O.K, I have an alter ego whose name is Kira, since I named him after Kira of Angel Sanctuary. So, to end confusion before it happens, I am re-naming him Kazama...I'm sorry Kira, it's only for ONE LITTLE STORY. *Kira/Kazama cries*
CONGRATULATIONS AND DRUGS
I got out of the shower and walked into my room. Kira was sitting there, his face blank. "I thought you hate me, Kira." Kira just looked at me. "What?" "I don't like it Katou. Not at all." Kira shook his head at me. "I never asked if you liked it. I never asked you to meet her." I said, pissed that he was being such an ass. "Don't you get it? She'll get you killed. It's not like she sticks with one guy for long." He had a point there, but it wasn't intirely her fault. No...she was just an asshole magnet. "Whatever, is this is all you came here for?" I asked, getting dressed. He looked away when I was putting pants on. "No." He said.
"What else?" I asked, now completly clad. "Just..." "WHAT?" "Nothin. It's nothin." He said and got up. "You plannin on meeting her tonight?" "Yeah." Kira just left. I finished brushing my hair and left too. As I walked out the door, an idea hit me. Does she even like me? Does she look forward to meeting me somewhere? Or is she just toying with me?
*
I was still thinking about these things when I walked into the arcade. Suddenly, as if out of nowhere, Katora tackled me. "I missed you!" She called over the DDR music, and other random, ear splitting noises of the arcade. "Yeah, I missed you too." I said, dazed at the sudden tackle of affection.
Katora dragged me out side and without a word, lightly pushed me against the wall. "Huh..." I managed to say before she put her mouth next to my ear. "I like you, and it's obvious that you like me too." She whispered, pressing her body against mine. "I think you might be the one, you waited and never forced anything on me. I like that." She said and then put her forehead to mine. My heart was pounding and I managed to run my fingers through her hair. She lightly put her lips up against mine.
*
We walked back into the arcade as if nothing had happened. We acted like we hadn't made out. Katora had a ciggarett hanging out of her mouth and I bought a beer. Funny how they didn't care I was a minor. I drank beer and watched her play DDR and play the occasional VS. fighting game.
"You wanna see my place?" She asked as we walked outside. "Sure." I said, swallowing a pill. Mmmm....drug fix. I thought as we rounded a corner.
*
"I'm home!" She called as we walked through her door. "Where the HELL where you?" I girl shouted as she popped out of nowhere. "At the arcade again? Why do you always LEAVE me?" Katora put a hand on the girl's face and pushed her aside. "Settle Kao-Ko." She said. Kao-Ko noticed me and blushed. "H-Hi, Katou." She said and looked at the floor.
"KATOU!?" A male voice said, as the boy turned around on the couch, then jumped over it. He landed right infront of me. The boy was my age. "Katou! EEEPPP!!!!" He said, blushing. "These two are my little bro and sister." Katora said, slapping the boy upside the head. "Kao-Ko and Kazama. They're your little fan club." Katora sat on the couch. "Excuse me," A calm voice said. Katora grinned. "Oh, I didn't see you there." She said, looking at the woman she sat on. "Yes, I'll pretend to believe you." She said cooly. "Now, off." She added some heat to her voice and pushed her off. Katora jumped up and pulled out a switchblade. "Put that away, Katora." She said with the same cool composure. And Katora DID.
*
The woman turned out to be Katora's 24 year old sister, but she acted more like a mother. With two out of control little sisters, and one out of control little brother, and no parents you kind have to. Her name was Kaori, and only she had complete control over the three of them. Kazama's problem was his drinking, and he was 18. Katora...well, she was a character. And little Kao-Ko was a 16 year old just trying to fit in with Katora and Kazama, so she copied them a lot.
*
I went back home, but before I got there I had to fight off Kazama and Kao-Ko, one attached to each leg. I liked the attention, I didn't get it much.
When I got home I went straight for the shower. (I liked being clean, and still do.) When I got in my room Kira was sitting on my bed. "Where in the hell were you? I went to the arcade, every bar, all your street corners..." "What the hell do you want, to be my FUCKING MOM?!" I shouted. Kira stood up and punched me. He didn't punch me hard, but it took me off guard and I fell back. "What's wrong with you?" I asked in, sadly, a trembling voice. "You don't get it Katou." He told me, anger and heat rising in his voice.
