Many of my fics have been rather impersonal and I am trying to rectify
that. So beware, anyone who has a very soft and tender heart.
Recrudesce of Evangelion
Chapter 4: Rise of the Antichrist
Eve smiled as she looked down upon the candidate. The one she'd chosen had a lot of potential and would go a great way as the Messiah. Every warrior she'd placed under his command seemed to respect him and so far he'd proven capable. But was it enough?
"You seem interested in my candidate."
Even turned around to face Apollyon.
"One would think you wouldn't make such a mistake," Eve said.
"I made no mistake. However, if you persist in attempting to make my candidate the Messiah, I will not interfere. But what will happen once the two meet?"
"So you did plan this. You plan on making whoever wins the Antichrist."
"And you plan on making the loser, the weaker of the two, the Messiah."
"This is a battle that the one who does not kill will win," Eve replied, "but it seems you're unable to comprehend that."
"Each position has a different set of requirements," Apollyon replied, "If you cannot see that, then I do not know how you will advise your master."
"We shall see which is truly the stronger when the final battle comes," Eve answered coldly. "This is not a game anymore and I'm afraid you will have to learn a painful lesson."
"Perhaps."
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On Earth, the MP EVAs started to tremble. Suddenly the core on one started bursting. LCL poured out of it and flowed down to the ocean it was standing in. Its entire body continued to crumble, finally revealing the S2 organ under its core. The S2 organ seemed to float in the air without anything holding it.
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"They're getting more numerous," Shinji commented.
The small group of warriors that Shinji led were facing more and more creatures. He hoped it meant they were getting closer. The cold feeling was closer and whenever he reached out it felt like he was surrounded by an ice cage. But what about that scream? Was it Asuka? Shinji shook his head to clear his mind. There was no time to dwell on such thoughts. If it was Asuka the best thing he could do for her was end whatever was causing all this.
"We are approaching the Source," one of the warriors said, "The darkness feels far stronger here."
"Then let's get ready. I don't want to let it get the drop on us. But what exactly is the Source?"
Before the warrior could answer another monster leapt at them. It was quickly cleaved in half but more creatures started appearing and attacking them. Shinji twirled the lance and ended up slicing through a dozen or so monsters that got near him. When the little skirmish was over he nearly collapsed from exhaustion. A warrior helped him remain standing and they started off again.
"What is this Source?" Shinji asked again.
"The Source is the representation of all the evils of humanity. It is extremely powerful and as you have seen can create an almost limitless army of demons."
"So why are they trying to kill us?" Shinji asked, "Or is there something you haven't told me?"
The warrior didn't answer but kept hauling Shinji along. He dropped the issue and watched the warriors around him. All of them seemed exhausted from all the fighting. Shinji was already tired but seeing the others in similar conditions made him feel more comfortable with them.
"Stop," he said.
All of the warriors stopped and looked over at him.
"Everyone rest," he ordered, "I doubt I'll be able to face the Source anyways in this condition."
All of the warriors hesitated, looking at one another. Finally one spoke.
"We should press on," she said, "We must defeat the Source as quickly as possible or else we will be overwhelmed."
"And we'll lose to this Source if we're all exhausted," Shinji countered, "I say we rest for a few minutes. Besides, we're close. If we're lucky this Source will run into us."
Conceding, the warriors all slumped down. Shinji could feel their fatigue catching up with them. It was like they'd been holding it all inside and finally letting it out. He sighed and laid down. The warriors escorting him weren't the only ones tired. One of the warriors took out a blue sphere. It expanded until all of the warriors were behind a barrier.
"This will keep any monster from entering," she explained, "It will also attract the demons and their master but it will last a full thirty minutes before the energy fades. By then we will have rested."
"Good. Might as well get it over with."
Shinji closed his eyes and tried to block out all that had happened. All the events were overloading him and the thing he needed most right now was rest.
"How powerful is this Source?" Shinji asked.
"As powerful as you," a warrior answered, "though the Source's experience matches yours."
"So neither of us have an advantage," Shinji noted, "Well, is there anything we can do to give us an advantage?"
"There is nothing we can do until the time comes. Then it will be between you and the Source."
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"This is nuts," Asuka muttered.
Her little group of monsters had fended off a dozen attacks by what the raven called 'lesser warriors' but still she was feeling exhausted. She had also sensed whatever was creating them and it had been moving around before. Now it was sitting still, as if waiting for her.
"Well, you've just lost the initiative," Asuka said.
"Excuse me?" the raven asked.
"That thing has stopped moving," Asuka reported, "Let's go and take it down."
"Very well, my lady."
Asuka grinned as if she was enjoying the hunt. And who's to say she wasn't? Keeping her sword at the ready, Asuka started running towards the source of the energy. A few more warriors appeared and tried to attack her but her momentum couldn't be stopped. They were sliced apart before any was close to landing a blow. Suddenly she was set upon by three white- robed warriors. These were far more powerful and attacked Asuka as a team.
The first one flew in and swung at Asuka, nearly striking her. She didn't have the chance to retaliate as the other two all flew at her. Several of the large monsters leapt and knocked one of the warriors away. The other Asuka blocked and kicked, sending him crashing onto the ground. Her protectors were quickly killed by the second warrior and he attacked again. This time Asuka flipped over him and drove the sword into his back. He screamed out in pain as the sword cut through his spine. The robe burst into blue flames and burned off, revealing white fluffy wings. They spread out and knocked Asuka back and forcing the sword out.
Asuka landed on her butt and groaned.
"Now that sucks," she said.
Quickly getting back onto her feet, Asuka was just in time to see the warrior charge at her. This time a sword of pure light was the only weapon the warrior had as he had dropped his lance. Asuka fought back viciously, doing everything she could to hold off the attack. The monsters were all busy engaging the other two and Asuka was just glad they hadn't shown their wings. Ducking another swing Asuka attacked from low, driving her sword into the warrior. Screaming, white light shot out from his wounds. Asuka pulled her sword out and jumped back as the warrior was consumed in light and exploded.
Seeing their fellow warrior fall, the other two disappeared. Asuka sank to her knees and panted. That fight was even harder than the first one and she was even more experienced with this sword now.
