Discalimer: I do NOT own HP or any of the characters present in this story, and I do NOT own Toni Braxton or the song Un-Break My Heart, thought I wish that I did, 'cause the song is absolutely amazing.

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We danced for about another hour with each other, and as time went on, we felt more and more at ease with each other, if possible, because we were physically so close that if anybody only saw our shadows, they would think something was going on, I have to say, it was somewhat erotic. I couldn't take the music anymore, the beat was getting on my nerves after all this time, and I felt like if I listened to it for another hour, I would go completely nuts. I looked over at Draco and told him that we needed to go home, he looked at me with the most mischievous smile, looking rather shocked.

"Wow, Weasley, I never thought of you as the easy type. You know, I always thought of you as the type of gal who has to go out with a guy for more than a year to finaly give in."

"Oh shut up!" I hit his arm playfully. "I just want to go home because I have a HUGE mingraine." I said and with that, I walked out, and apparated in front of my house, unsure of wether or not Draco was following me. Seconds later, his figure stood in front of me, appearing out of nowhere. He looked at me, and that's when it suddenly hit me. Things are going to be very awkward in the house from now on. I didn't know if Draco knew that I only went out with him to get back at Harry. I felt nervous. I didn't know what to do.

"Draco..." I whispered. But he didn't seem to want to listen. He locked his lips with mine, and took my breath away. I couldn't deny it anymore... I felt something for him, but I had no clue what it was. Or... it wasn't feelings. It was lust, nothing more, nothing less. No feelings, just the simple fact of wanting something forbidden. He was like the forbidden fruit, something I wasn't allowed to have which made it all that more exciting. When we broke apart, we were both out of breath, looking into each other's eyes.

"You can't deny it, Virginia. You want it as much as I do. It's time to grow up and put Pothead behind you, he was your past, a past that I'm more than sure you'd want to forget."

Before I could answer, Draco was leaning in again, but I felt something stir in the house, which made me breath out the word "Harry" and see the fury in Malfoy's eyes. He looked so angry that I could've sworn it took every ounce of self-control he had not to knock down that door and bit the crap out of Harry.

"I'm... MY NAME IS DRACO. God, Ginny... grow up and move on. How long are you gonna run after someone that doesn't give a shit about you? Who wouldn't care if you're alive or dead." His tone scared me and hurt me like nothing before. I felt as if hundreds of knives had entered my body at the same time. How could he say something like that?

"As opposed to who, Malfoy? YOU? You make me laugh, you bastard. You say that I need to grow out of this and move on... with who? YOU? You don't care, either. All you want is to add another name into your little black book entitled 'All those I shagged', you pathetic excuse of a human being." I said, now tears in my eyes, but I wouldn't let him see me cry, I wouldn't let him know how badly he had hurt me.

"You're right, I don't care. But you know what? Neither does Harry. And if you can't see that, you're thicker that I thought." His voice was very loud, and echoed in the corridor. When he saw the first tear rolling down my cheek, he looked at me and his features softened.

"You don't know that." I said, now sobbing, unable to hold the tears back a second longer. "How would you know he doesn't care? Maybe he does." I sounded so desperate that I somehow felt pity for myself.

"What makes you think he does? You will always be Ron's little sister." He said, his voice now a lot calmer.But you know what? I COULD care." He said these words so softly in my ears that I had a hard time hearing them, feeling as if somehow, I had imagined them. "Let's just go in, ok?" He said taking my hand, and placed a soft kiss on it, which made my eyes pop out. When we got in, the first thing that caught my eye was a very worried-looking Harry on the couch.

"Where the hell have you two been? Do you KNOW what time it is?" Asked Harry, his voice as loud as Draco's had been in the corridor.

"Way past your bedtime, since you're suddenly oh-so-cranky."

"Shut it, Malfoy, I'm not talking to you." He turned his face to me, and his eyes grew in shock. "What did he do to you? Did he hurt you?"

I didn't know what to answer. He hadn't hurt me physicaly, but if he was talking about hurting me emotionaly, I had never been that hurt in my life.

"What are you talking about?" was all that I could muster up without breaking into tears again.

"Can I talk to Ginny, in PRIVATE?" Harry said but Draco remained exactly where he stood. "That means get lost, Malfoy."

"Ok, ok, fine, don't have a cow." He walked to his room, but I noticed that he didn't close the door.

"What did he do? Why are your eyes so red? Did he hurt you? I swear, if he did, he will have hell to pay."

"He didn't Harry. Honest." I said while looking into his deep-emerald eyes.

"Are you sure, Ginny? You know you can trust me, don't you? You can tell me if he did something. Just... just think of me as one of your brothers... just tell me." He said and with this, every single word that Malfoy had said popped back into my head. That I was running after a mirage, never beeing able to get to it, just running after something unreal and untrue.

"God, I'm fine, RON!" I shouted to Harry's face, stormed towards my room and slammed the door. Once in the security of my bed, I finally let all those sobs that I had been unsuccessfully keeping in come out. Draco was right. Harry didn't see me as anything more than a little sister. How could I have been so dumb as to think that he could? He practically spelled it out for me "think of me as one of your brothers." "Jerk" I thought out loud, beating myself internaly. There was also Draco. He was real, he was a grown up, and he wasn't part of my past. He was now, and possibly, future.

I couldn't possibly go to sleep now. The realization of what Malfoy had said started to sink in, and I couldn't take it at all. I turned on my stereo, the volume so low, that I had a trouble hearing. My favorite CD was in it, of a muggle singer. It was very old but I loved each one of her songs. The song that was playing was Unbreak My Heart and it was unbelievable how it agreed with my mood.



Don't leave me in all this pain

Don't leave me out in the rain

Come back and bring back my smile

Come and take these tears away

I need your arms to hold me now

The nights are so unkind

Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart

Say you'll love me again

Undo this hurt you caused

When you walked out the door

And walked out of my life

Un-cry these tears

I cried so many nights

Un-break my heart

My heart

Take back that sad word good-bye

Bring back the joy to my life

Don't leave me here with these tears

Come and kiss this pain away

I can't forget the day you left

Time is so unkind

And life is so cruel without you here beside me

Un-break my heart

Say you'll love me again

Undo this hurt you caused

When you walked out the door

And walked out of my life

Un-cry these tears

I cried so many nights

Un-break my heart

Don't leave me in all this pain

Don't leave me out in the rain

Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart

Say you'll love me again

Undo this hurt you caused

When you walked out the door

And walked out of my life

Un-cry these tears

I cried so many, many nights

Un-break my

Un-break my heart, oh baby

Come back and say you love me

Un-break my heart

Sweet darlin'

Without you I just can't go on

Can't go on....

After the song was done, I was sobbing uncontrolably, feeling as if my body was sore, and I was all alone in this cruel world. Why did it always have to be so complicated for me? Why was it that I always had to suffer for his attention and never get it, when I could've gotten so much more from other people? Was he even aware of my existence now, or was I just another job assignment? I felt as if my heart was bleeding and as if I was breathing air in through a straw. THAT was my night. Hopefully, I said to myself, tomorrow will be a better day.

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Love y'alls

and in the last A/N, I meant eedoe not eeodee or however else I spelled it. I feel like such a dumbass, sorry. *blush*