*
He nudged my leg with his foot, and I stood up, but my head was down. "Katou, look at me." He said, sounding like a father. I snapped my head up, and then he slapped it. It was slight, even lighter than the punch, but it still killed me. "Stop it!" I shouted and pushed him. He grabbed my wrist, and when I went to punch him he grabbed the other. "Listen. She's bad news. Look at the guys who chase her. Just think back. She's gonna get you killed, put in jail, something like that. You know it. It's one thing if you sleep with her, but you want more than that. I know it. I know you. You. Want. More." He said, his voice calm. I think that exact speech kept going through his head.
"I know you Katou, if all you wanted was sex, you would have given up by now. You would have either gotten in her pants and left, or get bored and left. You want something longer. You won't get it. If you sleep with her now, you'll be addicted to her, and it'll get you seriously fucked up, Katou." I looked at him, knowing it was true, and denied. I denied that I was after more than sex, denied I could become addicted to her, denied she'd get me killed. I denied it all. And he still had my wrists. He shook his head. "Katou, I love you like a brother. So I'm going to tell you something. When I moved for that month, remember that? When I moved I fell in love with a girl like Katora. At first I just wanted to have sex. Then I fell in love. And I almost got killed. She was in a gang like Katora's, and we were hanging at a street corner. A rival gang rode up and I could have died in the cross fire. I didn't, but she did. When I go out of town I visit her grave. I lay lilys there. They were her favorite." After saying that he let go of my wrists, and turned around.
After a moment he turned around and glared at me. "If you go and get yourself KILLED because of your dangerous taste in women, I'll come back into Hell and KICK YOUR ASS!" He said, not jokingly. "Trust me, I can." Then he left, like he always did. And I couldn't sleep. He was right. Why the hell was I chasing her so hard? Why did she care? How long would I live. And if I did have sex with her, how hard would I fall for her? Holy fucking God, how hard had I ALREADY fallen?
After two hours I went out, and headed for my favorite corner, my pocket full of every drug you could imagine.
A/N: Katou isn't O.k right now, give him a day or two, and he will continue the story. What comes up next STILL gets to him.
*Comforts sobbing Katou*
Katou: Why the FUCK did I do it???
Kaori: S'Kay. You lived, it was a mistake.
Katou: I could have fucked everything up.
Kaori: Don't cry...it bothers me. Please, you lived.
CONGRATULATIONS AND DRUGS
I got out of the shower and walked into my room. Kira was sitting there, his face blank. "I thought you hate me, Kira." Kira just looked at me. "What?" "I don't like it Katou. Not at all." Kira shook his head at me. "I never asked if you liked it. I never asked you to meet her." I said, pissed that he was being such an ass. "Don't you get it? She'll get you killed. It's not like she sticks with one guy for long." He had a point there, but it wasn't intirely her fault. No...she was just an asshole magnet. "Whatever, is this is all you came here for?" I asked, getting dressed. He looked away when I was putting pants on. "No." He said.
"What else?" I asked, now completly clad. "Just..." "WHAT?" "Nothin. It's nothin." He said and got up. "You plannin on meeting her tonight?" "Yeah." Kira just left. I finished brushing my hair and left too. As I walked out the door, an idea hit me. Does she even like me? Does she look forward to meeting me somewhere? Or is she just toying with me?
*
I was still thinking about these things when I walked into the arcade. Suddenly, as if out of nowhere, Katora tackled me. "I missed you!" She called over the DDR music, and other random, ear splitting noises of the arcade. "Yeah, I missed you too." I said, dazed at the sudden tackle of affection.
Katora dragged me out side and without a word, lightly pushed me against the wall. "Huh..." I managed to say before she put her mouth next to my ear. "I like you, and it's obvious that you like me too." She whispered, pressing her body against mine. "I think you might be the one, you waited and never forced anything on me. I like that." She said and then put her forehead to mine. My heart was pounding and I managed to run my fingers through her hair. She lightly put her lips up against mine.
*
We walked back into the arcade as if nothing had happened. We acted like we hadn't made out. Katora had a ciggarett hanging out of her mouth and I bought a beer. Funny how they didn't care I was a minor. I drank beer and watched her play DDR and play the occasional VS. fighting game.
"You wanna see my place?" She asked as we walked outside. "Sure." I said, swallowing a pill. Mmmm....drug fix. I thought as we rounded a corner.