"What are those things?" she demanded.
"The champions of your opponent," the raven answered, "Their mission is to serve their master and if they must they will kill you."
"Well they're definitely trying now," Asuka shot back, "They look like Angels! What are they!"
"They are champions out to kill you," the raven replied, "You must destroy their master if you are to survive this."
"But, aren't Angels supposed to be champions of good?"
"You have faced Angels before," the raven pointed out, "Would you say those Angels were champions of good? They were attempting to wipe out humanity."
"But, aren't these Angels different?" Asuka asked.
"In what way? Your destiny is to return humanity to its proper place on Earth."
"You mean, I could end Third Impact?"
"That is certainly within your power. However, you must finish this test if you wish to do such a thing."
Asuka closed her eyes, as if contemplating all this. Her eyes shot open with a look of determination.
"I'll do it. To end Third Impact for Shinji."
All of the monsters rallied in front of her and bowed. Asuka turned around and the small army started marching again. They would soon find what they were searching for.
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"My lord, the shield is wearing off," the warrior reported.
Shinji nodded and got back up. The time the shield had bought them had been invaluable. He was now fully rested and ready to face this Source.
"Tell me, if I pass this test, what can I then do?" Shinji asked.
"You can save humanity from itself," she answered, "If you so choose."
"You mean I can end Third Impact?"
"Of course. But that will only be one of many things within your power."
"That's all I really want then," said Shinji, "To get back all of my friends. My family."
"Including your father?"
Shinji's face hardened. "He is one of few people I could never forgive."
"Forgiveness is something that all people deserve," the warrior replied, "Though you may not be able to forgive him, he does deserve it."
"Even after all that had happened? He manipulated everyone and didn't care who got hurt or died."
"All in search of his wife, your mother."
"He had no right to hurt others even if it was to get my mother back. No one has the right to hurt others for personal gain."
"But it was to help a loved one. Would you hurt people you don't know to help Asuka or Rei?"
"W-what?"
"Would you hurt someone to help Asuka or Rei?"
Shinji looked away and didn't answer.
"Just as I thought. The first thing one must do to overcome a weakness is to admit they have it."
"How is it a weakness to want to help someone!" Shinji demanded.
"You must balance the urge to help and the urge to do anything necessary in order to help them. It is this one area that you are heavily flawed in. But otherwise, I am sure that you will become a great warrior."
"I don't want to be a warrior," Shinji mumbled, "I just want to have a family again."
"A family is something you must build. You cannot let others do it for you. When you return, you will see that."
Shinji tightened the grip he had on his lance. This was utterly ridiculous. Why were they questioning him in this fashion?
"Because we want you to be sure of yourself."
Shinji looked at the warrior in surprise.
"We can sense the uncertainty inside of you. We will do what we must to help you overcome that."
"Is that another weakness I have to fix?" Shinji asked.
"Yes. But you have come a long way already. Another wave approaches."
Shinji looked out and saw it was true. More demons were charging at them. He thought he saw something small fly around and disappear but shook his head. It was probably his imagination. Best to get rid of these monsters and defeat the Source.
All of the warriors followed as Shinji led the attack. He screamed a challenge and attacked the first monster. It stood no chance and exploded into flames with just one swipe of the lance. Shinji spun the lance and knocked back three monsters that had tried to gang up on him. He drove the lance into the closest one and then cut upwards, slicing the creature in half. Another monster was beheaded as a third was stabbed all in one clean swing.
The monsters seemed to try to encircle the warriors but Shinji led several charges that quickly destroyed what structure the attempt had had. The warriors around Shinji handled themselves well and were able to easily overcome the monsters. When the fighting had finished the battlefield was again empty. All of the monsters had turned to ash when they were killed so all that remained of the enemy was dust.
"How close are we to the Source?" a warrior asked.
"Very," Shinji replied, "I can feel the coldness. How does the Source keep from being consumed by it?"
"It is because the Source is that energy that it is so strong," he answered, "As you are composed of a power directly opposite of the Source, you feel it as corrosive."
"No wonder it feels so bad. Well, we're close and that's all that matters."
The small group continued their trek and fast approached the Source. Shinji could feel it moving towards them. Was the Source like him? Could it also sense his energies? Well, that would certainly explain why the two were headed on a conclusion course. Looking down at the lance, Shinji made sure it was clean and ready for another battle. He was tired of killing and tired of drawing blood. If he won here, maybe he could go back.
Suddenly a thought came upon Shinji. Why did he want to go back so badly? It was Asuka. For some reason he felt like he needed to be there for her, to protect her and help here. And also be helped by her. Why did he feel this way? Asuka had never truly been kind to him. Well, she had saved his life and she had changed. Asuka was now more polite towards him and seemed to enjoy his company instead of despise it. That was certainly new. But that went back to the question of why. Another uncertainty that he would have to solve.
The warriors came to a ridge and climbed it. Before them was a massive crater that seemed perfect for a massive battlefield. Another small army was approaching from the other side of the crater. Shinji squinted to see who was at their head. His eyes went wide and he gasped.
"That is your enemy," the warrior said.
All of them shed their robes and revealed the brilliant white wings on their backs. Their lances also transformed as light consumed them. They became longer and were more like double-sided swords. The Angels remained standing, awaiting battle.
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Asuka couldn't help but be impressed at the legion of monsters behind her. If she could use them to defeat her opponent, she could go back home. To Shinji. Why had he become so important to her? It wasn't like she felt anything for him. Well, she did consider him a friend of sorts. But was he more?
Asuka shook her head. This wasn't something she needed to contemplate right now. She had to win and then end Third Impact. This went beyond just saving humanity. This was more about finding out about herself, why she was here. But in the end she would end Third Impact.
"We are here," said the raven.
Asuka saw that they were looking down into a large crater. Whoever was her enemy had apparently beaten her here as another group was on the other side. It was a long way off but somehow Asuka found herself able to see the man on the other side. Recognizing the man, Asuka gasped. It was Shinji. And from the look on his face he was having a similar reaction.
Asuka cursed. She should have paid more attention to what Shinji was saying in his dreams. Did that mean he really was the Antichrist? Well, he was leading Angels. But again that didn't make sense. Angels were supposed to be good. Or were they like the Angels they had fought? The Angels that had tried to initiate Third Impact?
