Inner Thoughts
Chapter 4- Sarah's POV
It stung, just a little, when Grissom and Catherine told us all the good news. Judging by Nick's silence, he already knew. I'm a little hurt by the fact that I didn't know sooner, though the fact that I didn't pick up on it tells me that I didn't deserve to know sooner.
I catch them a few days later, kissing. He really loves her. I think that's great, I really do. I wish I hadn't made a fool of myself hitting on him when he was in love with someone else.
I'm really happy for them. It's not like I'm in love with him because I have someone else now. But I can't help thinking about how I might look in her place. Maybe it's the suddenness of it all. I don't know. That pang of jealousy is still there, but it's slowly going away. Really.
It stung, just a little, when Grissom and Catherine told us all the good news. Judging by Nick's silence, he already knew. I'm a little hurt by the fact that I didn't know sooner, though the fact that I didn't pick up on it tells me that I didn't deserve to know sooner.
I catch them a few days later, kissing. He really loves her. I think that's great, I really do. I wish I hadn't made a fool of myself hitting on him when he was in love with someone else.
I'm really happy for them. It's not like I'm in love with him because I have someone else now. But I can't help thinking about how I might look in her place. Maybe it's the suddenness of it all. I don't know. That pang of jealousy is still there, but it's slowly going away. Really.
