Joey's Death
Summary: All right, this may seem really crazy, therefor, I'm not sure if anyone will read it. It's A/U. What if Joey had died instead of Jen. It will be similar to the last episode but it will Joey rather then Jen. . I think I'm going to split into different chapter. First, all of the characters are seeing her before she dies, talking to her. Then how the all deal with her death. And what about the letters she left behind?
Chapter 3 (Part 1-Jen) Part 2- Jack (Part 3- Andie)
Jens POV
The whole time Pacey was in there I was anxious. I didn't know what to say or even . . . if she would want me in there. After all, Joey and I always had a little bit if jealousy for each other. But neither of us was with Dawson now, and before we all went our separate ways Joey and I been pretty close. As a matter of fact, except for a few phone calls here and there neither Joey or myself had seen him much of each other at all.
As I walked down the hall I remembered when I first met Joey. She hated me. Of course, despite what a bitch she could be, I didn't hate her. How can anyone hate her? She just has this quality to her. She makes men want to be better men and she makes girls green with envy. It was so hard to believe that Joey was once jealous of me. There was never anything great about me . . . and if Dawson loved either me or her right now . . . it would be Joey.
I went in and realized, I had forgotten to knock. God! Why was I being so stupid! It's like I didn't even know her.
Jen: Joey . . . how are you doing?
Joey: I'm fine . . .well I mean aside from the fact I have untreatable cancer, fine.
Jen: I know . . . stupid question. I mean I don't know what to say or how I should act. I've only lost my Grandfather and he was old so that justified it for me but you . . .! You're one of the best people I know and there is just not valid reason for you to be like this and I . . . don't know. I wish it was me. And this just makes me believe in God even less, if I ever did, even a little believe. * Starts to cry*
Joey: * hugs Jen * Jen, it's ok. I still have time and I don't want it filled with sadness and regrets and all that. So it's ok that you're not really sure of yourself.
Jen: * Smiles * I'm sorry, I'm just a bit freaked out is all. I shouldn't have gotten upset like that.
Joey: It's fine. So how's life been?
Jen: Well at first I thought it was awful. Having Amy wasn't really what I planned, but she's one of the best things in my life now.
Joey: Life has a weird way of working out for the best.
Jen: Or the worst.
Joey: You're breaking the rules Jen, no sadness, regrets anything of the sort.
Jen: Joey---I have something to tell you.
Joey: What?
Jen: When you first met me you hated me and were jealous and I could never figure out why. Every minute I was with Dawson, when I first met him and in college I was so nervous. The first time, I was scared he would finally notice you. His soul mate, best friend . . . and he would leave me so far behind. Then the other time we dated I was so afraid he would remember how great you were. I was always the one who was jealous of you . . . I was also the one who had something to be afraid of.
Joey: You jealous of me? The girl who's too tall, dull thin brown hair? Dawson was crazy about you.
Jen: Only because he never considered you in that way.
Joey: * smiles * Thanks Jen, for reminding be how much I missed you.
Soon after, Jen left the room and was a little bit happier then when she came in. Finally, her and Joey work things out, then Joey was gonna go ahead and leave her.
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Chapter 3, part 2, Jack's POV
Jack knocked on the door and heard Joey welcome him in.
Jack: So how are you?
Joey: I'm ok. I've been better, but it could be much worse then it is.
Jack: Well you haven't lost your ability to make light of the situation.
Joey: Given everything that has happened to me, it would be kind of hard not to.
Jack: Yeah.
Joey: Oh yeah, when I die I want you to have the drawing?
Jack: Of what?
Joey: The one I drew of you in 10th grade. (Laughs slightly) I don't think you would want just anyone having that.
Jack: Yeah that was kind of embarrassing.
Joey: I sometimes wonder what would have happened if we had sex that night?
Jack: I don't know. I bet it would have ended up pretty much the same, but I would have felt even worse telling you I was gay.
Joey: * Smiled* Is that what you wouldn't get "excited" that night? Or was it that I wasn't hot enough for you?
Jack: Uh the gay part. Trust me, you were hot enough.
Joey: Thanks Jack, for making me smile.
Jack: You're welcome. Anyway, I have to go . . . I'll be by to visit . . . often.
Joey: Bye! I'll see you soon I hope!
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Chapter 3, Part 3, Andie's POV.
I saw Jack came out and he told me not to act all sad around her. Understandably, it would be hard not to but I was going to make an honest effort. I knocked on the door and waited for her response then went in.
