HI everybody!!!! I'm back
About the summary spoiler I am SO SORRY. When I wrote the summary I was so angry about his death that I forgot to consider those who hadn't read the OOTP yet. I'm Sorry! I hate thinking about him. How could he die!! Of all people. Why not Hagrid. Yes, murder Hagrid. Better him than Sirius Black. He is the head honcho, the reason why I like the marauders, the reaso-
*Sigh* I can't go on. I can't cry properly like I'm supposed to, but I can sob and feel like a part of me is missing. Yes, It just a book but… O God!!!!!! I want Sirius back!!!!! He just fell through the veil thing, he can come back. J.K. WILL come through. She can't do this to us. She can't. She won't. Anyone have her address because I have a bone to pick with HER! This can't be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O….. I hate J.K. Rowling!!!!!! Well I don't but how could she do this. * Breaks down sobbing* About the summary it will be changed by the time ffn shows this chapter. I put my writing name as his wife!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG I feel sorry for those who made Sirius live beyond the fifth book. Today is Harry's feelings on this monstrous event. He writes his letter. May the spirit of Sirius Black live within you all. Forever.
Dear Sirius,
It's a nice day out. The sky is blue, the clouds are out. But here in my room is dark and gloomy. You think I'd be crying my eyes over you but I'm not. I miss you a lot. In fact why should I at all miss you when you did such a terrible thing to me?
" Harry, we have to leave him it's too late!"
" NO! It's not too late!!!!!, He's got to be alive He's got too!"
" Harry, come on. We have to hurry."
I bet if you were alive you probably would have told me something like " O, It wasn't my fault" but it's too late. Why'd you go so soon, huh Sirius? HUH? I had it all planned out. You were going to get cleared, catch Pettigrew, and then move in with you.
That stupid Bellatrix Lestrange did it. She ruined it. I was almost going to get out of this place, but that was ruined.
Tell me Sirius.. Why'd you go? Why couldn't you come back?
It's so lonely here. I have no one. No one really to look up too.
Yes, I have Mr. and Mrs. Weasley and the Order but it's just not the same. Ron and Hermione tell me you're in a better place, but I know better. Why won't they just say you're dead? I bet you're having a great time talking with my parents. Everyone's leaving. First my parents, Cedric and now you. At least I have Dumbledore, Ron, Hermione, Remus and the rest of the order. I desperately miss you. I can't threaten the Dursley's anymore; promising you'll turn them into toads if you touch me. If Voldemort catches up with me before my 18th birthday I'll be catching up with you real soon.
6th year is going to be heck without you. I miss you with knobs. I hope you're watching over me. I'll take good care of myself and behave. I love you.
Your Loving Godson,
Harry.
Diane: That was major sad. *Sniffle* If you have any other feelings you want to vent about Sirius's death, feel free to review. And don't forget to tell me how good my story is too! I'm living through this. I'll get through it. We all will… in time..
O yes next time after Sirius replies I'll be writing my letter to him then Snape, then Dumbldore then finale. If you want to write a letter to Sirius or write a tribute to him, just send me your file and I'll try to post it. (E-mail is on my profile) Either that or write your own fic. R/R ^_ ^ I'm using my happy face again… Yay!!
(With knobs is an expression the English use instead of saying very, very, very x10. Got it from an English book!)