"My lady, we must strike quickly," said the raven, "They will do their utmost to kill us."
"But that's Shinji! He'd never hurt me!"
"It was his will that created the warriors that tried to kill you."
"He's surprised to see me. I doubt he even knew I was here."
"That does not matter," said the raven, "If you fail to kill him, you fail the test."
Asuka frowned. She didn't even want to fight Shinji, much less kill him. What was she to do?
"You must win," said the raven, "Or else."
Asuka swallowed. "Fine. I'll fight, but I won't win."
The monsters all seemed eager for battle and charged. The Angels on the other side took this as a call to action and took off, diving into battle. She could still see Shinji clearly and saw disappointment and sorrow on his face. He charged, holding the lance low at his side.
"I'm sorry Shinji," Asuka said, "I'll make it up to you."
The two sides closed in on each other and crashed into a massive battle. The Angels sliced through the monsters with ease but many times found themselves outnumbered and forced to fall back.
The two masters met in the center of the battlefield, seeming to teleport there in an instant. Both looked at the other with sad eyes and the battle commenced. Shinji's lance struck down and was blocked by Asuka's sword. Asuka counterattacked and stabbed at Shinji, only to be deflected and nearly losing her sword in the process. Energy crackled each time their weapons came into contact, the opposite forces fighting each other. Both showed surprising talent when wielding their weapons, fighting in styles neither were sure about but executing flawlessly.
Why? That one word flashed in both their minds at the same time. Why were they fighting? Why did they have to pass this test? Why were they fighting in the first place? Why had fate decided to make them do this? In that one instant everything slowed down and finally stopped. An outsider would have seen a frozen battlefield, with Angels and monsters fighting each other, but at the center two young teens dueling with sorrow in their hearts. And if one saw what was in their eyes, one would see the pain both were in.
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Deep within Asuka's mind she found herself looking at a shattered mirror. The lines distorted the image, showing her something that was not her. She touched the mirror and it shimmered. Asuka slowly took a step back and looked around. She was once again on the battlefield but everything was frozen. Even the stance she and Shinji had assumed were there, but it wasn't them. Both were fuzzy and she couldn't tell who they were. Was this a mirage? No.
Asuka turned around and looked at each of the warriors and monsters that were fighting. She approached one of the Angels that had been skewed by the massive claw of a monster, and the look of pain on her face. Another was in the process of slicing off the claw that had impaled the first Angel. The would-be savior had a calmer face but it was etched with exhaustion.
These were not people that were trying to kill her. Indeed, they were following Shinji and trying to protect him. But what about these monsters? Shinji walked around and stared into the eye of the monster. There was a slight glint in it but Asuka easily recognized the look. The monster was enjoying the carnage. It enjoyed killing and fighting and it enjoyed the blood of its victims. These monsters followed her here because they wanted to fight, not because they wanted to protect her. They were unpredictable and thus had to be exterminated.
Black energy gathered in Asuka's hands and she touched the monster. It burst into flames and crumbled to dust, the Angel still suspended in midair with nothing holding it except time. Asuka walked away from the scene and observed the many other monsters. They did not deserve to serve her. Suddenly she saw another monster preparing to strike a fallen Angel. The monster was knocked back and the wounds on the Angel healed. Was Shinji also in a state like this? Was he doing what he could?
Shaking her head, Asuka continued her work. She studied the monsters around her and saw that all of them were enjoying the battle. However, the raven simply watched. It was floating in the air, head down and studying the battlefield. Asuka lifted herself into the air and looked into the bird's eyes. They were different. They were simply observing all that was happening. The bird was indifferent to the battle. However, it was concentrating on something. Asuka looked down and saw the form of where she and Shinji were supposed to be struggling. So the bird was watching them. But for what? Again Asuka probed into the eyes of the bird. There was a spark of worry inside them. Was the raven concerned? Why would it be?
Asuka returned to the ground, leaving the raven undisturbed. She had other matters to look into. Walking amongst the combatants, Asuka looked each of the monsters under her command in the eye. Every single one of them had that same lust for blood she had seen in the first one. Frustrated, Asuka swept her hands and all of the monsters exploded and turned to dust. These were not the warriors she needed. She needed people more capable than this. True warriors like those that Shinji commanded. But where would she get them? Well, time would tell once it started again.
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Shinji opened his eyes and found himself standing on the battlefield. He was supposed to be locking blades with Asuka but the only thing where they were supposed to be was a fuzzy form. A breeze suddenly hit Shinji and he spun around. He was just in time to see one of the monsters shattering into dust. It had impaled one of his warriors but now all that remained was a wound. Who could have done that? Was Asuka also here but not visible to him?
Shinji walked over and his hand started glowing blue. He touched the wound and it closed, healing the Angel. Was there anyone else that was wounded? Walking around, Shinji searched for the ones that had incurred wounds during the battle. Most of the warriors had some kind of injury, though no one else had anything as bad as the female Angel Shinji had healed first. When he was about finished, he saw all of the monsters crumbling at the same time. Who was doing this? Was it Asuka? But why? Why would she destroy the people that were fighting for her?
Shaking his head, Shinji tried to understand what exactly might be going through her head. For the first time in his life, Shinji was starting to understand a girl. And now, he felt completely lost. There was something he was missing. A girl didn't think like a boy and that was the greatest thing he had to get around. Was someone else interfering in this battle? Apollyon? No, he had to stop making up excuses. There was no proof that Apollyon was involved in any way. It was time he tried to overcome his weaknesses and solve this problem.
Sitting down, Shinji closed his eyes. He drew upon the power inside of him, trying to figure out what was happening. The powers had been slowly awakening inside of him and he could feel them pushing to get out. Now was the time to try and figure them out. Time had stopped and he was pretty sure it was because of him and Asuka. The question now was now to reverse it. He had to stop this senseless fighting. Why? Because of Asuka. He opened his eyes and looked over at the two forms.
"You may not know it Asuka, but I care for you more than anyone else in the world. You're all I have. Just wait a little longer."
