Chapter 34-

"Ruthie are you serious?" Simon asked looking at her.

"Yeah. Last night. And then last week I let him finger me when you guys went to the hospital for Cecilia."

"Ruthie what is wrong with you. You have changed so much. What happened to the little Ruthie Camden that we all used to know? What made you do this?"

"I don't know what happened to her. She died. She died when daddy died." Ruthie said she tried to run out the room but Simon grabbed her.

"No. you are not leaving what is wrong with you. What were you thinking. Did he force you to do it."

"Simon were leaving in fifteen minutes." Annie screamed from downstairs.

"K mom. Ruthie did he force you to?"

"No. I did it willingly. I love Jason."

"Ruthie do you really know what love is? Do you really believe in love?"

"yes me and Jason are in love."

"Are you sure. I mean Ruthie he can be like a lot of other guys out there. Once you give him what he wants he ups and leaves you and will never talk to you again."

"Jason isnt like that. Jason loves me he would never do that to me."

"Are you sure. A lot of guys say that they arent like that and they go and break girls hearts after they get what they want."

"I know Jason Simon."

"OK. Whatever you say. Just I don't want to see you get hurt."

"Im an not going to get hurt."

"Ruthie be careful. A lot of people can lie and I don't want to see you get hurt by people lies. You are to smart to get hurt like that an d I don't want to see that happen to you. I got time I am going to tell you a story. You remember my old girlfriend Deana right?" ruthie knodded. "well this happened to her. I was talking to her a couple months ago and she told me everything. She was doing great and everything and she thought she had found the perfect guy for her. Well turns out he wasn't all that great. The guy was messing around with other people when he was going out with her. Well one night Deana was alone with him and then she gave him head. But he wanted more. He forced himself into her and she had sex with him. He got her pregnant and she hasn't heard from him since that night. She knows that the baby is his but he wont talk to her or anything. Ruthie do you see were I am going? I don't want this to happen to you." Simon said.

"I know Simon don't worry I am old enough to take care of myself."

"Ruthie I want to believe you but there is to much. You cut yourself, you did drugs, got arrested let Jason finger you, gave him head what are you going to be doing next. Sneaking out? Getting pregnant? Going to parties when your not allowed to? Lying to mom? ruthie do you see what you are doing to yourself?"

Ruthie was silent.

"Well Ruthie I got to leave. I will see you in a couple weeks but please please please promise me that you are going to stop all this and not become a hoe or slut that lies and does drugs and everything."

"Simon I already told you before that I don't make promises anymore because everyone breaks their promises to me. But I will try."

"Thank you Ruthie. Just try to please."

"OK"

"Well I love you and will see you soon."

"Love you to. Bye Simon." Ruthie was now crying. She hugged Simon but didn't want to let go.

"Love you." They released and he went to the door and opened it. Ruthie was still crying.

"Ruthie. Stop crying you got to be strong now. And remember, everyday of your life, there will be challenged that you must face, some good and others will be bad and you wont want to face them. But you got to find it in you to figure out what you wan to do with your life and change it for you. Bye Ruthie love you." Simon said as he walked out the door and closed it.

"Bye Simon. Love you too." Ruthie whispered

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