Satine's Sacrifice
Oh God, What am I doing?
Where is this leading?
Inside my heart is bleeding, But in my head I'm screaming.
I remember how you taught me to love, And now I'm forced to throw it away,
Nobody can cure this pain.
A pain that I can only feel, As I'm starting to bleed.
And then I realize, That it's the only way, for you to be safe.
When I saw your eyes filled with shock, I was filled with cold rock.
How I wanted to tell you the truth, Simply just spill out all my feelings
to you.
Then you would hold me in your arms and protect me from all harm.
I can feel my heart bleeding, I can hear you pleading.
Telling me to tell you the truth, but how I can I possibly tell you that
I'm dying?
And at the same time I am crying.
Crying floods of invisible tears, Because my whole heart is filled with
fear.
Because if I tell you the truth, They'll kill you.
Oh, don't you understand how much it hurts to see you in this pain.
As I'm walking away I'm filled with shame, For not telling you the truth,
And I finally realize that I'm lost without you.
Outside, raindrops may be dripping, But myn life is slipping.
I can hear your voice , Have I really decided the right choice?
My life is falling out of place,
As I'm slowly beginning to fly away.