AN//: Thank you HonorH. It was a little hard trying to do Vamp Willow's character justice when you have all of two episodes to go on. Essentially she's just a lethargic sounding unvamped Willow with a creepy (if not interesting) sex drive. To me it was equally disturbing that she could act both genuinely friendly and sweet and even have an air of childish innocence while at the same time knowing what a murderous fiend she was.

I have this belief that the nicer, friendly, more caring and moral you are, the more evil you can be, as you cannot have a concept of true evil if you do not first understand true good. Why people claim that true evil cannot possibly understand human emotion is beyond me. For how can they know that they are truly evil if they do not understand the purity of human emotions?

Now that I've rambled, enjoy Chapter 2…

Silent Tears.

They drove the rest of the way in silence. Cordelia was obviously weary of the fact that trying anything would only get her killed. Willow had been picking at her fuzzy pink jumper with disgust. She remembered a time when she was alive and she used to wear such hideous things like this. By the time the car pulled up outside Cordelia Chase's house, Willow had ripped off all of the little flowers and had left them by her feet.

Cordelia sat back in her seat again, as if waiting for her next order. Willow could still hear her sniveling and sniffing. She smiled. "Are your parents at home?" she asked suggestively, finding Cordelia's cheek again.

"N…no…" Cordelia could hardly talk now.

"So it'll just be us?" Willow asked, pouting playfully, stroking her gently.

Cordelia wanted to just break down and cry. But she composed herself and managed a gurgled sort of, "Uhu."

"Open your door," said Willow. Cordelia obeyed.

"Now get out slowly," she said.

Cordelia knew that making a run for the house would not be a good idea. She didn't think she could make it inside before getting caught and she didn't like to think of what Willow might do to her. She had, after all, a lot of payback to deal out. Slowly she slid out of the car, surprised at how badly she was shaking. Now her teeth were chattering.

Willow got out of the car as well and smiled up at Cordelia with something like adoring surprise. "You didn't run," she said slowly, but cheerfully.

Cordelia shook her head, giving a sniff, hoping her answer would please her. She didn't want to do anything wrong at all. But she winced when the vampire touched her arm.

Willow caressed her arm slowly. "Cause if you had run…I would have been angry…so you stay still…while I turn off the car…"

She bent down again, letting her hand stroke down the length of Cordelia's arm, her thigh, her shin. She kept it there while she reached under the wheel with the other hand and pulled the wires apart, stopping the car. She stood up and closed the doors. Then she turned to Cordelia, snaking her hand around her back and took hold of her hair again.

They walked up the path together, all the way to the front door. "Do you have a key?" Willow asked. Cordelia sniffed and said, "There's…one…in the pot plant…there…"

Willow leaned down to where she pointed and found the key, handing it to Cordelia, holding her hand in her own for a moment.

Cordelia inhaled through her teeth. She couldn't believe this was happening to her. It was disturbing beyond all reason.

She opened the door but before she could step inside Willow tugged her back, hugging her against her tightly, and pulling back hard on her hair, exposing her long neck to her ready fangs. Cordelia let out a wail of fright and burst into sobs she caught in her throat quickly, afraid it might make her abductor angry.

She felt Willow's lips against the tender skin of her neck. Then she heard her voice very close to her ear. "Would you invite me in?…Please?" she pouted.

"Y-you can come in," Cordelia said quickly, her heart pounding. Willow walked her into the house like that, closing the door behind her with her foot. She released Cordelia slowly and she instantly stepped away, rubbing the back of her neck, adjusting her hair. It was then that Willow realized she was still in vamp face. She adjusted as Cordelia turned to face her and noticed Cordelia's surprise.

"Is that better?" Willow asked, as if addressing a child.

Cordelia shook her head slowly. "Please…please leave me alone…please I…I can tell you where to find heaps of other people…" she said, her hope dwindling.

Willow shook her head, stepping up to Cordelia. "Nope…I just want you," she said, pouting and jabbing at the girl's chest with her finger. Cordelia staggered a little and tears fell down her face.

Willow tilted her head like a puppy. Cordelia was so cute. A bit of a ditz. But cute. She had to admire how she was handling the situation now. Most other girls had screamed and begged for their lives hysterically throughout the ordeal. Cordelia's silent tears thrilled Willow in a way she never thought possible. How could she have wasted her the first time she'd never know. But she was so lucky to have a second chance.

"So where's your room?" Willow asked calmly.

Cordelia inhaled sharply and a hand lifted to cover her mouth. "Oh god…" she squeaked, more tears trailing down her cheeks.

Willow frowned, concerned. "Hey now…hey…shhhh…" she said taking the girl's shoulders tenderly. Cordelia stepped back, but Willow stepped forward with her. There was no escape.

Cordelia was going to sob. She knew it. She couldn't contain it for much longer. She felt Willow's fingers stroking her face gently, in an almost affectionate gesture. She took hold of her hand and brought it from her mouth. Cordelia's bottom lip trembled despite her best efforts to stop herself. Willow licked her own lips subtly. "There, there…If you're a good girl I may not even kill you," she said. This didn't make Cordelia feel any better. A sob rolled from her lips.

