Disclaimer: AS I said before I own none of the characters etc. They are
property of J.R.R Tolkien
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This is now the final thoughts of Gilmi and Gandalf. Gilmi had a hard start cause you don't think about how would Gilmi feel "if" this had happen. So I was given a challenge. I thank everybody who reviewed.
And now on with the show!!!!
Gilmi~
I can't believe this! I can't believe that I, Son of Gloin am in this situation. I never had a second thought about what it would be like to have failed the quest. To have failed my friends. But here we are. Sitting in this CAGE, with nothing.
NO FOOD, NO WATER just the embarrassment and failure of our duties.
I am ashamed of myself and what I am. It is now a humiliation for me to be called a dwarf. Every thing is suffering because we put our guard down for one second.
I would give anything to not be in this place, which is uncomfortable even for a dwarf. I want to close my eyes and see everybody alive again. I also want to end my misery. I feel my self-growing weaker and weaker day by day, hour by hour, second by second and so on. I can barely lift my trusty axe.
I wish for someone to speak, but know one will. I desire to hear the fun- loving elf's beautiful singing again even though I complained about it so many times. I also desire to hear Aragorn's commands. How I miss everything.
My time is running shorter and shorter. I take one last look at Aragorn and pray he lives to help the rest somehow.
Everything is turning black. I remember Legolas' words. Mornie Utulie. Darkness has come.
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Gandalf~
What have I done?!?!?
How come I never told the rest of the fellowship about what I saw and felt when we started this quest?
WHY?
WHY DIDN'T I?
Everything has gone wrong. Frodo shouldn't have died so helplessly. He didn't even put up a struggle. He couldn't. It was all to fast. How could I have been so blind?
How could I have been a great friend as I was always told so many times? A great friend would have told the rest about what they saw. I didn't. I had so many chances to tell them but I didn't. Denial and questions is all I think.
Would they have thought of my crazy if I told them? I do not understand. I am lost.
All of my thoughts dwell around failure.
Sorrow is all my emotion.
Pain is all I feel.
Weakness is all I am.
I cannot stand this any longer. I cannot go on. I want to leave.
THAT IS ALL I WISH.
All of a sudden a hear a faint voice in my mind, " Your wish is granted"
WAIT! I call. WAIT.
But it is too late. Everything around me is fading. I can barely make out the silhouettes of Aragorn, Legolas, Gilmi and the statue of the hobbits.
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This is now the final thoughts of Gilmi and Gandalf. Gilmi had a hard start cause you don't think about how would Gilmi feel "if" this had happen. So I was given a challenge. I thank everybody who reviewed.
And now on with the show!!!!
Gilmi~
I can't believe this! I can't believe that I, Son of Gloin am in this situation. I never had a second thought about what it would be like to have failed the quest. To have failed my friends. But here we are. Sitting in this CAGE, with nothing.
NO FOOD, NO WATER just the embarrassment and failure of our duties.
I am ashamed of myself and what I am. It is now a humiliation for me to be called a dwarf. Every thing is suffering because we put our guard down for one second.
I would give anything to not be in this place, which is uncomfortable even for a dwarf. I want to close my eyes and see everybody alive again. I also want to end my misery. I feel my self-growing weaker and weaker day by day, hour by hour, second by second and so on. I can barely lift my trusty axe.
I wish for someone to speak, but know one will. I desire to hear the fun- loving elf's beautiful singing again even though I complained about it so many times. I also desire to hear Aragorn's commands. How I miss everything.
My time is running shorter and shorter. I take one last look at Aragorn and pray he lives to help the rest somehow.
Everything is turning black. I remember Legolas' words. Mornie Utulie. Darkness has come.
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Gandalf~
What have I done?!?!?
How come I never told the rest of the fellowship about what I saw and felt when we started this quest?
WHY?
WHY DIDN'T I?
Everything has gone wrong. Frodo shouldn't have died so helplessly. He didn't even put up a struggle. He couldn't. It was all to fast. How could I have been so blind?
How could I have been a great friend as I was always told so many times? A great friend would have told the rest about what they saw. I didn't. I had so many chances to tell them but I didn't. Denial and questions is all I think.
Would they have thought of my crazy if I told them? I do not understand. I am lost.
All of my thoughts dwell around failure.
Sorrow is all my emotion.
Pain is all I feel.
Weakness is all I am.
I cannot stand this any longer. I cannot go on. I want to leave.
THAT IS ALL I WISH.
All of a sudden a hear a faint voice in my mind, " Your wish is granted"
WAIT! I call. WAIT.
But it is too late. Everything around me is fading. I can barely make out the silhouettes of Aragorn, Legolas, Gilmi and the statue of the hobbits.
