Disclaimer: Takeshi Konomi????

Warning: Shounen-ai

Chapter 3 of Last Kiss

It has been 4 days since Ryoma left the hospital. He locked himself in his room, refuse to eat and meet anyone. It made his family worried.

Momo heard about that from Eiji and planning to visit him.

"What are you doing here?! What do you want?! You're not welcome here!" Ryoma's mother yelled.

"Please let me see him. Maybe I can persuade him to eat."

"NO! Just go away! Don't get near Ryoma again! You're the one that responsible for making Ryoma blind!"

So Momo failed to see Ryoma,but he hasn't give up yet. He came again next day, begging Ryoma's mother to let him meet Ryoma,but the result always the same.

Today Momo came again.Ryoma's mother was too angry that she slapped Momo.

"Auntie!" Nanako hold the middle-aged woman waist.

"Auntie….I beg you….Let me meet him…..Onegai."Momo kneeled down.Nanjiro hand over a key.

"NANJIRO!!"

"Let him meet Ryoma.We don't have other choice."

"Arigatou. . . "Momo took the key and went upstairs.

He knocked the door, but there's no answer.

"Echizen. . . . It's me. . . I'm coming in okay?"

Again there's no answer, just when Momo unlock the door he heard something bumped harshly at the door. He immediately opened it.His foot stepped on a broken clock,the room was a mess,and it's dark.

"Echizen. . . "

Ryoma was sitting beside his bed when he heard Momo call him. He grabbed his racquet and throws it randomly, but it hit Momo's forehead and made a loud sound.

//Why don't he avoid it? //

"Echizen. . . " Momo rubbed his forehead.

Momo sat in front of the boy.He brought a plate of soup with him.

"You haven't eaten anything since you left the hospital. . . Do you really want your eyes to heal or not?"

Silence hung for a moment until Ryoma said something that shocked Momo.

"I can't see anymore. . . . . "

"What?" Momo startled

"I can't see anymore! The doctor said I CAN'T see anymore!!!Are you happy now?!"

Silence again.Momo can't believe what he just heard, he managed to find reason that will make Ryoma eat the food.

"But at least you must eat Echizen!Do you want to die like this? Leaving your family your friends and. . . "Momo stopped.

"And. . . ?"

"And. . . .. me. . . I'll become crazy if I have to worry about you everyday."

They silence for a moment. (AGAIN???? ^______^ ; )

"So please eat all this up….."

Ryoma didn't answer him.

"You really hate me?" If only Ryoma can see, a pair of eyes in front of him was holding their tears.

"Leave me alone,senpai."

Momo grabbed the boy's wrist tightly.

"I beg you . . . please eat . . . . . Even just a little. . . . After that you can slap me just like your mother did."

Ryoma released the grab and caressed his cheek.

"Is it left or right?"

"Left"

Gently,Ryoma rubbed his senpai's cheek.

//it hurts. . . .You just don't know how much my heart hurts too see you like this Echizen... //

Momo took the hand and kissed it. "I'm sorry. . . . . "And the tears rolled, it 'touched' Ryoma's soft skin.

"Senpai?you're crying."

"Momo wiped his tears. "Sorry." he murmured. All of sudden Ryoma hugged him tightly.Momo really wanted to hug the small body but his heart didn't allow him to do that. He stunned.

"Am I gonna be like this forever . . . . . ?"

Momo's heart stabbed when he heard that words. "Answer me . . . . "

"I don't know." Momo hate this answer but he couldn't find any better words.

"Aishiteru senpai. . . . Hontouni. . . . " Ryoma stopped.

Silent again (ARRGHHH!!!!! _____ ; )

"But after that accident. . . .We can't go back like before, right?" Momo continued.

"Yes. . . "Ryoma tighten his hug making Momo hard to breath.Momo released the boy's hug, "Souka. "He sighed.

//I wishes I can turn back time. . I have no choice but to leave now... //

"So now . . . will you eat all this up?"

Ryoma nodded. His hand took the spoon and hand it to Momo."Fed me. . . . "

So Momo fed the boy. While he was feeding him, he didn't take his gaze away from Ryoma's face.

//it's over. . . .It's over. . . . //

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Momo sat beside the bed with Ryoma on his chest, he is still hugging him. They were thinking the same thing, about how they used to be before. The happy day, tennis and the burger.Ryoma closed his eyes.

"Senpai. . . . . Kiss me again just like before."

Momo stunned, he gazed at the boy face. "Kiss me. . . . It's the last kiss,senpai."

"What do you mean?"

"I can't love you like I do before."

Momo felt his heart stabbed by something.

"I can't love you like before." He repeated. "Because you made me blind. . . . However I still love you so . . Please."

Momo laid him on the floor. //The last time I kissed you, you were staring at me. . . but now. . . .//

Momo closed his eyes, the tears rolled from his eyes to Ryoma's face as he pressed his lips on the boy's. It's a gentle kiss, a kiss that described love,pain,desire and missing feeling between them.

//I really loves him . . . really . . . but... //

It was quiet a long time before they finally parted.Momo stared at him for a while; a pair of hand touched his blushing cheeks.

"Takeshi . . . . "Ryoma whispered.

Momo stunned.//When did he….when did he call me in that way??//

"Call my name,senpai.For the last. . . . " and he hugged Momo's neck.Momo's lips trembled as he said: "Ryoma.."

He closed his eyes tightly and ran away, leaving Ryoma that still laying on the floor.

"Takeshi. . . . "

Ryoma touched his lips, the lips was warmer after the kiss. But this kiss was so different from the previous kiss. The kiss hurt each other heart.

// I don't even have the chance to see his face. . . . //

TBC. . . . .

A/N: Neeee…..how is it? I'm sorry that I took a long time to update this story; I'm facing my final exams ne?

*sighed* please send your review to make me happier okay? ^//////^

Thank's to Mi^mi and Whity for being my editor, thank's a lot!Ganbate on your stories whity!

Thank's for reading my story!Arigatou!!!