Title: I will Understand

Chapter: 6/9 When everything becomes Unbearable (almost there guys!)

Rating: PG-13 for now

Category: Romance, slight angst [not for long ;)]

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Chapter 6: When everything becomes unbearable
(Harry's POV)

What do you do when everything becomes unbearable? I, Harry Potter, blew up. I didn't know what else to do. I know I scared Ron, punching the walls like that, it was a side to me he had never seen. A side of me I had never seen. That has been happening a lot, when it concerns Draco. I surprise even myself.

So as I watch Ron leave, I wonder why this has happened to me? Why, out of everyone else in Hogwarts, did this happen to me? I know I can't live without him. I need him almost as much as I need oxygen.

I don't know how long I have been sitting here but a few soft knocks on the door wake me up.

"Harry?"

I look at the door and shake my head. Why did he come back? I was not joking when I told him to leave me alone. I need to be alone. No, scratch that I need to be with Draco.

He does not wait for an answer, typical impatient Weasley. He opens the door and peers in cautiously.

"Harry?" It's not his voice this time.

"Mione?" I stand up and frown towards the door. What is she doing back here?

I see her step out from behind Ron and walk forward.

"Harry I."

I walk towards her and see it, everything I needed her to show: love, comfort, and most importantly, understanding. I feel my eyes start to water and I look away. Suddenly, I am wrapped up in her arms and she is sobbing into my shoulder.

"Oh Harry, I am so sorry.so sorry," I don't reply, I just allow myself to be held by her. I didn't realize you could miss a person's touch as much as I missed hers. I hold on to her and squeeze her in an attempt to get closer to her and to maybe show her what I have been feeling.

We stand here for I don't know how many minutes, but when I open my watery eyes and step back from her embrace, I have a clearer understanding. All they wanted was for me to come to them.just as I always had.

I just continue to stare at her sad face; she truly is sorry. She steps forward and wipes the tears rolling down my cheek with her forefinger. We have not had this much contact since fifth year, before it all changed.

"Hermione."

"Quiet.Harry, you don't have to say a thing."

"But."

"No. I messed up. I did. Not you. Understand me?"

I nod, not really sure of what else to do. When she gets into these 'I take no crap' moods it is best to agree with her.

"I am so sorry for the way I treated you Harry.I should have been more understanding. Why, you deserve happiness more than anybody on this planet does. I know it must have been hard for you to confront us, but I am glad you did. Now, Draco."

I feel my heart start to pull as I hear his name.

"No, Mione.he left me."

"I know, Harry, but we can get him back."

I look up at her and have the sudden urge to hug her again. We can get him back, not you, we, I wasn't alone anymore.

"But."

"No buts, Harry, we will get him back with you. You two belong together.I realize that now. And when you two announce your relationship to the school, Ron and I will be there right behind you, supporting you the entire way."

I smile, run to her and wrap her up in another big hug. I push her hair away from her ear and whisper into it: "Hermione, I have been waiting too long to hear you say that."

She pulls away and smiles back at me.

"I know, Harry, but you don't have to wait any longer."

I start to laugh, so happy with what is now happening. I pull her forward and kiss her on the cheek. Somebody clears their throat.

"Harry, if I didn't know you were gay I would say you were hitting on my lovely girlfriend," an amused Ron says.

Hermione and I both look at each other and laugh, then Hermione opens her arms and we pull Ron into the hug as well.

"This is more like it." Ron says with a smile on his face.

I laugh and pull away from Hermione, and I wrap my arms around Ron giving him another big bear hug.

"Ron, if you weren't straight I think I'd kiss you right now." I say in a teasing voice, knowing perfectly well he won't take it the wrong way.

"And if I weren't straight I think I'd let you Harry." Ron says while laughing. "Seeing as I am straight.we'll just leave the kissing up to my girlfriend." I laugh as I watch him pull away from me and give Hermione a big long kiss.

That's what I want, a loving, happy relationship with the one person who makes my heart want to jump out of my rib cage and sing. Draco.

"Well, enough heterosexual making out, let's go find Draco." Ron says with a serious tone. I look at him, he has his no nonsense look on his face, and I crack up.

"Um." Hermione says, not quite sure what to say.

"Onward and Upward mates!" Ron shouts, holding up his wand as if it were a sword and marching towards the door as if a soldier preparing for battle. He steps out the door and into the hallway. Hermione and I look at each other, both of us trying not to laugh when suddenly, Ron appears back at the door.

"Um, Mates, where are we going?"

It's impossible, so Hermione and I burst out laughing with the laughter that had been waiting to come out. It feels so good to laugh like this, the way we used to.

"Ron, I think I should go looking for Draco, alone." I say, still trying to stifle my laughter.

"Why?"

"Well, first of all you might scare him charging after him as if he was a dragon." I cover my mouth and look at Ron who looks down at himself and starts to laugh.

"I guess you're right."

"Yes, Ron, let's leave Harry to himself for now, but Harry, the moment you get Draco, please bring him up to see us.we need to talk to him."

I nod and walk past Ron, out the door, and towards the place I am almost certain Draco will be.

There it is! I hope you guys liked it! :D I am writing a new story right now.it has three chapters already! Yay! After am done posting this story I will post it as well! Three more chapters! Ahhh yay! Thank you so much for sticking with me and taking the time to read my story! Lurve ya! Review please!