I am just an ordinary girl with problems. Problems which scare people to thinking I am a psychopath. My parents hate me and I only have one true friend. I go to a boring high school called Mombusho High School. There everyone hates me and tries to hurt me in ever way they can think of. My teachers constantly try to flunk me because they hate me. I am Kaiya Shimpai, which in Japanese means forgiveness and worry.

"Kaiya pay attention when I'm talking to you!" my father yelled as he slapped me.

I caress me cheek in pain and looked back up at my father. My eyes brimming with crystal like tears. This is normal, it happens every day or so to me. It's always about my future and how I can make a difference. They never take the time to ask about what I want. I don't really care anymore I gotten use to such treatment in my life.

"Yes father I understand." I said bluntly with my head cast down, not even caring what he was talking about at all.

"I'm glad you understand why I engaged you to Yukio." My father said with a smile, which gave me the shivers.

I'm engaged to Yukio the total jerk at school! Aren't I a little to young to be worrying about who I marry? Yukio the guy who is use to getting what he always wanted! Why do I have to be engaged to him!

"Are you sure he wants to be engaged to me at all father?" I asked politely hoping not to get hit by him again.

"He requested to be engaged to you Kaiya. You will marry him even if you don't like him. You will learn to like him." My father told me with a stern look.

"He really requested to be engaged with me father? I always thought he hated me." I said rather shocked that he would choose me over some of the other girls at school.

"He never hates young ladies now get dressed for school. Your mother bought you a new necklace to wear to impress Yukio." He told me as he turned away and left the room.

I ran up stairs to my room. Surely enough there was a gold necklace with a stunning topaz hanging of it. I slipped into my normal school uniform and fastened the necklace on. I hopped out the window and grabbed my backpack from the windowsill. I began to walk to school as some 11th graders came by on there shiny black and red motorcycles. As usual, they were looking for a prey.

"Hey little girl why don't you give us your new necklace?" asked this one boy with bleached spiked hair.

"How about you leave me alone bastard?" I said looking at them out of the corner of my eye while I kept walking.

"Hey bitch I told you to give me your fucking necklace! Give to me now!" the guy yelled snatching me by my long black and red streaked hair.

I elbowed him in the stomach and turned around and punched him it the face. I ran off towards the school. I leaned against my locker with relief to get out of there. As soon as I opened, my locker bunches of red roses came tumbling out with a pink card with it. It sure did catch my attention and everyone else at school. I picked up the pink card and opened in it. Inside it said: My dearly beloved Kaiya, I hope you enjoy the lush red roses. Love- Yukio Kanzen.

"Who sent all the roses?" came my best friend Kane.

Kane he is well.one of my true friends in my life. He is always there for me and will always help me, even if his own life was in stake. Most people think he is just like the other rich boys at school but he isn't. Money doesn't matter to him at all. That is why I like him.

"Yukio Kanzen sent them to me. Its only because we are engaged." I whispered to him, so no else could hear.

"Really? How interesting.how long have you two been going out?" Kane questioned me with a weird almost interesting gleam in his violet eyes.

"That's the problem we were never going out in the first place." I sighed which told him it was bugging me.

"That's damn stupid." He said with a grin and pulled me into a hug to reassure me everything will be ok.

We walked towards room MF 1 for art class. My favorite subject because I get to express how I feel with pictures. Kane just took it because I did. We sat by each other as soon as that happened Yukio sat on the other side of me. He gave Kane a dirty look and turned towards the teacher.

"Was it me or was that a dirty look Yukio gave you?" I whispered to him so Yukio couldn't hear what I was saying.

"Yeah that was defiantly a dirty look he gave me." Kane said rolling his eyes with annoyance.
I smiled at him and went back to the drawing assignment. Today Ms. Hiyama wants us to draw a landscape to express our bottled up emotions. She told me she likes my drawings because they were so realistic and such sadness to them. Its normal for me to draw or paint sad, depressing, and confusing pictures because of how my life is going and the way people treat me. I looked at the corner of my desk there was a little piece of white paper. I picked it up and read it. It was from Yukio he wanted to talk to me outside by the gates. I wonder what he wants to talk about anyway. There is nothing to talk about at all. The bell rung and me Kane shot off like bullets down the hallway to our lockers.

"Um.Kane I'll met you at our other class I got to go met you know who." I explained with a smile, gave him a little peck on the check, and ran off.

I walked towards Yukio who was leaning against the sliver metal gate. Yukio was one of those rich snobby jerk guys at my school. Most girls practically drool all over him. He has black spiked hair with the tips on the spikes dyed red. Today he chooses to wear black leather pants, red t- shirt, and his black leather jacket to match his pants.

"Hey Yukio!" I greeted as I approached him.

"Sup Kaiya?" He said giving her a grin that most girls love. It had no affect on me though.

"So what is it you want to talk about?" I asked him, when I was looking at the ground as if it was more interesting than his face. Well actually, it is to me.

"I don't want you talking to that Kane boy no more. Else, I will tell your father you kissed him. Don't think I didn't see you give him a quick kiss on the cheek Kaiya." He said with his eyes cold and clam. It was very creepy how he stared into my pitch black eyes.

"Okay I understand." I said with my face flushed a slight pinkish color. I walked away from the cold-hearted bastard to my true best friend. I don't know how I am going to tell him this and I know it will hurt me too. I don't want to tell him it is the end of our friendship because of some over possessed bastard.

"Hey Kane" I said with a halfhearted smile.

"Hey Kaiya what's the matter?" he said wrapping his arms around my waist from behind me.

"Please let go of me Kane" I almost shrilled with my voice showing fear.

"What's the matter Kaiya? I always done that it never bothered you at all." He said as his arms snaked away from my waist.
"Yukio doesn't want me to be your friend no more." I said with my voice starting to crack and tears brimming my eyes.

"Who cares what Yukio says I can be your friend he has no control over you my little demon." Kane said using his hand to wipe the tears away from my face.

"I have to listen to him. My dad wants me to obey Yukio's every command. Sorry.you were a really great friend to me." I cried as I threw myself at him for one last hug.

I broke are embrace and smiled at him a sad smile he seen before, the smile I had when he first met me. I walked a way, only turning my head once giving him me lonely sad smile.

"Bye Kaiya." I heard Kane whispered before I left.

AN: Yay! I have been working on this for a while. Kaiya Shimpai is just like me in a sad way. Kane is her best friend like my best friend I had. I wonder what ever happened to him. I wrote this fanfic as a memory of my life. Plz review! If I don't get at least 5 reviews I'll take it down. If you like this, read my other story Gangster Love.