*
"I'm home!" She called as we walked through her door. "Where the HELL where you?" I girl shouted as she popped out of nowhere. "At the arcade again? Why do you always LEAVE me?" Katora put a hand on the girl's face and pushed her aside. "Settle Kao-Ko." She said. Kao-Ko noticed me and blushed. "H-Hi, Katou." She said and looked at the floor.
"KATOU!?" A male voice said, as the boy turned around on the couch, then jumped over it. He landed right infront of me. The boy was my age. "Katou! EEEPPP!!!!" He said, blushing. "These two are my little bro and sister." Katora said, slapping the boy upside the head. "Kao-Ko and Kazama. They're your little fan club." Katora sat on the couch. "Excuse me," A calm voice said. Katora grinned. "Oh, I didn't see you there." She said, looking at the woman she sat on. "Yes, I'll pretend to believe you." She said cooly. "Now, off." She added some heat to her voice and pushed her off. Katora jumped up and pulled out a switchblade. "Put that away, Katora." She said with the same cool composure. And Katora DID.
*
The woman turned out to be Katora's 24 year old sister, but she acted more like a mother. With two out of control little sisters, and one out of control little brother, and no parents you kind have to. Her name was Kaori, and only she had complete control over the three of them. Kazama's problem was his drinking, and he was 18. Katora...well, she was a character. And little Kao-Ko was a 16 year old just trying to fit in with Katora and Kazama, so she copied them a lot.
*
I went back home, but before I got there I had to fight off Kazama and Kao-Ko, one attached to each leg. I liked the attention, I didn't get it much.
When I got home I went straight for the shower. (I liked being clean, and still do.) When I got in my room Kira was sitting on my bed. "Where in the hell were you? I went to the arcade, every bar, all your street corners..." "What the hell do you want, to be my FUCKING MOM?!" I shouted. Kira stood up and punched me. He didn't punch me hard, but it took me off guard and I fell back. "What's wrong with you?" I asked in, sadly, a trembling voice. "You don't get it Katou." He told me, anger and heat rising in his voice.
*
He nudged my leg with his foot, and I stood up, but my head was down. "Katou, look at me." He said, sounding like a father. I snapped my head up, and then he slapped it. It was slight, even lighter than the punch, but it still killed me. "Stop it!" I shouted and pushed him. He grabbed my wrist, and when I went to punch him he grabbed the other. "Listen. She's bad news. Look at the guys who chase her. Just think back. She's gonna get you killed, put in jail, something like that. You know it. It's one thing if you sleep with her, but you want more than that. I know it. I know you. You. Want. More." He said, his voice calm. I think that exact speech kept going through his head.
"I know you Katou, if all you wanted was sex, you would have given up by now. You would have either gotten in her pants and left, or get bored and left. You want something longer. You won't get it. If you sleep with her now, you'll be addicted to her, and it'll get you seriously fucked up, Katou." I looked at him, knowing it was true, and denied. I denied that I was after more than sex, denied I could become addicted to her, denied she'd get me killed. I denied it all. And he still had my wrists. He shook his head. "Katou, I love you like a brother. So I'm going to tell you something. When I moved for that month, remember that? When I moved I fell in love with a girl like Katora. At first I just wanted to have sex. Then I fell in love. And I almost got killed. She was in a gang like Katora's, and we were hanging at a street corner. A rival gang rode up and I could have died in the cross fire. I didn't, but she did. When I go out of town I visit her grave. I lay lilys there. They were her favorite." After saying that he let go of my wrists, and turned around.
After a moment he turned around and glared at me. "If you go and get yourself KILLED because of your dangerous taste in women, I'll come back into Hell and KICK YOUR ASS!" He said, not jokingly. "Trust me, I can." Then he left, like he always did. And I couldn't sleep. He was right. Why the hell was I chasing her so hard? Why did she care? How long would I live. And if I did have sex with her, how hard would I fall for her? Holy fucking God, how hard had I ALREADY fallen?
After two hours I went out, and headed for my favorite corner, my pocket full of every drug you could imagine.
A/N: Katou isn't O.k right now, give him a day or two, and he will continue the story. What comes up next STILL gets to him.
*Comforts sobbing Katou*
Katou: Why the FUCK did I do it???
Kaori: S'Kay. You lived, it was a mistake.
Katou: I could have fucked everything up.
Kaori: Don't cry...it bothers me. Please, you lived.
