A special thanks to Livia and Artemis for motivating me to go on though I
got a rather upsetting email from someone. Which upset me but I decided to
block it out of my system and ignore it here is a new chapter. Please rate
'n' review if u do I will give u a big bear HUG and chocolate milk shake
unless you are allergic
Deeply devoted to each other forever but for now in our dreams Set: roughly season 5-ish Notes: spoilers season 5 Feedback: it will be appreciated Disclaimer: joss owns every thing except spike coz I kidnapped him and locked him in my cellar
Spike's vampire senses went into overdrive after hearing a loud and intense scream from his dearest Buffy. In panic he climbed the bare leaved wizened tree till he was perched on the nearest branch to the window he gazed lovingly in and saw her gold tresses in a matted and sweaty state her face red and puffy with tears. Her body pacing due to the adrenaline rush, he guessed. He just wanted to sit her on her bed and let her burrow her face into his shirt drenching it with salt water and listen her babbling on about nothing. He wanted to be with her, and help her out. He felt as if he was caged by his own love and unable to break free and it was secretly killing him.
Spike. I can't love spike she thought. She looked into the mirror in disgust, looking what she had become a looser crying her tears out over her former arch nemesis. Mind you he is quite hot and has been real nice to me recently. God what am I thinking she screamed. Spike equals killer equals bad. Buffy pull your self together she screamed look what you have reduced me to spike she screamed to no one in particular not knowing the person she least wanted to know about her feelings was right outside her window.
His mind was suddenly overflowing with thoughts. DID SHE JUST SAY MY NAME? He questioned himself. God maybe she feels the same. He jumped off his lookout branch and stormed in the direction of his crypt. He needed time to think this over. Maybe his evil soulless self had a chance but he needed more proof before he would truly believe it. .
sorry yet another short chapter I have to revise for my exams so it's been hell and a bad time to start writing this fic so I apologize especially Livia and Artemis as I said before please review it boosts my self esteem and makes me write more.
Deeply devoted to each other forever but for now in our dreams Set: roughly season 5-ish Notes: spoilers season 5 Feedback: it will be appreciated Disclaimer: joss owns every thing except spike coz I kidnapped him and locked him in my cellar
Spike's vampire senses went into overdrive after hearing a loud and intense scream from his dearest Buffy. In panic he climbed the bare leaved wizened tree till he was perched on the nearest branch to the window he gazed lovingly in and saw her gold tresses in a matted and sweaty state her face red and puffy with tears. Her body pacing due to the adrenaline rush, he guessed. He just wanted to sit her on her bed and let her burrow her face into his shirt drenching it with salt water and listen her babbling on about nothing. He wanted to be with her, and help her out. He felt as if he was caged by his own love and unable to break free and it was secretly killing him.
Spike. I can't love spike she thought. She looked into the mirror in disgust, looking what she had become a looser crying her tears out over her former arch nemesis. Mind you he is quite hot and has been real nice to me recently. God what am I thinking she screamed. Spike equals killer equals bad. Buffy pull your self together she screamed look what you have reduced me to spike she screamed to no one in particular not knowing the person she least wanted to know about her feelings was right outside her window.
His mind was suddenly overflowing with thoughts. DID SHE JUST SAY MY NAME? He questioned himself. God maybe she feels the same. He jumped off his lookout branch and stormed in the direction of his crypt. He needed time to think this over. Maybe his evil soulless self had a chance but he needed more proof before he would truly believe it. .
sorry yet another short chapter I have to revise for my exams so it's been hell and a bad time to start writing this fic so I apologize especially Livia and Artemis as I said before please review it boosts my self esteem and makes me write more.