Andie: * Hands her some flowers * Here, I got some roses, tulips stuff like that.
Joey: *grabs for them * Thank you. I love them.
Andie: You know Joey, there was one time when I was really jealous of you and I just wanted to tell you so that you would know.
Joey: You? Jealous of me?
Andie: Yeah. That day when Dawson found out about you and Pacey, I was just so mad. I told Pacey he would just get hurt. Which really isn't true at all. You two were meant for each other, and even though you're not together now for whatever reason. You should be.
Joey: What makes you say that?
Andie: Even I realized it, and I never wanted it to be true.
Joey: I regret that we were never that close.
Andie: That was that one time when we had a girls night out . . . do you remember?
***FLASBACK***********
ANDIE: I'm saying that your mood clearly needs an estrogen energy boost -- not to mention the mysterious black cloud hanging over Joey's head -- and that's why we need a girls night out!
JOEY: Girls night out?
ANDIE: Don't you find it a bit abnormal that the two of you never hang out with anyone who doesn't have a penis? You'd be surprised how powerful a little female bonding can be. Didn't you ever see Thelma and Louise?
JOEY: Yeah -- they killed someone -
JEN: -- And then they drove off a cliff.
ANDIE: But they did it together. Solidarity. In a cold cruel world the only thing a girl can count on is her sisters... Guys -- I need some girl time and so do you. I need to talk about boys, I need to gorge myself on junk food, I need to roll around giggling on the floor! C'mon...
***** END FLASH BACK *********
Joey: Yeah. That was a really good and fun day. I did get to know you pretty well that day.
Andie: Yeah. Wow, I've been in for an hour all ready! It doesn't even feel like it's been more then five minutes! I'm gonna go now, let you rest but I'll be back soon! Bye Jo.
Joey: Bye Andie!
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End of Chapter! Thanks for all the reviews. I'll put Chapter 4 up soon, which is going to be again, Dawson's POV. If this is going to be A J/anyone else . . . I don't think it's going to be Dawson. I like I'm gonna have her with Pacey. But I don't know, I might change my mind. Please review . . . .
Also someone asked why I was having Joey die if I liked her so much. I just wanted to fool around with the idea. It's just a story * Shrugs * Sorry, if I am upsetting someone.
Summary: All right, this may seem really crazy, therefor, I'm not sure if anyone will read it. It's A/U. What if Joey had died instead of Jen. It will be similar to the last episode but it will Joey rather then Jen. . I think I'm going to split into different chapter. First, all of the characters are seeing her before she dies, talking to her. Then how the all deal with her death. And what about the letters she left behind?
Chapter 3 (Part 1-Jen) Part 2- Jack (Part 3- Andie)
Jens POV
The whole time Pacey was in there I was anxious. I didn't know what to say or even . . . if she would want me in there. After all, Joey and I always had a little bit if jealousy for each other. But neither of us was with Dawson now, and before we all went our separate ways Joey and I been pretty close. As a matter of fact, except for a few phone calls here and there neither Joey or myself had seen him much of each other at all.
As I walked down the hall I remembered when I first met Joey. She hated me. Of course, despite what a bitch she could be, I didn't hate her. How can anyone hate her? She just has this quality to her. She makes men want to be better men and she makes girls green with envy. It was so hard to believe that Joey was once jealous of me. There was never anything great about me . . . and if Dawson loved either me or her right now . . . it would be Joey.
I went in and realized, I had forgotten to knock. God! Why was I being so stupid! It's like I didn't even know her.
Jen: Joey . . . how are you doing?
Joey: I'm fine . . .well I mean aside from the fact I have untreatable cancer, fine.
Jen: I know . . . stupid question. I mean I don't know what to say or how I should act. I've only lost my Grandfather and he was old so that justified it for me but you . . .! You're one of the best people I know and there is just not valid reason for you to be like this and I . . . don't know. I wish it was me. And this just makes me believe in God even less, if I ever did, even a little believe. * Starts to cry*
Joey: * hugs Jen * Jen, it's ok. I still have time and I don't want it filled with sadness and regrets and all that. So it's ok that you're not really sure of yourself.
Jen: * Smiles * I'm sorry, I'm just a bit freaked out is all. I shouldn't have gotten upset like that.
Joey: It's fine. So how's life been?
Jen: Well at first I thought it was awful. Having Amy wasn't really what I planned, but she's one of the best things in my life now.
Joey: Life has a weird way of working out for the best.
Jen: Or the worst.
