I can't take anymore of this and I yell "Please stop Please I will do anything just make it stop". The pain is unbearable, my skin is covered in marks that are already bruising, I am a walking bloody bruise. My whole body is in unbearable pain. The seer appears out of nowhere and the pain although stops getting worse does not go away. She smiles evily and with a flick of her wrist I am dressed again and my marks are covered. She says "Well now that is more like it (she hands me a vile) drink this so that you will be the age you are meant to be". I take the vile and drink it, it is a dreadful taste, like cow manure mixed with chilli pepper". I feel my body stretch and I grow taller and I look down and see I have small breasts forming. I look up and say "Why couldn't I have stayed the way I am". She smiles and says "Because this way is much more fun, your mother misses the most important part of your growing." I try to sit down and she say "UH Uh not until you kill your innocent". I sigh and look at her for permission and she nods her head. The moment I shimmer into the nursery alarms go off and I am covered in a net. The net having landed on my bruises makes me yell in pain, it is a good thing my mum won't recognise me because I wouldn't want her to see me like this". The three woman I had lived with for a year and a half come rushing into the room. Paige or what looks like Paige sets up four crystals around me and then takes the net off. When the net brushes my skin again I let out a cry and they all look confused as to why I seem hurt.

I feel so betrayed that they didn't believe me and when I stand up and see no recognition I again feel betrayed. I look at the beautiful baby and wonder why she deserves to live and I deserve to die. Mum looks at me angrily when I look at her baby and Piper says to her "She is just a kid". Mum says "She may be a kid but the sirens went off and she is the only one under the net". Paige is staring at me and says "Well she has a weird look in her eye and I suppose she is evil and we should vanquish her". I smile at this the pain it will be gone if I can get them to vanquish me, I can finally rest and be out of the seer grip.

They all once again look confused when I smile at the mention of vanquishing. My mum says oh screw that she isn't my mum anymore Phoebe says "We will need some of her blood". I put my arm out and they look at me shocked, Paige leans in and when she hold me shoulder I let out a cry of pain and withdraw. Paige asks me "Are you hurt" Phoebe slaps her across the head and says "She is a demon don't ask her that". I find my voice again and say quietly "That isn't my fault". Phoebe turns and glares at me, I wonder what made her so angry "And whose fault would it be that you are a demon and are trying to kill my baby". I look her straight in the eyes and say "My fathers'". They all gasp and the betrayal and anger that is in my eyes and I flop to the ground. They still don't know who I am. How could they not know? I look up from where I lay and say "Please just kill me, I don't want to live anymore, it is too hard". Phoebe just waves her hand and says "If she wants it lets do it." I look at her and say "When did you become so mean". Everyone looks at me shocked and she says "You don't know me" I look at her with contempt and say "Yes and you don't know me". I start to cry and Paige and Piper come forward and try to comfort me but when they touch my back I let out a scream.

They start to roll my shirt up but I let out a "No you can't see me like this" I step out of the circle and they all gasp. Piper says "Your not a demon" I look at her sadly and say "I wish you recognized me and I wish I didn't feel this betrayal but I do" They all look mightily confused again. I figure hey what the hell I have to go back down there anyway. I look at Phoebe and then got o the crib and look at my sister, they all about to stop me when I stroke the baby but it doesn't cry. I look at their shocked faces and say "What's her name" Phoebe whispers "Melinda". I smile and say to her "Hey Melinda I am your big sis". All around me there are gasps of shock and then I look at them sadly and whisper "Sorry" I shimmer out with the baby. I don't go to the underworld though because I want to see first how they will take it.

I shimmer to my hiding spot and lay the sleeping child on the ground and say a spell to keep her asleep and hidden. I then shimmer and hide near my mother. She is on the floor sobbing uncontrollably. She is saying "She is alive but now my baby is gone, Piper their gone." My heart is breaking and Piper carries my mum to the bed where they all try to control her emotional breakdown. I shimmer back to the baby and say a spell and she wakes up. When she opens her eyes and I see my father looking at me through her, I know I can't do it. She doesn't deserve to die, no one does.

I shimmer back to her nursery and place her in her crib and whisper "now you be good and look after mummy for me because I have to go now k?" She gurgles at me and I smile. I can hear my mum getting up and I see she sees me and she lets out a "Prue please don't go". She rushes to me and I hold my breath to stop from crying out in pain, she hugs me and the tears fall and I know she sees her daughter in the crib. I play with her hair and say "I am sorry but if I stay any longer she will get me, I love you mum always will". Before she can say anything I shimmer out. I go into a store and grab a pen and paper and I write.

When I finish the letter I shimmer into the attic and I put it on top of the book of shadows, I then shimmer to the beach where I first came a long time ago. I pick up the new knife that I was supposed to kill my baby sis with and I whisper "Goodbye" and I plunge it into me and then I feel nothing.

Meanwhile my mum goes up to the attic finds the note and reads this;

Dear mummy,

Don 't be sad when you find this letter but be happy, I am finally at peace. I know you are probably saying that I could have been helped or saved but it wouldn't have happened. I am the sources heir and no matter what you do he will always want me which means you would always be in terrible danger around me. I couldn't kill my sister because she is too precious to this world, give her a life that I always wanted. Give her love and cherish her with all your soul. When she is older tell her how her older sister sacrificed her life so that she may live. Tell her I did because I love all of you and want you to live, don't break down when you read this because I am always there with you. I know you have already mourned me but to me I only was without you for a week. I know I looked 13 but I was really 10. Tell daddy I will always be his little girl even though he has another. Tell aunt Paige that she is my favourite story teller and I will always treasure the moments we had together. Tell Piper she made me happy whenever she cooked and whenever she cooks choc hip pancakes to think of me. Tell Leo that without his guidance I may not have lived as long as I did. And mummy I want you to live and not blame yourself because I never blamed you. I did feel betrayed but then I understood so when I die know I don't blame you and I love you with all my heart and soul. The two years I did know you were the happiest of my life, you made me want to live. Just remember I love all of you and now I get to be with Prue and Grams and Great Grams. By the time you finish reading this letter I will already be gone so don't worry about saving me because by not doing anything you have.

I love you always and forever.
Love Prudence Melinda Turner Halliwell

************************************************************************ Author note: Ok I know you are thinking this is a weird end but it just came out like that and although sad I like it. At least Phoebe got to have another baby. Thank you to all those who reviewed I had fun writing this.