Title: Inner Thoughts Author: PineappleAddict7 Summary: Just a little insomnia-induced piece I wrote. C/G, a little W/S. Disclaimer: Nothing is mine; Don't sue me, I don't have anything to give you.

Inner Thoughts Chapter One- Grissom's POV

I don't understand how people can lie, especially to themselves. Every day someone is cheating on his wife, someone is killing her husband, a kid is sneaking out of the house.
But I'm guilty of it too. I don't know when it started, but I do know I feel this way now and I can't get rid of this feeling.
I'm in love. I'm not happy-crazy in love; I'm ashamed. Not ashamed to love her but disappointed in myself whenever I talk to her. I'm sad that I don't have the courage to tell Catherine how I feel. I cant hide my feelings any longer.
I'm not expecting a miracle. I know she's not going to proclaim her love for me, but maybe we can take it slow. Perhaps she can see me in a different light. If not, at least I have loved and lost- it's nothing new.
"Catherine." I say, almost in a whisper.
"Gil?" she replies
"Feel like letting me buy you breakfast?"