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The light receded and the battlefield unfroze. The Angels stopped and looked around, surprised to see all of the monsters gone. Asuka and Shinji were thrown back from the force of their clash and both got back onto their feet. The two looked at each other, both noting a change in the other's eye.
Asuka assumed another stance and prepared to attack, her sword at the ready. Shinji relaxed and shifted from stance to stance, ready to attack and defend at the same time. Asuka made the first move, charging and bringing down her sword. Dodging it with ease, Shinji fought back and knocked aside Asuka's sword. The blade of the lance almost touched Asuka's throat but she jumped back and sidestepped the thrust.
"You'll have to do much better to win," Asuka said with a smile.
"Why are we fighting?" Shinji asked, "Why were we brought you? You never wondered?"
"Of course I have. But I know. If I win, I'll end Third Impact."
"If I win, I could do the same," Shinji replied, "But that's not the true reason you're doing this, is it?"
The smile on Asuka's face disappeared, replaced with a frown.
"You know me too well, Shinji. Sometimes I wonder why I didn't see it before."
"As do I. But why do you care about strength now? I could understand before but now it makes no sense."
"To you it doesn't. But when I win, you will understand."
"Is that all you care about? If you realize how you feel, why doesn't that change anything?"
Asuka frowned. "You're right. It should change a lot of things. But right now, I'm beyond caring. Don't expect me to act as if anything has changed."
Asuka attacked again, this time holding nothing back. However, this time it was Shinji's turn to let a grin creep onto his face.
"Don't expect me to let you off that easily."
Her sword held high, Asuka rushed him and brought it crashing down. At the last moment Shinji disappeared and Asuka's sword struck the ground, cracking it and shaking the entire crater. She pulled out her sword and looked side to side, unable to find him. Suddenly from behind Shinji appeared and kicked her, sending her crashing onto the ground. Asuka got back up and looked at him in surprise.
"But, how?"
"Just because you will act like nothing has changed doesn't mean I will be like that," Shinji answered, "I will not give up on you Asuka. I will never give up."
Asuka snarled and attacked again and again Shinji disappeared from where he was standing. Asuka spun around, ready for an attack from there, but found nothing. Shinji reappeared in his spot and struck Asuka with his lance. She went flying and crumbled on the ground. Struggling to get up, Asuka used her sword as a cane of sorts and prepared to renew the fight.
"How are you doing this!" Asuka demanded.
"When one attains a peace of mind, you can accomplish anything. With your current attitude, you will never understand."
Asuka laughed and charged again.
"I will not lose to you!"
Shinji frowned at her, a look of disappointment on his face.
"Very well. If that is what you choose."
Shinji threw aside his lance and simply stood there. Thinking he was about to pull off that same trick again, Asuka took no chances. She circled around him several times, picking up speed. Finally, when she was nothing more than a blur, she struck. Charging in, Asuka made no sound as her blade struck her target. To her surprise, Shinji made no move to stop her. The sword sliced right through him and came out, blood staining it. The sword came flying out of Asuka's hand as she realized what was happening.
"No. Shinji. No. Shinji!"
"You made the choice, Asuka. Can you live with it?"
Tears streaked down from Asuka's face. This wasn't what she wanted in any way. Why had she done this? What had she done in the past to deserve this cruel twist of fate? Why did she strike the one person that had made a difference in her life.
"Shinji!"
Shinji stood there, staring at her sadly. Tears flowed out of his eyes even as they closed. He opened his arms and waited. Asuka didn't know what drove her but she ran towards him. She ran as fast as she could but everything seemed to slow down. Step after step, time became slower and slower and just as she entered Shinji's embrace, everything stopped.
A massive radiance covered the entire crater and consumed everything in it. Even the raven, in the air and still watching, could not escape it. When the light disappeared, no one remained.
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"The test is over."
Those were the first words Shinji heard as he opened his eyes. He was in a large garden and dozens of the robed warriors like those that had fought by his side were gathered around. There was also a woman standing in front of him, wearing a simple white dress. However, she still looked elegant in it. She had flowing brown hair and emerald-like green eyes.
"I am Eve," the woman said, "I welcome you to our Sanctuary."
"How did I get here?" Shinji asked.
"You passed the test. You showed compassion even though you had the power to destroy. You allowed someone weaker to win because you cared about that person. Though you still have much to learn you still won."
Shinji looked at the lance that was planted in the ground. That was the same weapon he had used to face off against Asuka. Remembering what had happened, he felt around for the wound. However, it wasn't there.
"Your body has already healed itself," said Eve, "You are very powerful and will only become more powerful."
"So where is Asuka?" Shinji asked.
Eve made no answer and Shinji realized one wasn't required.
"There are two positions that must be fulfilled," he said, "and Asuka got the second one."
"Yes. She is the Antichrist."
"And what am I?"
"You are the Messiah."
"So. The Messiah. Does that mean anything to anyone else besides you and all these Angels?"
"It means you must stop the Antichrist from taking over the world," Eve answered, "You must return to Earth and face the Antichrist in exactly one month. During the time in which you wait, you will have the chance to prepare and train. You may even continue living with her if you wish but it all depends on you."
"I see. Well, there's no point in really waiting. I might as well go."
"I will accompany you and offer what advice I can," Even said.
"Good. Cause I'll need it."
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Asuka didn't know what to expect when Shinji returned to the apartment. However, something she didn't expect was Eve. When she was ready to strike at Eve Shinji brought up an arm, blocking her. Fuming, Asuka allowed the two to enter. She then studied Shinji's walk and tried to figure out how he was feeling by reading his face and eyes. They were impassive and almost impossible to figure out. But again, that meant little. The raven flew over their heads and landed on her shoulder. This time it was Shinji's turn to frown. It disappeared quickly, however, and he went to his room and closed it. Eve sat down on the couch and closed her eyes.
Knowing neither of them was off guard, Asuka decided to make dinner. Though they may be enemies, she wasn't about to let that interfere with their lives just yet. But how long would it last?
End of Chapter 4
Damn this was hard to write! Okay, I need some info here. You all read the scene above when Asuka runs Shinji through. How would one make that even more heart wrenching?
