Urge: Reality.

The blood in my body was pumping through my veins so fast that I think my heart was about to explode, but instead of heart beats bumping in my chest, I could just hear loud buzzing. Lanas heart was also buzzing, against my chest it felt wonderful. Sweat, blood and tears were mixed within our gasps of pleasure and pain. As I moved against Lanas wet body and feeling her hands grasping my shoulders I could feel what I always wanted to feel, pure innocents. For all the women I've been with I think Lana has been the most true lover in my life. I've taken virgins before, but they had always been brief, short moments of enjoyment. Taking her virginity in the backroom of a cafe wasn't one of the best decisions in my life, but it wasn't something I had planned exactly, and if I wasn't totally off track, I don't think she gave a shit either at the time.

She was sitting on the counter and moving with me, at first I could see that she was in pain, but she urged me to go on by clasping her legs around me. But when we had passed that it was all joy forward. We came together and we hell each other in our arms, breathing heavily.

*

He lifted me down from the counter and we both fell to the floor, resting against his chest and hearing his buzzing heart made me smile. Think that I, Lana Lang, had made Lex Luthors heart race. That, was hilarious.

''What's so funny?'' Lex asked, as a giggle had escaped my lips.

''Nothing.'' I lifted my head and gave him a kiss, which lead to a longer and deeper one. I didn't think that Lex was a cuddlier, he didn't seem like one. But I was glad he was, when it was over I had been afraid that he was going to leave me there, exposed and alone.

''Lana, did I hurt you?'' I was gazing into his eyes and I could see that his concern was true.

''yes.'' Teasing note so I wouldn't scare him. ''But, I think we hurt each other.''

-

The time was late, and I was sure Chloe was concerned about me, or she was busy with the newspaper and hadn't looked at the clock for hours, but it was time to leave anyway. We wasn't so relaxed as we had been an hour ago, the real life came crawling in on us. And we had to deal with the consequences soon.

''Lex, tell me the truth. Are you going to ignore me from here on?'' As he was buttoning his shirt he walked over to me he kissed me and placed a lock of hair behind my ear, his touch made me shiver.

''How could I ignore such a beauty like you?'' I smiled and helped him finish his shirt.

''You're missing a button, sorry.''

*

I didn't think Lana could be that stupid, I thought she was saving herself. But who am I kidding, I saw them with my own eyes. My X-ray vision is handy looking through walls, but I wished I could see through jealousy too. Seeing them like that I think scratched me for life, it's burnt into my eyes.

I stayed through it all, but I wouldn't dare to watch. I even stayed after they had left, I was like a ghost. Not seeing anything outside my mind. I didn't go home in quite some time, I went inside the Talon instead. Going Lex and Lanas footsteps to the storage room, and while I was looking around I felt a shadow coming over me, it was an anger I had never felt before. Kneeling down I picked up a round object, a blue button. By instinct I put it in my pocket, and when I was about to stand up I froze. I looked at a tiny spot on the edge of the counter floor. A little blood stain was resting on the shiny ground.

''Damn you Lex!''