Cordelia was shaking terribly. Willow could feel it. She needed to get her warmed up. That's what she needed.

"Come on…lets find your room," Willow said. She pulled Cordelia forward and then stepped behind her. As if she expected to be grabbed by her hair again, Cordelia's shoulder suddenly tensed. But Willow maintained her hold on them from behind and massaged them firmly. "Relax now…which way?" she asked.

Cordelia managed to point towards the stairs. Willow drove her towards them, admiring how nice the house interior was. It was huge and modern and looked expensive. But it let too much sun in. She wondered idly how many men Cordelia might have taken home to play with. Upstairs they continued across the landing and into a hallway and then stopped at a door. Cordelia hesitated to open it. Willow leaned up to whisper into her ear from behind. "Go on…"

Cordelia's hand trembled violently as she tried to open her bedroom door. Finally she got it open and they walked inside. It was large, decorated with pale colours and stuffed toys of all sorts. A large queen size bed stood against the middle of the back wall. Willow smirked, pleased. She kicked the door closed behind her.

"Well now," she said. She slunk around in front of Cordelia, running her tongue over her teeth, playfully. Cordelia looked horrified. "First thing's first…" Willow went on. She reached up behind Cordelia's head and the girl closed her eyes tightly, preparing for the worst. Instead, with some skillful hand movements the vampire removed the clips holding up her hair and dropped them to the floor.

Cordelia's long brown hair fell down to her shoulders in a glimmering wave, making Willow smirk, very pleased with herself. She stroked her fingers through the length of Cordelia's hair, bring it in front of her shoulders, adjusting wayward locks with tender care behind her ears. "There…that's much better…" she said. Cordelia looked down at her now. For a fleeting and stupid moment she wondered if maybe that was all Vampire Willow had wanted to do from the start.

"You have…beautiful hair," said Willow honestly. As if recognizing sincerity, Cordelia's eyes went a little wide with gratitude. Willow smiled, sensing her pleasure. Cordelia promptly reminded herself of the extreme disturbingness of her situation and looked worried once more. Willow continued to play with her hair until Cordelia's shaking became less and less….but not by much.

"Your eyes," Willow said. "So full of terror…beautiful. You're so….gorgeous." Willow's fingers traced around Cordelia's eyes in turn while the brunette held her breath. Her fingers trailed slowly, wiping across her tear stained cheeks and over her nose, down to her lips. Willow's eyes closed slowly and then opened again filled with wild lust. Cordelia's bottom lip began to quiver violently again under Willow's administrations. Willow only pressed her finger down on it, opening her mouth. A whimper escaped.

"Shhhh…" Willow said quietly, reaching up. One hand coiled behind her neck while the other held her jaw. She brought Cordelia's face down towards hers while she reached up on her toes. Cordelia couldn't help the little noise of bewilderment that escaped her mouth moments before their lips touched.

Willow was gentle, soft and careful. Cordelia's lips were full and lush and felt amazing. While she was not exactly kissing her back, Willow didn't mind. She kissed her incredibly gently, barely allowing her tongue further than her own lips and savoring the moment.  Moments passed, or time stopped, Cordelia could not be certain. It was like nothing she had ever felt before. When the vampire finally pulled away, Cordelia's eyes were closed and her mouth was left partly open. When her eyes fluttered open Willow bit her bottom lip playfully and gave a quiet cheeky giggle.

Cordelia was beside herself. She couldn't believe what had just happened. Never, ever had she been kissed like that before. So sweetly. So gently. Most men she had been with had almost devoured her mouth, too eager to have something to tell their friends about the next day, or just too plain horny to care what she felt. Even Xander had been a rather powerful kisser she had to admit.

Her breath had just been stolen.

She realized Willow was playing with a lock of her hair again and blinked, fresh tears falling. Willow had even surprised herself. There was something about Cordelia that was just so innocent and pure and so beautiful that she found herself feeling the strangest things. She could tell Cordelia had enjoyed the kiss despite herself. She pulled her face down slowly for a second.

Cordelia's head spun when their lips touched gently again. She couldn't move. She couldn't respond. She was so confused. One moment she had been walking casually into the school library with the clever plan of catching the new watcher alone, and the next she was talking to Willow locked in a cage. The next thing she knew Willow was all Vampy and abducting her and sharing an other of the most sweetest kisses she had ever been given.

She thought she might cry. More.

Willow didn't want to scare her. Not again. Not yet. Gently and as carefully as she could she pushed her tongue against Cordelia's lips. At first the girl made a slight moan of surprise. Willow withdrew and Cordelia relaxed. She broke the kiss once more, then. She wasn't at all surprised to see that silent tears were streaming down the girl's face. Her mouth moved, as if she was going to try and say something. But Willow placed a finger over her lips. She was enjoying this moment. She wasn't about to let her cheapen it with more stupid words.