I'll need some serious feedback before I am able to even start the next chapter for Adaptation and Recrudesce.
Z98
Recrudesce of Evangelion
Chapter 4: Rise of the Antichrist
Eve smiled as she looked down upon the candidate. The one she'd chosen had a lot of potential and would go a great way as the Messiah. Every warrior she'd placed under his command seemed to respect him and so far he'd proven capable. But was it enough?
"You seem interested in my candidate."
Even turned around to face Apollyon.
"One would think you wouldn't make such a mistake," Eve said.
"I made no mistake. However, if you persist in attempting to make my candidate the Messiah, I will not interfere. But what will happen once the two meet?"
"So you did plan this. You plan on making whoever wins the Antichrist."
"And you plan on making the loser, the weaker of the two, the Messiah."
"This is a battle that the one who does not kill will win," Eve replied, "but it seems you're unable to comprehend that."
"Each position has a different set of requirements," Apollyon replied, "If you cannot see that, then I do not know how you will advise your master."
"We shall see which is truly the stronger when the final battle comes," Eve answered coldly. "This is not a game anymore and I'm afraid you will have to learn a painful lesson."
"Perhaps."
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On Earth, the MP EVAs started to tremble. Suddenly the core on one started bursting. LCL poured out of it and flowed down to the ocean it was standing in. Its entire body continued to crumble, finally revealing the S2 organ under its core. The S2 organ seemed to float in the air without anything holding it.
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"They're getting more numerous," Shinji commented.
The small group of warriors that Shinji led were facing more and more creatures. He hoped it meant they were getting closer. The cold feeling was closer and whenever he reached out it felt like he was surrounded by an ice cage. But what about that scream? Was it Asuka? Shinji shook his head to clear his mind. There was no time to dwell on such thoughts. If it was Asuka the best thing he could do for her was end whatever was causing all this.
"We are approaching the Source," one of the warriors said, "The darkness feels far stronger here."
"Then let's get ready. I don't want to let it get the drop on us. But what exactly is the Source?"
Before the warrior could answer another monster leapt at them. It was quickly cleaved in half but more creatures started appearing and attacking them. Shinji twirled the lance and ended up slicing through a dozen or so monsters that got near him. When the little skirmish was over he nearly collapsed from exhaustion. A warrior helped him remain standing and they started off again.
"What is this Source?" Shinji asked again.
"The Source is the representation of all the evils of humanity. It is extremely powerful and as you have seen can create an almost limitless army of demons."
"So why are they trying to kill us?" Shinji asked, "Or is there something you haven't told me?"
The warrior didn't answer but kept hauling Shinji along. He dropped the issue and watched the warriors around him. All of them seemed exhausted from all the fighting. Shinji was already tired but seeing the others in similar conditions made him feel more comfortable with them.
"Stop," he said.
All of the warriors stopped and looked over at him.
"Everyone rest," he ordered, "I doubt I'll be able to face the Source anyways in this condition."
All of the warriors hesitated, looking at one another. Finally one spoke.
"We should press on," she said, "We must defeat the Source as quickly as possible or else we will be overwhelmed."
"And we'll lose to this Source if we're all exhausted," Shinji countered, "I say we rest for a few minutes. Besides, we're close. If we're lucky this Source will run into us."
Conceding, the warriors all slumped down. Shinji could feel their fatigue catching up with them. It was like they'd been holding it all inside and finally letting it out. He sighed and laid down. The warriors escorting him weren't the only ones tired. One of the warriors took out a blue sphere. It expanded until all of the warriors were behind a barrier.
"This will keep any monster from entering," she explained, "It will also attract the demons and their master but it will last a full thirty minutes before the energy fades. By then we will have rested."
"Good. Might as well get it over with."
Shinji closed his eyes and tried to block out all that had happened. All the events were overloading him and the thing he needed most right now was rest.
"How powerful is this Source?" Shinji asked.
"As powerful as you," a warrior answered, "though the Source's experience matches yours."
"So neither of us have an advantage," Shinji noted, "Well, is there anything we can do to give us an advantage?"
"There is nothing we can do until the time comes. Then it will be between you and the Source."
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"This is nuts," Asuka muttered.
Her little group of monsters had fended off a dozen attacks by what the raven called 'lesser warriors' but still she was feeling exhausted. She had also sensed whatever was creating them and it had been moving around before. Now it was sitting still, as if waiting for her.
"Well, you've just lost the initiative," Asuka said.
"Excuse me?" the raven asked.
"That thing has stopped moving," Asuka reported, "Let's go and take it down."
"Very well, my lady."
Asuka grinned as if she was enjoying the hunt. And who's to say she wasn't? Keeping her sword at the ready, Asuka started running towards the source of the energy. A few more warriors appeared and tried to attack her but her momentum couldn't be stopped. They were sliced apart before any was close to landing a blow. Suddenly she was set upon by three white- robed warriors. These were far more powerful and attacked Asuka as a team.
The first one flew in and swung at Asuka, nearly striking her. She didn't have the chance to retaliate as the other two all flew at her. Several of the large monsters leapt and knocked one of the warriors away. The other Asuka blocked and kicked, sending him crashing onto the ground. Her protectors were quickly killed by the second warrior and he attacked again. This time Asuka flipped over him and drove the sword into his back. He screamed out in pain as the sword cut through his spine. The robe burst into blue flames and burned off, revealing white fluffy wings. They spread out and knocked Asuka back and forcing the sword out.
Asuka landed on her butt and groaned.
"Now that sucks," she said.
Quickly getting back onto her feet, Asuka was just in time to see the warrior charge at her. This time a sword of pure light was the only weapon the warrior had as he had dropped his lance. Asuka fought back viciously, doing everything she could to hold off the attack. The monsters were all busy engaging the other two and Asuka was just glad they hadn't shown their wings. Ducking another swing Asuka attacked from low, driving her sword into the warrior. Screaming, white light shot out from his wounds. Asuka pulled her sword out and jumped back as the warrior was consumed in light and exploded.
Seeing their fellow warrior fall, the other two disappeared. Asuka sank to her knees and panted. That fight was even harder than the first one and she was even more experienced with this sword now.
"What are those things?" she demanded.
