. I wanted to tell you but I couldn't find enough courage to open my mouth and say something. I had mixed emotions, but I tried to push my feelings aside because I didn't want to ruin such a great friendship." Lizzie said in rush with a little flush of pink in her cheeks. Could she possibly trying to say she likes me?
"Lizzie, so what are you trying to say? Do you want to give us a chance?" I said in small voice because I was too scared to hear what she had to say.
"Gordo I'm still having these weird feelings, but I'll go with my instinct for once and say yes I will give us a chance." She said with a smile.
I didn't know what came over me but I grabbed her face and pulled her in a long affectionate kiss. To my surprise she let me keep going. This time it was longer and intimate. Her lips were soft against mines. I felt her hands wrapped around my neck playing with my curls. It sent a shiver down my spine. I pulled her closer to me with my arms wrapped around her warm petite back. I felt the smoothness of her silky frog pajamas and it felt like heaven. I felt like I landed on cloud nine and there was nothing in the world that could break me free from this blissful embrace. I lingered towards the bottom of shirt and put my hands on her smooth back. As I continued to rub her back, Lizzie pulled away from the kiss and looked at me. "Gordo, I think we should take it slowly." She said while trying to fix her shirt.
"Lizzie, I'm sorry I never intended to go that far. I guess I was caught up in the moment. I'm so sorry." I felt my face turn the reddest of red.
"Gordo, no it's okay. I understand. Things were heating up a bit." She said looking at her feet in her shy little voice. "So how are the sleeping arrangements in Matt's room?" she said looking up with her radiant smile. I just love seeing her smile. It's so magical and I fall more in love with her every time she smiles. It makes me think of that song by Nine Days – Absolutely Story of a Girl, when the singer goes, "I absolutely love her, when she smiles" I do love it when she smiles. It brings out the color of her eyes. Those amber eyes were the first thing I noticed, and then it was that smile that brings her eyes out more. I couldn't help but stare at her for a long time when it just hit me that she asked about my living arrangements. "Oh, I'm sleeping on the floor as usual and Matt's snoring away." I said after five minutes of staring at the most beautiful girl sitting across from me. "Well if you want you can get your things and sleep on my floor" she asked a little nervous but hey I'm back in her room at least. "Sure, I'll be right back". I said as I got up and gave her a quick kiss on the lips that I wished it would've last forever.
I was in Matt's room packing my stuff, when I realized me and Lizzie are an item now! I wonder what we our going to tell Miranda? Should I ask her out to the movies and dinner tomorrow? So many things were running in my head, but all I know is I want to be with her and only her. A/N: well there you go, the real chapter three! I'm starting on my next chapter once I get home from swimming at my friend's house. So enjoy reading and remember to R/R. My next chapter would be in Lizzie's POV.
