Author's Note: Very short chapter…oh well…please R+R!! I don't mind if you submit some suggestions as well!
Never Had a Dream Come True
By Sakura Kinomoto
Chapter 6 Summer, Memories
Sora skipped through the mall looking at the endless shops. Shopping always make her happy but only when she's shopping for herself. It's also her favourite thing to do in Japan. As she walked passed the shops, something caught her attention. She leaned towards the shop window. There on a display shelf sat a black rope necklace with a Chinese character dangling from it. The word for dragon. It was the exact necklace Yamato has as well, except for the rope. His was more like think string with some beads as well. Suddenly, she wanted to buy that necklace.
"Want to but that necklace, Sora?" asked her mother who was looking in with her. Sora nodded. The two walked into the store. While her mother paid for the necklace, Sora wandered around the shop. There were many other pretty necklaces but none caught her attention. Her mother handed her the little bag that held her new necklace. Sora took it carefully into her hands. She was obsessed, wasn't she?
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Dear Diary,
Today I brought a new necklace, the exact one Yamato has. The Chinese character for dragon. Before today, I thought I liked Taichi more because I missed him so much. Right now, I'm not sure. Maybe it's because I'll never see Taichi again and that's why I miss him so much. All I know right now is I still have feelings for both Taichi and Yamato. I really, really want to figure out who I like better. IF I could figure it out, maybe my life will be better.
Maybe coming back to Japan isn't such a good idea after all because it gives me too much time to think. At least if I was in Canada, I cam hang out with my friends and my mind off stuff. IN Japan, there's not much to do. I mean, shopping is fun but not if you go every day.
I feel really…stupid. You know why? For a few years, I have been taught to never underestimate yourself and enjoy life as yourself. You have to accept who you are. Right now, I don't think I can. No matter how many times I've read about it, no matter how many times I've been taught, I still feel insecure. Why? I can't even answer that. Maybe it's a part of life. That everyone has to feel insecure at times. It just can't be changed.
I need strength. I really, really need it. I feel so helpless now. I can't do anything. I really want to be closer friends with Yamato and Taichi but I can't. Nothing seems possible right now. Why do I feel so weak? Why? Answer me!
Kami-sama, answer my question! Some people don't ask You for an easier life but make them a stronger person. Doesn't everyone thought need to learn on their own? So basically You're not much help are you, Kami-sama? You're there, but you can't do anything to help us, can you? Kami-sama…I really would like some help right now…
Sora
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Author's Note: Kami-sama means God…I just thought that was better than just saying God…=P...so yeah…