"The champions of your opponent," the raven answered, "Their mission is to serve their master and if they must they will kill you."
"Well they're definitely trying now," Asuka shot back, "They look like Angels! What are they!"
"They are champions out to kill you," the raven replied, "You must destroy their master if you are to survive this."
"But, aren't Angels supposed to be champions of good?"
"You have faced Angels before," the raven pointed out, "Would you say those Angels were champions of good? They were attempting to wipe out humanity."
"But, aren't these Angels different?" Asuka asked.
"In what way? Your destiny is to return humanity to its proper place on Earth."
"You mean, I could end Third Impact?"
"That is certainly within your power. However, you must finish this test if you wish to do such a thing."
Asuka closed her eyes, as if contemplating all this. Her eyes shot open with a look of determination.
"I'll do it. To end Third Impact for Shinji."
All of the monsters rallied in front of her and bowed. Asuka turned around and the small army started marching again. They would soon find what they were searching for.
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"My lord, the shield is wearing off," the warrior reported.
Shinji nodded and got back up. The time the shield had bought them had been invaluable. He was now fully rested and ready to face this Source.
"Tell me, if I pass this test, what can I then do?" Shinji asked.
"You can save humanity from itself," she answered, "If you so choose."
"You mean I can end Third Impact?"
"Of course. But that will only be one of many things within your power."
"That's all I really want then," said Shinji, "To get back all of my friends. My family."
"Including your father?"
Shinji's face hardened. "He is one of few people I could never forgive."
"Forgiveness is something that all people deserve," the warrior replied, "Though you may not be able to forgive him, he does deserve it."
"Even after all that had happened? He manipulated everyone and didn't care who got hurt or died."
"All in search of his wife, your mother."
"He had no right to hurt others even if it was to get my mother back. No one has the right to hurt others for personal gain."
"But it was to help a loved one. Would you hurt people you don't know to help Asuka or Rei?"
"W-what?"
"Would you hurt someone to help Asuka or Rei?"
Shinji looked away and didn't answer.
"Just as I thought. The first thing one must do to overcome a weakness is to admit they have it."
"How is it a weakness to want to help someone!" Shinji demanded.
"You must balance the urge to help and the urge to do anything necessary in order to help them. It is this one area that you are heavily flawed in. But otherwise, I am sure that you will become a great warrior."
"I don't want to be a warrior," Shinji mumbled, "I just want to have a family again."
"A family is something you must build. You cannot let others do it for you. When you return, you will see that."
Shinji tightened the grip he had on his lance. This was utterly ridiculous. Why were they questioning him in this fashion?
"Because we want you to be sure of yourself."
Shinji looked at the warrior in surprise.
"We can sense the uncertainty inside of you. We will do what we must to help you overcome that."
"Is that another weakness I have to fix?" Shinji asked.
"Yes. But you have come a long way already. Another wave approaches."
Shinji looked out and saw it was true. More demons were charging at them. He thought he saw something small fly around and disappear but shook his head. It was probably his imagination. Best to get rid of these monsters and defeat the Source.
All of the warriors followed as Shinji led the attack. He screamed a challenge and attacked the first monster. It stood no chance and exploded into flames with just one swipe of the lance. Shinji spun the lance and knocked back three monsters that had tried to gang up on him. He drove the lance into the closest one and then cut upwards, slicing the creature in half. Another monster was beheaded as a third was stabbed all in one clean swing.
The monsters seemed to try to encircle the warriors but Shinji led several charges that quickly destroyed what structure the attempt had had. The warriors around Shinji handled themselves well and were able to easily overcome the monsters. When the fighting had finished the battlefield was again empty. All of the monsters had turned to ash when they were killed so all that remained of the enemy was dust.
"How close are we to the Source?" a warrior asked.
"Very," Shinji replied, "I can feel the coldness. How does the Source keep from being consumed by it?"
"It is because the Source is that energy that it is so strong," he answered, "As you are composed of a power directly opposite of the Source, you feel it as corrosive."
"No wonder it feels so bad. Well, we're close and that's all that matters."
The small group continued their trek and fast approached the Source. Shinji could feel it moving towards them. Was the Source like him? Could it also sense his energies? Well, that would certainly explain why the two were headed on a conclusion course. Looking down at the lance, Shinji made sure it was clean and ready for another battle. He was tired of killing and tired of drawing blood. If he won here, maybe he could go back.
Suddenly a thought came upon Shinji. Why did he want to go back so badly? It was Asuka. For some reason he felt like he needed to be there for her, to protect her and help here. And also be helped by her. Why did he feel this way? Asuka had never truly been kind to him. Well, she had saved his life and she had changed. Asuka was now more polite towards him and seemed to enjoy his company instead of despise it. That was certainly new. But that went back to the question of why. Another uncertainty that he would have to solve.
The warriors came to a ridge and climbed it. Before them was a massive crater that seemed perfect for a massive battlefield. Another small army was approaching from the other side of the crater. Shinji squinted to see who was at their head. His eyes went wide and he gasped.
"That is your enemy," the warrior said.
All of them shed their robes and revealed the brilliant white wings on their backs. Their lances also transformed as light consumed them. They became longer and were more like double-sided swords. The Angels remained standing, awaiting battle.
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Asuka couldn't help but be impressed at the legion of monsters behind her. If she could use them to defeat her opponent, she could go back home. To Shinji. Why had he become so important to her? It wasn't like she felt anything for him. Well, she did consider him a friend of sorts. But was he more?
Asuka shook her head. This wasn't something she needed to contemplate right now. She had to win and then end Third Impact. This went beyond just saving humanity. This was more about finding out about herself, why she was here. But in the end she would end Third Impact.
"We are here," said the raven.
Asuka saw that they were looking down into a large crater. Whoever was her enemy had apparently beaten her here as another group was on the other side. It was a long way off but somehow Asuka found herself able to see the man on the other side. Recognizing the man, Asuka gasped. It was Shinji. And from the look on his face he was having a similar reaction.
Asuka cursed. She should have paid more attention to what Shinji was saying in his dreams. Did that mean he really was the Antichrist? Well, he was leading Angels. But again that didn't make sense. Angels were supposed to be good. Or were they like the Angels they had fought? The Angels that had tried to initiate Third Impact?
