Title: Life
Author: Suiz a.k.a Scotland's Vampire Slayer
Rating: PG-13
Feedback: Would be much appreciated as this is my first fic
Distribution: If you Want, Take, Have just tell me where
Disclaimer: If I owned any of these characters lets just say Riley would have been brutally murdered and put on display so no one else would ever dare be like him ever again.
Summary: Short reflective piece a bit dark Season 6 around Dead Things Buffy's POV
Life
Used to think it was a gift something sacred to be savoured like fine wine but now it's a curse. I can Slay anything be it People, Demons, Hell Gods… better than anyone else but the day to day grind like work, school, interacting with my friends it never made me feel anything, I'm numb inside like I'm dead but no this hurts badly so it's worse.
I'm no better than some of those creatures I kill every night, walking around like an animated corpse… like him. Note the use of the word 'kill' rather than 'slay' in the last sentence because that's what it is… killing. I can't be Buffy, I can't be the Slayer I was, without the Buffy part so what's left, take it all away, The friends, the watcher, Heaven and what's left….
Nothing.
Hope you enjoyed it.
--suiz--
