Author's Note- *Sigh* Okay, dear readers, it's official I'm obsessed. Well, I guess you could call this one a songfic, although I am using more than one song. Enjoy and let me know what you think. Today's song is "Never Had a Dream Come True" by S Club 7. I'm not usually into that type of music but this song just stood out to me.

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Never Had a Dream Come True

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Everybody's got something they had to leave behind

One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time

There's no use looking back or wondering

How it could be now or might have been

Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you know

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Kitty looked up at her ceiling the words running through her head: /You're nothing but a hood!/ She rolled onto her stomach burying her head in her pillow. After that fight she had seen Lance in the hallway of the high school right after the Brotherhood was expelled. There they had completely broken up, Kitty spent the next period in the bathroom crying.

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I've never had a dream come true

Till the day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say

You're the one I think about each day

And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be with you

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She had tried to forget him, God how she tried, but she couldn't. Her mind just kept whispering: /you can't forget true love./ She would then try to convince herself that if it was really true love then she'd find him again, now, two years later, she was still alone.

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Somewhere in my memory

I've lost all sense of time

And so my road can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind

There's no use looking back or wondering

How it could be now or might have been

Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

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She got up realizing that she was never going to fall asleep. She went to the balcony and looked down. Rogue was sitting with Remy. The two were holding hands talking.

Kitty sighed going back inside. She had tried to date but had quickly found that it was impossible to forget him. It wasn't fair for her to date some guy when Lance still had her heart.

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You'll always be the dream that fills my head

Yes you will, say you will, you know you will

Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget

There's no use looking back or wondering

Because love is a strange and funny thing

No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye

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She had tried rationalizing it, thinking that the reason was the fact that he had been her first and only lover, but rationalizing it didn't help. All it did was make her miss him more, because it reminded her of that night.

They had planned a picnic and it had started raining so they ran until they found an empty cave. Then they spread the blanket out on the cave-floor. They sat together watching as the rain fell. He kissed her and told her that he loved her, for the first time. Smiling, and near tears, she whispered that she felt the same. They then made love as the rain fell and the thunder rolled.

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I've never had a dream come true

Till the day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my baby

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She still couldn't hear a thunderstorm or watch the rain without thinking about him. She sat down on her bed feeling tears prickle her eyes. It had been two damn years! Why couldn't she get over him?

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I never found the words to say

You're the one I think about each day

And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be

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