Joey: You're breaking the rules Jen, no sadness, regrets anything of the sort.
Jen: Joey---I have something to tell you.
Joey: What?
Jen: When you first met me you hated me and were jealous and I could never figure out why. Every minute I was with Dawson, when I first met him and in college I was so nervous. The first time, I was scared he would finally notice you. His soul mate, best friend . . . and he would leave me so far behind. Then the other time we dated I was so afraid he would remember how great you were. I was always the one who was jealous of you . . . I was also the one who had something to be afraid of.
Joey: You jealous of me? The girl who's too tall, dull thin brown hair? Dawson was crazy about you.
Jen: Only because he never considered you in that way.
Joey: * smiles * Thanks Jen, for reminding be how much I missed you.
Soon after, Jen left the room and was a little bit happier then when she came in. Finally, her and Joey work things out, then Joey was gonna go ahead and leave her.
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Chapter 3, part 2, Jack's POV
Jack knocked on the door and heard Joey welcome him in.
Jack: So how are you?
Joey: I'm ok. I've been better, but it could be much worse then it is.
Jack: Well you haven't lost your ability to make light of the situation.
Joey: Given everything that has happened to me, it would be kind of hard not to.
Jack: Yeah.
Joey: Oh yeah, when I die I want you to have the drawing?
Jack: Of what?
Joey: The one I drew of you in 10th grade. (Laughs slightly) I don't think you would want just anyone having that.
Jack: Yeah that was kind of embarrassing.
Joey: I sometimes wonder what would have happened if we had sex that night?
Jack: I don't know. I bet it would have ended up pretty much the same, but I would have felt even worse telling you I was gay.
Joey: * Smiled* Is that what you wouldn't get "excited" that night? Or was it that I wasn't hot enough for you?
Jack: Uh the gay part. Trust me, you were hot enough.
Joey: Thanks Jack, for making me smile.
Jack: You're welcome. Anyway, I have to go . . . I'll be by to visit . . . often.
Joey: Bye! I'll see you soon I hope!
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Chapter 3, Part 3, Andie's POV.
I saw Jack came out and he told me not to act all sad around her. Understandably, it would be hard not to but I was going to make an honest effort. I knocked on the door and waited for her response then went in.
Andie: * Hands her some flowers * Here, I got some roses, tulips stuff like that.
Joey: *grabs for them * Thank you. I love them.
Andie: You know Joey, there was one time when I was really jealous of you and I just wanted to tell you so that you would know.
Joey: You? Jealous of me?
Andie: Yeah. That day when Dawson found out about you and Pacey, I was just so mad. I told Pacey he would just get hurt. Which really isn't true at all. You two were meant for each other, and even though you're not together now for whatever reason. You should be.
Joey: What makes you say that?
Andie: Even I realized it, and I never wanted it to be true.
Joey: I regret that we were never that close.
Andie: That was that one time when we had a girls night out . . . do you remember?
***FLASBACK***********
ANDIE: I'm saying that your mood clearly needs an estrogen energy boost -- not to mention the mysterious black cloud hanging over Joey's head -- and that's why we need a girls night out!
JOEY: Girls night out?
ANDIE: Don't you find it a bit abnormal that the two of you never hang out with anyone who doesn't have a penis? You'd be surprised how powerful a little female bonding can be. Didn't you ever see Thelma and Louise?
JOEY: Yeah -- they killed someone -
JEN: -- And then they drove off a cliff.
ANDIE: But they did it together. Solidarity. In a cold cruel world the only thing a girl can count on is her sisters... Guys -- I need some girl time and so do you. I need to talk about boys, I need to gorge myself on junk food, I need to roll around giggling on the floor! C'mon...
***** END FLASH BACK *********
Joey: Yeah. That was a really good and fun day. I did get to know you pretty well that day.
Andie: Yeah. Wow, I've been in for an hour all ready! It doesn't even feel like it's been more then five minutes! I'm gonna go now, let you rest but I'll be back soon! Bye Jo.
Joey: Bye Andie!
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End of Chapter! Thanks for all the reviews. I'll put Chapter 4 up soon, which is going to be again, Dawson's POV. If this is going to be A J/anyone else . . . I don't think it's going to be Dawson. I like I'm gonna have her with Pacey. But I don't know, I might change my mind. Please review . . . .
Also someone asked why I was having Joey die if I liked her so much. I just wanted to fool around with the idea. It's just a story * Shrugs * Sorry, if I am upsetting someone.
