Therapy

"Father?"

Draco looked as confused as Harry did. Lucius Malfoy. If that isn't trouble then what is?

"Draco. I see I have caught you at a. bad time. Forgive me because my visit will be short." Then with those evil, cold, eyes he stared at Harry.

"I'm really sorry Harry," Draco whispered into Harry's ear, " but can we talk later."

Without a word Harry rose to his feet and left.

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Reality check. Harry just realized what happed. He tried to commit suicide. Draco saved him. And he poured his heart out to him. **Dammit** Harry didn't go straight to the common room. Oh no. There would be too many people there. Instead he went for a walk. Alone.

Hogwarts was so peaceful at night. The full moon. The night stars. The light dancing on the lake. A piece of heaven on Earth.

Harry just sat on a big rock by the lake side and thought. He wished so much that Hermoine or Ron were there. He wished that he could talk to someone. Harry finally decided what good would Ron and Hermoine be, he couldn't talk to them about being gay. That still made him feel a little sick. He. Harry James Potter. Was gay. He was in love. With Draco Lucius Malfoy. Love. It was funny. All these years of hating Draco, it was all a cover up for what he really felt. Kairi had explained that to him. And it worked the same was with Draco.

Then, without warning, she came, Harry's guardian angel.

"Hello Harry."

Harry turned around to find Kairi standing behind him. Those beautiful blue eyes already analyzing his every thoughts. The one person that probably could make sense of this was Kairi. She was bloody brilliant. Not only in school or magic, but in life and love as well.

"Hi Kairi. Won't you sit down."

"So, things didn't go as planned?"

**Things didn't go as planned.how would she know.oh...wait...she's Kairi**

"No. I guess not. I mean, I jump off the Astronomy Tower, hoping just to put an end to all these games of love and hate then next thing I know Draco is coming from no where saving me! Then I am in his room pouring my heart out to him and his father shows up!! His father!!! You know his father is wanted by the Ministry of Magic because he was a follower of." he stopped there. He remember that Kairi's father was Voldemort. "I'm sorry.I mean if I offended you in any." "Why would you have Harry? Did I not tell you before he didn't deserve to be called my father?"

"Oh yes. I remember."

Silence. Perfect Silence.

"Your silence will be your undoing."

"What?"

"Your silence. you see Harry, you keep your emotions all bottled up inside because you are so worried about what your friends will think. You are the famous Harry Potter. Everyone wants to be like you. And you. You're worried about what they think. Don't you see. You could walk around in a frilly pink dress tomorrow and tell every one it's your source of inner strength and people will start copying. These people. they are all lemmings. no minds of their own. like muggles, only they have magic."

"Is that why you choose to be alone?"

"I choose to be alone Harry because. well, a lot of reasons. I scare people. Did you not see that from the first moment I walked in. Oh wait.you were to busy thinking I was taking Draco from you." She just looked at Harry and smiled. Harry could feel his face turn red. Good thing it was dark. "Harry it's too late for me. I am destined to be alone. But you.. you aren't"

Harry couldn't understand what she meant to be "destined to be alone". it's not like she was ugly or anything. she was an extraordinary girl.

"Do me a favor Harry. Stop hiding, come into the light."

She didn't need to say more. Harry understood what he needed to do. But now, could he do it? Could he fight everyone to get what he wants? Harry didn't want to think about that right now. He just wanted to get away from Draco and his feelings for a moment. He didn't want to tackle that problem right now.

"The holidays are coming up Kairi. are you going home or staying?"

"Home? What is home really Harry?" She laughed " No. I'm staying here for Christmas. My home was a muggle orphanage. Funny really. Voldemort was raised in a muggle orphanage. Then he came to Hogwarts.. He met my mum his seventh year."

"Tell me. I really don't understand how Voldemort had time for a family and. stuff."

"Well it's quite a story.. If you want to hear it." Of course Harry did. Kairi was probably the most mysterious girl at school. She only really talked to Harry. Why? Well that was a question to be asked later. Not now. " Well of course he wasn't always Voldemort. He was Tom Riddle at one time. Prefect. Head Boy. Excellent in DADA. He caught my mum's eye her seventh year. Especially since he was famous for catching the "heir". no one knew it was him. He manage to shift the blame.." **Hagrid** Harry thought "Well, He was always dark. In the inside. It only took a matter of time to release it. Right after they left Hogwarts my mum and he were married. I was soon born. And I was only one when it happened. He killed his first victim. My mum."

"But.but. why?"

"Well Voldemort found her cheating on him with a muggle. Killed them both. The hatred was released then. Fortunately, he forgot about me . I was found by the muggles, so I was put in a muggle orphanage. Not many people know that he has a daughter. If people did, think of the trouble there would be. Dumbledore didn't think it was a good idea to have me at Hogwarts. Until now. Now that he's gone."

"Well that actually explains a lot. Why he hated muggles and all. he was just heart broken. Looking for revenge."

" Yes. But it's still no excuse. He killed many good people."

"Yes.. Yes he did."

"I think it's time for us to be leaving. You've had a long day. And cheer up, Christmas is around the corner. Oh yes, by the way. you should talk to Ron and Hermoine.they are quite worried about you."

"Okay. I will. and Kairi. does this mean we're friends."

She smiled. "Friends. yes Harry. I guess this does mean we're friends."