I am very sad. Why? Because if you read the 5th book you would notice that Sirius is dead. And I am his wife. (By author name not really) So I wanted to have a fic to make sure Sirius is never forgotten. A bunch of the characters from OFTP will be writing unmailed letters to Sirius about how they feel about his passing.

We begin with Lupin.

Dear Padfoot,

It's me. Moony. I'm down in the dumps. I can't believe you would leave like this. You were very brave. Very. Risking your tail for Harry would not be something much convicted wizards would do. You were always like that. Except when you lured Snape into the Shrieking Shack. Always making up a dozen ways for prank mischief and to get us in trouble. I remember we had the record for the most detentions. We even broke that so many times. Harry's so upset about your passing. I remember him going into Dumbledore's office looking all-angry and revenge seeking.

You were always a true friend. You were the one who led the others to help me with my lycanthorphy (SP? Words?) No one, before Hogwarts liked me. Not even my parents sometimes. Many moons I would sit in an iron shack and howl and cry and destroy things to vent my frustration and anger. Why? I said many times. I remember Muggle school how bad it was. Every one teased me for my appearance of my skin color and called me Loony Loony Lupin. Then real friends like you and James came along…

A small blonde boy sat in a small compartment in the Hogwarts Express. All of a sudden two black haired boys bounded into the compartment. " May we sit here, everywhere else is full?" one asked. 'Sure, the blonde boy replied. " O By the way my name is Sirius Black and this here is James Potter." " Hi!" James said grinning. Slowly, the blonde smiled back. " Want some Chocolate frogs?"

See? Quite the gentleman. You were very rough and had a liking for mischief and trouble, but you got through. Always. Your wife Diane was horrified when she found out you died. I was too.

[Scene fades to a brown skinned woman crying at the dinner table]

" Tell me it isn't true, Remus."

" It is Diane."

" No! He coul-ldn't he-* sniff* tell me it's not true."

" I loved him so much and with his conviction and everything… O Remus Why?????"

" We don't know Di."

[Scene ends with Remus holding Diane]

Why'd you have to leave!!! I'm the only one left! Apart from that snake Wormtail. What am I supposed to do now? I was never the father figure, Sirius! You were closer to him. I don't understand Harry all that much. I do, but you guys had a stronger bond. Even when Harry was a few months old…

" Padfoo'." young Harry gurgled. " Hey! How's my special little guy?" Sirius said as he twirled Harry in the air leaving a sour face on James's face. " Be careful, Sirius before you know it He'll call you Daddy!" James said adding a hint of jealousy. " Don't worry, Prongs, I'll never let that happen!" " Ready for our big date?" asked Sirius. " Redy!" Harry gurgled again. " Now boys don't be too mischievous and be home by eight." Lily scolded.

Sirius just smiled and ruffled Lily's red hair.

I can't believe you got taken away from me. After all the adventures and all that we had been through together God still had the nerve to take you away. We still had our times awaiting us. I want you back, Sirius. We were to grow old together swinging house gnomes and watching the world grow without Voldemort.

Diane: Hey! That was my job!

You, Diane and me.

Diane: Much better!

I loved you. You were the best friend and lover I ever had.

Diane: That's it you're going down. Sirius is MINE!

Remus: Bring it on, dummy dummy Diane!

[Sounds of cartoon fighting are heard]

"Sirius? What are you doing here?"

" It's Five Am!"

" So, I can't come out and watch the sunrise sometimes?"

" No… I didn't say that"

Remus plopped down on the grass beside Sirius.

" I was just thinking-, Sirius began.. What was going to become of me.."

" You ran away from home didn't you?"

" Yes, My brother…."

" I heard, I'm sorry."

" You're a great kid, you have many talents."

" I was thinking of becoming an Auror."

Remus stared at Sirius.

"You'd make a great one!"

" Really?"

" Yep!"

" Gee, thanks Remus," Sirius breathed.

" You'd make a good one too."

Remus blushed.

" I can't, my condition-

" – doesn't matter.

Remus stared at Sirius seriously. He looked away.

"I couldn't."

" You could Remus, I believe in you. Even if you don't become one you would be a great teacher!"

Sirius put his finger under Remus's chin making him look at Sirius on eye level.

" Thank you, Sirius."

Their faces surprisingly were very close. Remus could see the tears of joy on Sirius's eyelashes.

Sirius suddenly looked away.

" Sirius?"

" I can't Remus.."

" Why not?"

" Do you feel the same way?"

" …Yes…"

Both Sirius and Remus's faces were feeling very tingly. Suddenly their lips touched. Sirius widened it… the kiss and they continued that way for a while.

Very shocked they suddenly turned away.

Remus stared curiously and the grass, while Sirius blushed.

" You.. er want to watch the sunrise?"

" Sure?"

Just as the sun broke free of its prison beneath the mountains Remus embraced Sirius.

Do you see a sunrise, Sirius? I don't. I see a never-ending sunset and a surise never coming. That's how I feel. I feel so upset, alone.

Harry really needed you than me. I should stop being so selfish. Dumbledore needs me and so does Harry. I just wanted to tell you that I love you. I will never forget you and neither will Diane or Harry. I hope you and James and Lily are having a good time up there. Save a spot for me. If things don't improve soon I may be joining you guys very soon. Don't forget to keep watching over me and everyone else. I'm never going to forget you. Or forgive you.

Either way I love you and that will never change.

Love,

Moony.

Diane: O god I was so horrified over Sirius's death. I had to make this fic. Excuse me while I go cry myself to sleep now. IF you have any concerns about this fic or want to talk about Sirius and his death, Review or email me at trini_princess_forever@hotmail.com. I love you too Sirius. I'm not forgetting that and never should you people out there either.