Disclaimer: these characters are not mine they are almighty Joss's but my birthday wish on September the 8th is that they will be but this plot is one hundred percent original .

I can't love him it was just a dream, nothing but a dream. She charged through the graveyard absent mindly walking towards that unwanted lovers crypt. Seconds later she found herself outside his crypt.

Fine I want him she said to her self-conscious. But I refuse to love him.

At that moment broke the magnetic force pulling herself towards spike and walked in the opposite direction

Spike POV

Spike was flopped over his green armchair drunk senseless. Continually downing bottles of alcohol. Trying to dull his hearts eternal lust for a certain petite blonde. The room full of depressive feeling. Until the aura changed. It brightened up like a harmless ray of sun. An easy way out of this hell hole his little bloody angel. He swore he felt his dead heart skip a beat. It was her. His Buffy.

He approached the door walking slowly at first, and then increasing his speed he at last met the weathered door face to face the only thing blocking him from her. He clenched his hand around the black chipped iron ring and pulled. Revealing nothing but an empty space. She had fled from him, from her feelings. Spike stood outside in his black jeans and his tight T-shirt declining all of his muscles.

Buffy POV

She cowered behind a near by tomb. Begging for his vampire senses not to pick her up. Or maybe she wanted him to find her. To pull her out and fix her life. Use his strong mouth to drain all her doubts and clear her eyes. She peered round the stony edge of the building. She saw his luscious chest. Suddenly she felt like she was being watched and caught the azure blue eyes of spike. Crap he saw me She reflexed her body and flattened against the wall hiding from his eyes. His oh so penetrating eyes. Trying to control her now panting breath and waiting silently.

Spike POV

He knew where she was but could he risk it. Was she really hiding from him? Did she really want him? He unknowingly was edging towards the tomb. Her breathing easily made out. The adrenaline and excitement he could smell and feel rushing though her veins with her blood. It spurred him on and he gained his confidence as he realized it was he leaving her in this state of pleasure. He lured over her and she looked up. Attempting to hide her true feelings with disgust but her eyes was glazed over with want and love.

He gripped his fingers around her lean muscle in her arm pulling her of the ground and on to her feet. "Spike what the hell do you." She was cut of by his lips crushing into hers, his tongue begging for entrance and her bottom lip she happily accepted allowing his tongue to wander freely through her mouth as if it was it's own territory. Spike's hands lingered at her arse. At that point she felt true happiness and realized what she was doing. She broke from his heavenly taste panting. He started stroking her arm tentatively. "Spike stop" she yelled

"Why you were clearly enjoying it," he replied

"Stop acting like you know me so well"

"I can't do this," she continued

She picked up her stake she had been previously had held and ran in the direction of revelo drive.

"Bloody hell I have feelings people can't keep playing me like a bloody wind up toy" He paused

"Sooner or later I may just snap and you will be more lonely than you are pet," he yelled after her.

He looked down on the ground. Something glistend under the moon light, he crouched down and picked it up. "Crap" he yelled He dropped the object he had just picked up. It was Buffy's silver cross she must have taken of in order to protect spike while they kissed.

So she does want me and unharmed by the looks of things He ripped of a shred of material from his shirt and used it to protect him while he picked up the cross.

She may come callin' lookin' for this

He slipped it into his back pocket of his worn jeans and started his way back to his crypt.

Buffy POV

Buffy legs had felt they had run for miles. Why had she run from him she knew the answer she was scared senseless? She wanted but he was not her normal type and had a bad relationship reputation nearly as bad as hers. But he was her right kind of wrong I guess.

Tomorrow I will do to him and apologize

She reached her door at last and thudded until her younger sibling dawn answered the door.

"Buffy, where have you been, mum has been worried sick"

Buffy looked at her watch it was three in the morning she had been out since eight

"Um I guess I got carried away wit the slaying and why are you up at this time?"

"I told mum to go to bed and I would stay up and wait for you okay"

" Yeah sorry, okay we better be going to bed"

She walked quietly up the stairs and crept into her room.

She stripped into her pajamas and slipped under the covers sound asleep in no time in happy SPIKE land.

My POV

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