Instead, she let her hands crawl over her shoulders and found the zipper at the back of her neck. Cordelia made a noise a bit her lip. Willow hugged close to Cordelia's body as she pulled the zipper down ever so slowly, letting her other hand rub gently around the small of her back, over her ass, groping so gently. Cordelia gave a high-pitched little moan. But when the zipper was only halfway down her back she suddenly pushed at Willow with both hands. Not very hard, but a push nonetheless.

"No…please…" she pleaded, and sniffed again, looking deep into Willow's eyes for something that might resemble mercy. Willow allowed her feeble attempts to stop her to work. She stepped back a little and let her hands rest on Cordelia's hips. What she saw in Cordelia's eyes was a gratitude reserved for years for someone she thought she might love. Cordelia couldn't believe she had actually stopped. While she had been able to stop guys from having sex were her, they had still stripped her of her clothing before she even had any time to register what they were doing and groped and touched every part of her body they could get their hands on. She had never told them to stop, of course, regardless of how much they had hurt her. She couldn't afford it. Her reputation would die…or it would have died…it was pretty much dead now anyway.

Taking the opportunity while Cordelia was stunned, she reached up and planted another kiss on her lips. Cordelia responded only with a small moan. When she felt her relax again, Willow let her hands rub up and down her back. Finding the zipper again she maintained its slow decent. Cordelia broke the kiss. "Nnn…" she said, startled and worried again, feeling horribly betrayed. But Willow only touched her face with her free hand, wiped her thumb across her tears and pulled her head down again by the back of the neck, restoring the tender kiss.

Cordelia couldn't relax though. She didn't protest out of fear. With the dress now fully undone, she felt Willow's hands creep up her bare back to her shoulders. Finally Cordelia broke. "Please," she sobbed into Willow's mouth. "Please,…please don't do this to me!" Willow bit down on a surge of frustration when she was struck by how desperate and helpless the girl looked. She had to be careful with her.

Willow took Cordelia's face in her hands and cooed gently. "Shhhh now. Don't be scared," she said, her voice soft and slow. "Just relax…" she coaxed sweetly. "I won't bite…"

Cordelia bit her lips and shut her eyes. Willow took this as an invitation to let her hands slide back down to her shoulders. Cordelia was holding her breath. Willow pushed apart the shoulder straps of the dress slowly, as if she really did want to show Cordelia that she was not going to be rough with her. The straps held over the very edges of her shoulders where Willow paused. She frowned with sincere sympathy at the tears that seemed to pour relentlessly down Cordelia's cheeks. She thought she might be cried out by now.

Trying not to let her impatience get the better of her, Willow pushed the straps of her shoulders and the dress fell a little way, Cordelia folding up her arms over her chest at the last minute to keep it up. Willow smirked at the instant regret on Cordelia's face. Her eyes opened wide in the horror of what she had done and she stammered, unable to form any kind of word that made any sense. She tried to back away and regretted that also. She looked about ready to faint. Or have a fit. Or throw up. Or all of the above.

Willow giggled. "Hey, hey…it's okay…it's alright…here…" she said, holding out her hands and taking Cordelia's arms. She pulled her back towards her. Cordelia stepped forward again, but held her arms tightly across her chest. Willow smiled and looked up at her eyes again. She reached up to stroke her hair, taking locks from over her face between two fingers and smoothing them behind her ears. Pausing to admire her handiwork, she said again, "You really are a beautiful creature."

Cordelia thought she could die. She couldn't believe these words were coming from Willow. Sure, she was all creature-of-the-nightish now, whenever that happened, and it wasn't like Willow wasn't a sweet person pre vamped. But it was unnerving, on more than several levels. And she couldn't believe how taken she felt. She hadn't felt like this since Xander, and even then she was so confused, it could have been hormones or what have you. But this…there were no words to describe what this was.

She was scared beyond belief, and it figured that the one person to treat her so tenderly ended up being a) a girl b) Willow c) a Vampire and d) a girl. Willow's finger was touching her lips again, a curious look on her face. Almost awe. Cordelia thought she knew what was coming. And she couldn't…It couldn't happen again…She didn't think she'd be able to deal…

Willow felt her beginning to fall at once. Her hands caught her shoulders and she held her steady. Cordelia's arms began to go loose, but still retained their firm hold of her dress. "Woa…hey?" Willow said. "Come on…"

She walked Cordelia over to her bed. She sat her down slowly on the end and pulled her dress straps back over her shoulders so she could let her arms fall. Cordelia began to groan a little, her face suddenly very pale. Willow had never seen this happen before. Not like this. It intrigued her.

"Here, lay back…" he said, and urged Cordelia back down on the bed.

"Nnn…nnnn…o…" Cordelia's voice was a mere whisper, her head rolling into Willow's chest, her arms flopping to her sides. She cringed and made a wining noise and Willow helped her to lie down. She slid her arms beneath her and lifted her up along the bed until her head fell against her pillows. Throwing away all the toys and things that cluttered the head of the bed, Willow sat down beside her, tracing her face lightly with a finger.