AN: ~.~ = lyrics to the song
This is also a song fic. Weird isn't it? I don't own these lyrics. These are New Found Glory's lyrics to "Forget my name". You have to love that song! Well on to the story!

"Forget My name"

Kane and me have been in many fights but I can't believe this time it is for good. Damn Yukio! I almost didn't go to school today.

~Tell all my friends I'm dead, I'm leaving you, this time it's for good~

I was walking to my next class today and I looked at Kane. When our eyes almost made contact, he turned his back on me! He's probably is trying to forget I exist! He won't even say my name and pretends he never knew me that's what one of his friends told me.

~ Tell all my friends that I'm dead, it won't be long before you forget my name~

It really hurts to know your childhood friend can't even look at you anymore. I might as well commit suicide to get his attention. However, I wouldn't do something like that unless it was necessary. I am going to have a mental breakdown if I have to live my whole life with him doing that!

~ Can you tell that I'm losing myself? ~

After my math class in my locker I found a note that said his friend told him nothing but its obvious that I'm having a break down and not to kill myself. Is it that obvious? That means everyone can see it then. How embarrassing.

~ I think I'm trying too hard to, let it show, to let you know~

I hope I'm not also embarrassing him or making him angrier with me. I just wish I could go back to him. To his warm welcoming arms and his wonderful, smile. I want to go back to him or for him to come back to me.

~ So trace your footsteps back to me ~

Its been a week since we hadn't talk to each other. I have been waiting for him to send me a note, phone me, anything to tell me he is not mad at me. But nothing has happened yet. I am just waiting for nothing. I just been hoping to have a chance to talk him, hang out for a minute or so.

~ Cause I've been gone for a long time, waiting on the sidelines, hoping for a chance to play ~

I thought I would never loose him. I thought I would always have him. I thought nothing could separate us no matter what. I was wrong! I thought those words would never escape my lips.

~ Well I thought I would never leave anything behind, I also never thought I'd say ~

During lunch, I sat across from him and he got up and moved to another table with his friends. That really caused me pain. He rejected me that easy with out hurting his own self. I heard him whisper to his friends to pretend they never knew me or I didn't exist at all. I looked at him again after lunch and he just walked off that was cruel.

~ Tell all my friends I'm dead, I'm leaving you, this time its for good, tell all my friends that I'm dead, it won't be long before you forget my name ~

I walked up to him and slapped him so hard it left a hand mark on his face. He and his friends looked at me as if I am mentally retarded or they didn't know me. It disgusted me. Then I realized that I was acting unlike myself or at least the person I think I know inside of me. I ran off to the girl's bathroom and began to cry.

~ Can you tell that I don't know myself? ~

I can't let you go for some reason. You were always there to tell me that I was better than that to hog someone or something to myself. I always end up letting it go. This time you aren't here to tell me that.

~ I need someone to remind me to let it go ~

Please just tell me why are you mad at me Kane. I did nothing to you. I end up thinking of him no matter what. I need him to tell me it's all right to let him go. Maybe I just need him to come back to me instead.

~ Please let me know, so trace your footsteps back to me ~

I should probably give up on him. I have been waiting for him to come back to me for a long time already. I end up daydreaming of me being in your arms playing our pretend little love games like always.

~ Cause I've been gone for a long time, waiting on the sidelines hoping, for a chance to play ~

I thought I wouldn't loose anything I love. Yes, I realized I love you. Love as in a friendly way only. I thought would never loose you as I advance and grow up. I thought such harsh words I would never say to you. Such words would come from me to you.

~ Well I thought I would never leave anything behind, I also never thought I'd say ~

That's it! He can tell all his friends I don't exist for all I care. I can ignore me all he wants. I'm going to give up on him. He's not that important.I think. Oh well this is the end. I am leaving him for good!

~ Tell all my friends I'm dead, I'm leaving you, this time it's for good ~

It didn't take you long to forget about me. So I guess it wouldn't hurt you if I tell you in your face how I feel. I think you wouldn't mind if I forget you too.

~ Tell all my friends that I'm dead, it won't be long before you forget my name ~

If you all a sudden asked me to be your friend, again at the last moment I wouldn't accept it not to happen. You always do it.

~ And if I had the chance, to do it all again, I wouldn't accept anything less ~

You want to know why Kane? You treated me badly for something I had no control of jackass! So, I wouldn't accept your offer to be your friend again!

~ And if I had the chance to do it all again, I wouldn't accept, I wouldn't expect anything less ~

When I noticed he looked at me, I turned away with a smile. I knew he was shocked because it was unlike me to do such thing. He thinks I can't get over him by myself. I will prove him wrong! This is bye for now Kane.

~ Tell all my friends I'm dead, I'm leaving you, this time its for good ~

I walked up to him and stuck a sticky note on his forehead. I smiled at him and walked away happy as I have been all week! On the note, I wrote ignore me I don't care. I don't have to exist to you at all. Bye...

~ Tell all my friends that I'm dead, it won't be long before you forget my name ~

He crumbled up the paper angrily and tossed it into the waste bin. I watched happily knowing I succeeded in making him angry with me. He can forget my name and everything about me I don't care!

~ Forget my name ~

AN: What do you think? Is it good? I love this chapter! Only because it has New Found Glory! Review if you like please!