Chapter 20-
Ruthie was nervous. She didn't want to tell Jason about her past. But she knew she had to. She waited for him to come over.
"Ruthie. Jason is here." Simon screamed from downstairs. Ruthie started walking down the stairs but stopped when she heard Simon talking to Jason. "I swear, if you hurt my baby sister or if you do anything to make her upset, I am going to come after you." Ruthie walked to the bottom of the stairs.
"Hey Jason." She said.
"Hey sweetie." He replied.
"Let's go upstairs and talk." Ruthie said. Jason knodded and followed her up to her room.
"So sweetie, What did you have to tell me?" Jason asked.
"OK this is hard and I don't know how you are going to take it….but" Ruthie buried her face into her hands and sat (a/n more like fell plopped) on the floor. Jason sat down next
to her.
"But what Ruthie sweetie?" Jason said.
"About a year and half ago…I was…. I was…. I was," Ruthie whispered "raped."
"Ruthie I couldn't hear you what did you say."
"I said I was raped. Ok I was raped. Yeah I know you can tell me I am trash. I am worthless. I am nothing. I don't deserve you….." Ruthie broke down into tears.
"Oh my god Ruthie! I am so sorry. But don't ever say that about yourself. You are everything to me. I cant imagine my life without you now. I love you. You aren't trash, you are something and you are not worthless. I mean look around you. You have a family that loves you. I wish I had that. I mean really all I got is my mom and brother but my brother is gone and my mom is usually working. You are something. You are everything to me. And I know you heard what Simon said to me today and that proves to you that he loves you and he cares for you. But Ruthie, have you told anyone else?" Jason said
"No. I have only told you and Ashley."
"Ruthie you have to tell your mom. I am serious. You need to…"
"I know I am going to tell them soon."
"Ruthie who did it to you?" Jason asked.
"It was my sister's ex boyfriend. Actually both of them went out with him. His name is Jordan." Ruthie said.
"If I ever see him I will kill him for doing this to you. I love you Ruthie." Jason said.
"Not if I get him first," Simon said rushing to his sister's side. "I was outside the door and I heard you. Ruthie how come you never told me or anyone else?" Simon asked.
Ruthie still shocked that Simon knew…. "I don't know"
"Ruthie I am going to go and find Jordan right now and kill him." Simon said. Simon grabbed Ruthie and hugged her. Ruthie looked into Simon's eyes and suddenly all her childhood memories of him and her flashed through her head. She thought of everything.
"Oh Simon I am so sorry. I have been so mean and ignorant to you lately. I didn't realize how much you really love me." Ruthie said.
"Yea Ruthie. When we were little don't you remember all of our things we did together. We had so much fun. But now you have grown into a beautiful teenager and you have Jason who cares very much for you and you have best friends. So you don't need me as much anymore. But instead of me you get Jason and I can tell he really loves you." Simon said. Both Jason and Ruthie knodded.
"Come on Ruthie we have to go and tell your mom." Jason said.
"Yeah." Said Simon helping her up.
"OK." Ruthie said wiping the tears from her eyes. Simon and Jason helped Ruthie down to the living room where her mom and the rest of her family were sitting.
"Mom can we talk?" Ruthie asked
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A/N- Next chapter….Ruthie tells her mom…………what does mommy say?? Hmmm. Lol sorry it has taken so long to update. But I had a science report to write and finals and you know how teachers are at the end of the year they always want to give you tests lol….ill update when I can. Just ReAd AnD rEvIeW and I will update soon
~*~XoXo~*~ CaRe BeAr
Ruthie was nervous. She didn't want to tell Jason about her past. But she knew she had to. She waited for him to come over.
"Ruthie. Jason is here." Simon screamed from downstairs. Ruthie started walking down the stairs but stopped when she heard Simon talking to Jason. "I swear, if you hurt my baby sister or if you do anything to make her upset, I am going to come after you." Ruthie walked to the bottom of the stairs.
"Hey Jason." She said.
"Hey sweetie." He replied.
"Let's go upstairs and talk." Ruthie said. Jason knodded and followed her up to her room.
"So sweetie, What did you have to tell me?" Jason asked.
"OK this is hard and I don't know how you are going to take it….but" Ruthie buried her face into her hands and sat (a/n more like fell plopped) on the floor. Jason sat down next
to her.
"But what Ruthie sweetie?" Jason said.
"About a year and half ago…I was…. I was…. I was," Ruthie whispered "raped."
"Ruthie I couldn't hear you what did you say."
"I said I was raped. Ok I was raped. Yeah I know you can tell me I am trash. I am worthless. I am nothing. I don't deserve you….." Ruthie broke down into tears.
"Oh my god Ruthie! I am so sorry. But don't ever say that about yourself. You are everything to me. I cant imagine my life without you now. I love you. You aren't trash, you are something and you are not worthless. I mean look around you. You have a family that loves you. I wish I had that. I mean really all I got is my mom and brother but my brother is gone and my mom is usually working. You are something. You are everything to me. And I know you heard what Simon said to me today and that proves to you that he loves you and he cares for you. But Ruthie, have you told anyone else?" Jason said
"No. I have only told you and Ashley."
"Ruthie you have to tell your mom. I am serious. You need to…"
"I know I am going to tell them soon."
"Ruthie who did it to you?" Jason asked.
"It was my sister's ex boyfriend. Actually both of them went out with him. His name is Jordan." Ruthie said.
"If I ever see him I will kill him for doing this to you. I love you Ruthie." Jason said.
"Not if I get him first," Simon said rushing to his sister's side. "I was outside the door and I heard you. Ruthie how come you never told me or anyone else?" Simon asked.
Ruthie still shocked that Simon knew…. "I don't know"
"Ruthie I am going to go and find Jordan right now and kill him." Simon said. Simon grabbed Ruthie and hugged her. Ruthie looked into Simon's eyes and suddenly all her childhood memories of him and her flashed through her head. She thought of everything.
"Oh Simon I am so sorry. I have been so mean and ignorant to you lately. I didn't realize how much you really love me." Ruthie said.
"Yea Ruthie. When we were little don't you remember all of our things we did together. We had so much fun. But now you have grown into a beautiful teenager and you have Jason who cares very much for you and you have best friends. So you don't need me as much anymore. But instead of me you get Jason and I can tell he really loves you." Simon said. Both Jason and Ruthie knodded.
"Come on Ruthie we have to go and tell your mom." Jason said.
"Yeah." Said Simon helping her up.
"OK." Ruthie said wiping the tears from her eyes. Simon and Jason helped Ruthie down to the living room where her mom and the rest of her family were sitting.
"Mom can we talk?" Ruthie asked
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A/N- Next chapter….Ruthie tells her mom…………what does mommy say?? Hmmm. Lol sorry it has taken so long to update. But I had a science report to write and finals and you know how teachers are at the end of the year they always want to give you tests lol….ill update when I can. Just ReAd AnD rEvIeW and I will update soon
~*~XoXo~*~ CaRe BeAr