"My lady, we must strike quickly," said the raven, "They will do their utmost to kill us."
"But that's Shinji! He'd never hurt me!"
"It was his will that created the warriors that tried to kill you."
"He's surprised to see me. I doubt he even knew I was here."
"That does not matter," said the raven, "If you fail to kill him, you fail the test."
Asuka frowned. She didn't even want to fight Shinji, much less kill him. What was she to do?
"You must win," said the raven, "Or else."
Asuka swallowed. "Fine. I'll fight, but I won't win."
The monsters all seemed eager for battle and charged. The Angels on the other side took this as a call to action and took off, diving into battle. She could still see Shinji clearly and saw disappointment and sorrow on his face. He charged, holding the lance low at his side.
"I'm sorry Shinji," Asuka said, "I'll make it up to you."
The two sides closed in on each other and crashed into a massive battle. The Angels sliced through the monsters with ease but many times found themselves outnumbered and forced to fall back.
The two masters met in the center of the battlefield, seeming to teleport there in an instant. Both looked at the other with sad eyes and the battle commenced. Shinji's lance struck down and was blocked by Asuka's sword. Asuka counterattacked and stabbed at Shinji, only to be deflected and nearly losing her sword in the process. Energy crackled each time their weapons came into contact, the opposite forces fighting each other. Both showed surprising talent when wielding their weapons, fighting in styles neither were sure about but executing flawlessly.
Why? That one word flashed in both their minds at the same time. Why were they fighting? Why did they have to pass this test? Why were they fighting in the first place? Why had fate decided to make them do this? In that one instant everything slowed down and finally stopped. An outsider would have seen a frozen battlefield, with Angels and monsters fighting each other, but at the center two young teens dueling with sorrow in their hearts. And if one saw what was in their eyes, one would see the pain both were in.
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Deep within Asuka's mind she found herself looking at a shattered mirror. The lines distorted the image, showing her something that was not her. She touched the mirror and it shimmered. Asuka slowly took a step back and looked around. She was once again on the battlefield but everything was frozen. Even the stance she and Shinji had assumed were there, but it wasn't them. Both were fuzzy and she couldn't tell who they were. Was this a mirage? No.
Asuka turned around and looked at each of the warriors and monsters that were fighting. She approached one of the Angels that had been skewed by the massive claw of a monster, and the look of pain on her face. Another was in the process of slicing off the claw that had impaled the first Angel. The would-be savior had a calmer face but it was etched with exhaustion.
These were not people that were trying to kill her. Indeed, they were following Shinji and trying to protect him. But what about these monsters? Shinji walked around and stared into the eye of the monster. There was a slight glint in it but Asuka easily recognized the look. The monster was enjoying the carnage. It enjoyed killing and fighting and it enjoyed the blood of its victims. These monsters followed her here because they wanted to fight, not because they wanted to protect her. They were unpredictable and thus had to be exterminated.
Black energy gathered in Asuka's hands and she touched the monster. It burst into flames and crumbled to dust, the Angel still suspended in midair with nothing holding it except time. Asuka walked away from the scene and observed the many other monsters. They did not deserve to serve her. Suddenly she saw another monster preparing to strike a fallen Angel. The monster was knocked back and the wounds on the Angel healed. Was Shinji also in a state like this? Was he doing what he could?
Shaking her head, Asuka continued her work. She studied the monsters around her and saw that all of them were enjoying the battle. However, the raven simply watched. It was floating in the air, head down and studying the battlefield. Asuka lifted herself into the air and looked into the bird's eyes. They were different. They were simply observing all that was happening. The bird was indifferent to the battle. However, it was concentrating on something. Asuka looked down and saw the form of where she and Shinji were supposed to be struggling. So the bird was watching them. But for what? Again Asuka probed into the eyes of the bird. There was a spark of worry inside them. Was the raven concerned? Why would it be?
Asuka returned to the ground, leaving the raven undisturbed. She had other matters to look into. Walking amongst the combatants, Asuka looked each of the monsters under her command in the eye. Every single one of them had that same lust for blood she had seen in the first one. Frustrated, Asuka swept her hands and all of the monsters exploded and turned to dust. These were not the warriors she needed. She needed people more capable than this. True warriors like those that Shinji commanded. But where would she get them? Well, time would tell once it started again.
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Shinji opened his eyes and found himself standing on the battlefield. He was supposed to be locking blades with Asuka but the only thing where they were supposed to be was a fuzzy form. A breeze suddenly hit Shinji and he spun around. He was just in time to see one of the monsters shattering into dust. It had impaled one of his warriors but now all that remained was a wound. Who could have done that? Was Asuka also here but not visible to him?
Shinji walked over and his hand started glowing blue. He touched the wound and it closed, healing the Angel. Was there anyone else that was wounded? Walking around, Shinji searched for the ones that had incurred wounds during the battle. Most of the warriors had some kind of injury, though no one else had anything as bad as the female Angel Shinji had healed first. When he was about finished, he saw all of the monsters crumbling at the same time. Who was doing this? Was it Asuka? But why? Why would she destroy the people that were fighting for her?
Shaking his head, Shinji tried to understand what exactly might be going through her head. For the first time in his life, Shinji was starting to understand a girl. And now, he felt completely lost. There was something he was missing. A girl didn't think like a boy and that was the greatest thing he had to get around. Was someone else interfering in this battle? Apollyon? No, he had to stop making up excuses. There was no proof that Apollyon was involved in any way. It was time he tried to overcome his weaknesses and solve this problem.
Sitting down, Shinji closed his eyes. He drew upon the power inside of him, trying to figure out what was happening. The powers had been slowly awakening inside of him and he could feel them pushing to get out. Now was the time to try and figure them out. Time had stopped and he was pretty sure it was because of him and Asuka. The question now was now to reverse it. He had to stop this senseless fighting. Why? Because of Asuka. He opened his eyes and looked over at the two forms.
"You may not know it Asuka, but I care for you more than anyone else in the world. You're all I have. Just wait a little longer."
