Full of Grace

************************************************************************************************************

The winter is cold and bitter

Chilled us to the bone

I haven't seen the sun for weeks

To long to far from home

"Hotaru I could never do that! What you're asking me to do is kill my daughter! I can't and I won't!" Amara yelled at Hotaru.

"You have to. It is the only way to stop me. Amara papa please!" Hotaru shouted back.

I feel just like I'm slipping

And I claw for solid ground

To late for only time

I never thought I could feel so alone

"Hotaru I could never kill you. You're my naughty little brat and I want you to stay alive!"

"Amara papa you know it is the only way to stop me. Please I don't want anyone else to strike the finishing blow but you!"

With all the darkness

I feel like letting go

If all of the strength and all of the courage

Come and lift me from this place

"No Hotaru. I won't I will never do that! You know me!"

"Then everything will be destroyed. Would you do that? Risk the world for your love for me? Or because you don't feel like it? Would you risk Princess Serenity's life?"

"Hotaru you know as well as I do that Serena is safe. I love you with all of my life and I will never let you go."

I know I can love you much better than this

Full of Grace

It's better this way I'd say

I haven't seen this place before

"No please Amara papa. I do love you now do it!"

"Never! Please I know we can work this out. If you would just stop trying to get me to kill you then we could work this out"

"You know I speak the truth. Now finish it! Please it is the only way to end all of this madness." Back in the room Serena sat up in bed and awoke the others.

"We have to hurry something isn't right. We have to find Amara and Hotaru." the others nodded and they ran out of the room. ~ Please be alive Amara! ~ Heero silently pleaded.

And everything we say and do

Hurts us all the more

Just the weeks stay to long in this same old sickly skin

To late for only time

" Hotaru please don't make me! Hotaru please!" Gasping Amara took a step back as Hotaru launched forward. Pulling her sword up she blocked Hotaru's glaive and refused to deliver the final blow again. Growling Hotaru struck over and over again. Blocking each and every one of Hotaru's attacks Amara would just defend.

I never thought I could feel so alone

And with all the darkness I feel like letting go

If all of the strength and all of the courage

Come and life me from this place

Finally Hotaru lunged forward unexpectedly and forced Amara to attack. When Amara looked down her sword was embedded in Hotaru's chest. Pulling it out she caught Hotaru. Pulling her into her arms she began to cry.

"Hotaru please don't die! I need you!"

"No you need to look around and realize that you helped me. Thank you. Amara papa?"

I know I can love you much better than this

Full of grace

It's better than this way.

"Yes Hotaru?"

"Would you sing my favorite song to me? I love you to."

"Sure. I touch the fire and it freezes me. I look into it and its black.

Why can't I feel?

My skin should crack and peel

I want the fire back

Now through the smoke she calls to me

To make my way across the flames

To save the day

Or maybe melt away

I guess it's all the same

So I will walk through the fire

Cause where else can I turn

I will walk through the fire

And let it

The torch I bear is scorching me

Buffy's laughing I've no doubt

I hope she fries I'm free if that bitch dies

I better help her out

Cause she drawn to the fire

Some people (she) will never learn

And she will walk through the fire

And let it

Will this do a thing to change her?

Am I leaving Dawn in danger?

Is my slayer to far gone to care?

What if Buffy can't defeat it?

Beady eyes is right we're needed

Or we could just sit around and glare

We'll see it through that's what we're always here to do

So we will walk through the fire

So one by one they turn from me

I guess my friends can't face the cold (Why can't we face?)

But while I froze not one among them knows (when we're together)

I never can be told

She came from the grave much graver

First he'll kill her then I'll save her

Everything is turning out so dark

(Walking through them all)

No I'll save her then I'll kill her

I think this line is mostly filler

It's what they had to strike a spark

These endless days are finally ending in a blaze

And we are caught in the fire

The point of no return

So we will walk through the fire

And let it burn!

Let it burn!

Let it burn!

Let it burn!" Looking down Amara realized that Hotaru was dead. Laying her on the ground she stared as her body disintegrated. Wiping tears away she turned and walked away. Halfway back to the dorms she fell to her knees crying.

"Amara!" Looking up she saw Heero and the others running towards her.

"Where's Hotaru?" Serena asked.

"She's been taken care of. Don't worry Serena. Your safe and so is Hotaru Now let's go back."

"Amara are you bleeding?" Amy asked.

"No."

"Hotaru!" everyone shrieked.

"She asked me to, then she demanded, then she just forced me to kill her. But she's better now. So let's go back. Please? I want to change and then go to bed."

"Alright." Turning around one last time Amara made a silent prayer to Hotaru.

************************************************************************************************************

An: tell me if you want one last chapter. If not then this is the final chapter. I don't own anything and I cried when writing this chapter. Ja ne. L