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The light receded and the battlefield unfroze. The Angels stopped and looked around, surprised to see all of the monsters gone. Asuka and Shinji were thrown back from the force of their clash and both got back onto their feet. The two looked at each other, both noting a change in the other's eye.
Asuka assumed another stance and prepared to attack, her sword at the ready. Shinji relaxed and shifted from stance to stance, ready to attack and defend at the same time. Asuka made the first move, charging and bringing down her sword. Dodging it with ease, Shinji fought back and knocked aside Asuka's sword. The blade of the lance almost touched Asuka's throat but she jumped back and sidestepped the thrust.
"You'll have to do much better to win," Asuka said with a smile.
"Why are we fighting?" Shinji asked, "Why were we brought you? You never wondered?"
"Of course I have. But I know. If I win, I'll end Third Impact."
"If I win, I could do the same," Shinji replied, "But that's not the true reason you're doing this, is it?"
The smile on Asuka's face disappeared, replaced with a frown.
"You know me too well, Shinji. Sometimes I wonder why I didn't see it before."
"As do I. But why do you care about strength now? I could understand before but now it makes no sense."
"To you it doesn't. But when I win, you will understand."
"Is that all you care about? If you realize how you feel, why doesn't that change anything?"
Asuka frowned. "You're right. It should change a lot of things. But right now, I'm beyond caring. Don't expect me to act as if anything has changed."
Asuka attacked again, this time holding nothing back. However, this time it was Shinji's turn to let a grin creep onto his face.
"Don't expect me to let you off that easily."
Her sword held high, Asuka rushed him and brought it crashing down. At the last moment Shinji disappeared and Asuka's sword struck the ground, cracking it and shaking the entire crater. She pulled out her sword and looked side to side, unable to find him. Suddenly from behind Shinji appeared and kicked her, sending her crashing onto the ground. Asuka got back up and looked at him in surprise.
"But, how?"
"Just because you will act like nothing has changed doesn't mean I will be like that," Shinji answered, "I will not give up on you Asuka. I will never give up."
Asuka snarled and attacked again and again Shinji disappeared from where he was standing. Asuka spun around, ready for an attack from there, but found nothing. Shinji reappeared in his spot and struck Asuka with his lance. She went flying and crumbled on the ground. Struggling to get up, Asuka used her sword as a cane of sorts and prepared to renew the fight.
"How are you doing this!" Asuka demanded.
"When one attains a peace of mind, you can accomplish anything. With your current attitude, you will never understand."
Asuka laughed and charged again.
"I will not lose to you!"
Shinji frowned at her, a look of disappointment on his face.
"Very well. If that is what you choose."
Shinji threw aside his lance and simply stood there. Thinking he was about to pull off that same trick again, Asuka took no chances. She circled around him several times, picking up speed. Finally, when she was nothing more than a blur, she struck. Charging in, Asuka made no sound as her blade struck her target. To her surprise, Shinji made no move to stop her. The sword sliced right through him and came out, blood staining it. The sword came flying out of Asuka's hand as she realized what was happening.
"No. Shinji. No. Shinji!"
"You made the choice, Asuka. Can you live with it?"
Tears streaked down from Asuka's face. This wasn't what she wanted in any way. Why had she done this? What had she done in the past to deserve this cruel twist of fate? Why did she strike the one person that had made a difference in her life.
"Shinji!"
Shinji stood there, staring at her sadly. Tears flowed out of his eyes even as they closed. He opened his arms and waited. Asuka didn't know what drove her but she ran towards him. She ran as fast as she could but everything seemed to slow down. Step after step, time became slower and slower and just as she entered Shinji's embrace, everything stopped.
A massive radiance covered the entire crater and consumed everything in it. Even the raven, in the air and still watching, could not escape it. When the light disappeared, no one remained.
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"The test is over."
Those were the first words Shinji heard as he opened his eyes. He was in a large garden and dozens of the robed warriors like those that had fought by his side were gathered around. There was also a woman standing in front of him, wearing a simple white dress. However, she still looked elegant in it. She had flowing brown hair and emerald-like green eyes.
"I am Eve," the woman said, "I welcome you to our Sanctuary."
"How did I get here?" Shinji asked.
"You passed the test. You showed compassion even though you had the power to destroy. You allowed someone weaker to win because you cared about that person. Though you still have much to learn you still won."
Shinji looked at the lance that was planted in the ground. That was the same weapon he had used to face off against Asuka. Remembering what had happened, he felt around for the wound. However, it wasn't there.
"Your body has already healed itself," said Eve, "You are very powerful and will only become more powerful."
"So where is Asuka?" Shinji asked.
Eve made no answer and Shinji realized one wasn't required.
"There are two positions that must be fulfilled," he said, "and Asuka got the second one."
"Yes. She is the Antichrist."
"And what am I?"
"You are the Messiah."
"So. The Messiah. Does that mean anything to anyone else besides you and all these Angels?"
"It means you must stop the Antichrist from taking over the world," Eve answered, "You must return to Earth and face the Antichrist in exactly one month. During the time in which you wait, you will have the chance to prepare and train. You may even continue living with her if you wish but it all depends on you."
"I see. Well, there's no point in really waiting. I might as well go."
"I will accompany you and offer what advice I can," Even said.
"Good. Cause I'll need it."
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Asuka didn't know what to expect when Shinji returned to the apartment. However, something she didn't expect was Eve. When she was ready to strike at Eve Shinji brought up an arm, blocking her. Fuming, Asuka allowed the two to enter. She then studied Shinji's walk and tried to figure out how he was feeling by reading his face and eyes. They were impassive and almost impossible to figure out. But again, that meant little. The raven flew over their heads and landed on her shoulder. This time it was Shinji's turn to frown. It disappeared quickly, however, and he went to his room and closed it. Eve sat down on the couch and closed her eyes.
Knowing neither of them was off guard, Asuka decided to make dinner. Though they may be enemies, she wasn't about to let that interfere with their lives just yet. But how long would it last?
End of Chapter 4
Damn this was hard to write! Okay, I need some info here. You all read the scene above when Asuka runs Shinji through. How would one make that even more heart wrenching?
I'll need some serious feedback before I am able to even start the next chapter for Adaptation and Recrudesce.
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